After the divorce, the wife and cubs amazed the world

It's been half a month.

For the first time since Sisi's accident, he looked at his child carefully.

The two little guys lost a lot of weight, their eyes were black and blue due to lack of sleep, and their rosy and fair faces were sallow and sallow, and they lost any expression.

Lu Youting felt very guilty watching, squatted down, and hugged them tightly in his arms, his voice was hoarse with a deep cry.

"Xiaobai, Yueyue, I'm sorry... no, I won't let you worry anymore..."

After half a month, Daddy finally spoke to them.

Lu Yanbai and Jian Yue burst into tears, their small arms tightly wrapped around Lu Youting's neck, and their small shoulders twitched.

"Daddy, although Mommy is gone, we will always be with you and will never leave you... Don't be sad anymore, okay?"

"Brother Xiaobai is right. Although you don't have Mommy, you still have me, Brother Chen Bao and Brother Xiaobai... We will always be with you..."

Lu Youting hugged them tightly, wishing to rub them into his heart, he knew in his heart that he couldn't go on like this anymore.

Even for the sake of the children, you must cheer up.

"Daddy will always be with you in the future..."

Jian Yue and Lu Yanbai wept with joy, but the tears fell even more fiercely.

He was really happy to see Daddy stand up again.

Lu Youting let them go, and while wiping the tears on their faces, he asked, "Where's Brother Chen Bao?"

Lu Yanbai said worriedly: "Brother Chenbao has been shutting himself in the room for the past few days without eating or drinking. If his godfather and godmother hadn't forced him to drink some soup, he might have collapsed."

Jian Yue nodded her head vigorously.

"Brother Chenbao blamed himself for all the faults. He felt that he failed to protect Mommy and rescued Mommy. He blamed himself and punished himself. Brother Xiaobai and I persuaded him for a long time, and he Just can't hear it."

Lu Yanbai said again: "Daddy, I'm so worried about my brother."

Lu Youting could understand Chen Bao's mood, he forced a smile: "You wait for me here, I'll take care of him."

"Ok!"

The two little guys nodded at the same time.

Lu Youting let them go and came to Jian Sichen's room.

The room was pitch black, and the curtains were drawn tightly so that no light could penetrate.Jian Sichen's small figure curled up on the sofa, completely melting himself into the darkness.

Lu Youting walked over and sat down beside him.

The sofa sags a lot under his weight.

He didn't say anything, stretched out his long arms, hugged Jian Sichen into his arms, patted his back lightly, sighed, and said slowly: "I dreamed of your mommy!"

A short sentence successfully attracted Jian Sichen's attention.

He looked up at his father, feeling guilty and remorseful, a gleam of light gradually gathered in his lifeless eyes.

Sensing his gaze, Lu Youting continued: "Your mommy said, let us live a good life and let me take good care of you..."

Having said that, his throat rolled a little, and he continued: "If you don't want Mommy to worry about you until death, you should cheer up quickly."

God knows how much his heart ached when the word 'death' came out of his mouth.

This is a word he has been unwilling to admit.

Now I have to say it myself.

This is no doubt that he took a knife and cut his own flesh one by one with his own hands.

Even though the pain was bloody, it still had to go on.

The expression on Jian Sichen's face gradually changed.

Even though it was pitch black all around and couldn't see each other, Lu Youting could still clearly feel the changes in him. He hugged his arms tightly, suppressed his crying, and said in a hoarse voice that seemed to be cut by a knife.

"This matter has nothing to do with you, it's not your fault! Your mommy has a soul in the sky, and she doesn't want to see you like this! Lu Xiangxiang did this to make us sad. For mommy, we can't fall into her trap! Chen Bao, Daddy believes in you, you can definitely do it."

After listening to his words, Jian Sichen's small shoulders began to shrug.

First once, then twice, then three times, and then more and more frequently.

"Daddy knows you can figure it out. I know you won't eat or drink for a few days. I'll wait for you in the restaurant, and Xiaobai and Yueyue will also wait for you to come out to eat! No matter how long, we will wait!"

After speaking, Lu Youting stood up and left without looking back, leaving him alone in the room.

He knew that Chen Bao needed space and time to release.

After crying enough and venting out, he can come out completely.

At the moment when the door was closed, sad and painful cries came from inside.

The cries resounded through the sky, and the whole house seemed to echo his mournful cries.

In the past ten days, he has not cried or made noise, and sealed himself in a small space.At this moment, he finally released all the emotions that had been suppressed for more than ten days.

Lu Youting stood at the door, listening to his miserable cry, felt a sense of sadness in his heart, clenched his hands into fists, and the veins on the back of his hands bulged.

After a while, he took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions, returned to the room, cleaned himself inside and out, shaved his beard, and applied skin cream on his dry and cracked skin.

The whole person is completely new.

by the dining table.

Lu Youting took the main seat.

Gu Yuchen and Shen Xiuyi sat on the left and right of him.

Lu Yanbai and Jian Yue sat next to Gu Yuchen and Shen Xiuyi.

There are nine dishes and one soup on the table.

None of the five moved their chopsticks.

Just like that, he sat quietly at the table and waited for Jian Sichen.

Time passed by minute by minute.

As time went by, everyone's eyes gradually dimmed, and the hopes that had finally been rekindled were shattered again.

Chen Bao, after all, still can't get out.

Lu Youting was exactly the opposite of them.

As if he was sure that Chen Bao would come out, he sat there quietly, neither in a hurry nor in a hurry.

as predicted.

sunset.

The sunset glow shines in through the glass window, refracting a beautiful rainbow.

Jian Sichen's bedroom door opened.

As the footsteps approached, Jian Sichen appeared in everyone's field of vision.

At this time, he had already taken a shower, put on a set of clean clothes, stood there with his still red and swollen eyes, and looked at it with guilt.

"Sorry for making you worry..."

Lu Youting's eyes were slightly red, but he couldn't hide the relief and pride in his eyes: "I know, you can definitely..."

Jian Sichen slowly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled——