After the divorce, the wife and cubs amazed the world

After hearing what Jian Sichen said, Lu Yanbai just found it funny.

"Chase? How can I chase her? She's already engaged? She has a fiancé? How can I chase her? Besides, I don't think Ke Xin will be happier with me than with Ye Tianya."

Jian Sichen was so angry that he wanted to punch him.

"You don't even have this little bit of confidence? Then how could you have the nerve to tell me that you loved her and would never regret it in your life?"

Lu Yanbai looked at Jian Sichen with empty eyes and asked blankly, "What should we do with Leng Li?"

Jian Sichen said: "You can give her some money, or give her a house, or you can send her away! In short, there are many ways. Are you going to endure this for her forever?"

His words made Lu Yanbai laugh.

"I've tried everything you said, and it doesn't work!"

Jian Sichen: "...??"

Lu Yanbai turned his head mechanically, looked ahead absentmindedly, and smiled at himself.

"I also thought I could handle my relationship with Leng Li well. I felt that as long as Ke Xin and I truly loved each other, everything else wouldn't be a problem.

It turns out that I was too naive and innocent.

Leng Li is a gap between us that can never be crossed.

As long as Leng Li's problem is not solved, even if I go to Ke Xin to reconcile this time, what about next time? What about the next time? Hurt her again and again, and ask for reconciliation again and again? "

At this point, he felt it was ridiculous, shook his head and continued: "No, I can't be so selfish, giving her hope again and again, and hurting her again and again.

Doing this kind of thing once is enough. If I do it too much, I will feel like I am not a human being. "

Jian Sichen frowned: "So, you didn't go to find Ke Xin because of Leng Li?"

Lu Yanbai paused, thought for a moment, and shook his head: "It's not all because of him, it's also because of me! I said I would marry her when she recovers, and she didn't force me to say it.

Since I have spoken, I should fulfill my promise. Leng Li is not wrong. It is not her fault that she is sick, and it is not her fault that she has no desire to live.

It's me, it's all me, I did it voluntarily! I should have thought of this a long time ago.

Since I can't be with Ke Xin, she will get married sooner or later. This day will come sooner or later. Why should I be sad and regretful? "

Jian Sichen didn't like him saying this, so he brought a stool, sat opposite him, and asked him to look at him: "If you are not sad and regretful, then where have you been these nights?

Don’t think that everyone doesn’t know. In fact, your parents know too. It’s just that they don’t know about your relationship with Ke Xin. They simply think that you went out for something.

If you keep doing this, they're going to find out sooner or later."

Lu Yanbai didn't dare to look him in the eye, his eyes flickered.

"I just want to go out and get some fresh air! I feel like I can't breathe. I just want to sit by the river every night, feel the breeze, and be alone for a while."

Otherwise, he will be driven crazy sooner or later.

Jian Sichen said firmly: "Is it Leng Li who is suppressing you and making you unable to breathe?"

Lu Yanbai neither admitted nor denied it, he just kept shaking his head.

This is the path he chose.

He has nothing to say.

At night, he just wanted to be alone and breathe some fresh air, to let out the depression that was suppressed in his heart. When he was at home during the day, he could control himself and not go crazy.

He cannot bring his negative emotions to the people around him.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Jian Sichen didn't continue to press the issue, but asked: "So, are you really going to give up Ke Xin?"

Lu Yanbai rubbed his face vigorously with both hands: "When I love someone, I just hope that she is happy. It doesn't matter whether I am the one who makes her happy or not."

important.

How is it not important?

He screamed madly in his heart.

How he wished that he was the one who could bring happiness to Ke Xin.

But it's no longer possible.

He and Ke Xin have reached a fork in the road. One is heading left, and the other is heading right. They are getting further and further away from each other and will never meet again.

He is in pain.

I feel like my heart has been hollowed out, and there's a big piece missing from that place in my heart.

Now I live like a zombie every day and I don’t know what the meaning of my life is.

Jian Sichen stared at him quietly for a while, then patted his shoulder and said, "Since you have made up your mind, I have nothing to say. You can do whatever you want!"

After that, he got up and left without saying anything else.

He originally wanted to comfort Lu Yanbai.

But he found that Lu Yanbai had built a high wall around himself, and cowardly locked himself in the wall, not willing to come out at all.

In that case, no matter how much he says, it will be useless.

Since the problem lies with Leng Li, the only way to find a breakthrough is from Leng Li.

After Jian Sichen left, the room suddenly became quiet again.

Lu Yanbai stood up and walked to the window. He leaned his tall body against the window and looked at the scenery outside absentmindedly. However, his mind was thinking about every little detail of his time with Hua Kexin.

Her every smile, joy, anger, sorrow and happiness.

When he thought of Hua Kexin hugging him happily and laughing, he couldn't help but laugh along.

When he thought of Hua Kexin puffing up her cheeks in anger, his eyes would become very gentle.

Thinking of Hua Kexin hugging him happily and kissing him, his heart felt as sweet as if it were filled with honey.

If only he could really harden his heart.

Then you won’t suffer.

How great it would have been if he hadn’t met Leng Li in the first place.

Now I won’t feel so uncomfortable.

This was the first time that he hated himself for not being decisive enough, and the first time he regretted meeting Leng Li.

Unfortunately, time cannot go back, and things that have happened cannot be treated as if they never happened.

After Jian Sichen left Lu Yanbai's room, he acted as if nothing had happened and did whatever he did as usual, except handling business matters and playing with the children.

until night.

It's quiet at night.

After everyone fell asleep and Lu Yanbai left home again, he came to Leng Li's door and knocked on it.

He knew that Leng Li must not have slept at this time.

Sure enough, the door opened quickly.

Leng Li saw Jian Sichen standing outside the door. She didn't seem surprised at all and asked calmly, "Are you looking for me about Xiaobai?"

Jian Sichen said: "I'll take you somewhere."

Leng Li looked at him warily.

Obviously, the previous house arrest left an indelible psychological shadow in his heart.

Jian Sichen saw through her thoughts at a glance and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I won't keep you under house arrest anymore! If I wanted to do that, I would have done it when Xiaobai and Kexin were traveling around the world!"

Leng Li felt that what he said was right, so she relaxed her guard and nodded in agreement: "Where are you taking me?"

Jian Sichen turned and walked outside.

"You come with me!"

Leng Li followed him obediently.