After the divorce, the wife and cubs amazed the world

Lu Yanbai felt a tremor all over his body, and he lowered his eyes sadly, hiding the bitter smile in his eyes, and said self-deprecatingly: "Blame? How could I blame you! We are brothers, I know your starting point is for my own good."

Unexpectedly, he didn't blame himself at all. Jian Sichen was so moved that his eyes turned red and he patted him on the shoulder.

"Xiao Bai, I can understand you very well! I know how it feels to be separated from the person you love!

At the beginning, I almost lost Xiaowei again and again, and I really wanted to die.

Although it is very pathetic, how many people can remain calm when facing feelings, unless they are cold-blooded animals.

Even if there was a slightest way, I would not do such a stupid thing as arranging a blind date for my cousin. You know, I used to disdain blind dates.

I think matters of the heart depend on fate and should be left to nature!

But now, there is only you in Hua Kexin's world, and she is the only one in your eyes. You can't see anyone else at all.

I really had no other choice but to resort to this desperate measure. "

Lu Yanbai felt a sore and astringent feeling in his chest, his nose tip was also sour, and his eyes were slightly red.

"In fact, when I realized that I had feelings for her that I shouldn't have, I was in pain and entangled. I also tried to keep a distance from her, but in the end I couldn't stick to it.

I know very well that there is no chance for her and I! But I just can't control myself. Every time she gets close to me, I throw all my principles out the window."

As he spoke, he slowly raised his head and looked at Jian Sichen, pleading in pain, "Brother, what do you think I should do? I don't know what I should do now.

I know that my feelings are abnormal, and once discovered, it may affect the relationship between the two families, but...but I just can't control myself. I continue to make mistakes even though I know it is wrong.

I even...I even selfishly wanted to elope with Ke Xin...

I want to take her to a place where no one can find us. Even if we can't be husband and wife, I'm willing to be siblings for life."

He swallowed painfully, and with all his strength, he endured the excruciating pain and said, "Brother, what's wrong with me? Am I sick? Should I see a psychiatrist?"

Jian Sichen had never seen such pain on his face.

Although Xiaobai had bipolar disorder when he was a child, his condition has been getting better day by day since he reunited with his mother. Later, after he started playing the piano, his temperament became more stable. No matter what happened, he remained calm and steady.

Even though he took Leng Li away last year, Xiaobai searched for her day and night and looked very haggard, but he had never felt this much pain and suffering.

It is obvious that Xiaobai really cares about Kexin.

And his feelings are even deeper than those for Leng Li, so deep that they have penetrated into his bones. Once they are to be removed, Xiaobai will be in so much pain that his flesh and blood will be blurred, and his heart will be broken.

How could things turn out like this!

Jian Sichen was infected by his emotions and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.

He hugged Lu Yanbai tightly, choking and saying, "You are not sick, how can liking someone be a disease?

Feelings are something that is really hard to explain. If you like someone, you like them. If you don’t like someone, you don’t like them. It has nothing to do with anything. It’s just the emotional compatibility.

Everyone's emotional journey has its ups and downs, it's not always smooth sailing.

You just walk a little harder than others.

Believe me, even if you can't be with Ke Xin, you can definitely find a woman who likes you and you like her too, just like me and Xiao Wei.

After Xueer disappeared, I thought I would be single for the rest of my life, but then I met Xiaowei.

Although in the end I found out that she was Xue'er and Xue'er was her, but when I fell in love with her, she was just Ling Wei and no one else!

You are so outstanding, you will definitely find an outstanding wife in the future."

After hearing his words, Lu Yanbai became even sadder, with tears in his eyes, and he almost cried.

"It turns out that after all these twists and turns, the one you like in the end is still my sister-in-law. She is the only one who has been emotionally compatible with you from the beginning to the end!"

And what about him?

I will never take the initiative to be with Ke Xin in this life.

This situation is completely different from my brother's!

"...??"

Jian Sichen's mouth twitched, and he felt that the example he just gave was inappropriate. After thinking for a while, he said, "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant! What I meant was, uh... there are thousands of women in the world, and there is always one that suits you.

The reason why you like Ke Xin so much now is because you know too few women. "

Lu Yanbai stopped talking, pushed him away, and just looked at Jian Sichen quietly.

Jian Sichen's scalp tingled when he looked at him.

Uh!

It seemed - well, it seemed that everyone was qualified to say this, except him.

After Xueer disappeared, her mother said this to him more than once, but he refuted it every time.

Times have changed, and today he actually used this sentence on Xiaobai.

Uh!

Isn't this just shooting yourself in the face?

No wonder Xiaobai is not convinced.

Lu Yanbai lowered his head and rubbed his face hard with his hands, and a hoarse voice came out from between his fingers.

"Brother, I really don't know what to do! I am really in pain. Every time I want to keep my distance from Ke Xin, she keeps moving closer to me.

Every time I saw her lost expression, I felt uncomfortable and unconsciously moved closer to her.

In fact, I realized my feelings for her very early on, and I watched myself sink deeper and deeper into depravity with clarity of mind.

Every time I see Ke Xin relying on me, trusting me, and clinging to me, I feel like a jerk. I took advantage of my brother's status to keep her by my side, and even had such dirty thoughts about her.

If, if she knew how I felt about her, she would definitely feel disgusted and would definitely never talk to me again!"

Jian Sichen: "......??? So? So...?"

So, Xiaobai doesn’t know that Kexin likes him too?

He actually thought that he was just wishful thinking and unrequited love.

Ugh!

Ke Xin's behavior was so obvious, but Xiao Bai didn't notice it at all.

Even Xiaowei, a bystander, noticed it.

If they weren't running in both directions, how could they both be so worried.

However, Ke Xin has not yet figured out whether her feelings for Xiao Bai are a dependence on him as a brother or her love for an adult man.

Once she figures out her feelings, given her personality, she will do everything she can to be with Xiaobai.

Ke Xin doesn’t think as deeply as Xiao Bai.

If she likes someone, she wants to be together with him.

I don’t care whether the two people are cousins ​​or not.

It is precisely because he and Xiaowei both understand Kexin's character that they are afraid and hope to make her fall in love with someone else before Kexin discovers her own feelings.

Otherwise, they dare not imagine how serious the consequences will be and how big a mess the matter will become.