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He was silent for a moment, and then slowly replied: "I don't know!"

Shen Xiuyi asked in a deep voice: "How could you not know?"

Shen Zhexing said hoarsely: "I don't know when I fell in love with Tangtang. I only know that when I was a child, I saw her clinging to Jian Sichen and always saying that she would be handed over to Jian Sichen when she grew up. I felt very sad.

I want to make her my own, I want her to be mine.

I don't like her and Jian Sichen being together.

At that time, I didn’t know what it was, I just thought it was my brother’s possessiveness over his sister! Until - until the moment I knew that I was not your biological son and Tangtang was not my biological sister, I didn't know that my possessiveness towards Tangtang was not the possessiveness my brother had towards my sister.

I like her, I love her, I want her to be with me, I want to marry her and make her belong to me only.

I know that my feelings are dirty. Regardless of whether she is my biological sister or not, I should not have such thoughts towards her.

but--

But I can't control myself! Every time I see her and Jian Sichen together, I go crazy with jealousy.

Later, Tangtang was kidnapped. When I found the place, I saw Tangtang passed out on the ground. I couldn't hold it back for a moment and had evil thoughts. From then on, I couldn't control it. "

After finishing speaking, he raised his head suddenly and gritted his teeth and said: "But, I don't regret it! I don't regret falling in love with her, nor do I regret everything I did. The only thing I regret is that I shouldn't have taken you down the stairs in country H. Push up and down.

Ever since I was a child, you have loved me so much and loved me as your own son, but I - I almost killed you -"

Shen Xiuyi knew that Shen Zhexing was already crazy about Tangtang.

He's too paranoid.

Even if he still doesn't repent, no matter how much he says, his determination will never be easily shaken, so why waste his words.

Shen Xiuyi reluctantly asked, "When did you know that you were not my biological son?"

Shen Zhexing bit his lower lip and said, "I found out eight years ago, in the second year of junior high school!"

Shen Xiuyi asked again: "How do you know? Is it because your mother and I are not good enough to you? Or is it because you don't look similar enough to us?"

Shen Zhexing lowered his head and replied in a low voice: "A woman came to me and said she was my biological mother!"

Shen Xiuyi frowned: "Your biological mother? Who is she? Where is she now? Since she is still alive, why did she throw you at the entrance of Hanlin Mansion?"

Shen Zhexing just shook his head and said nothing.

He couldn't tell his father that the reason his biological mother threw him at the door of Shen's house was because she wanted to take revenge when he grew up.

He could no longer let his father mistakenly think that he stayed in the Shen family just for revenge.

Moreover, his biological mother had a sworn feud with the Shen family and the Lu family, and he could not let them see his mother.

Although he doesn't like his biological mother, he often wishes she would die.

But after all, it was his biological mother, and he couldn't really watch her die.

He had deceived his father countless times, and this time he didn't want to deceive him again, nor could he bear to let him deal with his biological mother, so he simply didn't speak and responded to everything with silence.

Shen Xiuyi saw that he wanted to protect his biological mother, so he stopped questioning, took a deep breath, closed his eyes, hardened his heart and said: "Since you don't want to say it, I won't force you. However, I, Shen Xiuyi, will stay with you forever. You are aboveboard and have never done anything wrong! You have done so many bad things and I will never forgive you!”

Shen Zhexing had already guessed this result.

From the moment his mother said those words of severing ties with him in the warehouse in the morning, he already knew that he had completely lost his parents who loved him.

However, knowing is one thing, accepting is another.

Shen Zhexing suddenly raised his head, held Shen Xiuyi's hand excitedly, and said sadly: "Dad, I know I have done many wrong things. You can hit me, you can scold me, or you can never forgive me! But, please , don’t let me go! My feelings for you and my mother are true, you are as important to me as mom and Tangtang.”

Shen Xiuyi smiled bitterly and shook his head.

"No, Shen Zhexing, stop deceiving yourself! There is only Tangtang in your heart! If I were really as important as her, you wouldn't have hidden her secretly eight years ago!

After she disappeared, you watched your mother shed tears every day because of her. You watched us suffer, feel guilty, and blame ourselves, but you still didn't give her back.

If we were really as important as her, you wouldn't have pushed me down the stairs in country H.

Ever since you hid Tangtang eight years ago, the relationship between father and son has been completely broken. "

Shen Zhexing still didn't want to let go of his hand.

"Dad, do you really not want me? Do you really have no feelings for me at all? Are you really willing to let me go?"

Shen Xiuyi was reluctant to let go, very reluctant to let go.

However, what can I do if I can’t bear it?

The matter has come to this, and there is no room for maneuver.

"Yes, I don't want you anymore! From now on, there will be no Shen Zhexing in the Shen family! I can not care about what you have done to me, but I have no right to ask Jian Sichen not to care.

You have done so many things to hurt him. How he wants to deal with you has nothing to do with me, and I will never ask again.

You can take care of yourself from now on! "

After saying that, he shook off his hand and walked towards the door.

God knows how much effort it takes every step he takes.

My legs were shaking so much that I felt like I might not be able to support myself at any moment.

"dad--"

Shen Zhexing knelt on the ground, looked at Shen Xiuyi's leaving back, and shouted reluctantly.

His voice was shaky and hoarse, filled with despair.

As if she didn't hear anything, Shen Xiuyi walked to the door step by step, like a zombie.

As he walked out, he suddenly stopped without looking back and said quietly: "Do you know the origin of your name? Shen Zhexing, Zhe means shrewd, capable and outstanding. Xing means capable and strong. This name was given by your mother. Yes, he hopes that he will be smart, capable, strong and courageous in the future.”

Shen Zhexing couldn't stop crying.

My heart hurts terribly.

For the first time, he began to regret his behavior and kept asking himself, did he do something wrong?

His parents loved him so much, but he hurt them again and again.

Shen Xiuyi said again: "It's a pity that you are sorry for these two words."

After saying that, he stepped over the threshold and left without looking back.

"boom"

The sound of the iron door closing echoed in the wine cellar.

Shen Zhexing felt his body go limp and slumped to the ground. The guilt and pain in his heart were like a volcano, ready to erupt at any time.

His throat froze, and he pinched his five fingers together tightly. His eyes gradually dimmed, and the light in his eyes seemed to gradually disappear. His whole person seemed to be completely desperate.

It’s over.

He was completely finished.

Not only did she lose Tangtang forever, she also lost her parents who had always loved her.

Shen Zhexing held his face in his hands, tears streaming from his nails.

What on earth is he doing?

Why did things become like this.

He just likes Tangtang and wants to be with Tangtang. Is he wrong?

He just wants to catch that ray of light in the darkness, is it wrong?

Why is everyone blaming him?

Why is everyone blaming him?

Why doesn't anyone understand him? support him?