Me and the villain play each other affectionately

"I have always liked you, and I have liked you when I have no feelings for you."

In the boundless universe, it was Lu Yao who broke into his world first. If he didn't like Lu Yao, why would he stay by Lu Yao's side all the time, listening to her say things that he didn't care about at all, in order to understand her and be with her? Together, we will enter the world by ourselves.

"Obviously you approached me first, obviously I and you are the same kind, but you always keep your eyes on these beings, I want you to look at me, so I became the human being you like, you really keep your eyes on these beings. on me, but you dodged again."

"I don't understand, I'm still a 'human', why don't you look at me again, I've worked hard to learn the life you like, learn to be a human being, I pursue you in a human way, but you rejected me."

Xu Bigui was very wronged, just like a person who has never tasted sugar would not be obsessed with sweetness, even the incarnation of his desire, when he did not meet Lu Yao, he knew nothing and wanted nothing.

Because Lu Yao came to him, he didn't want to leave Lu Yao to go to another place; because Lu Yao glanced at him, he thought that all eyes of Lu Yao could stay on him; because the first time human beings When the world realized, Lu Yao and him became lovers, and he had complicated desires for Lu Yao.

Want to hide her privately, want to possess her, want to make her happy, want to be with her...

He didn't know what was wrong with him. It was the first time he observed human beings seriously, and wanted to find the answer from human beings, but he had no chance to know that Lu Yao no longer interacted with him in the world.

The world without Lu Yao is boring to him, he doesn't want to talk to any human beings, and impatiently wants to figure out what is the impulse he can't restrain, so he took the initiative to make a request with Lu Yao.

In the last world, he finally had an intersection with Lu Yao again. From the moment he saw Lu Yao, he could no longer look away. looking at each other.

Maybe Lu Yao didn't realize that she is actually a playful person. As a human being, she is always distracted, her eyes will linger on all kinds of things she likes, and she will not stay persistently on a certain kind, even if she is from the universe. Looking at the lives in the world, she will not only pay attention to a certain life, but will take a look at whoever she thinks is interesting.

She can remember all the people who have crossed paths, not because that person has special meaning to her, but simply because she has a good memory.

But it's different when hitting someone, her anger makes her focus on the other person.

He remembered the encounter with Lu Yao at the beginning, his memory sealed by Lu Yao was washed away because of too strong desire, and the desire in his heart clamored again so that Lu Yao's eyes only stayed on him.

He finally understood his feelings. It was the so-called "love between men and women" in the mouth of human beings. He imitated the appearance of human men and confessed to Lu Yao. It would disgust girls, so he gave Lu Yao time to think.

From the beginning to the end, he never thought that Lu Yao would reject him.

However, an accident happened.

He felt that there were other consciousnesses attacking the world. Worried that Lu Yao would be hurt, he left his body ahead of time, and just after he stepped out of the world, he received a rejection letter from Lu Yao.

He's already 'dead', Lu Yao still doesn't forget to reject him! ! !

This unspeakable feeling was vented by him to the consciousness that attacked the world. He swallowed the consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.

He kept thinking that when he woke up, he would ask Lu Yao why he rejected him.

In the middle of digesting consciousness, he felt Lu Yao approaching him and asked him 'do you like it'.

How could he not like Lu Yao, he answered 'like' without hesitation.

When he woke up, he realized that what Lu Yao asked him was 'do you like the world'.

After Lu Yao heard Xu Bigui's explanation, the expression on her face was a bit indescribable. After nearly a minute, she took a breath and said, "Do you think humans can see emotions from fish faces?"

In the first world, she fell in love with Xu Bigui first, but in that world she always thought that Xu Bigui was a special group of people and expected Xu Bigui to respond to her, but never thought of forcing Xu Bigui.

Their getting along is also different from ordinary couples, and the most intimate behavior is limited to kissing. She never thought of teaching and forcing Xu Bigui to get along with her according to the normal couple pattern.

After leaving the world and recovering her memory, Xu Bigui faced that expressionless face with no desires or desires. She judged others by herself, and she really didn't feel that Xu Bigui liked her at all.

Xu Bigui accused Lu Yao: "You said you like me, so why can't you ask me? You clearly know that I don't understand anything, and you don't want to teach me anything. If I didn't know it myself, this is liking. , is love, will you never tell me that you like me."

Lu Yao couldn't help pinching his face: "Are you accusing me? No one taught me this when I first started out as a human being. Can feelings be taught?"

Empathy is a false proposition, different individuals, different consciousness, even if they are in the same position, they will not have the same thoughts, can she think that Xu Bigui also likes her just because she likes Xu Bigui?

What's more, at the time when she was in love for the first time, she was also very flustered and uncomfortable. Since she judged that the other party would not respond to her, didn't she have to avoid it?

How did she know that Xu Bigui fell in love with her? She still looks like a dead fish.

Lu Yao: "Okay, I am responsible for not discovering that you like me, but when did I abandon you?"

There was a trace of gold in Xu Bigui's black eyes. His expression was unprecedentedly cold, like a mask chiseled out of ice, so cold that it was flawless and lofty. However, his voice was completely opposite to his expression. Anger and grievance collapsed. Out: "You made an agreement with me, you gave me the beads, and you sacrificed yourself for these so-called lives."

"Lu Yao, don't you think your behavior is ridiculous? Telling a human to die for ants, they will say that only a madman would do such a thing, and your behavior is crazier than a madman. You are doing it for algae, for crawling The cockroaches that enter the house die."

"What is life? A group of bugs that were born by your strength, survived by your blessing, and shamelessly regard themselves as bead masters. If they are gone, they will be gone. If you want to play, just create some more, but you are for them. Giving up on myself, you made me almost lose you completely."

"When you choose life, you abandon me, and you want me to protect this bead for you. Do you know that if you are really gone, I will destroy all lives with my own hands?"

Xu Bigui's mood is probably like this: her companion has raised a group of fleas, and she not only treats the fleas as treasures, but also turns herself into fleas. In order to have a common topic with his companions, he is willing to play the role of fleas together.After mingling with the flea colony, he found that fleas were a bit strange, but no matter how strange they were, fleas were still fleas, and they could be killed without caring.

He didn't find Lu Yao when he woke up at first, and he didn't feel much when he knew that he had made a contract with her.

Even though he is used to seeing the death of life, he himself does not empathize with life. He and Lu Yao are consciousness, born from the universe, eternally unchanged, neither born nor destroyed. He never thought that Lu Yao would perish.

When he found that Lu Yao had lost all his strength, became smaller than human beings, and might disappear at any time, anger and discomfort occupied all his mind. He could not accept the demise of Lu Yao, and he wanted to let Lu Yao exist no matter what the cost.