Me and the villain play each other affectionately

The neighbor is lazy and has no interest in life. I wonder if he is really lust?Obviously those lives are lively and noisy, but this neighbor's head is empty, and he still wants to sleep all day long.

Huh?Sleep seems to be a desire too.

I went to see Zhuzhu again. In a short time, all the beings I had seen were gone and replaced by their descendants. Only their consciousness turned into books and objects remained.

I watched them for a long time, imitating their appearance, parting out a bit of consciousness into a book, leaving everything I saw and thought on the book.

Of course, my book cannot be obtained by everything in the world, I can only show it to my neighbors.

With my perseverance, the neighbor has less and less sleep time, he will watch Zhuzhu with me, and occasionally ask me some questions, I am very happy to have someone to accompany me.

And then—beads shattered.

It was broken into countless petals, and turned into the three thousand worlds in the mouth of life.

Fortunately, the life inside was all right, they were protected by the barrier formed by Juchang, and while I breathed a sigh of relief, I discovered another thing.

The shattered three thousand worlds began to evolve life in different directions. The power of each fragment was uneven. In the fragmented world with more power, the life in it kept practicing and absorbing the power of heaven and earth, while the fragments with thin power, inside The lives of many people gave up cultivation and turned to develop physical skills and so-called technology. Some worlds are not dominated by humans, and strange life forms have evolved.

Each of the fragmented worlds is completely different, and I became interested again, and I transformed into a double to enter these worlds.

I began to be dissatisfied with watching. I wanted to know the true meaning of life and what they were thinking all their lives.

I started with the birth of life and simulated the whole process of life. Slowly, I would seal my memory before entering each world, and experience a lifetime in the form of a real person or other life.

After each death, I will seriously write down what I saw and thought in this life in a book, and share my experience with my neighbors. The neighbors curiously ask me what is interesting in the world, and let me enter again and again.

I invited him to play in the world with me, experience it for yourself, and he agreed.

In order to take care of the neighbor who experienced life for the first time, I specially chose our identity in the small world as a neighbor, so that I can take care of him a little bit. Of course, before entering, I still blocked my memory with him.

The neighbor has a name - Xu Bigui.

In that world, his father's surname was Xu, and his mother's surname was Bi, a very loving couple.

However, I underestimated the neighbor's consciousness and character. He didn't know how to communicate with life at all. With his memory blocked, he became an autistic child in the cognition of that world.

Xu's father and Bi's mother were very sad. They worked hard to make money and actively took Xu Bigui for treatment. Unfortunately, it was useless at all. Xu Bigui was always immersed in his own consciousness.

One disadvantage of blocking memory is that I don't know what accidents will happen during this experience. I clearly set that Xu Bigui and I are neighbors, but because Xu Bigui is an autistic child, Xu's father and Bi's mother wanted to give He treated, moved with him, so -- we didn't grow up together.

I didn't meet Xu Bigui until I passed the university entrance examination in the city where Xu Bigui lived.

However, it is so wonderful. In this world, I have a deaf-mute grandfather who learned sign language since I was a child. When I grew up, I often went to special schools to work part-time. The major of my university newspaper is also special education. I am very concerned about special people like Xu Bigui , and his parents recognized me, I naturally approached him.

What's more... I married him.

"Xu Bigui, look, that red bayberry is so big, it must be delicious, let's buy a catty and go home."

Xu Bigui, who has lived in this world for more than 20 years, has gradually learned to communicate. Because I kept pestering him and guiding him to speak, his reaction to the outside world became more and more obvious.

He looked at Yangmei with disgust: "It's sour, don't buy it."

Me: "You haven't tasted it, how do you know it's sour?"

Xu Bigui: "Redberry is sour."

"What if this is sweet?"

I took his hand and threatened him: "If you don't buy it, I will buy it myself. I will take it back and eat it with my parents. The three of us will hide in the room and eat without you."

Xu Bigui was afraid that I would really not take him with him, so he obediently paid for the red bayberry.

I went back and soaked in salt water, and I ate one with great anticipation, it was sweet and sour.

I grinned my teeth in pain and finished eating. I didn't want to eat bayberry for a long time.

We both had a very happy life.

It's just that after dying and returning to the outside world, I don't know how to face him.

We actually got married in a small world.

There are stories in every small world. In the stories, immortals and humans will not have good results together. I know that I am not a human after all. I dare not challenge love, so before entering the world, I will plant a hint that I must never marry life, and the body I made will not be able to have children.

But Xu Bigui is not life, he is the same consciousness as me.

Obviously I don't have a heart, I always feel a little flustered, but Xu Bigui is not unusual, except for calling me 'Yao Yao', he is still the same as before.

I suppressed all my emotions and asked him pretending to be normal: "How is it, is it fun?"

Xu Bigui was unhappy: "I'm obviously not autistic, and none of you treat me as a normal person."

I:"……"

It is indeed not autistic, it is more painful than autistic.

Xu Bigui wanted to prove that he was just not used to this world at first, so I took him into other worlds.

I didn't get used to him anymore. In the following world, we rarely met, and when we met, we would pass by each other. I was still enjoying life, keeping that trace of strangeness in my heart.

The world has undergone some changes, and the negative emotions of various beings have become more and more serious. Every world is filled with all kinds of hostility, resentment, and murderous intent, especially the human race, who wantonly kill and persecute other creatures.

In the three thousand worlds, [-]% of them are dominated by human races, and I am used to being human, so I know where their negative emotions come from.

Desires are endless, the speed of human evolution is too fast, the mind surpasses the body, they yearn for everything, but cannot be fully satisfied, dissatisfaction escapes from them and becomes negative emotions.

There was a crack in the barrier formed by Juchang. I observed it for a while, and it seemed that nothing happened. In fact, I didn't know what the purpose of his incarnation as this barrier was.

One day, Xu Bigui said to me: "I want to enter the world with you again, I want to go to a world where I can meet you and be with you."

I felt strangely happy and asked him, "Why?"

Xu Bigui: "With you, I can stay in the world longer, those people are too boring."

That's it?

I was a little disappointed, Xu Bigui didn't understand his feelings, he didn't understand my thoughts.

I don't want to let him down, but I'm not happy, I don't want to sink down alone foolishly.

So I played around a little bit, and we did meet, but in college, we would get along for four years, and then we got together for another four years after college, and then I got terminally ill, and I wanted to leave him alone in that world.

Haha, just to annoy him.

In this world, his name is Li Cong, my name is Lu Yao, he confessed to me, I have already given myself a hint that I cannot fall in love with Xu Bigui and life, I rejected him, and then, Li Cong died .