Seeing the weird expression on his face, Leng Yuqing felt a little apprehensive, hesitated, and asked again: "He is sick, why didn't you send him to the hospital? How can you cure him at home alone?" ?”

"Go to the hospital? In your opinion, which hospital would dare to accept him in his condition?" Su He said with a mocking sneer.

"Why not?" Leng Yuqing frowned, and was talking, but suddenly found that the beating range of the instrument showing heartbeat and respiration was so small that it was almost none.

This...could it be said that Su Mu's illness is so serious that he is about to...

Leng Yuqing suddenly felt a little shocked. Looking at the layout of Su He's entire room, and seeing Su Mu lying motionless on the bed, she couldn't help but said: "Some things cannot be undone by manpower. If you are like this, you My younger brother is also being tortured, you have the heart to see him being tortured by these things..."

"Is life better than death?" Su He said after taking Leng Yuqing's words.

Originally, Leng Yuqing didn't want to provoke him, so she didn't say it out loud, but after hearing what he said, she continued to ask: "Since you understand everything, why do you want to do this?"

"Why..." Su He repeated Leng Yuqing's words to himself, as if he was asking himself or someone else.

"Even I don't know what I'm insisting on... I know that Xiao Mu is suffering and suffering, but I just don't want him to leave, I just want to keep him by my side. Until now, I also I don't know whether I insist on it for him or for myself.

When Su He said this, his tone was very calm, but Leng Yuqing couldn't help but feel a pang in Leng Yuqing's heart when he said this.

Leng Yuqing only thought that she was overflowing with love, and felt that Su Mu was lying sickly on the bed at such a young age, and she just felt sorry for him, but it had nothing to do with Su He.

"You just don't want Su Mu to leave at such a young age. You don't need to blame yourself so much. He also understands that you did this for him." Leng Yuqing felt distressed, and forgot her purpose of coming here to find Su He , only softly comforting Su He.

Su He raised his eyes to look at her, an unknown emotion flashed in his eyes, he didn't say anything, then turned his head and continued to look at Su Mu who was lying on the bed.

Su He didn't seem to have the intention of driving her away, Leng Yuqing looked at the dark room, pondered for a long time, and asked, "Why don't you turn on the lights?"

Su He pulled a chair and sat down, but still didn't answer her question.

Leng Yuqing looked at Su Mu who couldn't see his face clearly on the bed, but gradually understood the reason why Su He didn't turn on the light.

Who can watch the vitality of their relatives disappear little by little every day, I am afraid that the pain will drive people crazy. On the one hand, Su He is Su Mu's brother, and on the other hand, he is also Su Mu's doctor. He must let himself To keep a clear mind, I had no choice but to turn off the lights, not to look at Su Mu's face that was getting thinner day by day.

"What's wrong with Su Mu? How long has he been like this?" Although Leng Yuqing knew that it was useless for her to stay, and it was not suitable for her to settle accounts with Su He today, she felt that it was not humane to turn around and leave Su He here alone, so she asked again.

"Su Mu has been born with a congenital SLE disease, and his immune system is much weaker than that of ordinary people. If you don't pay attention, you will get various diseases, such as colds, fevers, coughs, pneumonia, asthma... It seems that everything He has had all diseases with names that can be imagined.”

"Because my parents couldn't afford to support him, they threw him into the orphanage early. I searched for him for three years, and finally found him in an orphanage in a small county town in another province. At that time, he almost died... ..."

"For so many years, I have read medical books, entered medical universities, and studied medicine abroad. I tried my best to cure him, but I found that no matter how hard I tried, his body was getting worse day by day."

"A week ago, he suddenly fainted, and when he was sent to the hospital, all the organs in his body were already failing. The hospital has issued a critical illness notice, but I just don't believe that Su Mu is leaving just like that. So I took him out of the hospital and took care of him here, look, isn't he still alive and well?"

As Su He said, there seemed to be a smile in his tone, and the corners of his lips raised slightly, as if he was really happy with the decision he had made.

But Leng Yuqing saw that there were tears streaming down his face.

Leng Yuqing felt her heart was touched by something, she felt soft, soft and sore, and couldn't help but feel her eyes warm up, so she subconsciously stretched out her hand and patted Su He's shoulder.

"Don't be like this, Su Mu knows you are so sad, he will also feel uncomfortable..."

Leng Yuqing didn't know why she wanted to comfort Su He, as if at this moment, what she said and did was a conditioned reflex, and she couldn't control it at all.

Therefore, when Su He raised his hand and held her hand on his shoulder, Leng Yuqing suppressed the strange feeling in her heart, thinking that she was overflowing with love, out of humanitarianism, to give him some comfort That's all.

Su He didn't know why he talked so much with Leng Yuqing, it felt like he had been locked in a dark place for a long time, and the person who was exhausted physically and mentally finally saw another person, and couldn't help expressing his pain and It is uncomfortable to speak out, as if only by saying so can we continue to stay in this dark place.

Holding Leng Yuqing's hand, Su He felt soft, soft and warm. The tense string in his whole body seemed to relax involuntarily, and he fell asleep unconsciously.

Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Leng Yuqing bent down to look over, only to hear his slightly heavy breathing, and found that he was sitting upright and fell asleep.

Leng Yuqing looked at his extremely tired face, and the brows that could not be stretched even in sleep, and felt sad again for no reason, raised her eyes to look at Su Mu lying on the bed, and felt that what he did to her before Things seemed to be forgiven at this very moment.

She thought for a while, then slowly pulled her hand away from him, then slowly moved his straight back against the back of the chair, took off her coat and covered him, and then lightly The foot went downstairs.

I went downstairs, groped for a long time, found the light switch in the house, turned on the light, only to find that the living room was full of various takeaway boxes, on the sofa, on the floor, there was garbage everywhere, emitting an unpleasant smell. stink.

Leng Yuqing had never seen such a messy scene, she almost vomited in disgust, but she still pinched her nose, rolled up her sleeves, and started to tidy up the house.

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