He is more charming than Midsummer

"Drinking until your stomach bleeds?"

Nan Xia frowned, feeling that what He Zheng said was a bit exaggerated. In her mind, Feng Jingxuan was always very calm, and no matter what happened, he could handle it carefully.

He had never lost control before, so Nan Xia couldn't imagine that he would do such an irrational thing.

He Zheng nodded: "Yes, that time the news of your death came, and then Young Master Chenchen was given a critical illness notice. That day he went to the bar and drank all night. No one knew what he was thinking, and he also The phone was turned off and we couldn't contact him, and we didn't find him until the next morning."

"After he went back, he returned to normal. Everything went on in an orderly manner. It was like he was temporarily out of control. It was just our illusion. If it hadn't really happened, I would have thought it was a lie."

"That's so unlike him after all."

"But after that incident, Mr. Feng was actually able to control his emotions, and he never did anything outrageous again."

"This time, I'm not sure if he went out alone, but rather than something happen to him, I hope he just found a place to drink."

He Zheng finished murmuring, and while he was talking, he arrived at the first bar, which was Feng's bar. Feng Jingxuan would come here occasionally.

The environment inside is not good. It is daytime, and there are still some drunk people inside. They are all lying on the table. It can be seen that they came to drink yesterday and have been drinking until now.

Seeing these people, Nan Xia frowned: "Did Feng Jingxuan come to a place like this before?"

This is not a good place. Nan Xia can't imagine that Feng Jingxuan would come to this kind of place often.

Hearing this, He Zheng lowered his head and said nothing.

The bar looked very clean in the morning, and there was no Feng Jingxuan in it. Obviously, Feng Jingxuan was not here.

The two then got in the car again.

When Nan Xia entered the car, she smelled of alcohol. She was very confused and asked again: "He Zheng, tell me, did Feng Jingxuan really come to this kind of place often before?"

He Zheng didn't seem to want to say too much. He pursed his lips and said, "Not often."

Nan Xia looked at him seriously: "Then please tell me in detail. If I know more, I might be able to find him earlier."

He Zheng had some hesitation on his face: "Mr. Feng won't like me saying these things."

These things were not a good thing for Feng Jingxuan. He felt that he had said too much just now, so he might as well keep his mouth shut.

However, Nan Xia looked at him with burning eyes, obviously not letting him go, and wanted him to explain clearly.

He Zheng could only whisper: "It all happened a long time ago."

"Five years ago, after Mr. Feng woke up and learned that you had been guarding him, he used all the forces in Yuncheng to find you and thoroughly investigated the sea areas of Yuncheng. Even if those people had not He didn’t give up on any news.”

"During that time, he was working from dawn to dusk looking for clues about you."

"In addition, he also offered a high reward. As long as someone provides information about you, he is willing to pay a large sum of money to the other person. With the trend of money, there will be a lot more information about you, but this Many of them are false."

"Mr. Feng didn't think so much. No matter whether the news is true or false, he doesn't pursue it. He rewards everything. I know his purpose of doing this. Only in this way, those people will continue to provide you with information, and he also hopes to get something from it. Real news about you.”

Nan Xia bit her lower lip and said nothing.

No one had ever told her these things. She also knew that Feng Jingxuan had been looking for her before, but she thought Feng Jingxuan was just pretending.

He had so many people under his command. It would have been an easy task for him to order those people to find her. By doing this, he could also improve his reputation. Didn't Feng Jingxuan always like to do this kind of thing? Why should he take her so seriously?

He Zheng continued: "He went to work directly before he recovered. After his accident, he has not managed the company. There are many things piled up in the company. I remember that a few days after he returned to work, he was Hold a very important cross-border meeting, and then someone tells him that he saw you in a place in country b. He didn't think too much at the time, just dropped the meeting and went to country b."

Nan Xia couldn't understand this at all: "I have never been to country B. That person is lying."

And at that time, everyone thought she fell into the sea and died. How could they find her in country B?

Isn't this ridiculous?

He Zheng glanced at her: "Because your body was not fished out from the sea, Mr. Feng felt that you might be alive. Although this possibility is very small, it does exist, so as long as someone provides you with information, no matter how many Even if it's far away, he will go there in person."

"What's more, that person also sent a photo. The person in the photo looked very similar to you. Mr. Feng thought that person was you."

Nan Xia frowned. There was no need to listen to the next words. Feng Jingxuan must have missed the point.

"Because I missed this meeting, Feng had a big problem at that time. It took a whole year to bring Feng's finances back to normal levels."

He Zheng couldn't help but sigh when he thought of these things.

He didn't stay with Feng Jingxuan for long at that time. He felt that Feng Jingxuan was a person who valued affection and righteousness. It was not that some people thought that he had harmed Nan Xia. He clearly cared about Nan Xia.

Even now, he can still remember Feng Jingxuan's expression before. He was eager and stubborn, and he hoped to find traces of Nan Xia.

He Zheng was thinking at that time that Feng Jingxuan must have fallen in love with her, and it was only for this reason that his mood fluctuated so much.

He also suspected that Feng Jingxuan was just a lover and didn't care about his career that much. But later, after seeing Feng Jingxuan using iron-blooded methods to suppress some people in the Feng family, and, in a short period of time, He allowed Feng to move up several levels.

After that, every time he saw Feng Jingxuan, Feng Jingxuan was very calm.

He never did anything ridiculous again.

He no longer flew directly to other countries for news about Mo Xuwu. He became calm and strong again, handling everything with ease. Nothing seemed to be able to knock him down, and he no longer had any mood swings.

The longer He Zheng stays with Feng Jingxuan, the more he knows how important Nanxia is in Feng Jingxuan's heart.

Over the years, there has been no other woman around Feng Jingxuan. Even Song Yushang, Feng Jingxuan was very indifferent to her. The two of them got along better than strangers. This was because Song Yushang saved Feng Jingxuan's face. , otherwise, Feng Jingxuan would definitely not have any interaction with her.

But who knows? It turns out that everything was a mistake. It was Nan Xia who saved Feng Jingxuan, not Song Yushang.

Nowadays, Feng Jingxuan probably only feels bored with Song Yushang.

These things were so confusing that they kept getting sorted out, and He Zheng's driving speed slowed down: "After your accident, Mr. Feng has never given up looking for you in these years. It was also because he offered the reward at the beginning, so every once in a while Over time, news about you will appear, and every time he hears news about you, he will be happier, but after being disappointed again and again, he finally became desperate."

"As a bystander, I couldn't stand it anymore, and I persuaded him several times to give up looking for you. In fact, I thought you were dead at that time."

"After all, there has been no news about you for a long time. Only dead people have no news."

"Until the end, no one had any news about you, and he knew he couldn't find you. Sometimes he would go drinking alone, and he would drink for a day each time. At first, we were worried about him, but later we found out that he No need for any reassurance, you can work normally the next day.”

"He hasn't been like this for a long time since you came back."

While talking, the car stopped at a bar.

This time, before Nan Xia went down, he saw Feng Jingxuan sitting outside. He was not drinking, but sitting quietly.

He didn't know how long he sat there, but his head was covered with a layer of morning dew, which made him look a little damp. He stared in front of him, and saw the red sun rising slowly from the other side of the mountain, illuminating the surrounding area exceptionally brightly. .

He seemed to blend in with the surrounding scenery.

He was still wearing a suit, the same suit from yesterday's banquet, but it had wrinkles now.

Nan Xia felt unhappy.

He Zheng talked a lot with her, all about Feng Jingxuan. She also knew that Feng Jingxuan must have stayed here all night, but when she saw this scene, she still couldn't believe it.

In fact, He Zheng had told her a lot about Feng Jingxuan before, but she never fully believed it. She always felt that Feng Jingxuan would not spend so much time on her.

Feng Jingxuan didn't like her after all.

How could he do this for someone he didn't like?

As long as he liked her a little bit, Feng Jingxuan would not reject her when he was in college.

But now when she saw Feng Jingxuan sitting there, her thoughts were confused and there were some unspeakable emotions in her mind.

He Zheng had quickly opened the car door. He walked up to Feng Jingxuan and his tone became a little urgent: "Mr. Feng, are you okay?"

"How did you come?"

Feng Jingxuan glanced at him indifferently: "Didn't I say I have a two-day break? You don't have to go to work."

After hearing what Feng Jingxuan said, He Zheng finally realized what he said.

Yes.

Feng Jingxuan did say this. When he was preparing to hold a proposal ceremony for Nan Xia, he said that after the ceremony, he would rest for two days.

He Zheng also knew that he hoped that after Nan Xia could agree to him, the two of them could have a good date. Even if the ceremony was fake, Feng Jingxuan obviously treated it as the real thing. For every detail, Feng Jingxuan Xuan are strictly controlled.

Originally, He Zheng should have kept this matter in mind, but something like this happened at the banquet. A good proposal banquet ended up in a mess, so of course he forgot about it.

He thought something had happened to Feng Jingxuan, and at that time all he could think about was looking for Feng Jingxuan.

Seeing that he was silent, Feng Jingxuan asked calmly: "Did something happen at home? Something happened to Yubao?"

Yubao just went back. When they were in the hotel, Chenchen and Yubao had some disagreements before, and now they don't know how they are getting along.

He Zheng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "They are still at home, they should be fine."

Although Chenchen did not like Yubao yesterday, they were just two children after all. What could happen?

"I called my housekeeper in the morning and asked about it. The housekeeper said everything was fine. They should get along very well. They had breakfast peacefully today and didn't hear anything bad."

"But yesterday, young master Chenchen seemed a little unhappy when he saw young master Yubao."

"He always suspects that Young Master Yubao will be harmful to the Feng family."

"Chenchen is just too worried."

Feng Jingxuan was holding a wine glass in his hand. He didn't drink too much, and the breath on his body was relatively clean. After a night, he seemed to be in good spirits and his eyes were clear: "Actually, he was worried It's not wrong, I didn't take good care of him and Yubao. In fact, Nan Xia was right. If I were a good husband and a good father, none of the suffering they suffered would have happened."

"I was actually unqualified five years ago. If I could handle Nan Xia's affairs properly when I woke up, there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings between us."

"It's too late now."

Just like Nan Xia said, she can no longer trust him because he has never done anything to make her trust her.

So once she encounters something, she will only think of her own method, and she only trusts herself now.

In her mind, she had lost the ability to trust him, and he was at fault.

In addition, Yubao and Yinbao are his children, and it was also because of him that he failed to protect them, which led to the current situation.

If he had protected them before, maybe there would be room for change.

But now, everything is still like this.

He Zheng looked past Feng Jingxuan to the car not far away. The window was open. He didn't know if Nan Xia heard these words, but she still didn't come over.

Nan Xia also offered to come to Feng Jingxuan before, but in the end after finding him, she was unwilling to come.

He Zheng couldn't guess what Nan Xia was thinking. He just said: "Mr. Feng, you don't have to blame yourself. After all, you don't have the ability to predict the future."

"There are many things that we cannot predict."

As a bystander, he found it not easy just to see what happened to Mr. Feng, and Mr. Feng had already tried very hard to avoid it. There was really no need to bear everything on him.

"You do not understand."

Feng Jingxuan squinted his eyes, his eyes dark and far-reaching: "I have been thinking, if five years ago, I could investigate this matter as soon as possible and handle the matter of Nan Xia and the child, then all the tragedies would have been avoided. occur."

"In short, it was my inaction that caused her so much pain in the end."

"If I had been more careful..."

"This is impossible!"