He is more charming than Midsummer

She now feels that her head is being pricked by a needle, which is very painful.

Even if everything old man Feng said was true, she still felt that she couldn't bear it at all.

Her nails had already sunk into her palms, and her palms were also aching: "Mr. Feng, I can't answer your question right now. Let's stop this topic for now. Even if we continue the discussion, there will be no results."

Old man Feng glanced at her, but didn't speak.

"I know your purpose is for Chenchen. You want to heal Chenchen well, but as his mother, why don't I want to?"

"But I'm in poor health right now. I'll think about it after I rest for a while."

She felt exhausted like never before, and her eyes were downcast with no spirit.

Old Man Feng didn't make things difficult for her either, he nodded his head: "Okay, then go think about it first, and I won't bother you."

He stood up and was about to leave. When he walked to the door, he turned his head again: "You said that after your body recovers, you can go and see Chenchen. He is in the hospital now and needs your attention very much."

Nan Xia's lips trembled, she wished she could pull out the infusion tube immediately, and went to visit Chen Chen.

But she can't be so ridiculous.

It was already the second day when I saw Chenchen again, and this was the only way she had been begging Tangning to bring her here.

This time she finally came to the ward.

After Tangning brought Nan Xia in with her wheelchair, she left and left her time for Nan Xia.

Chenchen is sleeping. He has lost a lot of weight these days, his face is pale, and his whole body has also become smaller. He looks like a baby.

He closed his eyes tightly, and his black eyelashes rested on his eyelids, looking cute and pitiful.

Obviously some time ago, she took care of Chenchen's body for so long, but now he has become so sick and weak, it seems that just a gust of wind can blow him away.

If he fell ill, would he really be able to undergo an operation?

If he was rejecting the other party, then his situation would only get worse, and she couldn't afford to bet on it.

Old Master Feng's words appeared in Nan Xia's mind. She stretched out her hand, and lightly touched Chen Chen's face. The cheeks that were originally plump as a baby were now devoid of flesh.

Chenchen's eyes trembled, his eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes.

His dark eyes moved, and he looked at Nan Xia.

Nan Xia's heart trembled: "Chenchen, do you feel unwell?"

Chenchen looked at her, squirmed his lips, and said softly, "Mum, what's wrong with you? Are you sick too?"

"I'm fine, but my body is still a little weak, and I will be discharged soon."

Nan Xia felt her heart ache. She thought that after Chenchen woke up, she would complain of body pain, be dissatisfied with lying on the hospital bed, and even blame her for not protecting herself, but he didn't. Her first reaction was actually to worry about her body.

Why does such an obedient child suffer from serious illness.

How unfair this world is.

"Ah."

Chenchen nodded her head, her voice was weak: "I can't take care of Mommy right now, you have to take care of yourself."

Nan Xia couldn't hold back the words of this little adult anymore, she stood up on the bed, hugged Chen Chen, her voice was a little choked up: "It's all Mommy's fault, I didn't protect her well. You, otherwise nothing will happen to you."

"It's none of your business. We didn't think of it at the time, and you didn't mean to make us have an accident."

Chen Chen's words did not comfort Nan Xia, the more sensible the child was, the more guilty she felt, she hugged Chen Chen tightly, with enthusiasm in her eyes: "Don't worry, I can cure you, you don't want anything think."

"But I heard from the doctor that I won't live long."

Chenchen's voice was very calm, and there was no expression on his little face. He explained a fact: "You haven't found Yubao and Yinbao yet. If I get sick halfway, I will definitely not be able to survive."

He lowered his head, his face was very calm, as if he was not afraid of facing death: "If I die, I don't want to be buried in the ground, I want to be cremated, and then scatter my ashes in the sea."

"Mommy, I have many places I want to go, but I can't go there in this lifetime. I hope that my ashes can be scattered everywhere, so I've been to so many places."

Chen Chen's words made Nan Xia's heart ache, she stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, her tone seemed a little hasty: "You told you that you were going to die, those doctors don't understand anything, don't listen to them Nonsense."

"Mommy is the doctor. I said I would save you and I will save you. It's just the bone marrow that matches you. I will find a suitable one soon. If not, I will create it for you."

In her panic, she seemed very excited, and she used a lot of strength. Seeing that Chenchen's face was getting paler, she realized something, and quickly let go of her hand, tears also fell down.

"Chenchen, I am sorry for you, I hope you can blame me."

"It's all because I didn't plan all of this well that you got into trouble. If I hadn't brought Yubao and Yinbao to Yuncheng, they wouldn't have died."

"The purpose of my coming to Yuncheng was to save you and take you away, but in the end I didn't do it at all, and I even got you involved. I've been thinking these days, if I hadn't come to Yuncheng, maybe all of you would have good."

"After all, I am too selfish. I can't protect you, and I don't have the ability to take you away. I am not a good mommy. I even regret giving birth to you. If you are destined to suffer in this world, I did it in the first place." should……"

She wanted to say that she should abort the child at the beginning, but she couldn't say this in the end, because she couldn't bear it at all.

They are such small beings, how could she give up on them.

Chenchen stretched out his small hand to grab Nan Xia's clothes, his lips were not a trace of blood, and his voice was weak but firm: "Mum, I am very happy to be able to come to this world, even if I just look at the colors of this world, I feel very good."

"I didn't live in misery. Although I was in poor health, I felt very happy after I was born."

"It's true, I'm so happy to be in this world and thank you for giving me life."

His eyelashes fluttered lightly, as if recalling something from the past, he said in a childlike voice, "In my memory, although I was in the hospital most of the time, Grandpa and Daddy were very good to me, They often come to see me, and my only regret is that I didn't see Mommy, and then I finally saw you, so I have no regrets."

Nan Xia rubbed his head, feeling even more sad in her heart, the time she spent with Chen Chen was too short, she really wished that the time every day would be extended several times, and she would spend all of it with Chen Chen.

"Mommy will definitely find a way."

"Actually, it's fine even if I leave. Yu Bao and Yin Bao are still alive, and they will definitely come back."

Chenchen stretched out his small hand to hold Nan Xia's hand, and then put it on his heart: "Mummy, do you feel it? My heartbeat is very stable now."

"The triplets are telepathic. If they are gone, I can still feel them, but I can feel that they are fine now, Mommy, do you believe me?"

Nanxia's eyes were full of sadness, she nodded frantically: "I believe in you, I believe everything you say, so don't say your last words, Mommy will find them, and then your operation will be successful, you must face it well To the back."

"I will face it with you."

Chen Chen's eyes dimmed: "But even if they are still alive, I may not be able to live."

"I will get sick at any time, and I will leave at any time. Besides, when I get sick, maybe I haven't found them yet."

"I will definitely find it! Don't say such depressing words, I don't like to hear them."

Nan Xia raised her voice slightly, appearing a little excited.

"Yeah." Chenchen didn't refute Nan Xia this time.

Nan Xia breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to speak encouraging words to Chen Chen.

Tangning stood outside the door with a look of worry on her face.

Seeing that Nan Xia would spend a long time with Chen Chen, she was about to turn around and leave when she saw Feng Jingxuan walking towards her.

Facing this man, Tangning's eyes became more defensive, "Why did you come here?"

She stopped Feng Jingxuan's words, and after saying this, she showed a bit of embarrassment again, Feng Jingxuan is Chenchen's father, it's quite normal for him to come to this place.

Her question was kind of silly.

Feng Jingxuan just glanced at her, and said coldly: "Nan Xia is here?"

"Yes, she wanted to come and see Chenchen, so I brought her here," Tangning said.

Feng Jingxuan frowned unhappily: "Her current physical condition is not suitable for traveling far at all."

Speaking of this, Tangning also felt a little helpless, "Of course I understand the truth, but she must see Chenchen, otherwise she won't be able to treat her well, so I can only bring her here."

Tangning paused for a moment, then remembered something: "Chenchen's current condition is very bad, he must undergo surgery quickly, have you found a suitable bone marrow?"

Feng Jingxuan's eyes flashed, and his expression became a little ugly. Seeing his expression, Tangning knew it was over.

She remembered what Chenchen said just now, and for some reason, she uttered a sentence: "Maybe you can continue to spend time looking for Yu Bao and Yin Bao, if you want to see people when you live, and if you want to see corpses when you die, you only find their clothes And the accessories on her body, it doesn't mean anything at all."

Feng Jingxuan looked up at her: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to say, maybe they are still alive." For some reason, Tangning felt that they might survive. She has a good relationship with the children. When she closes her eyes these days, she seems to be able to dream of them happily calling her Aunt Tang's scene.

"The triplets have telepathy. This is based on science. Chenchen said that he can feel that they are not dead. I think it is very hopeful."

There was hope in her eyes. If the child was still alive, Nan Xia would not be so sad, and everything would be fine.

As long as they are alive.

"Naive." Feng Jingxuan's voice was very cool.

He didn't explain much because there wasn't any need.

This world is never short of fairy tales, but the reality is very cruel. At first, he did not believe that the two children were dead, so he arranged so many manpower to search for them. As long as they were not found, he would not be reconciled.

He must find two children, even two corpses.

But so many people have been fishing in the sea for so long, but they have not caught anyone. There will be no second reason except that they have already left.

People must accept the reality, even if the reality is cruel.

They were just children of a few years old. They were given such anesthetics and thrown into the cold sea. The chance of survival was too low.

Even Gu Siyuan, who was spared by their subordinates, is now in a vegetable state in the hospital, let alone them.

As an adult, he must accept even the worst outcome.

These are all impossible things.

In the face of absolute facts, Tangning's words were too much of a fairytale.

Tangning frowned, "You always have to have expectations. If you give up now, what if they are still alive somewhere?"

"Well, I'm still looking for them." Feng Jingxuan said indifferently.

Hearing this, Tangning's brows also relaxed, "That's fine, as long as you don't give up."

give up?

Of course he won't give up.

Looking at the scene inside, the two sighed long and did not bother them.

Mingming Nanxia and Chenchen were both smiling, but there was an inexplicable sadness spreading out, and this sadness was passed on to them, even if they were outside the door, they could feel it.

After a while, a nurse came over, Feng Jingxuan lowered his head and gave some instructions in a low voice.

Tangning heard him say, "No matter what the request is, you have to meet it."

After saying this, Feng Jingxuan walked towards the other side of the corridor. Tangning thought for a while before following.

It's not that she wants to follow Feng Jingxuan, but Nan Xia obviously has something to do now, so she can't stay here all the time, eavesdropping on what they are saying.

In the ward, Nanxia and Chenchen were still talking, and they didn't notice that there were other people at the door.

"Mum, you go back, you still have injuries on your body, and you also need treatment." Chenchen said softly, because he was too thin, his eyes looked extraordinarily large on his face, like two grapes.

Nan Xia still didn't want to leave: "Mummy is here to accompany you, and I will accompany you until tomorrow."

She and Chenchen were not in the same hospital, and it was not so easy to see Chenchen. Now that she saw him, she really didn't want to leave.

Chenchen pursed her lips, revealing a faint smile.

Although he lives in a VIP ward, there is nothing in the ward except a bed. If Nan Xia wants to stay overnight, she can only sit here or live outside, but she originally wanted to come and stay with Chenchen , How could it be possible to live outside.

So, she rang the bell and asked the nurse to add an extra cot to the hospital bed.

In fact, this request is not outrageous. Many wards will also add a small sofa. Look simple.

Nan Xia originally thought that they would not agree to her, but in fact, after she made the request, all the nurses seemed very reasonable.

They moved a single bed and put it aside.

Chenchen's eyes brightened a little. Even though he said that he didn't need Nan Xia to accompany him, he still said he was very happy to have his mother's company.

Nan Xia was also very happy: "I thought they wouldn't agree, but I didn't expect them to agree without asking why."