He is more charming than Midsummer

"Because Chenchen said he wanted to eat the food you cooked."

Seeing that her expression was still gentle, Feng Jingxuan repeated what he said before.

When Nan Xia treated the child, she was very patient and gentle, that's why the child liked her so much.

It was rare for the two of them to be able to get along so warmly. After Chenchen had finished eating, suddenly there was a violent thunder outside, one after another.

It began to rain heavily.

Still thunderstorms.

Chenchen looked out the window and murmured: "It seems that I can't go for the time being, let's go after the rain stops."

A trace of excitement flashed in Yu Bao's eyes: "Great, I want to sleep in my own bed."

The two children seemed to have made up their minds, and entered the room, just like in their own home, they did not ask Feng Jingxuan's opinion during the whole process.

Feng Jingxuan frowned.

Nan Xia said helplessly: "They should be tired, let them go to rest first, and leave after the rain stops."

"Then let's wait for the rain to stop." Feng Jingxuan said in a deep voice.

He didn't intend to spend the night here in Nanxia, ​​he just came here temporarily, but he didn't expect to encounter such a heavy rain on the way.

After the two children closed the door, only the two of them were left in the hall, and the atmosphere became a little awkward.

Nan Xia lowered her head and put the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen. She washed the dishes very clean.

After returning to the hall, the man was still sitting on the sofa. He squeezed a cigarette in his hand, and a little smoke rose up, forming a strange shape.

"Children like you very much, they don't like Chuxue."

Feng Jingxuan looked at her, his brows and eyes softened a little, he found the long-lost peace here in Nan Xia.

Nan Xia was stunned, and lowered her eyes: "Mr. Feng thinks it's strange?"

"Not surprisingly."

The thin ice in his eyes melted a little, and his voice was provocative: "You are sincerely treating them well, of course they will like you, I saw something in you that I thought I could only see in Chu Xue. "

"what?"

"maternal love."

The man looked at the night scene outside, and his eyes darkened a little: "Chenchen was raised by me. During this process, he has always lacked maternal love. I just like that he and Chuxue can get along well, and it can also make his personality stronger." Absolutely, but he is very cold towards Chuxue."

"Chuxue has gotten along with him many times, and he is very repulsive, but when you get along with him, you can get along very well."

Every time he saw them, he could see Nan Xia's maternal radiance, but he couldn't see this feeling in Song Chuxue.

Nan Xia's hands paused, and then she smiled and said, "I'm used to taking care of Yu Bao. Chen Chen is his twin brother, so I naturally treat him as my son."

"Presumably he is too."

"I let Chuxue get along with them today." Feng Jingxuan said.

Nan Xia lowered her eyes, casting a shadow in her eyes.

It was not long before the two treasures came here, and she hadn't had time to ask what happened recently, so she didn't know what happened today.

The man sighed: "She got angry with Yu Bao. Sometimes, I feel that she has changed a lot from before. She is a completely different person now."

"In the past, she was very peaceful no matter what she encountered, and she was very gentle with her children. I thought she would be very patient with her own children."

Nan Xia frowned: "Did she hurt Yu Bao?"

Feng Jingxuan paused, then smiled: "No, Yu Bao is her son after all."

Nan Xia felt a little relieved when she thought that Yu Bao didn't show any abnormalities just now, but she was not in a good mood.

For such a well-behaved child like Yu Bao, she couldn't bear to blame her since she was a child. Song Chuxue has no right to be angry with him at all.

Nan Xia had something on her mind, so she didn't answer Feng Jingxuan's words, so the two of them fell silent, and the surroundings seemed quiet.

The salty wind blew in, and it felt very comfortable on the face.

She opened the window a little, and there was no thunder outside, but it was still raining.

The rain fell on the ground and made a loud sound. She squinted and looked at the rain outside, and her heart became quiet.

Her mind is still not quiet, she is still thinking about Song Chuxue and the children, Feng Jingxuan will send the children here today, it must be that Song Chuxue did not take care of them.

No.

It is impossible for her to take good care of the child. With her character, she simply hates the child.

How can she try to persuade Feng Jingxuan not to let Song Chuxue take care of the child again.

"Don't look at Yubao as lively, sometimes clever and mischievous, but he is very obedient, because he is an older brother, no matter what he does, he will take care of Yinbao."

"When we were young, we went out to buy vegetables together once, but the place was too crowded. When I turned around, I didn't see them. It turned out that they were taken away by a human trafficker. Fortunately, they were not far away. I was very happy. Found them soon."

"When they were found, the traffickers wanted to beat them. Yu Bao was still so young, but he kept holding Yin Bao, preventing anyone from harming Yin Bao."

When she said this, there was nostalgia and a touch of sadness in her eyes: "From a very young age, Yu Bao has a strong sense of responsibility. He is a very good child and deserves to be treated with care, so he must not Let people who don't love get along with him."

"I said that, do you understand?"

Nan Xia turned around and said to Feng Jingxuan word by word, her eyes were extraordinarily bright in the dark night, after looking at them for a long time, she seemed to be able to fall into them.

Feng Jingxuan gradually lost his mind, as if he had been bewitched by something, he suddenly stood up and walked towards Nan Xia.

"Matilda."

He said softly, his voice much softer.

Nan Xia didn't notice his abnormality, and thought he was moved by her own words, her lips were still open and closed: "Song Chuxue doesn't like Yu Bao, it will affect his growth..."

The next second, her eyes widened slightly, because Feng Jingxuan suddenly bent down and kissed her lips.

It was a very soft kiss, very tender.

So tender that for a moment, she actually felt that they might be in love.

Just then, a piercing bell rang.

Feng Jingxuan's cell phone rang, which was very obvious in the quiet hall.

The man frowned and didn't want to answer the phone, but the phone kept ringing.

He had no choice but to connect to the phone, and He Zheng's anxious voice came from inside: "Mr. Feng, where are you now? Mrs. Feng, she committed suicide!"

suicide!

Feng Jingxuan's expression changed drastically, and he said sharply, "How is Chuxue doing now?"

He Zheng sighed: "She called me just now and asked about your situation. I noticed something was wrong with her tone, so I hurried to find her. She had already committed suicide by cutting her wrist in the bathtub."

"The servant has been called away by her, and she is the only one in the huge room. She has a heart to die."

"Fortunately, I went in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable."

"By the way, Mr. Feng, Mrs. Feng said that she went to look for you several times today, but she didn't see you. Did you quarrel?" He Zheng asked.

Feng Jingxuan took a deep breath: "I'll come over right now, you should pay attention to appease her emotions."

After finishing speaking, regardless of the fact that it was still raining outside, he strode outside.

Just when he was about to close the door, he turned his head and said: "Chuxue suffers from depression. She is not in the right mood now. She committed suicide. I must go back and have a look."

"It's very unsafe to drive in this weather. I won't take the children with me. Let the children rest here for the night. I will send someone to pick them up tomorrow morning. I will trouble you today."

After speaking, he slammed the door shut, looking very hurried.

Nan Xia touched her lips, it seemed that there was still a man's residual warmth.

When the outside wind blew, her whole face was cooled, and she patted her head.

awake.

Also feel a little cold.

It turned out that in Feng Jingxuan's mind, Song Chuxue was so important, even if it was raining heavily outside, even if he abandoned the child, he would rush to her side as soon as possible.

This kind of affection is really touching.

That being the case, why did he kiss himself just now?

She sneered, got up and closed the window, and the temperature in the room warmed up slightly.

Song Chuxue has depression?She was in a bad mood and committed suicide.

She didn't believe it at all, with Song Chuxue's scheming, this must be another way she wanted to trick Feng Jingxuan back.

……

Song Chuxue has now moved out of Feng Jingxuan's residence. It is a villa that Feng Jingxuan prepared for her. The environment is very good and there are many servants. She has not treated her badly at all.

At this moment, she was leaning on the sofa, her face was pale, her wrist was wrapped with a layer of gauze, and she looked very weak.

He Zheng anxiously stood aside and tried to persuade her, but her eyes were still blank.

When Feng Jingxuan came, he saw her crying softly, with despair and sadness on her face.

"Why do you want to save me, just let me die?"

"A person like me has no face to live in the world. I finally had the opportunity to play with Yu Bao, but I got angry with him."

"Has he been sad?"

"I'm not a qualified mommy, but I was irritable and couldn't control myself at all. I didn't know how to get along with my child. He had been away from me for too long, and I was at a loss. Do you know this feeling? I am obviously very I want to get along well with him, I want to get along with him peacefully, but I can't do it well."

"I didn't do anything well, Yubao hates me, Jingxuan hates me, it's all my fault."

Her body was sobbing, it was terribly sad.

Feng Jingxuan stood at the door, a faint trance flashed in his eyes.

He seemed to see the kind-hearted Nan Xia from before again. She beat Yu Bao today because she wanted to do one thing well.

Over the years, she has suffered a lot before she suffered from mental illness, otherwise, she could have brought up Yu Bao normally.

He Zheng hurriedly comforted Song Chuxue: "Mrs. Feng, I can't blame you for this. Those children did something wrong, and their parents often criticized them. You didn't do anything to the young master, so don't blame yourself too much."

"I was often chased and beaten by my mother when I was a child. It is normal for parents to educate their children."

"Besides, I can also understand you. The young master first nourishes you with a water gun. It is normal for you to feel irritable in your heart. After all, your illness has not been cured. Depression is indeed a disease that sometimes makes you feel bad. President Feng understands of."

Song Chuxue wiped her tears with her hand, and said in a sad voice, "He won't forgive me, just like I won't forgive myself."

"How could I do such a terrible thing to Yu Bao?"

Feng Jingxuan strode over, he sighed: "I never blamed you."

Song Chuxue seemed to have just discovered him, her body trembled, she was extremely wronged: "Jingxuan, I thought you didn't want me anymore."

"I went to apologize to you and the child. I went several times, but the housekeeper said that you were not here."

"I thought you were avoiding me on purpose."

As she spoke, tears fell drop by drop, some of them slid down her fair skin like pearls.

Not embarrassed, but very beautiful, charming and charming, which makes people feel pity.

Feng Jingxuan felt a little bored when he thought of her previous encounters.

Song Chuxue had paid too much for him, and she was bruised and bruised when she came back, but he was unwilling to accompany her to see a doctor when she was in a low mood.

In the end... he was sorry for this woman.

She is his responsibility in this life.

Thinking of this, Feng Jingxuan walked to her side, took the handkerchief He Zheng handed over, and helped her wipe away tears: "Okay, don't cry."

"Jing Xuan, I'm really scared."

Song Chuxue embraced his waist, leaned her head in his arms, and said in a trembling voice, "I did this to Yu Bao. I can't take care of the child well. I'm not a good mother."

"No wonder he is willing to call Matilda Mommy instead of me."

Her voice was full of tears: "I am not as good as Matilda, and I am not as good as her to please the children. It doesn't matter if there is no me in this world, because I don't need me anyway."

Her body was trembling in Feng Jingxuan's arms, looking pitiful.

Feng Jingxuan's heart softened a little, he patted Song Chuxue on the back, his voice softened a lot: "I also made mistakes, I shouldn't have blamed you like that just now."

"It's raining heavily outside today. We haven't come back for a while. We didn't mean to hide from you on purpose. Next time you can't find me, you can call me."

When Song Chuxue heard his soft voice, a smile flashed in his eyes, which quickly dissipated.

After a while, she raised her head: "Is Yu Bao okay?"

"I bought his favorite water gun at night, and wanted to apologize to him, but you didn't come back, and I couldn't see anyone."

She lowered her eyes and wanted to cry again: "Actually, I really want to get along well with Yu Bao, but he said today that I am not as good as Matilda, because he only recognizes Matilda as his mother, so I can't control myself mood."

Her emotions became a little agitated: "I gave birth to him when I was pregnant in October, how could he deny me, I..."

She couldn't say what happened next, but the expression on her face became more and more sad.

Feng Jingxuan froze for a moment: "Yu Bao said such a thing?"

Song Chuxue nodded: "I don't blame him, I know Tongyan Wuji, but he still hurt my heart after all."

Feng Jingxuan frowned.