Pokémon: I, Xiaozhi, return to the beginning

At this point in the diary, a large area of ​​blank pages and deleted pages appeared in the middle, and most of the text was altered beyond recognition, or the owner of the diary specially crossed out all the content, The purpose is to make people invisible?

After turning through dozens of pages in a row, Xiaozhi finally saw the rest of the content, and the rest of the diary that could be read was changed from the usual style.

"No.30 has been in business for five years, and it's cloudy."

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, although we all know that this is the normal state of the world, but when it comes, we find that we are still not ready for it... Our physical condition is much worse than before... Recently, under his proposal, We bought the seeds and built a flower field, he was seriously ill and hoped that I could bury him in the sea of ​​flowers..."

"Mr. Ghost is still the same as before, without any changes... Seeing Mr. Ghost's appearance, sometimes I can't help but think, although life, old age, sickness and death are very annoying, but the eternal life alone seems even more annoying. I want to go before him, In this way, there is not so much sadness for me... But, it is too cruel for him... I understand, but I can only stay here. We still have dreams that have not yet been realized. The dream of Mori no Yukan to become a world-famous haunted house has not yet come to an end.”

......

"rain"

"He's gone, and there's only me and Mr. Ghost left here...Mr. Ghost is as sad as I am, but life must go on anyway...As the traffic gradually decreases, I only realized at this time When it was built back then, such a huge foreign-style building was specially built, and it turned out to be so scary and dead without the smell of people... If I didn't hide in the basement we built, I would go crazy, right? "

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Xiaozhi: "..."

Seeing this, Xiao Zhi put down the diary for the time being, and remained silent.

The beginning of the diary is completely different from the style so far, and what is recorded in it is obviously a rough portrayal of a person's life.

The vitality of youth, the longing for the future.

After maturity, facing life and death, emotion and frustration in life.

Xiaozhi can't experience it personally, because he is a trainer, and his travels will never stop and bind himself in one place, so he should not be able to understand the content of it.

But if you want to change the scene to imagine, if you look at your family and your companions passing away due to illness, he should only suffer more... At least Xiaozhi thinks that he should not be able to deal with that situation. Sit calmly in one place and write a diary to record your mood.

After calming himself down for a while, Xiaozhi finally mustered up the courage to flip through the last few pages of his life.

"rain"

"Mr. Phantom and I are still doing what we have been doing all along, but fewer and fewer people come here, and gradually no one discusses it in the Forest Mansion."

"The situation outside is very chaotic. Mr. Ghost took me to see those scenes... I don't want to go out again."

......

"It should be rainy"

"My eyesight is already bad... I don't know how much more I can write. It just so happens that the diary is about to come to an end, why don't we just end it at this time?"

"It's just... If I stop keeping my diary, I don't seem to have anything to do... No guests, no acquaintances... Just Mr. Ghost... And recently I even have a ghost Mister will also lose his sight...When I am completely blind, I seem to have no meaning to live."

"No, there should be some... At least it should make Mr. Ghost feel better? Since my husband passed away, Mr. Ghost has hardly laughed anymore. He only heard me after his prank succeeded. It will only smile after the laughter."

"What is its dream?"

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"A sunny day"

"My eyesight is close to blind, and the diary has just come to an end. This is the last diary entry I will write down."

"The physical condition has been getting worse and worse, I can feel that my time is running out... My memory is getting worse and worse, I even forgot my husband's name, I can't even remember my own name Oh, really...it's all because I was ignorant when I was young, if I didn't choose the abbreviation I used when I wrote the diary because I thought it was troublesome."

"I really want to leave... I can bear the loneliness, but the only thing I can't bear is the loss of memory... But if I leave, where will Mr. Ghost go? I..."

......

The diary came to an abrupt end. On this page of the diary, there were several traces of the paper being soaked and then air-dried. All the painful struggles of the owner of the diary before his death were recorded by this page of paper.

How many years ago this diary was written seems to be less important, because——

"At least hundreds of years ago, or maybe thousands of years...?"

The faint blue light of the fire shook violently, only Xiaozhi's shadow was illuminated by the fire, but there was an old man standing behind Xiaozhi.

She looked at everything in the basement with a kind and reminiscing expression. When she looked at the old man's eyes at this moment, she could find that her eyes were so empty, she was a blind person at all.

"I really miss it."

The old man spoke so slowly in a hoarse voice.

"Although I can't remember clearly, I can still feel the familiar smell coming from here... It's dark and damp, but it makes me feel very at ease."

Xiaozhi looked at the bent old man, pursed his lips, and thought for a long time before he said:

"How long have you been here?"

"How long..." the old man mused. "I don't know... time is not so important even before I am alive, let alone after death."

The old man raised his head slightly, as if remembering something, but finally lowered his head slowly.

"I don't remember anything except some pictures from the past in the mansion...I just feel like there is something pushing me to do what I am doing now. It is very gentle and friendly, but I can't remember it , can't touch it, can't see its appearance..."

Following the voice, the old man slowly walked to Xiaozhi's side, reaching out his hand to touch Xiaozhi's body.

But the old man's hand passed through Xiaozhi's body like air.

She was dead long ago, a ghost wandering outside the real world.

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