I don't have a system but I have a hammer

Of course, I can proudly say to this guy full of negative energy in front of me, Mr. Madman can use wisdom to change fate, and even change the reincarnation of the universe! !

But how can I convince her?

After all, she has fallen into the quagmire of thinking, and will attribute everything to the self-destruction of "it will be destroyed in the end, so there is no point"...

Suicide, depravity, indulgence, collapse, and nothingness are all manifestations of self-destruction, and she is precisely one of the most difficult to change her views and thoughts...

Nihilist!

Still a nihilist who is dying!

It means that both body and mind are already on the verge of being destroyed. How can I persuade her mother?

Alas, forget it, anyway, without her, I will still work on the system, but it's a pity that those high-tech equipment...

With this thought in mind, I calmed down a little, turned my head to look at her who was staring at the distant scene in a daze, and was about to speak to see off the guests, but suddenly a voice sounded in my head...

【Aren't you a liar?Aren't you the best at deceiving people?As long as you show evidence and let her believe that you can change your destiny, won't she be able to help you...]

Is the evidence...

[Yes, evidence! 】

Prove yourself...

[Yes, you just need to prove yourself to her! 】

But she's seen my memory and should know...

【You're wrong, she only read part of it, but she doesn't know about the dangers of life and death you experienced, otherwise she would definitely believe it, can you...】

No, no, she must have seen the life-and-death crisis I went through, so she thinks that I can't change my fate. After all, I may not even live to be 50...

Alas, how can an ordinary person who cannot even change his own destiny prove to others that he can change the destiny of the entire universe?

[Hmph, I thought you were omnipotent, now you know yourself, whether it is wisdom, technology, lifespan, ability, experience, cognition, even appearance, you don’t have any of these alone. It's no wonder she feels that someone who can compare with others...]

Shut up, give advice, give advice, stop talking nonsense, otherwise I don't mind putting you...

[Heh, did you get poked in a sore spot?Hmph, at least I'm not as self-righteous as you, I always feel that mortals...]

pop~

A clean crisp sound not only broke the dignified atmosphere in the room that had been silent for a long time, but also woke up Erha who was still staring at the fog in a daze, and made me say the sentence that I didn't even believe myself. shit…

"I can't answer whether what I'm doing is meaningful, but I can prove that if your guess is right, I can end this cycle!"

Erha looked at me with burning eyes, with a strange expression on his face...

"Hit yourself, that's how you prove?"

I propped up the stone bed and sat up slightly, slowly leaning against the cold bamboo wall, and looking at her suspicious face, I let out a meaningful chuckle...

"I don't know how many memories you've read of me, but you must know that I'm different from those of you who were chosen by civilization. I won it by myself..."

Erha nodded in agreement, then shook his head with a smile without saying a word, and responded with a last sneer...

"Being different doesn't mean ability, and ability doesn't mean strength, and strength can also be divided into short-term and long-term. Tell me, what do you use to prove...you! You!"

With Erha's exclamation, her face at this time has completely disappeared from the disdain just now, but has undergone earth-shaking changes. Not only did her eyes widen in shock, but she also kept gasping for air. A gossip reporter who found out that the Prime Minister of the Red Sun Country is a transgender...

why?

Because at the last second, in front of her horrified face, I closed my left eye abruptly, and cut off the oculomotor nerve with a mechanical hand. With an expression like a cold machine, he held the eyeballs in his hands, and finally closed the empty and bleeding eye sockets with extreme indifference...

"The reason why I am different from you is not because of my bullshit strength, nor because of some second-degree disease, nor because I am alone, but because you have always only prayed for the will of the universe..."

"Whether it's ability or information, if it doesn't give you answers to your questions, you will be confused, and you will start to fall into nihilism, self-pity, and self-limitation. What's the difference between choosing a family dog ​​that ran away from home?"

"You like to deny the future based on your shallow knowledge, not only because you have experienced too many identical futures, but also because you have seen the endings of all civilizations, and more importantly, you don't know how to get the future from the will of the universe. Get the answer, you can't even figure out how to find it, so..."

The voice paused, and my only remaining right eye suddenly burst out with extremely unruly and arrogant fire...

"You're fucking resigned to your fate, all of you are fucking resigned to your fate, you bowed your head to that so-called bullshit reincarnation, bullshit future, totally surrendered..."

As soon as the topic changed, the flames in my eyes immediately turned into extremely rebellious, fierce and crazy...

"You don't know how to find the answer, do you? Hahahaha!! Today, in front of you, I will question that stinking idiot who pretends to be mysterious!!"

In the next second, I met Erha's silly and childlike gaze, and suddenly squeezed my eyeballs...

puff~

Accompanied by the splatter of juice and rotten meat, a violent roar filled with anger resounded through the entire room, and even the originally transparent barrier was shaken by the roar...

"The will of the universe!!!"

"You fucking come out to me!!!"

"Come out! Come out! Come out!!"

Seeing me bursting into flames, pointing at my canthus, and roaring like a madman with crazily in my eyes, the horror in Erha's eyes gradually dissipated, and he turned to look at the lump of soft, shriveled mud in my hand with extreme complexity. The organization slowly lowered its head and fell into complete silence...

As for me, after yelling for less than a minute, I felt a huge stream of consciousness that was completely different from the previous two times, rushing into my mind like a tumbling ocean wave...

It's not so much a stream of consciousness, it's more like a kind of head-blooming pain, and it's not a rush, but a steady stream, as if someone stuffed an extra-large battery into my head , plug in the charger at the same time, and continuously input strong current into it...

Not only that, the world in front of my eyes has completely fallen into the boundless deep darkness at this time, but what is amazing is that I have a sense of direction even though there is no light around me and I can't see any objects. The strange feeling, as if my consciousness can extend infinitely...

It's just that every time I use my consciousness to explore, my head will feel extremely painful. I even feel the heat flow between my nostrils, and it seems that my brain will burst in the next second...

At the same time, I heard its voice...