I don't have a system but I have a hammer

[Facing the guilty look of the little crocodile, the sneer and disdain climbed onto my cheeks again...]

"Haha, so do you understand now? Only when everyone spends the same effort and the same time to complete one thing, can we compare talents. It's not that you don't even work hard and don't even do what you should do every day. Things have not been done, and the basic foundation has not been laid solidly, so you just talk about talent. Let me say the most ugly thing, are you talking about talent now? Are you worthy of it?"

[I don’t know why, when it comes to the emotional part, an unknown fire suddenly bursts out in my heart. Obviously there is no one or thing around me that makes me angry...]

"It takes some people five or ten years to realize that they are a person without talent, to realize how ridiculous everything they do is, and to realize that they are just a tiny particle of dust. Haha, this Isn’t it ironic? But the interesting thing is, these are not the most ridiculous. Do you know what is the most ridiculous?”

[Looking at my ferocious and crazy face, the little crocodile immediately turned to Erha for help. But when he found that she was shaking her head silently, he could only shrink back in fear and put his hands on Put it on the car door switch, and be ready to get out of the car and escape at any time...]

"Mr. Fanatic, I..."

"The most ridiculous thing is..."

[Faced with Little Crocodile’s interruption, I turned a deaf ear, and all I could think about was the pitiful and pitiful face of the second brother...]

"Some people are obsessed with doing meaningless things all their lives, but they don't know it! What's even more disgusting is that he is still smug about it, you know? Haha, he is so fucking smug ? Think he is a hero, think he is a savior, damn it, but he is a complete clown!"

"Calm down! Fanatic!"

[Seeing that my condition was becoming more and more unstable, Erha's eyes suddenly narrowed and he scolded me coldly. At the same time, he grabbed my arm, as if he was worried that I would hurt innocent people...]

[As for whether her approach is useful, to be honest, I don’t care, because just now, a group of familiar and unfamiliar signals appeared in my brain. It was a message sent by the Blood Tide, and the content it conveyed The general idea is...]

"You seem to have been seriously affected by someone. I think you need a period of rest. At least you have to have a period of absolute concentration to resist the negative influences and extreme emotions in your heart. Otherwise, you will definitely be in deep trouble in the future. Suffering, even, this kind of mental torture..."

[Erha pointedly stretched out his palm, and turned it over meaningfully...]

"It might stay with you for the rest of your life!"

"Haha~ That's so sad..."

[I smiled indifferently, but I had to pay attention to this matter in my heart, because the content of Erha's analysis and the information conveyed by the Blood Tide are exactly the same, which means that the former She has no intention of controlling me at all, and she might even have seen similar cases like this before, otherwise...]

"How did you analyze it?"

"Oh, what do you think?"

[Erha curled his lips...]

"In the psychological system of our Honghe people, patients like you are typical patients with shadow syndrome. Most of these patients were affected by their father or mother, relatives or friends, teachers or classmates when they were young. They have been influenced by them for a long time. Under the influence of words, actions or thoughts, and receiving potential negative stimulation, you will suffer from this kind of sporadic symptoms that will be substituted into extreme emotions from time to time, which is the word you often say on earth, childhood. shadow…"

[As if thinking of something, she added in an extremely serious tone...]

"In addition to the influence in childhood, similar situations can also occur in adults. Of course, if it happens to an adult, it means that the person must have been affected by something or someone for a long time to become like this. For example, being oppressed by your boss for a long time, being cold-violated by your wife or husband, or being excluded by colleagues may make a person emotionally collapse or hysterical at certain moments. But except for these accidental events, other situations He looked extremely normal. He was obviously an ordinary person. The most intuitive example is that word on your earth, Postwar Stress Trauma Syndrome. Normally, he is an ordinary person, but once the symptoms occur, When it appears, those scenes on the battlefield will reappear in my head repeatedly, and I can't get rid of it. In the end, I can only hide in a dark corner and heal my wounds silently, and you..."

[Erha shook his head silently, in addition to encouragement, there was also a deep sympathy hidden in his eyes...]

"I know who the guy who influenced you is. Although it is a bit insulting, you have to admit that you have too many shadows of him, not only your behavioral habits, but more importantly your thinking habits, but you two Your personal goals are completely different, so it is inevitable that there will be many collisions, even if you two are not together at all..."

"And this kind of collision in the air is actually another word in our psychological system, the reappearance of old shadows! Once the disease attacks, you will emotionally substitute many of the things that are happening into the things you get along with him. As a result, he becomes irritable, uncontrollable, and extremely unstable..."

[Speaking of this, Erha glanced at the little crocodile who was happily eating melon in the back seat, and gently patted my shoulder...]

"My approach is to give yourself some space!"

"What do you mean?"

[Although I think Erha’s long speech just now makes sense, I can’t fully understand what she calls space, because right now...]

"I have given myself too much space. I can do whatever I want. Isn't this considered..."

"That's right, it doesn't count!"

[Erha narrowed his eyes, as if he was thinking, but also as if he was reminiscing. The next second, his eyes revealed a light...]

"Do you remember No. [-] back then? He was the man you just insulted. In the early days, he was almost the same as you are now, except that he was emotionally unstable due to schizophrenia, and you were Because of Penumbral Syndrome, you have to know that all known mental diseases can theoretically be cured without drugs. This has nothing to do with the diseased tissue of the brain. It has to do with the layering of human consciousness and the structure of thought. And the premise of all this is..."

[Erha’s eyes are shining with light...]

“You have to focus on yourself first!”