Hokage women's clothing fools Madara, Hashirama won't let me go

"I used to be able to vaguely understand the truth, but I couldn't explain it." Nara Shikaku carefully observed Yan Bai's face and continued: "But you are different. You gave me the knowledge and concepts."

"Here, based on the knowledge you once provided me and combined with the actual situation, I have concluded two points. First, many people would rather suffer than give up. It is more difficult to "voluntarily give up" than persisting in the pain. Do it. "

Yan Bai looked at Nara Shikaku curiously and said with a smile: "Oh? Does such a person exist?"

"My best friend Yamanaka Kaiichi is a real person." Nara Shikaku was as serious as ever.

This response surprised Yan Bai. He said softly: "Huh? Is he in this kind of depression?"

"Yes, once..." Nara Shikaku nodded.

Yan Bai pursed his lips before saying, "If it involves his privacy, there is no need to elaborate."

"Perhaps it's not a bad thing to tell you about this matter." Nara Shikaku said with a serious face: "Every time the three of us "Ino Shikacho" get together, Haiichi will complain about his work. "

"After graduation, everyone immediately joined the work. Hai had to work overtime every day, but it was repetitive and boring work. He always had to wipe the blame for the seniors in the family, and even took the blame."

"I taught him a lot of "blame-shifting" methods, but they didn't work very well. The next time we got together, he still sighed. "

"We all felt that that job caused him a lot of trouble and even caused him to fall into insomnia at one point, but he still persisted and did not apply for a break or stop suffering."

"Later I discovered that he had been complaining, but he didn't want to change the status quo. When he complained to us, he just wanted to complain. He was not here to ask for help. It was actually more difficult for him to give up than to persist. "

"Because if he gives up this job, he will face a bigger choice. The unknown future may bring him "benefit" or "suffer". If he is unlucky and suffers a loss, then More uncomfortable. "

"Because of the aversion to "suffering", everyone will unconsciously fall into a dilemma of "would rather suffer than give up." "

"For example, if you are stuck in a job that is not suitable for you, you may be in extreme pain, but you refuse to leave."

"Another example is a person who is repeatedly entangled in a relationship that hurts each other, unable to let go, and never leaves the person who hurts each other."

Hearing this, Yan Bai nodded and said, "Well, I can understand. This is an act of self-protection."

"Indeed, it was an instinctive choice. However, he has overcome this instinct now." Nara Shikaku also said a lot, "Hokage-sama, I heard that you have been very strong since you were very young."

Unknowingly, Nara Shikaku changed the topic to Yan Bai.

"Huh?" Yan Bai looked confused.

Nara Shikaku looked at Yan Bai carefully, but said: "How do you feel when your family asks you for help and makes requests to you?"

Yan Bai smiled helplessly, "Ah... probably, I'm so annoyed, why are you here again..."

Especially Wajian and Banjian, they always cause all kinds of troubles. Sometimes, there will be a voice in the bottom of my heart: "What a useless relative..."

There is also Tobirama, who always inadvertently does some unexpected and disgusting things. Of course, Yan Bai thinks that he often disgusts Tobirama, so everyone is even.

Nara Shikaku's voice became more careful, "Apart from irritability, don't you feel anything else? It's just...an emotion different from irritability."

Yan Bai thought for a moment, fell into memories, and murmured: "Maybe... I am a little relieved, a little happy, I feel that I am an irreplaceable person, everyone relies on me, no one can do without me... "

While talking in depth, Yan Bai couldn't help but think of his childhood in this reincarnation.

Forced to wear women's clothing.

Disliked by her father, Buddha, she was stripped of her name and forced to live as a girl.

Is he really as indifferent as he appears?

Do not……

Even if decades have passed.

The scene of Fo Jian's initial rage still appeared in Yan Bai's mind from time to time.

During the Warring States Period, women's status was low, and being labeled like that meant that life would become more difficult in the future than when they were men.

In the original book of Naruto, most of the women during the Warring States period are left unclear.

Neither Hashirama nor Madara has sisters.

The only person who can be talked about by later generations is Hashirama's wife Mito.

is it possible?

Not too possible.

How is it possible that only boys are born during biological reproduction?In that case, where were they born?

According to such a system, it is not that there are no women, and it is not that Hashirama and Madara are without sisters.

It’s that they are “unimportant”.

Because it is not important, it will not be remembered by others, and it is not worth mentioning. Even the biological father does not know how many daughters he has, he only remembers his son.

Buddha did not expect Yan Bai to be useful.

Yan Bai could have just walked away and not cared about the life or death of the Thousand Hands clan.

Anyway, as time goes by, the Buddha will not remember him.

However, Yan Bai did not leave, but continued to stay in the Thousand Hands Clan.

"Useless" is like a curse surrounding Yan Bai.

He just wants to stand at the top of the Senju Clan and "prove that he is useful."

The Buddha said that women have no other value except marriage and childbearing.

Therefore, Yan Bai demonstrated his irreplaceable "healing ability".

Buddhama said that reconciliation between the Ninja clans was impossible.

Therefore, Yan Bai must find a way to promote the alliance between the Senju clan and the Uchiha clan, and try every means to delay the break between Hashirama and Madara.

Gradually, Fojian changed from a father who looked down on women to a father who doted on Yan Bai.

Yan Bai thought he didn't mind this, but in fact he was so greatly affected without realizing it.

Over the years, "proving yourself useful and indispensable" has turned into an obsession, strengthening Yan Bai's behavior pattern.

To put it nicely, it means shouldering the heavy responsibility of the Senju Clan, shouldering the heavy responsibility of Konoha Ninja Village, and shouldering the heavy responsibility of the Fire Country.

To put it harshly, it was this obsession that was squeezing and exploiting him.

Since the establishment of Konoha Ninja Village, everything has developed towards Yan Bai's vision, but his spiritual world has been miserable.

Building a city, developing people's livelihood, and leading everyone to get rich seem to be Yan Bai's best skills, but it's uncomfortable.

This discomfort made Yan Bai feel safe.

Obsession and inertia interact, and Yan Bai falls into the dilemma of "paying for them".

Suffering over and over again with no end.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't mention this, but, Hokage-sama." Nara Shikaku interrupted Yan Bai's thoughts at the right time and said softly: "Some people will meet bad partners repeatedly, and some people will fall into the same scam again and again. Be deceived."

"If you give up actively, the problem may not be solved automatically, and the pain will not disappear immediately. However, it can suspend the pain and allow us to re-examine ourselves."

Yan Bai lowered his head, "Really?"

"You can think about it, if you don't do this, what else can you do?" Nara Shikaku felt slightly uneasy, but still asked firmly: "If you are not a member of the Senju clan, who else can you be? "

If he is not Qianju Yanbai, who else could he be?

If he doesn't take care of the tiles and boards, what else can he do?

If he wasn't the most useless daughter of the Senju clan, who else could he be?

If he no longer goes to the trouble of proving himself to the Buddha, what else can he do?

If he didn't always push himself to make up for spots, what else could he do?

If he only wants to find a way to leave this world, what else is he missing now?

Problems that could not be solved in the past have no meaning to Yan Bai now.

The pain that he once couldn't let go has nothing to do with him.

Finally, Yan Bai raised his face and looked at Nara Shikaku with a smile, "Thank you, Shikaku, I understand."