Dyed

Fu Ran's reaction became more and more serious, and sometimes she would vomit and feel weak when she brushed her teeth in the morning.

She prepared bread by the bedside, and took two bites every time.

She also knew that this matter could not be hidden, not only Fan Xian was already suspicious, but even Fu Songting noticed something was wrong.

After two mouthfuls of dinner, Fu Ran pushed away the chair, and then walked to the stairs, but vomited all the food at her feet.

Fan Xian called Mother Chen to deal with it quickly, she followed Fu Ran into the room, Fu Ran washed her face out, Fan Xian sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her approaching figure, "Xiao Ran, don't hide it, Do you really have to wait until your stomach grows bigger?"

Fu Ran didn't deny it anymore, she took small steps to Fan Xian's side, Fan Xian took her hand and asked her to sit beside her.

"mom."

"how old are you?"

Fu Ran lowered her eyelids, the tip of her nose was unstoppably sour, and her eyes were hazy, "more than two months."

Her voice was hoarse, as if she had just cried.

Fan Xian sighed lowly, her face darkened, and she remained silent for a long time.

Fu Ran's palms were pressed against his abdomen.

"Xiao Ran, this child cannot be kept."

Fu Ran's stroking movements froze immediately. She didn't think about this question carefully. When words like "can't leave" came out of other people's mouths, she formed a strong sense of protection in her heart, "Mom?"

"Xiaoran, have you thought about it? You can't give him a complete family. Ming Chengyou is a family man now, we can't do this."

"Mom," Fu Ran said resolutely, "I never thought about having a future with him."

Fan Xian held her daughter's hand tightly, "Then you can't keep him, you know he can only be regarded as an illegitimate child? Do you have the heart to let him be scolded by others?"

Fu Ran leaned against the head of the bed weakly, "Mom, this is my biggest concern."

Seeing that Fu Ran didn't get dizzy at last, Fan Xian's tone eased, "Look at Ming Zheng, there is the best example by your side, Xiao Ran, you must not be confused."

Tears welled up in Fu Ran's eyes, and her voice was filled with unspeakable sadness, "But you asked me to take him away, how could I be willing? He is my child and has nothing to do with Ming Chengyou, and he will follow me in the future, Mom, you Let me decide for myself."

"No," Fan Xian said resolutely, "This kind of thing can't happen to ordinary people, let alone a family like ours? Xiaoran, how many eyes are staring at you outside, when your belly grows big, gossip will drown you. If you die, we only have one daughter, what do you want me and your father to do?"

Fu Ran covered her face with her hands, and Fan Xian didn't force her anymore, "In short, this child must not be kept, and that's what your father meant when he found out. Besides, you will have your own life in the future, and you will have a child. If you leave him Stay, and the rest of your life will be ruined."

The back of Fu Ran's head was pressed against the wall. She knew all these words and had thought about them earlier in the morning, but what could be done?

She couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear it, she didn't want to, she didn't want to.

The child was already tightly integrated with her in her womb, if she were to be separated, half her life would surely be lost.

Fan Xian put his hand on Fu Ran's shoulder, and his mood stabilized a bit, "Xiao Ran, the pain is only temporary. It has been more than two months now. If you still persist, you will suffer forever."

Fu Ran raised her head, with tears still on her face, "The world is so big, why can't we leave a child behind?"

When Fan Xian was questioned, she was also deeply saddened by the sadness in her eyes.

"Xiao Ran, if he is a legally legitimate son, everyone will greet him with expectations and blessings, but he is not. His background will be a shackle that he cannot shake off for the rest of his life, do you understand?"

Fu Ran was tantamount to falling into a dead end, her thinking was fixed somewhere and she couldn't get out.

"But just because of one identity, can I cruelly deprive him of the right to live? Mom, the child is innocent, just like when I was thrown into your belly, I wandered outside for 20 years, even though I called others 20 Nian's parents, but no one can take away my blood relationship with you."

When Fan Xian heard this, she couldn't hold back her tears. She wiped away the tears with the back of her hand, "Are you really thinking about it?"

Fu Ran's heart felt sour and astringent, "Mom, can you let me make my own decision?"

Fan Xian didn't insist on it for a while, but she knew in her heart that even if Fu Ran wanted to keep this child cruelly, she couldn't keep it.

Because of psychological effects, Fu Ran always felt that wearing too tight pants and clothes would strangle the child in her stomach.

When she went to the mall to choose clothes, she would naturally choose loose and casual styles. In addition, it was summer, and usually a dress was the most comfortable dress.

It was hard to hide Fu Ran's pregnancy from the people around her. She tried not to go to other places except the office. Fan Xian was full of worries all day long, seeing the child stay in Fu Ran's stomach day by day.

Mingzheng came to Fu's house during the weekend when he was rarely free. Fu Ran wore a loose linen dress with a simple tie at the waist, but it was not obvious.

Fan Xian makes tea for Ming Zheng.

"Auntie, don't be so busy, I'll leave after a while."

"How can I not drink a sip of water at home."

Fu Ran lazily approached the sofa, and Mama Chen served some snacks. The pain she finally suppressed rushed to her throat again, and Fu Ran covered her mouth and bent over.

Fan Xian's face changed slightly, Mingzheng sipped his tea, and kept his eyes on Fu Ran's repeated movements.

After Fan Xian left, Ming Zheng said, "Xiaoran, are you pregnant?"

Fu Ran raised her eyes and couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Is it obvious?"

Ming Zheng stared at her lower abdomen without saying a word, Fu Ran felt uncomfortable being watched, she bent her knees, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment.

"is his."

What Ming Zheng said was an affirmative sentence.There was no need for Fu Ran to answer, she nodded.

The tea in his hand suddenly felt very hot. The weather was already uncomfortably hot. He held the rim of the cup with two fingers, and said in a casual but aggressive tone, "What do you want to do?"

Fu Ran was weak, "You also want to persuade me to take it off?"

Ming Zheng raised his eyes and stared at Fu Ran, "You mean, you want to stay?"

At this point, she felt that if she didn't speak, Ming Zheng could think of it.

Fan Xian would take a look into the living room from time to time, and told Mama Chen not to disturb her.

Ming Zheng thought it was too hot, so he put the tea cup in his hand on the table, "I agree with you keeping the child."

Fu Ran was slightly stunned. He originally thought that Mingzheng would be like others. Facing the hesitation in her eyes, Mingzheng said slowly, "Don't forget, I am also an illegitimate child, but we also have the right to live. Pretty bad, at least better than being removed as an embryo."

The words "illegitimate child" fell into Fu Ran's ears without accident, and her heart ached as if someone had stabbed her with a sharp knife.

But this is just one person talking, and she will face countless mouths in the future, and her children will continue to accept all kinds of accusations and abuse.

Fu Ran's face became more and more ugly, with his palms on his side, he vaguely felt as if he was about to pass out.

"Brother, have you been feeling bad all this time?" Fu Ran's biggest guilt was towards Ming Zheng.

"My mother is even harder than me, so," Mingzheng raised his head and looked at Fu Ran thoughtfully, "You will suffer the most from now on. You have to think clearly."

How could Fu Ran not know.

Ming Zheng rested his elbows on his knees and interlocked his fingers, "Xiaoran, let's get married."

Her wandering thoughts were immediately pulled back by the man's words. Fu Ran was shocked and asked in astonishment, "Brother, what did you say?"

Mingzheng seemed to be very serious, this decision didn't seem like a sudden idea, but the result of deliberation, "You marry me, we will raise the child together, his name will still be Ming, and no one will dare to say anything wrong about him. "

Fu Ran was stunned for a moment, her thoughts froze in Ming Zheng's words, "Brother, don't be joking."

Ming Zheng stared straight at her with clear eyes, "I'm not joking."

"You..." Fu Ran had mixed feelings in his heart, "Since your background is already like this, why do you still accept him?"

"Because I didn't receive any love from that person when I was a child. Although I am an illegitimate child, I am still his biological son."

One sentence hit Fu Ran well, "What you said today surprised me."

"This is the best choice, for you, for me, for the child, and for the entire Fu family," Mingzheng clarified the stakes for her, "Besides, you will get married sooner or later, Xiao Ran, we have missed it long enough .”

In fact, Fu Ran still can't distinguish Mingzheng's feelings for her. He has never said it. If he hadn't said the word "marriage" abruptly, Fu Ran would even feel that Mingzheng has been taking care of her like a younger sister.

"Think about it, I will wait for your reply."

Seeing Ming Zheng stand up, Fan Xian came out of the kitchen with a smile on her face, "Let's sit down for a while and leave after lunch."

"No," Mingzheng said bluntly, "the company still has things to do."

Fan Xian sent Ming Zheng out of the door, and when she came back, seeing Fu Ran still sitting in her seat, she walked over, "Xiao Ran, you might as well consider Ming Zheng's opinion."

"You heard everything?"

"Mom still respects your own choice. After all, marriage is not a child's play."

Fu Ran was confused, "Can you let me think about it for a few more days?"

She has always been calm and neat in dealing with things, but when it comes to a human life, she has to become timid.