Dress like a child's mother, strive to be a winner

[The task has been completed, backtracking—backtracking. 】

Immediately, various pictures flashed in front of Su Yang's eyes, and he saw the pictures of the whole world shattered into fragments in an instant, reincarnating in front of his eyes like a silent film.

Every time the scene reaches the moment when the father dies, the entire space is twisted into a vortex, involving all the scenes, and then replayed from the beginning.

Again and again, I don't know how many times.

The world is finally different, and things are going on with my dad, but there is always a point where he suddenly commits suicide, and the world collapses and starts all over again.

Repeatedly, the fragments sucked in by the vortex become more and more transparent to the naked eye, and the picture becomes thinner from thick colors.

Finally, after the last restart, the world dissipated like a bubble, and after an unknown amount of time in the darkness, the scene restarted again, this time with a change.

Ever since he got into fights in kindergarten, nothing has been the same.

Watching the content of the video develop to the moment when he was reborn, the overall picture disappeared.

Su Yang vaguely realized that his father was like a marionette before the world bubbled up, and his words and deeds were like a puppet's step by step.

And many of the contents that happened in the screen also match up with his relatively deep memory.

So it was the father who noticed something was wrong?Relying on self-destruction to change the main body of the world?

The memories in his mind flashed back and there were so many pictures that Su Yang couldn't remember clearly, but he realized his mission because of this.

The so-called regret is not only his, but also his father's.

Perhaps in the depths of his father's heart, he has regrets for his mother and him, and even for himself.

My own retrospect this time has not changed the bottleneck of my father's infinite reincarnation. The current life is different from the world he saw that kept repeating exactly the same.

It's not that Zhou Qiang deserves what he deserves to be considered complete, more regrets are these.

Having figured everything out, he heard the words "go ahead", and he slowly closed his eyes. Before the consciousness disappeared, the smile on the corner of his mouth was raised, and he was finally going to see his mother.

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The auspicious snow heralds a good harvest, and large flakes of snow drift outside the window.

In the twelfth lunar month of winter, the apartment is fully heated. Su Qian sleeps on a big soft bed, her eyebrows frown tightly for a while, and then slowly unfurl to reveal a smile...

"Qianqian, let's have lunch."

Jian Zhanyan pushed the door open, first leaned over and kissed Su Qian on the cheek, and then woke her up softly.

Su Qian's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she slowly opened her eyes. After seeing Jian Zhanyan in her sight, she sniffled and tears flowed from her eyes. Big and big tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and big splashes bloomed on the pillow. .

Jian Zhanyan panicked at once. He quickly supported Su Qian to sit up, then held her in his arms and gently stroked her back, and said softly: "What's the matter, did you have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the dream It’s all the opposite, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.”

The most effective way to comfort a person who has a nightmare is to hug her, then pat her on the back, and use the warm embrace to draw people away from the fear in the dream.

This is the method that Jian Zhanyan figured out. He was not such a considerate person before. Since he met Su Qian, he didn't use Su Qian's words at all. Things that he couldn't think of in the past, he just went with the flow and became careful.

Since Da Su Yang left, Su Qian had frequent nightmares, and she would wake up with a start every three to five days.

Sometimes I dream that Su Yang did not complete the task, and his soul will never come back. Sometimes I dream that Su Yang is living in a dark world in pain...

In the dream, the little bun is always suffering. How could a mother not miss it? Su Qian didn't mention it, but she was worried in her heart.

Not only Su Qian, but Jian Zhanyan often dreamed of his son, so he could understand Su Qian's worries, but he didn't know where to comfort him about Da Su Yang's situation.

Jian Zhanyan knew that no matter how much comfort he said, it would be empty content. He didn't know the specific situation, and it was not convincing at all. He could only hold Su Qian in his arms when Su Qian was having nightmares.

But this time is different, Su Qian cried, so sad!

In the past, when Su Qian had nightmares, at most her eyes were red and she looked lonely, and when she felt the trembling of the person in her arms, Jian Zhanyan was very distressed.

"Zhan Yan, my son seems to be coming back." Su Qian said with a sob.

Now that the two of them had finished their "travel and marriage" itinerary and returned to China a week ago, Su Qian felt that something was wrong with her body, especially lethargy, and her taste had changed.

Although she loves spicy hot pot, she doesn't like spicy food very much. It's different now. When Jian Zhanwei came over last time, she left some spicy snacks behind. She ate one casually and put it aside when it was too spicy.

Recently, she inexplicably remembered that taste again. She went to the drawer and found a pack. It tasted the same as before, but she didn't think it was spicy!

There are four peppers drawn on it, which means to show the spiciness. I can be sure that this is what I ate before!

She has become able to eat spicy food!This is not over yet, Su Qian found that not only can she eat spicy food, but she can also eat sour food.

There are blue plums in the supermarket, the ones that make your teeth sour just looking at them, she can't help but drool when she thinks about how the juice will burst in her mouth, she wants to eat them!

After buying a box, Su Qian ate most of it in one go, love it!

When she was pregnant with Su Yang, Su Qian didn't have any symptoms, otherwise she wouldn't have discovered it until the month was so old. Of course, her taste hadn't changed at all, so she didn't react at first.

It wasn't until today that she fell asleep in a daze at noon that she belatedly wondered whether her abnormalities were pregnant?

Then, she dreamed of Su Yang again.

In the dream, Su Yang returned to the world of his previous life. He was no longer deceived by Zhou Qiang, and began to fight back against those who bullied him.

Through Su Yang's perspective, Su Qian knew what happened to her son, which was more distressing than what was described in words!The most important thing is that Zhou Qiang has been playing tricks since she came into contact with Su Yang!

He obviously has a biological father, but in this family, he is like an outsider. Zhou Qiang treats his parents and stepsons favorably and favorably, outsiders can't see it, but Su Yang, who is the person involved, feels the deepest!

Su Qian was very angry, mainly because she knew that her son was being bullied like this, and she must have tried her best not to let her son recognize his ancestors.

So what if the Jian family is rich and powerful, Su Yang is not happy.

What a mother expects of her child is not to be successful, but to be healthy and happy. Before the latter, it is second.

Looking at it, Su Qian realized that something was wrong, this dream seemed to be different from the ones she had dreamed before!

Su Yang's memory was going back, and Su Qian, as a third-party perspective, also saw it clearly. She understood that the awakening of the male lead and female supporting role was also inseparable from Su Yang's time travelling.

This time Su Yang's return will have an impact!

The world that has been restored again, deviates from the original track every time, time and time again, until the fate is changed in the end.

If there is a cause, there will be an effect, Su Qian thought, this is too mysterious, exploring the deeper dimension is a gap that cannot be crossed, she is not greedy, she does not want to spy on other things, as long as her son returns safely.

Seeing Su Yang disappear, Su Qian woke up from the dream.

She thought, Su Yang must be dreaming for herself, he will be back after finishing his mission!

"Let's go to the hospital."

Su Qian cried and laughed, touched her stomach for a while thinking that Su Yang was back, and then thought of Su Yang's previous experience, her expression was full of distress. Pregnant women's emotions are sensitive and changeable. Su Qian's state is to squeeze her eyes twice casually. Tears are able to rush down the level.

Su Qian, who was immersed in her own thoughts, didn't feel anything, but Jian Zhanyan, who was sitting next to her, was completely terrified.

The driver was driving in front, and he held Su Qian's hand in the back at first, but later he put his arm around Su Qian's shoulder, because his hands were too cold!

Jian Zhanyan's heartbeat was pounding, he was afraid, very scared, no matter what, he would stay by Qianqian's side, he even thought about how the company would arrange next, and then he stayed by Suqian's side wholeheartedly .

Yes, Jane always thought that Su Qian was suffering from longing and she was crazy.

Su Qian is a very strong person, and Jian Zhanyan knows this well. It is completely imaginable how devastating the incident of getting pregnant out of wedlock was to a little girl.

Especially when the mother didn't understand and didn't support her, she just chose to give birth and raise her alone.

There is a certain truth in this sentence. Da Su Yang is more like a spiritual pillar of Su Qian, so after his accident, Su Qian was greatly affected, which is somewhat in Jian Zhanyan's words. expected.

Not to mention Su Qian, even Xiao Baozi, since his "brother" disappeared, he has obviously become less lively. In the past two months, even the teachers at the school said that Su Yang has become in a daze.

Others would think that it might be related to the child's previous kidnapping experience abroad, but Jian Zhanyan knew it was not.

Su Yang was thinking about his younger brother.

Along the way, Su Qian was immersed in her own thoughts, closed her eyes and fell asleep, her face was full of anticipation, looking forward to seeing Da Su Yang again.

Jian Zhanyan sat silently on the sidelines and dared not speak, he was afraid that he would irritate Su Qian by saying something wrong.

At noon, it was the peak time of the road, and for some reason, there were red lights all the way. The original 10-minute journey took about [-] minutes.

During this period, Jian Zhanyan's mental journey was so ups and downs that it was like riding a roller coaster.

People are best at scaring themselves. Su Qian is not afraid of being sick. Now that science and technology are so advanced, it can definitely be cured slowly. However, many sick people have the tendency to self-harm. No one is perfect. What if I didn't catch Qianqian?

Thinking about all this mess in his mind, when Jian Zhanyan got out of the car, his face was as pale as A4 paper not dipped in ink.

Looking at the big words of the hospital, Su Qian finally regained consciousness from her own world. She turned her head to look at Jian Zhanyan, only then did she realize that the face of the person next to her looked as if she was seriously ill, and her face was ashen.

Su Qian was stunned, and immediately realized that Jian Zhanyan had misunderstood.

"Honey, it's not what you think!"

Su Qian tugged Jian Zhanyan's arm and shook it twice, and said quickly: "In the past few days, my taste has become strange. I like sour and spicy food, sleepy and dreamy, and my mood fluctuates greatly..."

Hearing what Su Qianyue said, Jian Zhanyan felt more self-blame in his eyes. His career is indeed very busy recently, but he shouldn't be so careless!

There are so many problems in Qianqian's body, and she didn't realize it at all!

It's all his fault!It's because he didn't do it right, and promised to take good care of Qianqian, but he didn't know this until Qianqian said that he would come to the hospital.

The emotion of self-blame overwhelmed Jian Zhanyan, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.

Su Qian paused for a moment, no, he had made his symptoms so obvious, why did he still seem to be more and more misunderstanding!She quickly concluded: "I may be pregnant."

"The dream just now was also a dream that Da Su Yang had completed the mission and was crying with joy when he came back."

what?

Jian Zhanyan was stunned.

Slowly and slowly, slowly and slowly, he began to become the same as Su Qian just now, his expression seemed to be about to cry, and then he suddenly laughed, looking at Su Qian's belly, wanting to touch it but not daring.

He did not participate in Su Yang's birth before, and did not fulfill his husband's responsibility to take care of his wife. This is Jian Zhanyan's regret and guilt that he has never said.

This time his wife is pregnant, he must participate in the whole process!Take good care of Qianqian!

Jian Zhanyan swore secretly in his heart that he originally wanted to hug her in his arms, but when he thought that Su Qian might be pregnant, he took a step forward and stuck him in front of Su Qian, and then slowly put his hands on Su Qian's chest. body.

"Qianqian, I thought there was something wrong with your body. You scared me to death. I have already figured out how to arrange Jane's..."

Listening to Jian Zhan's broken thoughts, Su Qian knew that the other party was frightened.

Just like the kidnapping last time, Jian Zhanyan also looked like this. After he was particularly nervous and relaxed, his mouth would keep talking.

At this time, beside the flower bed five meters away from the visitor, a group of people in white coats looked embarrassed, looked at each other and stepped forward embarrassedly.

Jian Zhanyan called before coming to the hospital, and the dean quickly called the doctor with good medical skills in the hospital to work overtime after receiving the news. The big boss has orders, so of course he must behave well!

The person who can make Boss Jian so motivating and mobilizing people to call specially, must be Mrs. Jian who wants to see a doctor!If the performance is good this time, the hospital will be able to add the latest equipment in the second half of the year!

A dozen or so doctors, headed by the dean, came to the door early and waited. They finally came, and saw Boss Jian hugging and hugging Mrs. Jian, looking very clingy.

Is this coming to see a doctor, or is it feeding them dog food?

It was said on the phone that some female doctors were arranged, so the dean guessed that Mrs. Jian was ill. As a result, he could see the faces of the two of them clearly even if they were far away. Mr. Jian was clearly more like a patient!

Su Qian first found the doctors standing at the door, she quickly pushed Jian Zhan away and said, "The doctor is waiting, let's check quickly."

It was just a hug, and Jian Zhanyan's face obviously became much rosier. He pulled Su Qian and walked slowly. Su Qian wanted to walk faster, but Jian Zhanyan grabbed her and said that if she wanted to go faster, he would hug her. follow her.

Su Qian understood that Gou Dengxi had just been frightened, and acquiesced to this "hypocritical" behavior.

"My wife is probably pregnant and needs a full examination."

Walking in front of the doctors, when Jian Zhanyan said these words, he focused on pronouncing the word "pregnancy", as if he was afraid that the other side would not hear it.

Su Qian...

She didn't know the fool.

The doctors, headed by the dean, nodded solemnly. Those who didn't know it thought they had undergone some major international difficult surgery.

The dean heaved a sigh of relief. It turned out that she was pregnant and came for a checkup, so it would be easier!

After a final examination, Su Qian confirmed that she was pregnant, and the child was two weeks old.