[Naruto] Ninja Notes of a Fan Girl

Yukiyu has never heard whose child she is, and Danzo never mentions her family. She also always thought that the original owner was an Uchiha clan, an insignificant person who died on the night of genocide, but with Kaka Xi's conversation this week forced her to re-examine herself.

"Snow friends, Uchiha snow friends."

These two names are not completely similar but are closely related.

Xueyou walked towards the house again.

How much...I want to find traces of her past existence.

Traces of the name belonging to this "Uchiha Snow Friend".

-

"Why don't you give up on revenge?" 』

Words that shocked me greatly came from above my head.

Birds flutter.

Sasuke raised his head to identify who it was and looked at Kakashi with wide eyes.

He came to himself - standing firmly on the branch of the thick tree trunk, holding a silk thread at the end of his hand.

Sasuke wanted to stand up and leave, but couldn't move. It was too late to realize that, by the time Kakashi greeted him, he had already tied himself tightly to the tree with a thread.

"I am doing this to prevent you from escaping. After all, you are not someone who will listen carefully to my teachings."

Sasuke snorted and simply stopped struggling.

Say what you want to say quickly, he looked at Kakashi with this look.

Kakashi said what he had prepared: "Because of the kind of work I do, I have seen too many people like you, who keep talking about revenge, and their final endings are very tragic."

His words are very cold and realistic, "You will only be hurt more seriously and live in more pain than you are now. Even if you succeed in revenge, you will only feel empty in your heart."

In the end it was all in vain.

Of course, Sasuke didn't understand the words of the person who came here. He never thought that anyone could feel the same as him. Regardless of his posture, he suddenly raised his voice: "What do you know? Don't tell me, you seem to know everything!"

"calm down."

"whispering sound."

Sasuke laughed in anger, and what he said was very scary: "Otherwise, I will kill your most important person right now - so that you can understand how unrealistic what you said is!"

"It might be a good idea for you to do this...but I don't have the most cherished person at all."

Kakashi said the shocking words calmly and calmly, "Because they were all killed."

There was a moment of silence, only the leaves falling.

Sasuke was startled.

Kakashi said earnestly: "I have lived longer than you, and the times I lived in were more chaotic than now. I have fully realized the pain of losing someone I cherish."

"But what is certain is that we are all unfortunate people."

After a pause, he changed the topic: "But he is not the most unfortunate person, because you and I have found the most cherished companions."

"..."

Sasuke was silent, because the smiles of the three teammates appeared in his memory.

Keep company together, fight together, eat together, occasionally chat about unrealistic things, walk side by side, and stand tall in the sun.

It is a hasty and reckless happiness, and it is also a trivial happiness.

But just a small handful can make people feel that these are irreplaceable.

Seeing that he had some thoughts, Kakashi knew that his words had touched him a little. As he spoke, he loosened the thread, "It's because you have lost it that you know. Chidori is the thing you cherish most." , the power given to you. This power should neither be used to attack your companions, nor should it be used for revenge."

"You should know what this power should be used for."

Kakashi took back the line and said, "Whether what I said is right or not, you should think about it yourself."

Sasuke stretched out his hand, trying to catch a leaf that was blown away by the wind after Kakashi left.

This kind of tree is very common. This is the kind of tree used for training in the Land of Waves. When tired and out of breath, they will lean against the trunk and close their eyes to take a nap. They are very noisy, and it is common for leaves to fall on them occasionally. His His teammates would quietly take the leaves off his head or shoulders while his eyes were closed. After he was awakened by the noise and looked up blankly, his teammates would smile or show the leaves to him nonchalantly.

Then, at last, there was only air in his palm.

Not a single leaf was caught.

-

It's quiet after nightfall.

Xueyou saw a lot of dusty daily necessities, children's playthings, and various books in her former home. On the bookshelf stacked with books, she found a diary that was different from the one she carried with her. , the original signature of this book was Uchiha Shisui, but later the name was crossed out twice and a new name was written on it.

Uchiha snow friend.

There is a page added to the inner page, and there is a line of writing on it. This line of writing is very delicate, and it is different from the writing of the brother and sister.

The snow friend read them out word for word: "The eldest son is as quiet as still water, and the second daughter is lively. She was born on a day of winter snow and became friends with the snow."

Snow friend decided to take this diary away.

She left the Uchiha mansion.

-

In the night sky, the moon hangs high in the sky.

Sasuke remained sitting in the tree.

He was in the wind.

He thought about it for a long time.

He couldn't let go of his companions, and he couldn't even be cruel again. The determination just now had disappeared, but in the face of hatred, how could he let go of those things for the peace of mind of his companions? The guilt was tearing back and forth in his heart.

"This power should neither be used to attack companions nor to seek revenge. 』

"..."

"But you are not the most unfortunate person, because you and I have found the most cherished companions. 』

Kakashi's words echoed in his ears.

hateful……

In the end how to do?

Which side should he choose to end up in?

He once thought of himself as an Avenger.

Because he can only be an Avenger.

Apart from these, he thought he could do nothing or do nothing.

but……

While he was struggling, there was a "swish" sound, and four figures descended under the moonlight.

The person who came was definitely not a kind person. Sasuke lowered his body and held his breath in vigilance.

The shadow of the moon on the river moves with the wind.

Clothes flew, the sound of stepping on tree bark was heard, and in the blink of an eye, four people in strange costumes stood in front of Sasuke.

In an instant, the wind stopped and the undercurrent surged.

"..."

"Who are you?"

He glanced at the four people in front of him and asked coldly.

-

"You're fine now, be happy, you can be discharged as soon as you come back."

Saaki Aoga packed up some changes of clothes that Yukiyu brought when he was admitted to the hospital, as well as his messy novels of unknown origin.

Yue Yue was sitting on a chair waiting for him. Saomu took out his hand and threw the condolence apple on the bedside table to her. He caught it and said with a smile: "I'm happy, of course I'm happy."

"Don't cause any more problems in the future. Miss Ninja is the best in accidents."

"What does 'Accidental Super Number One' mean? Why does this have two more words than Naruto's nickname?"

Saaki Aoga sneered: "I'm praising you."

"You don't look like you're trying to compliment me."

"Yes." Zuomu zipped up his backpack and turned to her and said, "Let's go through the discharge procedures."

There was a knock on the door, and Yukiyo glanced at Zuomu, who would be back at this time? Saaki Aoga shook his head at her and said "please come in". A young nurse opened the door and came in.

Seeing the two of them staying in the room, the nurse smiled and said, "Great, there are still people in this ward."

"Excuse me, what's wrong?" Xueyou said.

The nurse explained: "I heard that you, Miss, are acquainted with Sasuke-kun in the clinic. Someone helped him go through the discharge procedures this afternoon, but his clothes from the previous admission are still here. We packed them for him. Since he last I haven't seen him come to take it back since I was admitted to the hospital. If it's convenient for you, can you return it to him on our behalf?"

It turned out that this was the case. The snow friend reached out to her and said, "We are indeed teammates. No problem. Leave it to me. I guarantee it will be delivered."

The nurse smiled slightly and handed her the paper bag she had prepared: "Thank you so much."

Yukiyo caught a glimpse of a black piece of clothing in the bag, which looked like the one Sasuke wore during the Chunin Exam.

"You're welcome," she said.

After coming out of the hospital, Yukiyou planned to go to Sasuke to return his clothes first, so as not to inconvenience him when he went on a mission in the future, and besides, it would be easy to forget about it if he didn't return the clothes.

"It seems that your memory is very bad." Zuomu complained.

"Don't come here!" Yukiyo curled his lips, touched the wallet on his body, and handed it to Saaki Aoga, "Make something delicious and wait until I get home!"

"Go, go, go."

"That's it, I'm leaving."

When Yuki Yu turned around, Saaki Aoga suddenly pulled her.

"What are you doing?" She was puzzled.

Saaki Aoga said: "Be careful on the road."

Just return a piece of clothing, as for that?

The snow friend didn't care at all, but he still said: "Sure, I will send him back to you intact."

Saaki Aoga slowly let go of her, "Let's go."

-

"Ugh...!"

"What are you going to do?"

"Tell me clearly, don't delay, do you want to come with us or not?"

"But... there is no point in taking you away... Orochimaru-sama is really troublesome. You are so bad and hesitant, it makes me really want to kill you."

"Come on, kill me!"

"!"

Sasuke's sharp response surprised the belated Yukiyu. She took a shortcut, walked out of Konoha Hospital, walked through the trees, and quickly reached his apartment.

Unexpectedly, before I reached it, I heard his voice.

Moreover, the words "Orochimaru" she heard alerted her, so she hid in a nearby big tree, using the dense leaves to hide herself, and silently observed the situation.

Although Sasuke was injured, it was only a superficial wound. The four people across from him were not familiar with each other. He had never seen them before. If he acted rashly, he might alert others. It would be better to hide in the dark. If they wanted to take his life, he would come forward. .

Xueyou reached into his pocket and subconsciously wanted to take out his flute for defense.

Two round holes with smooth cuts.

The flute Morihagi gave her had already been split into two halves during the struggle at the end of the Chunin Exams.

It’s really off the chain.

However, this tense tit-for-tat scene is mostly a plot, and Sasuke will not die here.

She needs to calm down.

They gave her an inexplicable pressure. If she acted rashly, she might be able to alert the enemy. Even if she cooperated with Sasuke, she might not be able to win.

Besides... they were always preaching and seemed not to want to take his life.

Sent by Orochimaru.

Yukiyo stared in Sasuke's direction, and for a moment, a pressure forced her to open her Sharingan.

Although the Sharingan cannot see the flow of chakra as clearly as the Byakugan, it can see the chakra.

That huge and strange chakra...

What hurt you this time?

"Don't think Orochimaru only likes you."

"The curse seal cannot be used casually, but it seems that you don't know how to control the curse seal yet."

"If the liberation state lasts for too long, the curse mark will slowly erode your body. Because you just stay in state one, the erosion rate is very slow, but if the entire body is eroded by the curse mark..."

"You will lose yourself forever."

"!"

This sentence made Xueyou's expression gradually become serious.

Lose yourself...

She stared at Sasuke's state, but her thoughts drifted further and further away.

After living in this world for so many years, since entering the plot, Ino's retelling of the future is almost inevitable.

So Sasuke's defection will also become a fact.

The price of what he did was very high, and no matter who it was, it was clear to everyone.

It is almost impossible for a rebellious ninja to be readmitted to Konoha. Where will he be after he succeeds in revenge? What else does he need to do?

Maybe it will be like leaves leaving a big tree, moved by the wind and gone with the wind.

Even so, he must defect, gain strength, take revenge, and settle old grudges.

"..."

Xue You rubbed his eyes, and his eyes fell on the square forehead of a girl with long bangs, maybe she was also a woman. She was very sensitive to sight. She looked at the peeping Xue You and smiled sarcastically.

Lowly bug.

He obviously noticed it, but he ignored it.

Normally, Xueyou would not take it to heart, because if it is not necessary, strength is not supreme in her heart.

Now, I feel inexplicably irritable.

"Tayuya, what's wrong?"

Tayuya laughed: "I just found a bug that can only hide in the dark." She said loudly: "There is no need to hide, come out!"

Having been discovered, the aware snow friend slowly walked out of the darkness.

"Yue Yu?" Sasuke looked at her in shock.

Yukiyou saw Sasuke, who was being abused by one side and leaning against the wall.

"Yes." Xueyou nodded, pretending to be calm, but in fact his palms were already sweating a lot.

She said: "Who are you, Oto-nin? Orochimaru's subordinates? Regardless of your identity, you shouldn't appear in the village of Konoha at this time, right? It's not a good habit to come uninvited."

"You must have eavesdropped a lot. I wanted to deal with you later." Jirobo, who had noticed her for a long time, stood aside and crossed his arms.

Kidomaru actually enjoyed killing people. He leaned out half of his body and said, "This is a secret operation. It would be bad if someone discovered it, otherwise we will kill her——"

Xueyou unconsciously wanted to take a step back, but she found that her legs could not move.

She just sent a piece of clothing, she didn't really want to wear it, right?

"No need, you can kill as many bugs as you want like this." Tayuya saw her movements and she said.

Sakon and Ukon asked: "What if she goes back to spread the news and affect Lord Orochimaru's plan?"

"This decision-making power for teammates—naturally, it must be left to Uchiha Sasuke himself."

After all, they were just guides. If his teammates were killed in front of him, whether he would surrender to Orochimaru was another question.

Tayuya lowered his gaze from Yukiyu and turned towards Sasuke, whose power of the curse seal was fading.

She said: "The price we paid for the power of the curse seal was to be bound by Lord Orochimaru. We no longer have freedom."

"Hey! Sasuke, don't listen to her nonsense!" Yukiyo shouted.

Kidomaru raised his hand, and a stream of spider threads surrounded Yukitomo, making her unable to make a sound.

"There are neurotoxins in my spider silk. Since I can't kill you, just be quiet for a while."

Tayuya said: "In order to get something, you must give up something first. What is your purpose? To lick each other's wounds with your companions in this kind of greenhouse-like village?"

Next, she delivers the killing blow.

"Then, did you forget? Did you forget Uchiha Itachi?"

"!"

Judging from his expression, Sasuke was struggling internally, and Tayuya shut up after achieving his goal.

Sakon said: "Don't forget your purpose. This village is just a cage for you. This boring relationship, just break it off. Only in this way can you get more powerful power. Let me say it again, don't forget Accomplished your purpose!"

After the four people had finished speaking, they jumped up, turned into flying leaves, and disappeared under the bright moonlight.

"Don't forget your purpose. 』

These words were imprinted on Sasuke's heart like a seal.

My purpose is...

The spider silk on Xue Yu's body was also untied when they left.

"Sasuke!"

She called his name and hurriedly jumped to his side, but the young man squatting on the ground did not speak and crushed a leaf that fell in his hand. After staying for a long time, he looked up at his snow friend and thought of that day. The man with black hair and red eyes had cloudy eyes.

Sasuke stood up and said, "Go back."

Xueyou knew what he meant, and she said, "I know what you are thinking. You are considering joining them, right?"

"..."

She asked, "Do we really have to leave?"

Sasuke didn't answer her, and went back to his residence. Yukiyo followed him, lecturing him one-sidedly as he walked, watching him pack his luggage without saying a word, and asked again: "Do you really have to leave?"

"..."

"answer me."

Still no answer.

"You clearly know that what they said is a way to provoke the generals, and they just made it clear that they would not kill me, so they are sure of victory, knowing that you will go there! Then you can't go, otherwise you will fall into the trap!"

Sasuke packed everything, zipped up his backpack, and set it aside.

Yukiyo stared at Sasuke as he put away his backpack and walked to the kitchen. He immediately got up from the chair and followed him. He walked to the door of the kitchen and bumped into him holding two glasses of water.

Sasuke handed her a glass.

"Thank you for being so considerate at a critical moment." Yukiyu sat back on the chair and saw Sasuke sitting opposite her. She pursed her lips and didn't want to answer. She wanted to get angry with him, but her mouth was dry, so she had to answer. Drink all the water in one gulp.

"I must go."

The moment the cup left his lips, Sasuke finally spoke.

"This place is no longer suitable for me. My only goal is revenge, but there is no way to give me the power of revenge here. I must leave."

Xueyou held the cup and sighed: "Revenge is really important to you."

"You." Sasuke looked directly at Yuki Yu, "Yue Yu, you and I are actually different. Your memory of the past has completely disappeared, including the Uchiha clan, relatives and friends you had, etc., all have been forgotten. , even if you are told who they are, you can’t get those bonds and feelings back.”

Under his serious gaze, Xueyou couldn't say anything to this.

"I will always remember those memories and I can't forgive Itachi."

Yuki Yu said: "However, if you join Orochimaru and become a rebel ninja, you will indeed gain more power in a short period of time than if you stayed in Konoha, but the situation will develop more seriously. Not only Itachi will be your mortal enemy, but when you meet in the future, your companions will also We will meet each other in war. If you don't think carefully, if you go out like this, there will be no way to turn back?"

Yukiyu is already considered a "root" person, and he is still a brand new person. He will inevitably deal with traitorous ninjas in the future. Maybe one day it will be Sasuke's turn. Yukiyu deliberately sought out Konoha's laws to improve his knowledge. .

She fully understood the real consequences of defecting to Konoha.

It's not a small show, nor is it pretentious.

He was truly being hunted and hunted to the end.

How far can a traitor carry a secret (Konoha) and a weapon (Sharingan)?

It's not about excluding dissidents as members of the "root", nor is it the hypocrisy of "companions", but it is about asking him sincerely as a bystander.

"It's already clear, it has to be this way." Sasuke's voice was clearer than the moonlight.

He would not make any progress if he stayed in Konoha.

"If you want to stop me, even you, a member of the same race, can't do it."

Without any regrets, Sasuke stood up and went to get his backpack.

Xueyou stood up and looked at his back, "It seems that you have completely considered your choice."

She walked over and handed the clothes she had been carrying to Sasuke, "These are the changes of clothes you left at the hospital. Take them with you."

"you……"

"I came to you today because I was entrusted by the nurse sister to return your clothes. I didn't care about the rest. You didn't listen anyway."

Sasuke took it, and the girl who was a head lower than him in front of him touched his chin and said in a pretentious manner: "There is really no way. I have to see my companions' future becoming more and more difficult. What those people said... although they are meant to confuse people. , but it’s not wrong. So——”

"..."

Yukiyo raised his hand and patted Sasuke hard twice on the shoulder.

"Come on!"

She gave him a toothy grin.

Sasuke was slightly taken aback.

"You really..."

Sasuke didn't say what he wanted to say, but he lowered his head slightly to hide his expression, which proved what he said.

"Thank you. 』

"Goodbye."

After leaving the door, Sasuke said these words to his snow friend, then turned and left.

"Bon Voyage."

Her words came from behind.

"Ah."

All along, Xueyou knew that he could not change anything.

But at that moment, just a tiny moment, it seemed like something had changed that couldn't be ignored.

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In fact, I didn’t want revenge from the beginning.

When he first woke up in the hospital, the unbelievable feeling of being betrayed was as unbelievable as the annihilation of his relatives. The shock was so great that he couldn't even speak for a few days after waking up in the hospital. He was a little sluggish.

The doctor talked to him, but he was unwilling to answer. He had fixed examinations, infusions, meals, and sleep every day.

But something must be done.

(Move, move.)

But what to do?

Learn, practice, make friends, compete, and win.

None of these elicited a response.

In the past, when I did this, I would expect a response, but now there is nothing.

The home he looked forward to returning to and the brother he looked forward to carrying him step by step were all gone.

Only one thing.

So far, I have been silent these days and suddenly thought of it.

There was one more thing he could do.

Those who killed their parents, killed their entire clan, and took everything away from them——

Yes, take brother——

--killed.

That is revenge.

His original wish and goal, which had everything taken away from him, took shape in this way.

Although - this is not a recognized path.

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Now, someone recognizes it.