Another world, I have an elf magician

Randy's perspective:

Jiang Miaoxuan is dead.

When I went there, all I saw was a cold corpse.

Not only her, the fetus in her arms also died.

It was Rakshasa who killed them.

The body was originally going to be cremated, but Nangong requested that it be preserved and sealed in an ice coffin.

I was very sad and stayed in the cave tomb for who knows how many days.

Looking at her lying in the transparent ice coffin in front of me, I couldn't help crying. All I touched was ice without any warmth.

During this period of time, I never left this place, so much so that I forgot to eat and drink water, and finally fainted next to the ice coffin.

When I woke up, I found that the people taking care of me were Bao Bao and Jenata.

The two of them cared about me very much. They caught some small animals outside, roasted them with the spitting fire and fed them to me.

Jenata used her ability to make ice cubes and asked Bao Bao to turn the ice into water, hold it in her hands, and feed it to me bit by bit.

Without them, I might have starved to death here.

The person who cared about me and liked me died like this, which made me feel uncomfortable, with a feeling of emptiness and loneliness, as if nothing was gone all of a sudden, and the empty space could only be filled with sadness.

I began to regret that I did not stubbornly take Jiang Miaoxuan out of Binghu.

If I had stopped her from helping Nangong and the others, she would not have been killed by Rakshasa.

I hate myself very much, I hate myself now.

This feeling is very familiar, just like I hated the good-for-nothing me in my previous life.

Everything stems from my lack of strength to protect the people I want to protect.

Lilith is like this, and Jiang Miaoxuan is like this too.

Although I have worked hard to practice, I have never been able to make progress due to my talent.

Without Elena's help, I would just stand still.

I'm such a loser... Why, why can't I be more powerful?

If I had the power to fight Rakshasa, I wouldn't have to let my woman die.

Nor will Lilith fall in front of her like she did before.

I want to become stronger, I crave power.

I want to kill Rakshasa and avenge Jiang Miaoxuan.

I also want to help Lilith get revenge!

I think of the magic book left to me by my future self.

The moment I took it out of my arms, I found that Jenata, who was lying next to Bao Bao resting, suddenly raised her head and looked at me.

There was a blue light in her eyes, and she said something I couldn't understand. It seemed like she was giving a warning?

Soon, she returned to normal, with confusion in her eyes, and reached out to me: "Dad...Dad!"

I smiled helplessly, hugged her, and patted her back gently, "You've already told me to call me Master, why can't I change like Bao Bao?"

"No, no, you are my daddy!" Jenata swung her tail and acted coquettishly at me.

I looked at her and couldn't help pinching her cute face, "Thank you and Bao Bao for taking care of me during this time."

Jenata yawned, leaned against me, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

I sighed and put her next to Bao Bao. Soon, the sound of her and Bao Bao snorting while sleeping came from around me.

I sat cross-legged on the ground and spread out the black magic book.

When I opened it, I found that it didn't seem to be a magic book, but a... diary?

"In the year 999 of Laski, after experiencing a great war, Lost Day City was isolated from the world and began to recuperate.

This battle, all in all, was tragic.

The city lord sacrificed himself to seal the Demon Dragon King again and prevent the Gate of Chaos from opening.

Except for General Ika, who had a broken arm, no one of the reinforcements sent by the Jincastle Empire survived.

My lover, Jiang Miaoxuan, died in this battle.

For this reason, I began to search for a way to resurrect her and Lilith alone..."

"In the thousand and one year of Laski, I found a book of black magic in an ancient ruins.

Interestingly, this magic book was blank, so I used it as a diary and began to record the rest of my life.

As for the previous paragraph, I added it later (note hereby.)』

"In the year [-] of Lasky, after ten years, I accidentally discovered that the black magic book in my hand could automatically record the black magic I had seen in it, and even the principles were marked. It was so clear that I felt very magical.

I started to study it, and I also studied black magic. ...』

"Laschi One Thousand and Eleven, Year No. 11 after the war, I have become a black magician.

The power of black magic is more powerful than any magic.

It is like a black hole, capable of absorbing other people's energy forever.

While I was killing other people, I was blacklisted by the kingdom and officially wanted.

Two years later I met Lilith, which was a pleasant surprise.

I always thought she was dead, but I didn't expect she was still alive.

But there are two pieces of bad news.

First, she didn't remember me, and became a disciple of the Sword Master and started to hunt me down.

Second, my beloved Yani and Shikari, because of their relationship with me, helped me when I was wanted, and were hanged by the nobles and died in the royal city. 』

"I am very sad, and at the same time I hate those nobles, this empire, and this world.

I fell into endless killing and slowly became the most powerful black magician on the continent.

The entire empire fell because of me. 』

"I used black magic comparable to the power of a nuclear bomb to destroy the country of Jincastle. When I woke up, I retained a trace of sanity and began to blame myself and regret.

I killed so many innocent lives that I woke up from nightmares every night. 』

"The next time I saw Aaron was when I was being chased by Lilith. He saved me, but at the same time he killed the Lilith I loved. 』

"I fought with him, but he was seriously injured by him who became a sword demon.

He said he would destroy this world with me, and if he didn't agree, he would kill me. 』

"I don't know what he has gone through in the years since I left him. Anyway, just like me, his mind has been affected by black magic.

I pretended to compromise and once again walked side by side with him on the journey to find the Lord of the Rings. 』

"A few years later, we accidentally discovered a magic circle in an ancient ruins that could reverse time and space.

Aaron wants to use the magic circle to destroy the time and space of the world, causing the world to collapse.

I stopped him, destroyed the magic array, and fought with him for the piece of sheepskin array left in the ruins. 』

"I was injured again and only got half of the formation diagram, so I hid and started to study it carefully.

If I follow the formation diagram and successfully create a magic formation that reverses time and space, then I can travel back in time and change time.

However, whether it can be successful or not is another matter. 』

"So, I started trying to practice day and night. While I was busy avoiding Aaron's pursuit, I was always careful about the search of Xilong King.

He is a very powerful and ancient being, with the power of a planet, and knows the secrets about the starry sky, that is, the secrets of the Lord of the Rings..."