Mrs. Lu, do you want me to give you my life?

Ying Xia raised her eyes, "Xizi, it's fine, let him talk."

Xu Rongbai took a breath and said, "Ying Xia, ask yourself, how has he treated you in these years, and how many times have you mentioned Lu Jincheng in front of him in these years? The few days when you were young are so unforgettable for you, you need to take them out every now and then. Poke his heart? Does he dare to return to that house every day?"

"Do you know what Lu Jincheng means to him? He just took Lu Jincheng out to play. The culprit is your father. It was your father who ruined the family. Jiang Xiyue angered him and locked him up at home for a whole year. Reminding him every day that he killed his brother, can you imagine what he lived that year? Did you know he had depression?"

Ying Xia's expression changed instantly, and she turned to look at him.

So why their family atmosphere is strange, everything is explained, because that family has no affection for him at all, because his growing strength makes them fearful.

It's just that she doesn't know, she doesn't know what Xu Rongbai said, but she instinctively hears more shocking information, and subconsciously rejects it.

"I have to go."

Her heart hurts, this long-lost feeling of violent heart contraction because of Lu Jinchuan, she has experienced it too many times before, but this time, it is more violent than usual.

She must go, if she doesn't go, things will become uncontrollable again, and she will become her former self again, holding a heart for him, and she can't help herself at all.

Xu Rongbai walked over and blocked the door, "Didn't you tell me to say it? I haven't finished it yet, so I don't want to hear it anymore. You sit here and listen carefully. There will be no such shop after passing this village. I want Master to talk about it in the future." Grandpa doesn't talk anymore."

He continued: "Later, Mr. Jiang took him back. There were a dozen psychiatrists back and forth, but it was useless. He stole his grandfather's sleeping pills and took him once, and he was rescued."

Such a heavy topic made the room quiet for a moment.

Wei Tingxi sat down and poured himself a cup of tea, while Ying Xia leaned against the wall and said nothing.

Xu Rongbai opened his mouth and choked up, "I can't go on talking, second brother, tell me."

Wei Tingxi sighed, "That year when you got married, remember that he didn't come home the next day?"

Ying Xia is silent.

Remember, how could you not remember, that was the double blow he gave her one after another after he called out Zhao Ruyi's name on the wedding night.

Wei Tingxi said: "He was at my place that day, he was very drunk, he has been a brother for so many years, when did I see him cry? It was the first time, he repeated what you said many times, I still can't remember Remember, to be honest, your words are quite heartbreaking. A man in his twenties cried and said that you don’t love him, that you like Lu Jincheng, that he killed Lu Jincheng, afraid that you would blame him, so he dared not tell you , he also said... that he wanted to die."

She choked her throat, and her voice was slightly out of tune, "But he didn't say anything, and he didn't tell me anything."

Wei Tingxi sighed, "You blame him for not telling you. He is afraid that he will lose you if he tells you. This brother of mine has only had such a heart in his life. He is fine with other things. Once it involves feelings and you, He's smarter than anyone else."

Xu Rongbai wiped his face and interjected, "Because of your father, the Lu family originally did not agree to your marriage. He forced you to marry him home. What is he trying to do? Coveting your beauty? Has he ever touched you? No? ? A big man is almost 28 years old and still a fucking virgin, labor and management are ashamed for him."

As soon as he said this, Xu Rongbai's tears also fell down.

Wei Tingxi explained, "Sister-in-law, don't mind, Jin Chuan won't talk about this kind of thing. I forced his psychiatrist to talk about it."

"He had a psychological problem. When you provoked him so much, he called Zhao Ruyi's name. He really has nothing to do with Zhao Ruyi. In the past, Zhao Ruyi liked him. To him, it was just a friendship since he was a child. It's not even close, he just wanted to annoy you, and he said he regretted it at my place that night."

Wei Tingxi recalled what Lu Jinchuan said that night, "I saw her cry, it was worse than death."

Ying Xia pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "But Lu Jincheng is not dead, why?"

Since he didn't die, how could he blame himself for killing him.

Wei Tingxi said: "It's complicated to say, but that will happen later. Zhao Ruyi came to the door after she became pregnant and said that she was pregnant with Lu Jincheng's child. Only then did the Lu family know that Lu Jincheng was not dead. It was two months before he filed for divorce with you." things."

"Lu Jincheng had already run back to Southeast Asia at that time, and with his current identity, neither the Lu family nor Mr. Jiang could recognize him, but Lu Jinchuan's father wanted to recognize his grandson back, put the child under Lu Jinchuan's name, and let him and Zhao As soon as he got married, he already felt that he owed Lu Jincheng, and his father threatened him with you."

Xu Rongbai has slowed down a bit now, "What are you talking about being so tactful to her? This woman has no heart, so she has to be blunt to understand. My brother should have asked you if you would like to go abroad, right?"

The memory came back to my mind, Ying Xia nodded, "I asked."

But she didn't agree, she thought he just wanted to send her out because he didn't want to see her.

Xu Rongbai continued: "You don't want to go, your relationship was frozen like that at that time, and he can't restrict your personal freedom, that old guy from the Lu family can always find a chance, my brother said he couldn't take the risk, I filed for a divorce with you after two months of delay."

"In the beginning, he really wanted to get a real divorce, but he couldn't let it go. Don't blame him. I was the one who came up with the bad idea of ​​fake divorce to lie to you. He didn't have anything to do at the time, so he just made do with it. If you want to blame it, blame me." Strange on the head."

"But I don't fucking regret it, so you should learn a lesson. Have you ever suffered? You feel that you have suffered a great grievance when you say a few words. What is the grievance you suffered compared to what he endured? My mother said that women can't get used to it, and he insisted on not listening."

"That's enough, Rong Bai," Wei Tingxi reminded, "Don't say it again."

It's really too much to tell people, and it will be Lu Jinchuan who will suffer.

Xu Rongbai let out a dissatisfied "hum", turned his head and stopped talking.

Wei Tingxi looked at Ying Xia who was leaning against the wall and weeping, and pointed to the chair, "Sister-in-law, sit down and talk. Since we're talking about this, I'll finish it all at once."

"You know Jin Chuan's character. He likes to keep everything in his heart. The main reason is that his childhood experience had a great impact on him. I know you are like this. The years in the orphanage were not easy. Both of us You don't like to express, and you secretly compete with each other and suspect each other. Let me be fair, you can't blame him for the way your marriage has turned out, and you are also responsible for a large part of it."

"He met you at the age of 17 and held you in his arms like a baby. When you were bullied at school, it wasn't him who stood up for you. Before he went to the army, he asked us to look after you. He said back then, wait He has been with you since you were an adult, but before you became an adult, he learned about your life experience from his father. The Lu family did not agree with you being together. He was only in college at that time, and he could not be the master or protect you at all. .”

He told her that when he got married, Lu was already in his hands, and he was finally able to protect her.

Ying Xia got up to leave, Xu Rongbai reached out to stop her but Wei Tingxi pulled her away.

Wei Tingxi said: "Let her figure out whether she can figure it out or not."

Xu Rongbai was not annoyed, "It's so clear, what else is there to think about?"

Wei Tingxi shook his head, the world always loves to be generous with the generosity of others, don't persuade others to be kind when they have not suffered.

How can you ask for forgiveness if you haven't experienced pain on yourself.