Mrs. Lu, do you want me to give you my life?

Lu Jinchuan looked at her deeply, feeling uneasiness that he had never felt before.

She threw the divorce certificate on his chest, "Is it fun to lie to me? Is it because I have endured all these years that you think I am a bully, and I can let you play with me?"

When she said this, except for the reflective tear stains on her cheeks, her expression was so calm that she couldn't be more calm.

"Have you ever respected me? Have you ever asked me what I really want? You are the one who says to get married, and you are the one who said to get divorced. You pester me, but I endure it. Now you tell me that we are not divorced at all."

"What do you think of me? A canary you pet? Tie its feet with a rope and give it the illusion that it can fly!!"

Lu Jinchuan froze in place, he wanted to say no, his starting point was not like this, he just...

just what?

It's just that he can't let go.

In the past, he was proud and could not allow her feelings for him to be mixed with other things, not even a trace.

He was jealous that she had kept Lu Jincheng in her heart for so many years, and he hated that he had won her favor by pretending to be the little brother in her heart.

So on the wedding night, when she pointed to the red string and said that Yuelao tied them together a long time ago, he was crazy, he was jealous to death, and it hurt like hell.

If possible, he wanted to strangle this woman to death, but he couldn't do it, so he also hoped that she would suffer with him, and then he called out Zhao Ruyi's name.

She was in pain, but he didn't feel happy where to go...

Maybe everything before was right, but from that moment on, their paths were taken astray by him.

He has regretted it a long time ago. Every time he sees her disappointed expression, he hurts, hurts others eight hundred and self-destructs one thousand. Who is better these years?

And the one who caused all of this, after all, was himself.

Later, he waited, waiting for the day when she loved him with all her heart.

But he couldn't wait for it, what was waiting was that her heart was ashamed day by day.

He really doesn't know how to love someone. No one loved him when he was a child, and no one taught him how to love, so he doesn't know how to treat someone well. He thinks he treats her well. Well, in fact, it was all sharp knives stabbing at her.

The woman in front of him stood up. He wanted her not to leave, but just as he stretched out his hand, he retracted it again.

As the footsteps gradually faded away, Lu Jinchuan suddenly came to his senses and rushed over to support the door with one hand when she opened it.

Lu Jinchuan asked nervously, "Where are you going?"

Ying Xia didn't even look at him, and said coldly, "Get out of the way."

His pupils were dark, showing a little despair, "Don't go, is that okay?"

The aloof Lu Jinchuan had never begged someone so humbly, but he knew that if he didn't beg, he probably wouldn't even have a chance.

"Okay, divorce, real divorce."

"You know that I can't let go." Lu Jinchuan looked at her deeply.

Ying Xia: "I don't want to see you now."

Lu Jinchuan saw the firmness in her eyes, and the only light left in his eyes dimmed little by little.

"Okay, don't go, I'll go." Lu Jinchuan lowered his eyes, his voice was terribly low.

As soon as the door opened and closed, she was left alone in Nuo Da's living room.

Hearing the sound, Xia Qiong got up from the bed, walked around the room with a cane, and suddenly saw a person standing at the door, she was startled, and raised her hand to pat her chest.

"What's the matter? I heard Jin Chuan's voice just now, where are the others?"

Ying Xia raised her head, closed her eyes, and said in a very low voice, "Mom, I don't want to bear it anymore, I have endured it for too long."

Xia Qiong didn't understand this, so she said, "You guys quarreled? Xia Xia, mom and you..."

"Mom!" Ying Xia interrupted, "I'm so tired, can you let me sleep for a while?"

Xia Qiong was startled by the dullness in her eyes, and didn't dare to ask again, "Ah, okay, okay, go to sleep."

Ying Xia walked a few steps, then suddenly stopped, "Don't look for him again, I'm serious."

She walked into the bedroom step by step, closed the door, and slid down against the door. She didn't want to move for a moment, and fell into a deep sleep on the floor.

……

Ying Xia went to and from get off work as usual, and her days didn't seem to have changed, but everyone noticed that she seemed to be different.

After Jiang Xiaoxi glanced at Ying Xia several times, Ying Xia finally couldn't take it anymore and turned his head, "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me?"

Jiang Xiaoxi lowered his voice and said, "I heard that Han Shuo went to the hospital, did you really call him?"

"Yeah." Ying Xia turned her head and continued to look at the computer, her fingers typing on the keyboard non-stop.

"Tsk," Jiang Xiaoxi said with a look of disbelief, "Have you ever learned boxing or Sanda, and you can beat a man in his [-]s into the hospital."

Ying Xia licked one corner of her lips, "Don't you know a word, hit a snake to hit seven inches, kick a person to kick his life."

She was already beautiful, her upturned eye tails showed a bit of charm, and with such a smile, Jiang Xiaoxi felt that she was about to bend over.