I was on top of your heart

Looking at Yu Wan's eyes that were similar to those in his memory, Mrs. Xiahou's breathing suddenly became a little messy.

Suddenly, Mrs. Xiahou seemed to see the disheveled girl who ran out of Xiahouyu's room with tears on her face more than [-] years ago.

Mrs. Xiahou tightly clenched the bag in her hand, looked at Yu Wan, and shook her head with a slightly unnatural expression, "It's nothing."

Yu Wan nodded without asking further questions.

She politely led the two into the living room.

During the conversation.

Yu Wan could vaguely feel Mrs. Xiahou's absent-mindedness and her eyes falling on her from time to time.

Yu Wan was very puzzled by this, but did not think deeply.

After sending Mrs. Xiahou and Xiahouqin away, Yu Wan went to Xu Junxian's office.

Knocking on the door of Xu Junxian's office, Yu Wan stepped in.

Xu Junxian, who was working, saw Yu Wan coming in, and immediately raised his head and gave her a gentle smile, "Have you met Mrs. Xiahou?"

"Ah."

Yu Wan skillfully sat down on the sofa in Xu Junxian's office.

She raised her hand to take the fashion magazine aside, and talked to Xu Junxian about the strangeness of Mrs. Xiahou just now, "I always think Mrs. Xiahou is weird."

Xu Junxian was taken aback when he heard the words.

He put down his hand that was reviewing the contract, and his amber eyes fell on Yu Wan softly, "What's so strange?"

Yu Wan paused when she opened the magazine, "She looks at me strangely."

After a pause, Yu Wan said again, "I feel like she has seen me before. Because she looked at me with shock, as if she suddenly saw someone she hadn't seen for a long time."

"Have you seen her before?" Xu Junxian asked Yu Wan.

Yu Wan shook her head, "Not really."

Yu Wan is very sure that she has never met Mrs. Xiahou in the past 20 years.

Xu Junxian couldn't help but think deeply when he heard the words.

His eyes narrowed slightly, "The deputy lord has been away, and Mrs. Xiahou has been staying in Haicheng. She probably doesn't know you, so how could she show recognition to you?"

Wan'er is not a public figure.

Although Wan'er is well-known in the jewelry design industry, to Mrs. Xiahou, who was originally a famous lady in Haicheng and is now the wife of the vice-lord, Wan'er is just a small jewelry designer. As for being cared about by her.

Logically speaking, Mrs. Xiahou should not know Wan'er.

unless……

As if thinking of something, Xu Junxian couldn't help but say, "Could it be that she knew your biological mother?"

Yu Wan was taken aback for a moment, then she nodded as if something happened, "Maybe."

Although she has never seen her biological mother, Yu Wan knows that her eyes are very similar to the other's.

Perhaps Mrs. Xiahou had met her biological mother, so she was so shocked when she saw her, as if seeing an old friend.

"Forget it, don't talk about that."

When mentioning her biological mother, Yu Wan's mood was inevitably depressed for a while, and she subconsciously didn't want to mention her.

"Ah."

Seeing that Yu Wan's complexion was obviously not looking good, Xu Junxian didn't mention it any more.

Not wanting her emotions to affect Xu Junxian, Yu Wan raised her lips and smiled, telling her real purpose of coming in, "I made an appointment with Ranran to have dinner tonight, so I can only wrong you, brother Junxian, to make another arrangement for dinner tonight." gone."

"Okay, I'll go to Su Yan's to eat."

Xu Junxian smiled slightly, and immediately stated his other arrangements.

Yu Wan who heard Xu Junxian's words couldn't help being taken aback, "You and Dr. Su..."

Xu Junxian, "If nothing unexpected happens, she will be your sister-in-law."

"Are you officially together?"

Yu Wan thought that after she learned the truth, Xu Junxian and Su Yan were no longer together.

I didn't want Xu Junxian to say such a thing.

Yu Wan was a little surprised, but couldn't deny the relief.

The affection she couldn't respond to, she hoped someone could.

If it was Su Yan, Yu Wan would be very happy.

Su Yan is a very good person.

And Yu Wan could tell that Su Yan liked Xu Junxian.

Xu Junxian smiled helplessly, "She said that I asked her to act to ruin her reputation, so she insisted that I be responsible for her."

When Yu Wan heard this, she couldn't help but speak for Su Yan, "Doctor Su is actually quite a nice person."

I don't know what he thought of, Xu Junxian's eyes dimmed slightly, "It's quite stupid."

Yu Wan, "?"

She said it seems to be very good, right?

Why does Brother Junxian say that Dr. Su is stupid?

Dr. Su looks very smart.

Obviously, Xu Junxian didn't want to talk about himself and Su Yan with Yu Wanduo, so he changed the subject, "When do you plan to get back together with Huo Yan?"

"Who wants to get back together with him?"

Yu Wan subconsciously said.

"I heard he went to a tattoo parlor a while ago."

Xu Junxian immediately pointed out the point where Yu Wan began to soften his heart, "Wan'er, admit it, admit that after you learned that he would not be anesthetized and had your name tattooed on his heart, your heart began to waver."

Yu Wan pursed her lips and said nothing.

Seeing this, Xu Junxian knew that he had hit her heart.

He got up and walked in front of Yu Wan, raised his hand and rubbed the top of her hair, "If it was in the past, I would never agree to you being with him again."

"But Wan'er, you haven't really smiled for a long time."

Yu Wan raised her eyes to look at Xu Junxian, her expression startled.

Has she not smiled for a long time?

Xu Junxian seemed to know her thoughts, he said melancholy, "When you didn't remember everything, I could still make you laugh, but since you remembered everything, you have frozen your heart. "

No one can walk into her heart, including him.

In order for Yu Wan to come back to life, she must first get out of the pain of the past.

Wan'er's heart knot lies with Huo Yan.

Therefore, the only person who can lead Yu Wan out of the predicament is Huo Yan.

Xu Junxian is still not optimistic about Huo Yan.

But after seeing Yu Wan's recent changes, Xu Junxian realized that the one who untied the bell also needed the one who tied it.

Huo Yan is probably the only one who can make Yu Wan happy again.

Compared with his own feelings, Xu Junxian paid more attention to Yu Wan's mood.

Xu Junxian has seen Yu Wan's transformation most clearly.

He looked at Yu Wan and sighed helplessly, "It's not that you don't love him anymore, you're just angry with him, aren't you?"

In fact, he should have thought of it earlier.

After learning that Huo Yan had never betrayed her, it was impossible for Yu Wan to remain indifferent.

After all, she once loved Huo Yan so passionately.

Yu Wan bit her lip and did not refute.

Seeing this, Xu Junxian knew he was right.

He was a little sad, but he was very distressed, "You blame him for giving up loving you so easily, so you want to give up loving him too."

"But late, you can't do it."

"He can easily give up loving you, but you can't give up loving him."

"It is precisely because you cannot give up loving him that you are so resistant to him approaching you now.

You are afraid that you will be shaken, so you ruthlessly drive him away again and again.

You thought that if you treated him indifferently, he would give up on you, but you didn't expect that he would taste your pain and feel your pain for you. "

In fact, after learning about Huo Yan's move, Xu Junxian was a little shocked.

All along, he felt that Huo Yan's love was too superficial and could not be compared with Yu Wan's love.

But now it seems that Huo Yan is not so unbearable.

Xu Junxian didn't want to speak well of his rival, but he really knew Yu Wan too well.

Xu Junxian knew very well that it was impossible for Yu Wan to fall in love with anyone else except Huo Yan in this life.

Some people can love many people in their lifetime.

But some people only love one person in their life.

Yu Wan is the latter.

Even if Yu Wan is not with Huo Yan in the future, it will be difficult for her to love someone as deeply as she loves Huo Yan.

Huo Yan has exhausted Yu Wan's lover ability.

The current Yu Wan has neither the ability to love nor the fear of being loved.

She has completely lost interest in love.

A person who loses interest in love is like an infatuated person whose heart is broken and then becomes Neptune.

The only person who can calm Neptune's heart is the one who hurt him (her).

And Huo Yan was the only one who rekindled Yu Wan's interest in love.

It's not that Xu Junxian is not good enough, but Yu Wan's heart is too small.

Yu Wan was heartbroken, but she didn't completely break up with her.

If she really broke up, her attitude towards Huo Yan would not be so indifferent.

Those who really don't love are not pretending to be indifferent, but turning a blind eye.

When a person can get along well with the person who once loved, it proves that she no longer loves.

As long as the heart is still fluctuating, the heart is not completely dead.

Yu Wan's inability to treat Huo Yan with an ordinary mentality is enough to prove that deep down in her heart, she still loves him.

She might just be competing with herself.

Compete with Huo Yan.

Yu Wan should still complain.

She complained that Huo Yan could easily give up loving her and go to be with others, but after she was covered in bruises, she still couldn't forget her love for him.

Yu Wan wants to be strong all her life.

She felt that Huo Yan could give up loving her and be with someone else, and she could also give up loving him and like someone else.

Yu Wan didn't think that she could really love Huo Yan for the rest of her life.

It's not that she can't let go of Huo Yan, she just hasn't met anyone more amazing than Huo Yan.

Xu Junxian is amazing.

It's a pity that Yu Wan met him too early.

He has been defined as an elder brother since he was a child.

Once people's cognition is ingrained, it is difficult to change.

It's not that Yu Wan doesn't like Xu Junxian.

in contrast.

She relied on Xu Junxian from the bottom of her heart.

But that kind of dependence belongs to family dependence.

It is the sister's dependence on the brother.

Seeing Xu Junxian as an older brother since she was a child, it is difficult for Yu Wan to change Xu Junxian's identity from an older brother to a man.

So sometimes, people who meet too early may not be able to have mutual affection.

-

"So does Brother Jun Xian also think that I should get back together with Huo Yan?"

Yu Wan asked Xu Junxian.

Xu Junxian shook his head, "I actually don't want you to get back together with him, but Waner, your heart is only open to him."

The atrium is only open to Huo Yan?

Yu Wan didn't think so.

It's probably because she hasn't met anyone who has a second heartbeat.

"Closing your heart won't hurt, but you won't be happy either."

However, Xu Junxian seems to think that Yu Wan will never fall in love with anyone else except Huo Yan in this life.

He compromised and compromised Yu Wan's happiness for the rest of his life. He persuaded Yu Wan, "Wan'er, don't suppress your emotions too much."

"Brother wants you to be happy, instead of closing your heart like you are now, not loving others, and not letting others love you, just like an emotionless puppet."

Yu Wan was ashamed, she looked so unhappy?

-

"What are you thinking about?"

Seeing that Yu Wan had been distracted all night, Lin Ran couldn't help but put her arms around her shoulders.

Yu Wan turned her head to look at Lin Ran, "Do you think Huo Yan and I should get back together?"

Lin Ran was taken aback for a moment, probably because he didn't expect Yu Wanhui to ask such a question suddenly.

She frowned and thought for a moment.

If it had been before, Lin Ran would have insisted that she shouldn't.

But after experiencing the parting of life and death, Lin Ran suddenly felt that there is nothing more difficult to overcome in this world than the parting of life and death.

Huo Yan is not so scumbag that it is unforgivable.

In fact, Lin Ran also knew that Yu Wan had never let go of Huo Yan deep in her heart. Perhaps she had been disheartened and there were times when she didn't love her.

But in the end she still couldn't let go completely.

Lin Ran, who has lost her lover, feels that there is nothing in this world that is more painful than finding out that she still loves the other person after losing it.

She didn't want Yu Wan to experience the pain she had experienced.

Lin Ran said to Yu Wan, "Wan Wan, if you had dared to think like this before, I would have scolded you.

But now, I feel that life is really impermanent.

If you really still have feelings for Huo Yan, you might as well give him a chance.

Compared with Qian Xiao and I, there seems to be no particularly difficult problem between you.He once gave up loving you, but it is not unforgivable. "

"Actually, it's quite normal for him to choose not to love you when he mistakenly thinks that you abandoned him to marry someone else."

Letting go of past prejudices, Lin Ran felt that Huo Yan was not that unbearable, "I know you can understand why he doesn't love you, but you happened to be hurt by his not loving you, so you don't want to love him anymore But Wanwan, your temper is obviously much more paranoid than others. I am really afraid that you will not love anyone in your life except Huo Yan. "

"I think, instead of letting you die alone in the future, unable to love others, it's better to let you and Huo Yan get back together.

Huo Yan felt ashamed in his heart, and he would not dare to do anything to be sorry to you in the future.

What's more, there are two children between you.

If they can get back together, it will be beneficial and harmless to the two children.

Moreover.

Huo Yan can be regarded as being trained by you. When I think of taking advantage of others for nothing, I still feel very uncomfortable. "

Yu Wan thought about it, and felt a little uncomfortable, but after all, she couldn't let go so easily.

"The mirror is glued on again, but there are still cracks. Even if Huo Yan and I get back together, we won't be able to return to our original appearance."

Yu Wan's idea of ​​getting back together is still very dull.

Maybe she still has Huo Yan in her heart, but it is not as deep as before.

Yu Wan's attitude towards Huo Yan is probably at the stage of letting go but not letting go, of loving but not wanting to love.

"Going back is naturally impossible."

"If you really get back together, you can only look forward, not back."

"Actually, I regret it."

Lin Ran's eyes suddenly became sad, "If I had been more rational and listened to Qian Xiao's explanation, instead of concluding that a slap would fail, and then leaving Beicheng in a fit of anger, Dai Qingqing would never have had the opportunity to rely on mother and child." expensive."

Even if it has been two or three months now.

But when Mu Qianxiao was mentioned, Lin Ran's eyes were still red.

Lin Ran picked up the fruit wine on the side and poured himself a full glass.

She raised her head and drank all the glass of low-strength fruit wine before saying sadly,

"At that time, the Mu family felt ashamed of me. As long as I didn't give in, it would be impossible for Dai Qingqing to give birth to that child. Without that child, Qian Xiao and I would not have reached the point of no return."

Tears welled up in Lin Ran's eyes, and she choked up and said, "Wan Wan, tell me, if I hadn't left then, would Qian Xiao and I have children now?"

"Ranran..." Yu Wan looked at Lin Ran distressedly, not knowing how to comfort her.

Lin Ran sneered, "Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world."

After Lin Ran finished speaking, he filled himself with another glass of fruit wine.

Relying on the low alcohol content of the fruit wine, she drank it directly as boiled water.

But cider is wine after all.

Lin Ran was still drunk.

Drunk Lin Ran is very fragile.

She was lying on the table, crystal tears constantly oozing from the corners of her eyes.

He even kept calling Mu Qianxiao's name.

She called extremely lingeringly, like a song like weeping.

People can't help but feel sad when they hear it.

Seeing Lin Ran like this, Yu Wan's heart was inexplicably touched.

-

I learned that Yu Wan and Lin Ran had dinner here.

After Huo Yan finished socializing, he came over.

When he came in and saw Lin Ran lying on the table, unconscious, muttering something all the time, Huo Yan couldn't help raising his eyebrows at Yu Wan,

"Did she drink too much?"

Yu Wan nodded, "Yes."

Huo Yan looked at the remaining fruit wine on the table, and didn't know what to say for a moment.

It was the first time he saw someone who drank fruit wine to get himself drunk.

Lin Ran drank too much, so naturally he couldn't drive or take a taxi by himself.

Before Yu Wan could speak, Huo Yan suggested first, "I'll call Zhang He and ask Zhang He to help take her back."

Yu Wan has no objection, after all, she can't move Lin Ran.

Zhang He came over soon.

Lin Ran was taken away by Zhang He.

Huo Yan hugged Xing Chen, led Xing Xing in his hand, and walked out of the restaurant with Yu Wan.

The two children fell asleep on the way back.

Yu Wan leaned against the car window, looking at the neon lights passing by outside the window, her face full of thoughts.

Huo Yan looked at Yu Wan in the back seat through the rear mirror inside the car, and seeing her frowning and worrying, he couldn't help frowning.

A figure suddenly passed in front of the car.

Huo Yan was so shocked that he stepped on the brakes and forced the car to a stop.

The car suddenly barked, and Yu Wan leaned forward suddenly.

The two children were also awakened.

Xingchen was even more frightened and grabbed Yu Wan's hand.

Yu Wan held Xing Chen's hand and wrapped it around Xing Chen.

She looked at Huo Yan, with obvious worries in her eyes, "What's wrong?"

Huo Yan sat in the driver's seat with a serious expression on his face, "I seem to have hit someone."

Yu Wan's heart jerked violently.

"You stay in the car with the kids, I'll get out and have a look."

Huo Yan unbuckled his seat belt, opened the car door and walked out.

Yu Wan held the two children in her arms, and kept poking her head out of the car, wanting to know what was going on outside the car.

outside the car.

Huo Yan looked at the thin woman lying on the ground, with burn scars on her face, who was dead or alive, and frowned slightly.

I don't know if it was his illusion.

Huo Yan always felt that the woman on the ground was somewhat similar to Yu Wan.

"Huo Yan, what's the situation? Is the person still alive?"

Just when Huo Yan was distracted, Yu Wan's charming voice suddenly came from behind.

Huo Yan regained his senses, leaned over and stretched out his hand to explore the woman's breath.

The breath is still there, and the person is still alive.

Huo Yan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

He got up and replied to Yu Wan, "It's okay, I should have passed out."

Hearing this, Yu Wan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

As long as no life is lost.

Huo Yan took out his mobile phone and called an ambulance.

Huo Yan, Yu Wan and the others couldn't leave immediately because they bumped into someone.

Yu Wan felt bored staying here.

He got out of the car with the two children.

After getting out of the car, Yu Wan looked at the woman lying on the ground, feeling suffocated.

Her pupils dilated slightly, and with almost one glance, she recognized the woman in front of her as her biological mother who had disappeared for many years.