I was on top of your heart

Xu Junxian drank a few pieces, and he didn't even know that he was drunk and uttered the truth.

All he knew was that when he woke up, the place was in a mess, and Yu Wan was nowhere to be seen.

Thinking of Yu Wan staying with Huo Yan all night, Xu Junxian's heart felt like being soaked in citric acid water, sour and astringent, slightly bitter.

He tidied himself up and felt that he couldn't just let Yu Wan stay with Huo Yan.

Otherwise, they really want to rekindle the old relationship.

Knocking on the door of Huo Yan's room, when Zhang He said that Yu Wan would go back in the morning, Xu Junxian couldn't help but froze there.

The memories of the previous fragments suddenly flooded out.

Thinking of Yu Wan's shocked and unbelievable expression, Xu Junxian raised his hand to hold his forehead with annoyed expression.

He shouldn't be drinking.

Can't think about it.

Xu Junxian hurriedly asked someone to find Yu Wan.

After Yu Wan went out, she never came back.

She went to the bar on the cruise ship.

In the Qing bar, some people are playing and singing, and some are tasting wine.

Unlike the bars in the city, the lights are feasting and the crowds are mixed.

The bar on the cruise ship looks very leisurely and quiet.

There is no deafening music, only the lyrical sound of the violin.

On the dance floor, men and women danced gorgeous and graceful international dances, which was very pleasing to the eye.

It's a pity that Yu Wan didn't have the heart to appreciate it.

She rested her chin in both hands, sitting in front of the curved counter of Qing Bar, her mind was full of Xu Junxian's confession to her after drinking.

After thinking about it all morning, Yu Wan didn't even think about how she would face Xu Junxian in the future.

It was really too sudden, too unprepared.

Yu Wan has ruthlessly rejected many suitors in her life.

She has always been procrastinating.

But at this moment, she hesitated, she was confused.

She couldn't treat Xu Junxian with the ruthless attitude she used to.

Because he is the last person she can't hurt.

Yu Wan was scratching her head all morning.

Distraught, Yu Wan wanted to talk to Lin Ran, but found that she didn't bring out her mobile phone at all.

To be precise, her phone fell into the sea.

"Night."

Xu Junxian's gentle and clear voice suddenly came from behind, and Yu Wan's back stiffened.

Almost instantly, he remembered that in the morning, his eyes were drunk, he held her cheek and said affectionately, "Wan'er, I don't want to be your brother anymore."

Yu Wan's heart beat a little faster, she was at a loss, panicked, and panicked that she didn't know what to face.

"Why are you here alone?"

Xu Junxian was thinking about how to get over what happened last night.

Some things cannot be avoided by avoiding them.

Yu Wan took a deep breath, turned her head and smiled at Xu Junxian, "I didn't have time to go out for a stroll before, but now that the anniversary celebration has come to a successful conclusion, I thought about going out for a walk."

Seeing that her attitude was the same as before, Xu Junxian breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why don't you ask me to join you? What's the fun of being alone."

Xu Junxian sat down beside Yu Wan.

The two were quite close, Yu Wan moved her hand a little, and she was able to touch Xu Junxian's hand resting on the curved bar top.

Yu Wan, who didn't think there was anything wrong with this distance before, felt something was wrong.

Almost subconsciously, she put her hand off the bar.

She moved her body a little uncomfortably, and distanced herself slightly from Xu Junxian, "You were drunk at the time, so I didn't call you."

Seeing Yu Wan's reaction, Xu Junxian's eyes darkened.

As if intending to recap what happened last night, Xu Junxian rubbed his temples, and said with a distressed expression, "I won't drink anymore, and now my brain is so painful that I can't remember anything, and I don't know I drank too much last night, did you do anything embarrassing?"

"Drinking hurts people, if you can drink it or don't drink it."

Yu Wan didn't ask him why he drank, nor did he mention the fact that he uttered the truth after drinking last night.

Since he doesn't remember, then she should pretend she didn't hear it.

Yu Wan really didn't know how to deal with this matter.

Thinking about pretending it never happened.

Otherwise, I don't know how to get along with each other in the future.

Xu Junxian thought the same way, he nodded, thinking that this matter could really be turned around, "Yes. I won't drink anymore."

At the end, he asked Yu Wan again, "Have you had lunch yet?"

"not yet."

Yu Wan shook her head.

"Let's go, let's go together."

Xu Junxian subconsciously reached out to wrap her shoulders.

However, the moment she reached out her hand, Yu Wan dodged like a frightened bird.

follow...

She just fell to the ground.

Yu Wan hid suddenly, and Xu Junxian was stunned by her behavior, so Xu Junxian couldn't hold her back immediately.

Yu Wan fell a little hard.

Ass is numb.

Xu Junxian's hand was still in the air.

He looked at Yu Wan in astonishment, "Wan'er?"

Buttocks hit the ground first, Yu Wan grinned in pain.

But Yu Wan couldn't care about these things at the moment.

Looking at Xu Junxian, whose pupils were slightly injured in astonishment, Yu Wan realized that she had overreacted.

"Sorry, Brother Junxian, I..."

Xu Junxian took his hand back.

He lowered his eyes and said with a desolate expression, "It seems that brother was scared until late."

Yu Wan shook her head subconsciously, "That's not the case..."

Xu Junxian smiled wryly, "I thought I could hide it from you for the rest of my life, but unexpectedly, I ended up being defeated by the word wine."

"Brother's love is not scary, don't be afraid of Wan'er."

Knowing that Yu Wan couldn't digest his feelings for her for a while, Xu Junxian thoughtfully gave her time and space, "Brother gave Wan'er time to digest, but I don't want Wan'er to hide from my brother like a scourge in the future."

"I'll ask the secretary to come and accompany you."

After Xu Junxian finished speaking, he turned around and left lonely.

Looking at Xu Junxian's lonely back, Yu Wan felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.

When did it start.

Since when did Brother Jun Xian like her?

-

Separated in Qing Bar, Yu Wan never saw Xu Junxian again.

He asked his secretary to tell her that he no longer lived in the room, so that she could go back and live in peace.

After listening to the secretary's conveyance, Yu Wan felt very complicated.

She knew that her behavior in the bar had hurt Xu Junxian.

In the past few days, Yu Wan was not in the mood to play around, and spent almost the whole day in the room.

Yu Wan's room has a balcony. It's nice to sit there and look at the sea.

In the last few days of the cruise, Yu Wan neither met Xu Junxian nor Huo Yan.

A cruise trip pushed the relationship between the three to the center of the whirlpool.

Each of them is struggling in the whirlpool.

But no one could escape the adsorption of the vortex, and was deeply trapped in it, unable to escape.

Back to North City.

Yu Wan asked Lin Ran out and told her about Xu Junxian's confession to her after drinking.

Lin Ran was slightly shocked after hearing Yu Wan's words.

Soon, he said with a clear face, "Let me just say, Brother Jun Xian treats you differently."

Yu Wan was puzzled, "I have been with Brother Junxian for several years, and we haven't seen each other very much, so I don't quite understand why he likes me."

When Yu Wan was 13 years old, Xu Junxian was sent abroad for treatment because of hurting someone at a banquet.

In the next few years, Yu Wan only communicated with Xu Junxian through messages, and seldom even made phone calls.

When meeting Xu Junxian again, Yu Wan was chasing Huo Yan.

The relationship between the two is like that.

It can't be said to be particularly deep, but it's not shallow, after all, the friendship since childhood is there.

After returning to China, Xu Junxian also came to Beicheng to see Yu Wan.

Not many times.

Every time I come here, it's just to give birthday presents.

Because he regards Xu Junxian as his elder brother, sometimes when Yu Wan is unhappy with Huo Yan, he will complain to Xu Junxian on WeChat.

At that time, Xu Junxian didn't show the slightest feeling for her, and even when she and Huo Yan had conflicts, he helped her analyze whose fault it was, so as to help them reconcile.

Later, in order to save him, he was in a coma for five years.

Then, she fell into the river and was rescued by him.

They have known each other for more than 20 years, but it seems that they only got together a lot when they were young.

She was only 13 years old when they left.

At that time, Xu Junxian was only 14 years old.

The two barely saw each other after that.

Yu Wan didn't understand how Xu Junxian, who hadn't seen her much since she grew up, could like her.

Lin Ran felt that there was nothing to understand.

She said, "You look so good-looking, even a woman like me can't help liking you.

What's more, when you and brother Junxian get together less and leave more, he is 14 years old. Boys are born to mature earlier than women. When the spring heart is sprouting, it is normal for you to fall in love with you. "

"However, he doesn't have the publicity of Qian Xiao's love. A few years ago, he acted as a conflict mediator between you and Huo Yan. If he hadn't been in a coma for five years to save you, I'm not sure that he likes you."

Lin Ran felt that Xu Junxian was the most selfless of all the secret lovers she had ever met.

Knowing that Wan Wan has someone she likes, she doesn't bother Wan Wan.

Just watch silently.

He also acts as a mediator of conflicts between the two from time to time.

It's really hard not to feel sorry for someone who loves so forbearingly and selflessly.

If possible, she really wanted to knock the two of them off.

"What are you going to do?"

Lin Ran asked Yu Wan.

"I do not know."

Yu Wan was quite confused.

"In the past, I could have refused directly, but he is Brother Jun Xian..." He was the one who treated her best since she was a child, and he has never changed for her.

She doesn't want to hurt him.

Seeing Yu Wan's entanglement, Lin Ran said, "Then go and like him."

Yu Wan was taken aback.

To like Brother Junxian?

Thinking of Yu Wan's attitude towards Xu Junxian, Lin Ran felt that the two of them were having fun, "Wanwan, in fact, Brother Junxian is still different from others in your heart."

"I regard him as an older brother, so it's naturally different."

Yu Wan couldn't deny it.

It's different for her to treat Brother Jun Xian as her family.

"That's not the case, Wanwan." Lin Ran shook her head and said, "You didn't even notice it, did you?"

Yu Wan frowned, puzzled, "What did you notice?"

"Aware of your feelings for Brother Junxian."

"My feelings for Brother Jun Xian?"

Yu Wan was confused.

Isn't she just a brother and sister to Jun Xian?

Lin Ran knew that she didn't understand what she meant. She gave an example, "Ziyu also hugged your shoulder before, and you slapped him fiercely, but you didn't do that to Brother Jun Xian."

The Yu Wan she knew was a person who knew how to keep a distance from others.

She never easily gave a man a chance to get close to her, let alone rubbing the top of her hair and hugging her shoulders.

Maybe I didn't find it tonight.

Now she has no sense of proportion towards Xu Junxian.

Why would a woman have no sense of proportion to a man.

That's because she trusts this person in her bones.

They even like each other, so they don't mind being robbed.

Maybe during the two years when she didn't remember Huo Yan, Wan Wan unknowingly fell in love with Brother Jun Xian.

Wan Wan was only limited by her identities as her brother and sister, so she didn't think of her dependence on Xu Junxian as a relationship between a man and a woman.

"Wan Wan, have you ever thought that you actually liked Brother Jun Xian during the period after you lost your memory?"

"I like Brother Junxian?"

But Yu Wan felt that what Lin Ran said was wrong.

She didn't feel like Xu Junxian's heart was beating faster.

If you like someone, shouldn't your heart beat faster when you see him, and you want to touch him or something?

But she didn't have any of these feelings towards Brother Jun Xian.

"When I saw Brother Jun Xian, I didn't feel my heart beating faster, unlike Huo Yan."

Yu Wan has only loved one person in her life.

She thought liking someone started with an accelerated heartbeat.

Lin Ran shook her head and said, "Not all likes start with a heartbeat."

"I don't have what you call a rapid heartbeat towards Qianxiao."

"Wanwan, to Huo Yan, you fell in love at first sight, but to Brother Jun Xian, you fell in love with each other after a long time."

"I have been in love with Brother Jun Xian for a long time?"

Yu Wan didn't quite understand.

Do you like or feel differently?

"You try not to treat Brother Jun Xian as an older brother. Just imagine, if he were to marry someone else, would you be sad or feel heartbroken?"

Lin Ran had also been in love once, and she didn't really understand it very well.

She just thought that Yu Wan should like Xu Junxian.

After all, the opposite sex around her, except for Huo Yan, only Xu Junxian touches her, she will not resist and feel disgusted.

After all, she and Xu Junxian are not biological brothers and sisters. It is estimated that no one will believe that the intimacy between them is just pure brother and sister affection.

Lin Ran's words reminded Yu Wan of something.

Yu Wan didn't quite agree and said, "It shouldn't be considered liking to have this kind of feeling, right?"

Yu Wan is a possessive person.

He has a relatively strong possessive desire for men, girlfriends, and family members.

She is not one to share with others.

So when she finds girlfriends, she follows the standard of finding a man, finds someone she likes, has a compatible temperament, and has similar views.

Just find that one.

On the other hand, she doesn't want to have a close relationship.

For Yu Wan, managing boudoir friendship is the same as managing love.

Not too much, one person is enough.

In the past, seeing Lin Ran suddenly having better fun with other girls made Yu Wan feel uncomfortable.

But she didn't tell Lin Ran.

She regards Lin Ran as her only girlfriend, but she cannot ask Lin Ran to only play with her.

It's wrong for her to think like that, so she can still restrain herself.

But to Huo Yan, Yu Wan was not so generous.

She really couldn't tolerate any sand in her eyes.

Yu Wan didn't allow other women to touch Huo Yan.

It's really the kind of thing that makes her feel blocked when others take a second look.

It is also for this reason that there were many conflicts between Yu Wan and Huo Yan during their relationship.

Yu Wan is too jealous, and Huo Yan is not good at expressing.

I don't like it or say it.

Hide and tuck.

In fact, the relationship between the two of them in those two years was quite trembling.

Fortunately, Yu Wan's method of resolving conflicts is very rude.

When he got angry, he dragged Huo Yan to bed.

Because only at this time, Yu Wan can feel that Huo Yan loves her.

Yu Wan felt that her possessive desire for Xu Junxian should be similar to that for Lin Ran.

Neither is love.

Although she was really uncomfortable when she first learned that Xu Junxian was going to get married, it was not that unbearable.

Except that Huo Yan can't accept being nice to others.

For the others, she didn't seem to be crazy enough to let the other party see only her.

"Isn't it? But it's more or less different, right?"

Lin Ran felt that she couldn't speak for Yu Wan, and Yu Wan's temperament made her brain circuit different from others, "Anyway, I think you and Jun Xian are quite a match."

"If you really don't want to hurt Brother Junxian, you can stay with him."

Lin Ran expressed his thoughts, "It doesn't matter whether he is in love or a family relationship, anyway, love will become a family relationship in the end."

Lin Ran really hoped that Yu Wan and Xu Junxian could achieve a positive result.

Because she felt that in this world, no one would love Yu Wan more than Xu Junxian.

It is happier to be loved than to be loved.

Lin Ran saw how disturbed and sensitive Yu Wan was when he loved Huo Yan.

In the past, Wanwan cared too much about Huo Yan, and instead made herself very tired.

Are you with Brother Junxian?

Yu Wan turned her head to look out the window, holding a spoon in her hand, frowning, thinking about this matter seriously.