I was on top of your heart

Looking at the report that Mu Sijing was fighting with others in the alley, Yu Wan subconsciously glanced at Xu Junxian who was holding a star across the street.

Xu Junxian felt eyes on him, and he raised his head slightly.

Seeing Yu Wan looking at him, he smiled like a spring breeze, "What's wrong? Why are you looking at brother like this?"

Yu Wan shook her head and teased slightly, "I feel like Brother Jun Xian is in a particularly good mood today."

Xu Junxian paused, and then replied, "Well, it's not bad."

Seeing Xu Junxian's reaction like this, Yu Wan's eyes were full of unresolved melancholy.

She put down the phone and sighed silently in her heart.

Yu Wan suddenly had an ominous premonition.

I don't know if it was her illusion, but she felt that the gloomy Xu Junxian appeared again recently.

Except for Yu Wan and Xu's father, no one knew that the gentle and gentle Xu Junxian was actually a patient with split personality.

Xu Junxian's main character is warm and gentle, while the other character is gloomy and bloody.

Speaking of which, the reason why he has a split personality is because of Yu Wan.

Yu Wan and Xu Junxian were kidnapped once when they were young.

At that time, Yu Wan was ten years old.

Perhaps it was because Yu Wan had been very pretty since she was a child.

One of the kidnappers had a wrong idea about Xiao Yuwan.

In order to protect Xiao Yuwan, Xu Junxian, who had such a gentle personality since childhood, forcibly split into a cruel and gloomy personality.

11 years old him.

Breaking free from the shackles, holding up the knife, he stabbed the kidnapper who intended to molest Yu Wan one after another.

A total of thirteen knives, if the police hadn't had time, the kidnapper would have been stabbed to death on the spot.

That was the first time Yu Wan saw Xu Junxian with a gloomy personality. It was really scary, very scary.

But Yu Wan was not afraid of him who was so eerie.

Instead, he's her big hero, and she's grateful for him.

It's just that Xu Junxian's gloomy personality is too brutal, he has no humanity at all.

He couldn't see anyone except Yu Wan.

Whenever someone touches Yu Wan, he will run away.

He has already affected the normal life of the gentle personality Xu Junxian.

Yu Wan still remembers that it was about 13 years old.

When she was attending a banquet, a greasy uncle with a big belly touched her buttocks.

After Xu Junxian saw it, he smashed a red wine bottle and stabbed the greasy uncle's palm.

His gloomy and ruthless appearance frightened Xu's father.

Father Xu used his great connections to suppress this matter.

And that's when it started.

Xu Junxian was sent to secret treatment.

five years of treatment.

During the treatment, Yu Wan was refused to meet with Xu Junxian.

After all, she was the main reason for inducing the subpersonality to go mad.

Even though Xu Junxian recovered later, Yu Wan worked hard to keep a distance from Xu Junxian.

She was very afraid that her existence would make Xu Junxian fall ill again.

Xu is that it has been so long that Yu Wan has forgotten that Xu Junxian has a split personality.

Yu Wan is still very clear about Mu Sijing's personality.

She loves Xu Junxian almost to the point of madness, how could she casually have sex with street gangsters.

This matter is probably someone else's intentional revenge on her.

She didn't want to think too much about it.

But she was tricked by Mu Sijing last night, and Mu Sijing made such a scandal.

It was hard for her not to think of Xu Junxian.

no way.

The people around her, only the gloomy Xu Junxian can do things so extreme and cruel.

Yu Wan is not afraid of Xu Junxian who has a gloomy personality.

But she was afraid that he would continue to do some extreme things because of her, and then make Xu Junxian, who has a gentle personality, fall into a place of eternal doom.

He can hurt people for her, and one day, he will kill for her too.

She absolutely cannot allow that to happen.

After having breakfast.

Yu Wan was not at ease.

She called Father Xu.

"Uncle Xu, is brother Jun Xian's split personality really cured?"

Father Xu on the other end of the phone heard Yu Wan's words, and the teacup in his hand suddenly fell out of his hand.

With a bang, the teacup shattered into pieces.

Father Xu frowned.

Yu Wan called out worriedly, "Uncle Xu, what's wrong?"

Xu's father got up and walked to the window, his voice was a little low, "It's all right, why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Yu Wan didn't want to hide it from Father Xu, she said, "I seem to feel his presence."

Xu's father looked deeply at the white clouds outside the window. After a long while, he sighed slightly, "If he really reappears, then things will be troublesome. He was so bloody and brutal when he was underage. , I'm afraid it will be even more bloody and cruel."

Yu Wan clenched her fists, "I won't let him do anything illegal."

If the gloomy Xu Junxian really appeared again.

Whatever she said, she had to watch him and not let him do illegal things.

"I hope." Father Xu could still suppress his own son.

But Father Xu couldn't control a gloomy personality born for Yu Wan.

That personality exists to protect Yu Wan.

Unless Yu Wan is safe from danger all his life, he will commit crimes sooner or later.

But who can guarantee that Yu Wan's life will be safe and healthy without any accidents.

That personality is too brutal and bloody.

Killing someone for Yu Wan is a matter of time.

Because of this, Xu's father was very troubled.

He said to Yu Wan, "I will contact the psychiatrist who treated Ah Xian back then and ask him to come back and check on Ah Xian's mental condition."

"it is good."

Finished the phone call with Xu's father.

Yu Wan was full of melancholy.

She owed brother Jun Xian, and it seemed that she could never finish paying it.

It would have been nice if Brother Junxian hadn't split his personality because of her back then.

How can such a gentle and kind person like him bear the fact that his other side is actually a cruel and bloody person.

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Yu Wan, who realized that Xu Junxian was likely to be ill, was in a bad mood.

Sitting in the study room transformed from the guest bedroom, with a sketch pen in her hand, she was in a daze.

Can't get into it at all.

Her mind was full of the possible recovery of Xu Junxian's second personality.

Hear the doorbell ring.

Yu Wan put down the pen in her hand and went to open the door.

Yu Wan thought it was her aunt who came back from playing with her two children.

She didn't pay attention to the cat's eyes, and opened the door directly.

Who knew that the person outside the door was Huo Yan.

Seeing that it was Huo Yan, Yu Wan was annoyed and closed the door without thinking.

Unexpectedly, Huo Yan had quick eyes and quick hands, and pressed the door she was about to close.

Then, among the ranks broke in.

Seeing Huo Yan who came uninvited, Yu Wan was very upset.

She is not in the mood to deal with him today, "Auntie took Xingxing and Xingchen out to play, if you want to see them, come back at night."

Huo Yan said, "I'm here to find you."

Yu Wan asked him impatiently, "What do you want from me?"

Huo Yan was full of resentment, "Why don't you go to the hospital to see me?"

Hearing this, Yu Wan asked him amusedly, "Why should I go to the hospital to see you?"

Her appearance of having nothing to do with him made Huo Yan grit his teeth, "I jumped from the second floor, so you don't worry about me at all?"

"It's not that I haven't jumped from the second floor before. What can you, a strong man, do?"

Yu Wan smiled slowly, but the words she spit out seemed to be holding a knife, which immediately hurt Huo Yan's heart.

Thinking of Yu Wan who was forced to jump from the second floor two years ago, Huo Yan's arrogance disappeared immediately.

Instead, there was intense distress.

Ziyu once said how embarrassed she was at that time.

Huo Yan couldn't imagine what kind of ending would be waiting for her if Yu Wan hadn't met Zhao Ziyu that day.

There are some things that Yu Wan doesn't mention, and Huo Yan doesn't dare to think about them.

Because he was afraid of recalling how he refused to save her in the past, so he didn't have the courage to beg for reconciliation.

In fact, he is not qualified to ask her to forgive him.

But even so, he still wanted to try his best to save her.

He thought, since he brought her those pains, he must help her heal them slowly.

Even if she will never forget the hurt.

At least, she was angry enough to blow it at him.

People have to vent when they are wronged.

What's more, she still suffered such a big grievance.

It's nothing to suffer from her a few words and knives every day.

As long as she can calm down, no matter how many knives she has, he is willing to bear it.

Since it is impossible to erase the hurt she has suffered, it is good to have endured it like her.

At least in that way, he knew how much he hurt her.

But now, Huo Yan doesn't want to continue this topic.

He still didn't have the courage to look directly at the subject.

Thinking that it wasn't Zhao Ziyu that day, he might not be able to see her.

His heart was like a wild beast biting, the pain was unbearable.

It was a feeling that regret is not enough to describe.

Putting away his depressed mood at the moment, Huo Yan slapped Yu Wan on the wall in the entrance, his eyes were reddened with grievance, and his voice was also aggrieved, "Yu Wan, I almost lost my virginity."

Without even thinking about it, Yu Wan said, "Haven't you lost your virginity yet?"

"But she touched me, dirty."

Huo Yan held her hand, trying to get her to help him get rid of the disgusting feeling on his body.

Withdrawing her hand from him, Yu Wan said blankly, "Go take a shower when it's dirty, and what do you want me to do, I'm not 84 disinfectant."

"I was accidentally touched before, and you had to disinfect it for me."

Yu Wan is very possessive. In the past, other women would touch Huo Yan.

She asked him to wash it up, and then she kissed all the places on his body that had been touched by others.

Known as 'disinfection'.

Xu Huo Yan's words reminded Yu Wan of some good memories, and her eyes froze.

In an instant, she woke up again.

Looking at Huo Yan who was tearing open his skirt, intending to ask her to disinfect him, Yu Wan said indifferently, "The past was the past, and the present is the present. You were my man before, but now you are my ex. We have two children together It's nothing to do with a child."

"If you're okay, go quickly."

He is no longer her man, and he still wants her to 'disinfect', 'where to cool off, where to stay.

Yu Wan directly raised her hand to push him.

Unexpectedly, this person seems to have opened up Lai Pi's veins.

He firmly held her hand that pushed his chest, and said angrily, "As long as you want, the ex can also become the current one."

"I do not want!"

Yu Wan replied to Huo Yan almost without hesitation, "It's over between us!"

She didn't give him the slightest chance, as if she was determined to break up with him, "Huo Yan, don't do such stalking things, it's not in your nature."

This is not the first time she has said so ruthlessly that they are impossible.

But every time, Huo Yan would feel like being cut by a knife.

Huo Yan leaned over to hug her, and asked sadly and powerlessly, "Yu Wan, what should I do to make you change your mind?"

Yu Wan looked up at the spotlight on the ceiling of the entrance, with a trace of sadness in her eyes, "Huo Yan, if you miss it, you miss it, and you can never go back."

She didn't have the energy to love him anymore.

She doesn't even know how to love someone anymore.

She once loved him passionately, but in the end, she ended up being abandoned by him.

That feeling is really too painful.

It hurts so much that she thinks about it now.

The heart will still be piercing pain.

She didn't want to try that pain again.

It really, really hurts.

"Is it really impossible to go back?"

Huo Yan whispered softly.

"Huo Yan, give up, stop clinging to the past. You used to be able to let go of me to like others, and you can do it now.

You don't need me, you just think that I have paid for you, and you think you owe me something, so you insist on making it up to me. "

"But Huo Yan, I don't need your compensation."

Yu Wan dared to say that if Huo Yan hadn't learned that she had worked hard for him, he might not be able to rekindle his old love now.

Whether this kind of love revived due to debt is more guilt, or more true love, who can say for sure.

Anyway, she could feel that Huo Yan two years ago definitely didn't love her anymore.

She doesn't need this kind of love with guilt, it's really boring, "If you feel that you owe me because of that project, you don't have to do that. It's not how much I love you, I just It's just not reconciled to losing to Lu Yaoyao."

She smiled lightly, with a hint of mockery in her smile, "You know how strong I am, I'm just not convinced that she can pay for you, but I can't do anything. Helping you is just me competing with myself .You don't have to take this too seriously."

"Everyone is safe, I think it's the best ending for us."

She and Huo Yan had two children, and Yu Wan didn't want to make it too ugly.

But she really has no desire to start over with him.

She was even a little annoyed by his entanglement now.

Untimely entanglement will only be annoying.

And Huo Yan's behavior at this time was exactly like this.

After hearing Yu Wan's words, Huo Yan couldn't help laughing at himself, "I used to think that I could let you go, and I also thought that I didn't have to have you."

He looked at Yu Wan with fiery eyes, eager to convey his sincerity to her, "But Yu Wan, I didn't do it."

He raised his hand to caress her cheek, his eyes were full of pain and helplessness, "Even though I was determined not to inquire about you, even though I pretended to be indifferent after you came back, my heart was still shaken by you."

"You have already taken root in my heart, how do you let me let go?"

"Yu Wan, you provoked me first."

He raised his hand to hold Yu Wan's hand and put it on his cheek, with a sad and pitiful look on his face, "You can't just ignore me after you provoke me."