After the divorce, she became her ex-husband Bai Yueguang

Thinking of Lu Ziting, Su An was overwhelmed with great sadness again.

Behind him, Gu Jingchen's footsteps have come to a very close position.

"An An..."

His hand lightly touched his shoulder.

"Do not touch me!!!"

Su An flicked away like a frightened bird, turned around, her round almond eyes were full of desire to escape from here.

"Gu Jingchen, let me go."

Su An threw out six words with a seemingly calm face, but his heart was already full of turmoil.

Gu Jingchen specially decorated the place like this, and it seemed that there was no one else except them, and she knew that she couldn't leave easily.

But what reason and qualification does he have to hold her like this!

Gu Jingchen didn't speak, paused for two seconds, and then discussed with her softly again, "An'an, eat something first, and we'll discuss this matter after eating..."

"Why should I listen to you!!!"

Su An immediately refuted loudly without waiting for him to finish speaking, and had completely lost patience with him.

After finishing speaking, she suddenly walked towards Gu Jingchen's direction, and then passed her to leave.

"An'an, where are you going?"

Gu Jingchen grabbed her in a hurry, and hurriedly persuaded, "An'an, I really have no other intentions. You need to rest for a while, so stay here for now. I just want to take care of you..."

"I do not need!"

Su An screamed and wanted to shake off his hand, but in vain, she could only yell in collapse.

"I've already said, please don't appear in front of me again! Don't you understand what this means! Get out! Get away! I don't want to see you anymore! Everything about me has nothing to do with you! Even if I'm dead! It's none of your business!"

"What do you want! Gu Jingchen! How do you want to let me go! I don't even have the freedom to choose my own life and death! Why! Tell me why!!!"

Su An tried his best to kick and beat Gu Jingchen.

The hair that had been neatly tidied had also become disheveled at this time, and the whole person was filled with embarrassment and powerlessness.

However, Gu Jingchen held her hand tightly all the time, and did not let go.

Without his response, Su An also gradually calmed down, but the coldness in her eyes did not decrease at all, she still looked at her coldly, her eyes were lifeless.

"An An..."

Gu Jingchen opened his mouth again, wanting to say something, but swallowed it back.

What more can I say?

It doesn't matter if An An is angry, sad, or even... hating him for this for the rest of his life!

In any case, he would not leave her alone at this time.

Nothing can be more important than her living well.

After a few seconds of silence, Gu Jingchen took her wrist, turned around and walked towards the original room.

Su An didn't resist this time, but just followed quietly, as if he had accepted the reality.

Neither of them spoke again.

Back in the room again, Gu Jingchen made Su An sit by the bed, poured her another glass of warm water, then turned and left, and went to the living room on the first floor.

Not long after, the doorbell rang.

Gu Jingchen opened the door casually, and saw Tang Ze standing outside the door with a chef and two servants.

"Mr. Gu."

Tang Ze greeted Gu Jingchen, and then hurriedly let the people behind him in.

A few people didn't dare to say a word, they went straight into the kitchen, and soon, the smell of food came from inside.

In just 10 minutes, the beautifully arranged three dishes and one soup were brought to Gu Jingchen.

"Well, let's go."

Gu Jingchen checked it, then nodded, and waved for them to leave.

Su An needs to rest.

Therefore, he asked Tang Ze to bring the chef, housekeeper, servant, and doctor to live in another villa not far away. If there was anything to do, he would be there within 5 minutes.

It can not only guarantee Su An's quality of life here, but also won't be disturbed by anyone.

Seeing them go out, Gu Jingchen went upstairs with the dinner plate.

When he came to the door of the room, he saw that Su An was still sitting quietly by the bed just like when he left.

The water glass on the table has not been moved.

Gu Jingchen sighed silently in his heart, but still pretended to walk in as if nothing had happened, and said softly, "An'an, eat something, I specially asked someone to make what you like..."

Before I finished speaking, the next second——

"Bang!!!"

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the room!

The dinner plate that Gu Jingchen was holding just now is also lying on the ground.

The hot food inside was scattered all over the floor, making it a mess.

Gu Jingchen's hand still maintained the posture of holding the dinner plate, as if the whole person was frozen in place.

The next second—

"I don't eat anything, I don't have to do it anymore, please go out, I want to rest."

Su An's indifferent voice sounded.

She withdrew her hand lightly, and glanced at the food on the ground, but there was no wave in her eyes.

After finishing speaking, he lay directly on the bed with his back to Gu Jingchen.

After an unknown amount of time, she heard footsteps.

After a while, there was the sound of cleaning.

Gu Jingchen didn't say a word.

He silently cleaned up the messy floor, stepped forward and pulled off the quilt, covered Su An, and then left the room lightly.

"Click" sound.

The door was gently closed.

Su An, who closed her eyes tightly, finally moved.

She got up and sat up, leaning her back against the wall, looking at the sky outside, her eyes were empty.

It's been a while—

A tear suddenly slipped down from the corner of his eye so unexpectedly.

so tired...

Why do I feel so tired even after taking a breath?

What is the point of her living like this...

Thinking about it carefully, her whole life didn't seem to have much meaning.

Almost all the people around me had accidents because of her!

She is a scourge!

So a person like her should die!

It's not a pity to die!

Does Gu Jingchen really think that everything will be fine if she is trapped here?

Do not……

She won't do what he wants.

She is going to accompany the senior...

To accompany my mother, elder brother, and child mother in heaven...

They are waiting for her.

Only when she reunites with them in that world can she truly be freed...

Su An just sat there blankly, watching the sky gradually darken and the afterglow of the setting sun pouring in through the window, but she only felt chills all over her body.

so quiet……

Quiet, as if she was the only one left in the world.

Why……

Why is she still breathing?

Why can she still live calmly and see such a scene?

she should die...

The senior has been waiting for her for too long, how can he continue to wait for her in another world after leaving?

……

For two days.

Su An has always maintained a state of not eating or drinking.

The whole person lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Gu Jingchen delivered three meals a day on time, and kept his computer with him at all times, working quietly. If she didn't eat, he would accompany her without eating or drinking.

Other than that, there is nothing you can do.

Only every night after she fell into a deep sleep, she would lightly light the aromatherapy to help her sleep, and when she was asleep, she would ask the doctor to come over and quietly infuse her with nutrient solution.

From the beginning to the end, being inseparable every step of the way is the only way he can guard her.

afternoon——

Su An woke up from the dream again.

"Senior!!!"

She called Lu Ziting's name, and sat up suddenly, with cold sweat on her forehead.

In the dream, she returned to the day when she was kidnapped.

The last scene was frozen at the moment when he put the ring on her finger.

And that soft "I love you".

The tip of Su An's nose was sour, and big tears rolled down her eyes again.

For several days, her eyes were always swollen and hurt from crying.

But when he thought of Gu Jingchen, he was overwhelmed by the great sadness that he couldn't escape.

"Senior..."

Su An murmured softly, took a deep breath, and felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

why?

Why is she still alive?

Didn’t it say that a person would die if he didn’t eat or drink for at most seven days?

She was in a coma for three days before, and today is the fifth day...

Although the stomach is uncomfortable, why does she still feel that her body is not as weak as a dying person?

Is it so hard to just want to die?

She really didn't want to continue living with these pains anymore!

As Su An thought about it, her fingertips sunk into her arm unconsciously.

A few seconds later, she suddenly felt a touch of warmth.

Su An froze for a moment, her eyes drooping with a dull expression.

Immediately saw a dazzling bright red.

She just didn't notice how much effort she used, and she scratched her arm directly, leaving a deep red mark.

Soon, the small wound began to heat up.

Obviously it was only a fingernail-sized mark, but it almost carried the heat of his whole body, stimulating Su An's nerves with jumps.

Blood……

On the day of the senior, he also left a lot of blood.

he must be in pain...

Suddenly, Su An stretched out his hand again, digging his nails hard at the wound just now!

The dense stinging pain was even worse than before, and instantly invaded the entire nerve.

But it also opened up her chaotic brain.

Pain is the most intuitive feeling.

But when she thought of Lu Ziting's injury that day, she grabbed the bloodstain on her arm again!

Ah……

What is this pain?

The senior was shot in the chest that day, it hurt a thousand times more than her!Ten thousand times!

Su An's tears dripped down in clusters like beads with a broken thread, but without the slightest hesitation on his hands, his ten fingers frantically left finger marks on his arms.

Soon, countless marks were left on her white skin, almost all of which were broken and oozing blood, and the pain was so painful that she almost lost consciousness.

She still didn't feel like it was enough.

In turn, he slowly set his gaze on the bandage on his wrist.

Immediately pressed it down! ! !

After layers of gauze, you can still feel the tightness of the wound being stitched.

The bright red blood soon soaked through the gauze.

Su An watched blankly, feeling the flow of blood quietly, with despair in his eyes.

She should not go on living.

She deserves to die.

Soon, the original white gauze was soaked.

A dim light flashed in Su An's eyes, and he touched the wound with his fingertips again, just about to press down again, but at this moment——

"Knock knock knock."

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Su An froze, and then heard the sound of the doorknob being turned.

It's Gu Jingchen!

She was shocked in her heart, and before she had time to think, she immediately took the quilt beside her and wrapped herself up to cover up the scar on her arm.

The next second—

Gu Jingchen pushed the door open and walked in.

Followed by the aroma of food.

Su An's eyebrows twitched, and he only glanced at the plate in Gu Jingchen's hand, then closed his eyes.

It turns out that slowly starving myself to death is such a feeling...

So sad……

It was as if the whole stomach was on fire.

But a dying person is not worthy of eating.

"An'an, are you feeling better? Would you like something to eat?"

Gu Jingchen's voice came with the sound of the plate falling.

After the first time, he would no longer bring the food directly to Su An's eyes, but placed it a little farther away from her.

Su An didn't speak, nor looked at Gu Jingchen, but curled up quietly under the quilt.

Gu Jingchen frowned.

Even though I knew this was the result, there were still throbbing pains from the apex of my heart.

It's been two or three days.

She actually chose to continue to end her life by going on a hunger strike.

He could think of a way to quietly infuse her with nutrient solution every day.

But how long can this last?

Who will tell him what else he can do...

How can I change her mind?

half an hour-

He took a deep breath, walked slowly to the bed, and tentatively tugged at the quilt wrapped around Su An's body.

"install……"

"Get out."

Su An interrupted her with a deep voice, her breath was light, as if any gust of wind could blow her away.

Gu Jingchen fell silent again.

Such scenes have also happened frequently in the past few days.

Su An refused to eat, refused to drink water, and refused to communicate with him.

Don't even want to hear his voice.

Gu Jingchen's eyes slowly flicked across Su An's distressed cheeks.

She originally had a face with a pointed chin, but now because of the sudden thinness, her whole face looks more delicate and small, and her eyes are a little bigger to set off, making her look pitiful.

But there was no anger in those eyes that were always full of tenderness.

It can't go on like this.

Even if you can persuade her to drink a glass of water...

Thinking about it, Gu Jingchen still took two steps forward, and tentatively said, "An'an, if you don't want to eat, do you want some water or milk..."

"I said no."

Su An interrupted him silently again, and then wrapped the quilt around the cage.

That was an action that could no longer be random.

It's just a moment of effort.

A dark mark on the light-colored bed sheet suddenly flashed in front of Gu Jingchen's eyes, making his heart skip a beat.

That is……

Blood?

Gu Jingchen's breathing froze for a moment.

Then suddenly stepped forward in two steps, and lifted the quilt wrapped around Su An's body!

Then froze in place.

Wherever he looked, there were red bloodstains all over Su An's arms.

On the wrist, the snow-white gauze had already been soaked with blood, and it was dripping drop by drop along her fingertips.