You can't imagine the happiness of the villain
163 Dreaming of a Dream I Can't Wake Up From
Ruan Xianbei knew that her secret technique of forcibly increasing her internal strength had drained her body's strength, and she was still like a normal person a second before she passed out, and she felt like she had slept for a long time. She did a long dream.
Strange to say, this time she could clearly feel that she was dreaming, a feeling of God's perspective that her soul had left her body.
It seems that I haven't had a dream for a long time. When was the last time?
Thinking of this, she was looking forward to it, not knowing what would happen in her dream this time.
Ruan Xianbei opened her eyes, seeing a white smoke screen, she didn't know where she was.
There seemed to be someone talking around, and after a while, when the smoke cleared, she saw herself walking alone on the road.
It was already dark, and I had just finished my evening class on Friday, and the people around me were in pairs of twos and threes, and she was the only one on the street, alone.
She carried a canvas bag and walked forward with a cold face.
The wide road, the whizzing cars, the viaduct office buildings, the lights that will never go out, the surrounding scenery are familiar and strange, as if it has been a thing of the previous life.
A girl with short hair laughed and ran after her and bumped into her. She turned around and was her best friend since childhood.
What was the name——she couldn't remember it.
From this point of view, my friend's personality seems to be somewhat similar to that of Sui Sui, who is carefree and happy every day.
The girl handed her a can of iced Coke, which she just bought from a convenience store.
She suddenly remembered this day...
She unpreparedly opened the iced Coke, and the shaken carbonated drink splashed out on her face.
Sure enough, she saw an angry look on her expressionless face. The friend pinched her face with a smile, took out a tissue and handed it to her. She said something and her expression eased.
The two walked side by side on the road, and gradually she also laughed as you spoke to me.
They walked to the bus station, and once a week they went home from college, where she and her friends waited for the bus every weekend.
No—to be precise, my friend waited with her. My friend lived near the school. When she got in the car, my friend walked home by himself.
The car is coming, she should get in the car.
On this day, the parents who hadn't seen each other for several years because of work came back, and the first thing they did when they came back was to get a divorce.
It's not making trouble, just telling her the fact, and then asking her to go home and have dinner together as a family of three.
That's the end, it's all predestined anyway.
Ruan Xianbei clenched her fists, trying to hold her back and tell her not to get in the car. The divorce of her parents cannot change the fact, but if she doesn't get in the car, it can change another thing.
But she's neither verbal nor physical now, and she can't change anything.
She saw herself looking back to say goodbye to her friend, and the two made an appointment to watch a movie together on the software at night.
Then she stepped onto the bus and the doors closed.
The friend also turned and left and walked in the direction of home.
Ruan Xianbei felt very powerless, she had already hidden the matter outside of her in the deepest corner, but when it reappeared in front of her eyes again, she was overwhelmed with endless remorse and despair.
If only she hadn't been in that car.
She didn't want to go home, it would be nice if she went back with her friends.
She wanted to walk with her friend, but she seemed unable to leave her body too far, so she could only watch her friend leave.
Ruan Xianbei lowered her head in frustration, and with a squeak, the bus that had started stopped before taking two steps, and a girl hurriedly got off the bus.
It was herself—
Ruan Xianbei was stunned, this place was different from what she remembered, she obviously went home by car that day...
Then heard the news of my friend's death the next day.
After we separated from her that day, my friend was stopped by several drunk men on the way home. One of them identified the friend as his ex-girlfriend. Because the friend ignored them, the man turned into a rage and punched and hurt the friend violently. Fortunately, the passers-by stopped in time to prevent my friend from being beaten to death on the spot.
Later the police came and took those people away. Unexpectedly, those people said that their friends seduced them first. They thought it was a lady standing on the street, and said that their friend looked like his ex-girlfriend who put a cuckold on him. The friend was taken to the hospital by ambulance, and died the next day after rescue efforts failed.
In the end, those men were also prosecuted for intentional homicide, and they were punished for different periods of time.
Just like this, there are still people saying sarcastic remarks on the Internet, girls still have to be good, otherwise the end will be...
Of course, this kind of remarks were attacked by netizens, and the person who can say such words will be the next murderer!This person won the attention but couldn't hold back the public opinion, and finally deleted/post/sold/account/ in desperation.
Ruan Xianbei saw that he didn't catch up with his friend immediately, but ran into the convenience store, bought a pair of small scissors, put the scissors in his pocket, and then ran forward.
But after such a delay, she could no longer see her friend. She changed from walking to running, and Ruan Xianbei quickly found her friend in a flower bed in front. It turned out that she was squatting here to feed cat food to wild cats.
The friend stayed here to play with the cat for a while, but she looked back and saw that she hadn't caught up, and blamed herself for not liking sports since she was a child, and running too slowly at critical times.
When she could finally see herself, her friend had already got up and continued to move forward, and would soon reach the site of the accident.
Hurry up!Hurry up!She wished that at this time, she would be able to do light work and catch up with her friends in an instant.
The friend walked to the door of the shop without noticing. When she passed by, she couldn't dodge in time and was bumped by those men who came out of the shop crookedly.
One of the men turned his head and pulled her to prevent her from leaving.
The friend showed anger and uneasiness on his face, he shook off the man's hand and cursed something to go forward, but was pulled back by the man.
At this time, passers-by were already watching, and the man scolded them for not meddling in their own business, saying that his friend was his girlfriend.
The friend was furious, so she pulled her clothes and jacket and wanted to give it up!
Seeing that the two sides were about to have a dispute, the man's hand had already grabbed her shoulder, and the others looked like they were watching the show.
Ruan Xianbei was so anxious that she really wanted to stab these men to death with a sword, but she finally saw herself running from behind, splashing a glass of water on the man's face, then stabbing him with scissors and grabbing his friend's hand, the man wailed With a sound, she pulled her friend and ran away.
The two of them didn't dare to turn their heads as if they were running away from a disaster. They were out of breath, and after a long time, there was no sound. They bent over and leaned against the lamppost to pant.
The friend laughed out loud.
The friend asked her why you came back.
She said, I don't want to go home so I want to go home with you, now it seems that we should go out for a night together?
The friend didn't want to go back to his home, so the two reached a consensus and found a nearby hotel to take a taxi to stay for one night.
She hadn't recovered after running for so long. Her friend was standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus, and she rested against the lamppost.
The friend talked to her with a smile, seeing an empty car driving, the friend beckoned, the car flashed its lights, did not mean to slow down at all, and there was a child in front of them, the child He chased the ball and ran to the front, but his family members were still behind.
That's too late.
Ruan Xianbei saw that she ran towards the child with all her strength, and pushed the child in another direction. In the next second, she saw her body fly into the sky, and then fell heavily fell to the ground.
The car was also forced to stop because it hit a pillar.
Ruan Xianbei's consciousness gradually slackened. She looked at herself and her friends who were in a coma due to the hemorrhage in the back of the brain, and felt a little bit sad in her heart. Could it be so?
I escaped the first day of the first day, but I couldn't escape the fifth day of the first day.
Her parents gave birth to her but didn't raise her, ignored her, and didn't love her.
She has only this one friend, and she has only done such a good thing.
If it was destined to have such a catastrophe, it was at least her willing choice.
She thought of what the old monk said, she is really kind.
......
When she woke up again, she saw herself sitting in the teahouse. This time the story seemed to be fast forwarded. She saw herself arguing with passers-by because of her unbearable reputation. Seeing myself dying and struggling to go back to the door of the Yayoi sect, what a silly child.
She saw... She saw that it was Shen Xuan who sent her back.
She was injured so badly that she couldn't make it to the Yayoi sect safely, and it was Shen Xuan who helped her deal with the other people, so she was able to escape.
Shen Xuan stayed outside until she was taken in by someone before leaving.
Did he know her at that time?
Ruan Xianbei couldn't understand the pattern of this dream, it seemed that there was no pattern at all, it was inexplicable.
She couldn't follow Shen Xuan and didn't want to leave like this, she thought that since it was her dream, it was in her subconscious mind, could she remember about her mother and about Xu Pei, so she thought about mother, mother, mother in her mind, Xu Pei trash Xu Pei trash Xu Pei trash these names.
A white light flashed in front of her eyes, and she stood in the hall she had seen in her dream, and the old monk with white beard appeared in front of her with a hunched body.
This time he seemed a little older than the last time we met.
Ruan Xianbei asked him: "Master, why are you here?"
The old monk said, "Because you are here, benefactor Ruan."
She asked again, "Then why am I here?"
The old monk replied, "Because you want to be here."
After the old monk finished speaking, he sat on the futon, faced the shining golden Buddha, and began to chant sutras with his eyes closed.
The sandalwood scent in the hall was reassuring, and Ruan Xianbei followed his example and sat on another futon. She couldn't chant scriptures, so she could only meditate with her eyes closed. After meditating for a while, she opened her eyes restlessly and looked around the hall.The last time I came here, I couldn't see all around clearly, but this time it seems that I can see a little more than the last time.
But the places where he can see are always limited, just like the tightly closed door behind him has never been opened, Ruan Xianbei was so bored that he began to count the wrinkles on the Buddha statue's face.
After an unknown amount of time, the old monk opened his eyes and said with some dissatisfaction, "Benefactor Ruan, you are taking too much risk this time."
Ruan Xianbei was a little helpless: "Wouldn't it be a fight if you don't steam the steamed buns?"
"It's better to steam the buns." The old monk stood up tremblingly, and walked behind the Buddha statue.
"Master, where are you going?"
"Go and get you medicine...you are dying, you can't die here."
"Just meditate here, it's good for your body."
"Then when can I go back?"
"Of course when you should go back..."
The old monk left muttering, and Ruan Xianbei could still hear his complaints.
"Young people are always like this, they don't care about the head and the tail...the old monk is tired to death..."
The old monk couldn't hear his voice when he walked behind the Buddha statue. Ruan Xianbei could only listen to his words, adjust his sitting posture and close his eyes to practice.
This old monk is so tight that he has to bow his head under the eaves...
Strange to say, this time she could clearly feel that she was dreaming, a feeling of God's perspective that her soul had left her body.
It seems that I haven't had a dream for a long time. When was the last time?
Thinking of this, she was looking forward to it, not knowing what would happen in her dream this time.
Ruan Xianbei opened her eyes, seeing a white smoke screen, she didn't know where she was.
There seemed to be someone talking around, and after a while, when the smoke cleared, she saw herself walking alone on the road.
It was already dark, and I had just finished my evening class on Friday, and the people around me were in pairs of twos and threes, and she was the only one on the street, alone.
She carried a canvas bag and walked forward with a cold face.
The wide road, the whizzing cars, the viaduct office buildings, the lights that will never go out, the surrounding scenery are familiar and strange, as if it has been a thing of the previous life.
A girl with short hair laughed and ran after her and bumped into her. She turned around and was her best friend since childhood.
What was the name——she couldn't remember it.
From this point of view, my friend's personality seems to be somewhat similar to that of Sui Sui, who is carefree and happy every day.
The girl handed her a can of iced Coke, which she just bought from a convenience store.
She suddenly remembered this day...
She unpreparedly opened the iced Coke, and the shaken carbonated drink splashed out on her face.
Sure enough, she saw an angry look on her expressionless face. The friend pinched her face with a smile, took out a tissue and handed it to her. She said something and her expression eased.
The two walked side by side on the road, and gradually she also laughed as you spoke to me.
They walked to the bus station, and once a week they went home from college, where she and her friends waited for the bus every weekend.
No—to be precise, my friend waited with her. My friend lived near the school. When she got in the car, my friend walked home by himself.
The car is coming, she should get in the car.
On this day, the parents who hadn't seen each other for several years because of work came back, and the first thing they did when they came back was to get a divorce.
It's not making trouble, just telling her the fact, and then asking her to go home and have dinner together as a family of three.
That's the end, it's all predestined anyway.
Ruan Xianbei clenched her fists, trying to hold her back and tell her not to get in the car. The divorce of her parents cannot change the fact, but if she doesn't get in the car, it can change another thing.
But she's neither verbal nor physical now, and she can't change anything.
She saw herself looking back to say goodbye to her friend, and the two made an appointment to watch a movie together on the software at night.
Then she stepped onto the bus and the doors closed.
The friend also turned and left and walked in the direction of home.
Ruan Xianbei felt very powerless, she had already hidden the matter outside of her in the deepest corner, but when it reappeared in front of her eyes again, she was overwhelmed with endless remorse and despair.
If only she hadn't been in that car.
She didn't want to go home, it would be nice if she went back with her friends.
She wanted to walk with her friend, but she seemed unable to leave her body too far, so she could only watch her friend leave.
Ruan Xianbei lowered her head in frustration, and with a squeak, the bus that had started stopped before taking two steps, and a girl hurriedly got off the bus.
It was herself—
Ruan Xianbei was stunned, this place was different from what she remembered, she obviously went home by car that day...
Then heard the news of my friend's death the next day.
After we separated from her that day, my friend was stopped by several drunk men on the way home. One of them identified the friend as his ex-girlfriend. Because the friend ignored them, the man turned into a rage and punched and hurt the friend violently. Fortunately, the passers-by stopped in time to prevent my friend from being beaten to death on the spot.
Later the police came and took those people away. Unexpectedly, those people said that their friends seduced them first. They thought it was a lady standing on the street, and said that their friend looked like his ex-girlfriend who put a cuckold on him. The friend was taken to the hospital by ambulance, and died the next day after rescue efforts failed.
In the end, those men were also prosecuted for intentional homicide, and they were punished for different periods of time.
Just like this, there are still people saying sarcastic remarks on the Internet, girls still have to be good, otherwise the end will be...
Of course, this kind of remarks were attacked by netizens, and the person who can say such words will be the next murderer!This person won the attention but couldn't hold back the public opinion, and finally deleted/post/sold/account/ in desperation.
Ruan Xianbei saw that he didn't catch up with his friend immediately, but ran into the convenience store, bought a pair of small scissors, put the scissors in his pocket, and then ran forward.
But after such a delay, she could no longer see her friend. She changed from walking to running, and Ruan Xianbei quickly found her friend in a flower bed in front. It turned out that she was squatting here to feed cat food to wild cats.
The friend stayed here to play with the cat for a while, but she looked back and saw that she hadn't caught up, and blamed herself for not liking sports since she was a child, and running too slowly at critical times.
When she could finally see herself, her friend had already got up and continued to move forward, and would soon reach the site of the accident.
Hurry up!Hurry up!She wished that at this time, she would be able to do light work and catch up with her friends in an instant.
The friend walked to the door of the shop without noticing. When she passed by, she couldn't dodge in time and was bumped by those men who came out of the shop crookedly.
One of the men turned his head and pulled her to prevent her from leaving.
The friend showed anger and uneasiness on his face, he shook off the man's hand and cursed something to go forward, but was pulled back by the man.
At this time, passers-by were already watching, and the man scolded them for not meddling in their own business, saying that his friend was his girlfriend.
The friend was furious, so she pulled her clothes and jacket and wanted to give it up!
Seeing that the two sides were about to have a dispute, the man's hand had already grabbed her shoulder, and the others looked like they were watching the show.
Ruan Xianbei was so anxious that she really wanted to stab these men to death with a sword, but she finally saw herself running from behind, splashing a glass of water on the man's face, then stabbing him with scissors and grabbing his friend's hand, the man wailed With a sound, she pulled her friend and ran away.
The two of them didn't dare to turn their heads as if they were running away from a disaster. They were out of breath, and after a long time, there was no sound. They bent over and leaned against the lamppost to pant.
The friend laughed out loud.
The friend asked her why you came back.
She said, I don't want to go home so I want to go home with you, now it seems that we should go out for a night together?
The friend didn't want to go back to his home, so the two reached a consensus and found a nearby hotel to take a taxi to stay for one night.
She hadn't recovered after running for so long. Her friend was standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus, and she rested against the lamppost.
The friend talked to her with a smile, seeing an empty car driving, the friend beckoned, the car flashed its lights, did not mean to slow down at all, and there was a child in front of them, the child He chased the ball and ran to the front, but his family members were still behind.
That's too late.
Ruan Xianbei saw that she ran towards the child with all her strength, and pushed the child in another direction. In the next second, she saw her body fly into the sky, and then fell heavily fell to the ground.
The car was also forced to stop because it hit a pillar.
Ruan Xianbei's consciousness gradually slackened. She looked at herself and her friends who were in a coma due to the hemorrhage in the back of the brain, and felt a little bit sad in her heart. Could it be so?
I escaped the first day of the first day, but I couldn't escape the fifth day of the first day.
Her parents gave birth to her but didn't raise her, ignored her, and didn't love her.
She has only this one friend, and she has only done such a good thing.
If it was destined to have such a catastrophe, it was at least her willing choice.
She thought of what the old monk said, she is really kind.
......
When she woke up again, she saw herself sitting in the teahouse. This time the story seemed to be fast forwarded. She saw herself arguing with passers-by because of her unbearable reputation. Seeing myself dying and struggling to go back to the door of the Yayoi sect, what a silly child.
She saw... She saw that it was Shen Xuan who sent her back.
She was injured so badly that she couldn't make it to the Yayoi sect safely, and it was Shen Xuan who helped her deal with the other people, so she was able to escape.
Shen Xuan stayed outside until she was taken in by someone before leaving.
Did he know her at that time?
Ruan Xianbei couldn't understand the pattern of this dream, it seemed that there was no pattern at all, it was inexplicable.
She couldn't follow Shen Xuan and didn't want to leave like this, she thought that since it was her dream, it was in her subconscious mind, could she remember about her mother and about Xu Pei, so she thought about mother, mother, mother in her mind, Xu Pei trash Xu Pei trash Xu Pei trash these names.
A white light flashed in front of her eyes, and she stood in the hall she had seen in her dream, and the old monk with white beard appeared in front of her with a hunched body.
This time he seemed a little older than the last time we met.
Ruan Xianbei asked him: "Master, why are you here?"
The old monk said, "Because you are here, benefactor Ruan."
She asked again, "Then why am I here?"
The old monk replied, "Because you want to be here."
After the old monk finished speaking, he sat on the futon, faced the shining golden Buddha, and began to chant sutras with his eyes closed.
The sandalwood scent in the hall was reassuring, and Ruan Xianbei followed his example and sat on another futon. She couldn't chant scriptures, so she could only meditate with her eyes closed. After meditating for a while, she opened her eyes restlessly and looked around the hall.The last time I came here, I couldn't see all around clearly, but this time it seems that I can see a little more than the last time.
But the places where he can see are always limited, just like the tightly closed door behind him has never been opened, Ruan Xianbei was so bored that he began to count the wrinkles on the Buddha statue's face.
After an unknown amount of time, the old monk opened his eyes and said with some dissatisfaction, "Benefactor Ruan, you are taking too much risk this time."
Ruan Xianbei was a little helpless: "Wouldn't it be a fight if you don't steam the steamed buns?"
"It's better to steam the buns." The old monk stood up tremblingly, and walked behind the Buddha statue.
"Master, where are you going?"
"Go and get you medicine...you are dying, you can't die here."
"Just meditate here, it's good for your body."
"Then when can I go back?"
"Of course when you should go back..."
The old monk left muttering, and Ruan Xianbei could still hear his complaints.
"Young people are always like this, they don't care about the head and the tail...the old monk is tired to death..."
The old monk couldn't hear his voice when he walked behind the Buddha statue. Ruan Xianbei could only listen to his words, adjust his sitting posture and close his eyes to practice.
This old monk is so tight that he has to bow his head under the eaves...
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