fell in his affection

Lu Yan's words made Xiao Zhan's heart calm down like a tsunami, surging violently.

Thousands of words are like sticking in the throat.

He used to think that his journey would be smooth, but for Lu Yan, he was sure to win.

When did he realize that he was not good enough for Lu Yan?

It was when he learned that Xiao Teng was looking for Lu Yan.

A man who is worth relying on should not and will not bring these difficulties to the other party.

He didn't protect Lu Yan well.

Xiao Zhan secretly took a deep breath, managed to suppress the pain in his chest, and said with a smile: "Here, I can get a little peace."

Lu Yan's red lips parted slightly, but she couldn't say a word, she just felt ironic.

The two elites who used to be in the army abandoned their beliefs and became cowards and deserters.

Lu Yan laughed at herself and smiled, but the corners of her eyes were moist.

She turned around and looked into the distance. No matter how beautiful and spectacular the scenery was, looking at it now, she felt that she had failed.

Lu Yan's reaction made Xiao Zhan feel like a needle pricked his heart, with bursts of pain and bitterness.

After some time, Lu Yan calmed down a little: "Xiao Zhan, I hope your choice today is not because of me, I can't bear it, you are the proud son of heaven."

Xiao Zhan's expression was slightly condensed: "No, I just underestimated some things, so what if I sit in a higher seat? It's not like the world can't turn around without me, Xiao Zhan. We are all just a drop in the ocean."

Lu Yan was dumbfounded, how could such philosophical words come out of Xiao Zhan's mouth.

His ambition should not be to be a sweeping monk here.

He said: "It doesn't matter whether you have a gun in your hand or a broom, the destination is the same."

Lu Yan shook her head in disappointment: "Xiao Zhan, if everyone thinks like you, then why are you still alive? People are born to die, so why bother? You think you understand the truth of life, then everyone You don't need to come to this world anymore, as expected, what your father said is right, because of such a trivial matter, you give up on yourself, you are not the Xiao Zhan I know."

She had imagined that after Xiao Zhan left the imperial capital, he would break out of his own world outside, but she didn't expect that he hid here and became a sweeping monk.

It was the first time that Lu Yan spoke harshly to Xiao Zhan. Every word she said stimulated Xiao Zhan's nerves.

"What are these things you have encountered? Isn't it because your father obstructed us, so it's worth giving up on yourself? If this is the case, then I will be glad that my choice is right. A man who can't even bear the consequences, I am not qualified to take on my future at all."

Lu Yan left these words and walked towards the room of the East Temple, while Xiao Zhan stayed where he was, lost in thought.

Some words, for another person, would definitely have no effect on Xiao Zhan, but it is Lu Yan who said these things, so it is completely different.

Xiao Zhan sat on the next step in a daze, and Lu Yan's words woke him up.

Lu Yan returned to the room angrily, and Lu Jingxuan brought breakfast: "Sister, have you woken up yet? Have you seen the sunrise? Oh, it's a pity that I missed it today."

It took Lu Yan a long time to open the door. Lu Jingxuan saw her eyes were red, and asked anxiously, "Sister, what's wrong, who bullied you?"

"It's okay, third brother, pack your things, we will go down the mountain later."

"Leaving in such a hurry, there must be something wrong." Lu Jingxuan was not stupid, and asked, "Sister, what happened?"

Lu Yan avoided talking about it: "There is no scenery to see here. One by one is pregnant. I want to go back and see her."

In the few minutes since she returned to the room, she had already reported to Hao Lei that Xiao Zhan was here.

Xiao Zhan shouldn't spend the rest of his life here.

Today's Xiao Zhan needs someone to push her from behind, otherwise, this life is very likely to be so useless.

Lu Jingxuan couldn't find out what Lu Yan didn't want to say.

"Let's just leave like this?" Lu Jingxuan was still a bit reluctant, he hadn't seen the beautiful scenery yet, but seeing Lu Yan's insistence, he could only go back and pack his things.

"Sister, eat something first, and go down the mountain later."

Lu Yan had no appetite, so Lu Jingxuan put down his breakfast and went out. When he went back to his room to pack his things, he happened to run into Xiao Zhan who was returning with a broom.

At first Lu Jingxuan thought he saw the wrong person, but when he took a closer look, it was really Xiao Zhan.

Lu Jingxuan immediately understood why Lu Yan was so abnormal and wanted to go down the mountain.

"stop."

Lu Jingxuan stopped Xiao Zhan's way, looked at the monk's uniform on Xiao Zhan's body, and was also surprised: "What are you doing here? Are you a monk? Why are you so overwhelmed?"

Anyone who sees this will be surprised.

With so many paths, Xiao Zhan chose the most irresponsible path.

This approach is not only surprising, but also contemptuous.

Xiao Zhan remained silent, but Lu Jingxuan understood everything.

Lu Jingxuan pursed his lips and smiled: "Xiao Zhan, do you know why the Lu brothers make the outside world frightened?"

Xiao Zhan looked at Lu Jingxuan, waiting for his next answer.

Lu Jingxuan said: "The Lu family, in any situation, there is only one way, and that is to move forward and never retreat."

Back then when Huo Yinuo had an accident, Lu Jingtian was depressed for a while, but he also cheered up. Lu Jingxuan himself was also troubled by love. It is normal to be depressed for a while, it is human nature, but he has come out.

No matter how depressed the Lu family brothers are, they will definitely stand up and move forward.

Huo Yinuo was close to death back then, his childhood sweetheart with Lu Jingtian was about to get married, but suddenly something happened, Lu Jingtian couldn't bear the blow.

But what about Xiao Zhan?

It's just Xiao Teng's disapproval. If it's in an ordinary family, the probability of this kind of thing happening is very high, but how many people choose like Xiao Zhan?

Moreover, Xiao Zhan has undergone special training, whether it is psychological endurance or ability to withstand pressure, it is definitely very strong.

However, Xiao Zhan chose the path he shouldn't have chosen.

Xiao Zhan was like enlightened, at that moment, he suddenly understood that he might have ruined his last chance with Lu Yan.

I buried it with my own hands.

Xiao Zhan asked hoarsely, "She also thinks the same way, Yanyan?"

"Xiao Zhan, what a pity you are."

Lu Jingxuan didn't say much, it's useless.

Xiao Zhan made the most stupid choice, the Lu family is absolutely sober in this respect.

If Lu Rongyuan knew that Xiao Zhan was here, he would definitely be even more worried about handing Lu Yan to Xiao Zhan.

A man who doesn't take responsibility can't afford his own life, let alone the happiness of the other half.

Lu Yan left very decisively, packed her things and left.

Lu Jingxuan asked from behind: "Sister, did you really just leave without saying hello? Although Xiao Zhan chose to be stupid, his heart is always with you."

That was definitely the first time Lu Jingxuan spoke for Xiao Zhan.

Lu Yan looked back at the temple on the top of the mountain and said, "If I don't leave, he can't leave here."