Douluo's Elemental Realm

Chapter 135: The unbearable past

When she said this, Bibi Dong's face was already filled with tears and she couldn't make a sound. The next words were all choked with sobs.

"At that time, I wanted to cut that beast into pieces and then commit suicide. Unfortunately, I have been imprisoned by him. Not to mention killing him, I couldn't even commit suicide."

"Originally, I thought I would become his plaything in a cage for the rest of my life, but the next two things gave me hope."

"The first thing was that a god came to me when I was imprisoned and said that my resentment and talent fully satisfied her requirements for a successor, and she was willing to pass on the divine throne to me."

"After inheriting her divine throne, you will gain power beyond all else, become invincible on the continent, and live forever in the future."

"At that time, let alone killing Qian Swift, it was even possible to completely wipe out the angel lineage."

"I was so desperate at that time that I couldn't even ask for death. When I heard this, it was like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw. I will definitely not miss it."

"In this way, I got the Rakshasa God's inheritance test. From the moment I accepted the test, my heart changed and I no longer wanted to die."

"What I want to do is to take revenge. I must cut that beast Qian Xunji into thousands of pieces and make the Angels pay the heaviest price for it."

"The first test given to me by the Rakshasa God was also very interesting, which was to swallow a thousand swift movements."

"At that time, he was a Titled Douluo, and I was just a Soul Saint. How could I devour him? For this reason, I did not hesitate to pretend to be docile and lower his wariness towards me."

"As time went by, he released me from the cage, restored my previous identity, status, and even wanted to marry me."

"I have no objection. As long as I can kill him, it doesn't matter if I get married. After I agreed, he became even less wary of me."

"Maybe God couldn't stand him anymore. One day, more than two months before the wedding, he led a group of strong men to hunt a 10-year-old soul beast."

"That soul beast is Tang Hao's wife. One wanted to hunt the soul beast, and the other wanted to protect the soul beast. The battle broke out like this."

"Qian Xunji is really an idiot. He is a level 94 Titled Douluo, and there are two Titled Douluo Ju Gui beside him, plus a few Soul Douluo and a dozen Soul Saints. Such a lineup can actually do this. He came back defeated and was seriously injured. I really don’t know how he cultivated to the level of a titled Douluo."

Bibi Dong had a look of disdain on her face, and her resentment towards Qian Xunji reached an extreme level. Even if he was dead, she would still be unable to let go.

Jingxuan squatted in front of Bibi Dong, gently wiping her tears, his heart aching, and his face full of pity.

"However, fortunately he is stupid, otherwise I would not have found such a good opportunity to kill him."

"After he was sent back to Wuhun Hall, his father, Qian Daoliu, immediately went to find the best healing soul master to treat him."

"At this time, I knew that a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity had come, so naturally I would not miss it easily. Before the healing soul master came, I looked for an opportunity to devour Qian Xunji."

"It's not that I really swallowed him, but I used the absorption method given to me by the Rakshasa God to drain his life source and kill him directly."

"It sounds like I'm taking advantage of him a bit. I let him die so easily and I didn't torture him properly."

When she said the words "kill him", Bibi Dong obviously felt a lot more relaxed, as if a mountain weighing on her had disappeared, but she was still sad.

"Although I killed Qian Xunji, the hatred in my heart was not relieved. It naturally transferred to Qian Renxue and Qian Daoliu."

"Because of how cruel I was to Qian Xunji, I never treated Qian Renxue as my daughter. I never held her once, never fed her a mouthful of milk or a mouthful of rice."

"If I can't help but see her, I won't see her. Every time she comes to see me excitedly and expectantly, all she gets are my disgusted eyes and indifferent words."

The tears in Bibi Dong's eyes couldn't stop flowing down, and she kept sobbing, and she couldn't speak anymore:

"She, she is not like my daughter, but my enemy. I have transferred all my hatred towards Qian Xunji to her."

"She is the outlet for my emotions. I either don't talk to her, or I scold her directly. I have never had good words or a good attitude."

"I, I don't want to have her as a daughter, and I don't deserve her as a daughter. I..."

"It's not that you don't deserve a daughter, but you shouldn't transfer your hatred to her." Jingxuan hugged Bibi Dong and hugged her tightly, not letting her say any more.

"Ugh..." Bibi Dong broke down emotionally and started to cry in a very inconspicuous manner.

At this time, she was not the iron-blooded pope, nor a noble and titled strong man, she was just a mother who felt sorry for her daughter, an unqualified mother.

Her nobility, majesty, indifference and courage disappeared, leaving only fragility and guilt. All the anguish she had held in her heart before was vented at this time.

"Teacher, do you still hate her now?" Jingxuan asked after letting Bibi Dong cry in his arms for a long time.

Bibi Dong nodded, shook her head again, and cried: "I don't know, I really don't know."

"In the past few years when she went undercover in the Tiandou Empire, I also thought about it a lot, and kept telling myself that you hate Qian Xunji, not Qian Renxue. There is no need to transfer your hatred from one person to another. But I can’t do it”

"When I saw her this time, I couldn't help but think of Qian Xunji, and I couldn't like her at all."

Jingxuan patted Bibi Dong's back gently and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's okay. If you can't do it, forget it."

"Time will smooth away all the scars, including the wounds in your heart. It will get better. It will definitely get better."

Bibi Dong just hugged Jingxuan and cried, without saying a word. Her chest heaved violently, and she fell asleep while crying.

"Hey, what a poor woman." Jingxuan sighed helplessly when he felt that Bibi Dong had fallen asleep in his arms.

It is said that Guo Xiang was misunderstood for life when she met Yang Guo, and Bibi Dong was misunderstood for life when she met Yu Xiaogang. Her tragic fate began from that encounter.

Although it cannot be said that if she had not met Yu Xiaogang, she would not have been violated by her beastly teacher, but at least it would not have been so early.

Give her a little more time, maybe her fate will be completely different from now, and she won't have that nightmare experience, and she won't be as painful as she is now.

Jingxuan moved very gently and carefully picked up Bibi Dong, placed her on the bed and covered her with a quilt.

"Have a good sleep." Jingxuan wiped away Bibi Dong's tears, smoothed the messy hair on her forehead, then came to the sofa and sat down.

"Little guy, you are quite carefree." Jingxuan picked up the little Xuanwu from his shoulders and gently squeezed its little head when he saw that it was sleeping so soundly.

The little guy shook his head, still sleeping deeply.

Put it on your stomach, lie down on the sofa, close your eyes, and sleep.

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