Douluo's Ice Memorial

In the early morning, a slight cool breeze awakened the memory of meditating.

Memorial slowly opened his eyes, and the first thing he felt was an extremely transparent cooling sensation, as if every pore in his body was relaxing, and the cooling breath continued to pass through his skin and reach every inch of his nerves.

The surrounding vision seemed to be extremely clear, and even the halo seemed to be captured clearly.

After taking a long breath, a burst of ice mist was slowly exhaled from his mouth, and the temperature of the surrounding air seemed to have dropped a few points again because of this breath.

Memorial found that since he came here, he didn't like to close the windows very much. He liked the feeling of clear air, and his body was cold and very comfortable.

Wait, why does it smell so bad? Jiu Jiu pinched his nose quickly.

Only then did Ji Ji remember that he seemed to have slept in the bathroom all night. The originally warm bath water had already become completely cold, and there were some black and sticky substances floating on the water in the tub, faintly emitting from the water. Emitting a disgusting stench.

Jiu Jiu quickly pinched his nose, stepped out of the bucket in three or two steps, and hurriedly drained the water that had been left out all night.

Immediately, Jiu Mian fetched another bucket of water and carefully washed and wiped his entire body.

At this time, Memorial also found that his skin seemed to be fairer than before, and the faint dragon scale water mark on his body seemed to be more difficult to distinguish than before, and even the strength between his limbs and waist and abdomen seemed to have become stronger. Stronger.

Jiu Jiu quickly ran to the mirror and observed his current appearance. In the mirror, he looked stronger, but his muscles were not as muscular and clear as he imagined, but more well-proportioned and slender. Every line is extremely full of tension, and the original face is more resolute.

"This..." Jiu Ji couldn't believe that such a big change had occurred in him. Moreover, the most important thing was that there had been some fundamental changes in his eyes. It turned out that his pupils were Black with a hint of dark brown, but now his eyes have turned into dark blue with a hint of blue in the black. The most important thing is that his eyes gradually turned into vertical pupils under the stimulation of shock, but Immediately, after Memorial gradually calmed down, his pupils gradually stretched out again, and slowly returned to their original color and pupils.

"How could I be like this..." Looking at himself in the mirror, Jiu Jiu said in a daze, but he didn't use any soul power!Why did the situation just occur after being possessed by a martial spirit?

And just when he was extremely confused, Jiu Mengli's voice slowly came from the sea of ​​​​spirit.

"To commemorate, come to the sea of ​​spirit first. I have something to tell you."

Hearing this, Memorial hurriedly lay down on the bed and entered the sea of ​​​​spirit.

As soon as his consciousness was incorporated into it, he saw Jiu Mengli, who existed in prototype form, squatting in front of his consciousness, with a furry face filled with an extremely human sense of seriousness, as if she had been waiting for him for a long time. .

Jiu Jiu was about to ask, but Jiu Mengli spoke first.

"I believe you have also seen the changes in your body."

Memorial nodded.

Jiu Mengli immediately said: "I helped you completely transform those three pills, and the effect was very good. Your physical condition has also improved, so I gave you a little more of the power of the seal last night."

Memorial immediately said: "Is this the reason why my body has changed?"

But Jiu Mengli shook her head and said: "No, after all, my power only exists in the form of a soul ring. Apart from the enhancement of your physique, there shouldn't be so many changes. What surprised me last night was , about your martial spirit."

Jiannian's heart skipped a beat and he quickly said, "What happened to my martial spirit?"

Jiu Mengli took a deep look at him and said: "Last night, when I was transferring the power in my seal to you, I accidentally discovered that your martial spirit was actually under my guidance and control. , I am actually converting my original power on my own. As soon as my original power was introduced into your body, it was instantly taken over by your martial spirit."

Jiu Mengli frowned and continued: "I originally thought that you were controlling your martial spirit, but I sensed that your spirit was sleeping in the sea of ​​spirit, so I concluded that your spirit was sleeping. A martial spirit should have a sense of autonomy."

"My martial spirit...has its own independent will..."

When Memorial heard this, his hair stood on end, and he felt vaguely uneasy.

After all, he knew very well that his martial spirit did not come naturally!

Now, he had to wonder whether the soul power of the dead ice dragon was still lurking in his body. If so, what could he do?

Looking at Jiu Jiu's extremely serious expression, Jiu Mengli gradually pulled her colorful eyes closer and asked softly: "Miu Jiu, do you know anything about the situation of your martial soul?"

Hearing this, Jiu Jiu was stunned, but then he quickly shook his head. The method of obtaining his martial soul was related to his agreement with the god of the plane and must not be revealed.

"I don't know."

"Really?"

"real."

But Jiu Mengli was unwilling to give up. She stared at him with eyes as calm as glass and continued: "Memorial, do you know? In fact, after I merged with you at the beginning, I actually found something wrong with you. I once I tried to understand your past memories, but I found that I couldn't pry into your past memories, memories, even a little bit of pictures. Your memory was blank, and even if I was in your spirit Even in the sea, I can't hear your voice. This is unreasonable. Can you tell me what's going on?"

Memorial shook his head numbly, but he already had the answer in his heart.

But Jiu Mengli frowned and said softly: "Memorial, your heartbeat is accelerating."

At this time, Memorial's eyes clearly began to dodge. He could not reveal the truth to Jiu Mengli. If he broke the agreement, he didn't know what would happen.

Since Jiu Mengli cannot peek into her own memory, it means that the God of the Planes still pays attention to her. Even if she has no respect for him in her heart, he is a god after all!Moreover, I am afraid that the gods in this world are much more powerful. He does not know what will happen if he breaks the agreement.

If Jiu Mengli is told, what will the God of the Planes do? Will he strip him from this world? The sense of belonging and memory that he finally established in this world cannot be lost so easily, not to mention that Jiu Mengli is now Being one with him, what would happen to her if she was stripped of this world?

Seeing the memory, he still responded to her with silence.

Jiu Mengli was not angry, but slowly lay down, rubbed her furry nose against the "chest" of Memorial at this moment, and said very gently: "Memorial, we are one now, everything about me, everything about me Everything is under your control. We will both prosper and suffer. I don’t want to force you. I just hope that you can make me feel that you are trusting me at this time. I don’t like it very much. I feel insecure. If there is really a problem, I will definitely help you come up with a solution. Unlike you, I have tens of thousands of times more experience than you. Although I don’t know you humans very well, I will definitely help you. Share your worries, please tell me your worries, okay?"

At this moment, Remembrance feels like a messy ball of hair in my heart, and my sullen heart seems to be sealed by something. There is no room to breathe, and I can't breathe.

Even though Meng Li said this, he knew that this was the only thing he could not say, absolutely not.

After being silent for a long time, Jiu Ji just said awkwardly: "Mengli, I'm sorry, I can't tell you about my past. I can only tell you that this is for our own good and for the sake of our lives."

Jiu Mengli was slightly startled, her head gradually retreated, leaving the "body" of Memorial.

"For...our good?" Mengli's voice seemed to have changed. It was not angry or sad, but an extremely different emotion, an emotion that I had never seen from her before.

"You refused to tell me anything, but you only told me that you were doing it for our own good? How could I know that you were really doing it for our own good?!"

Jiu Mengli's voice seemed to have become louder, but it was not sharp, but it made Jiu Meng feel slightly uncomfortable.

He didn't know how to answer Jiu Mengli. In fact, he could make up a lie now, but he didn't think Jiu Mengli would believe him so easily. Moreover, from the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to deceive her.

Even if he makes up a lie, it will only leave a gap in his heart. He knows very well that he has done this kind of thing in the past campus and in his past life. The temporary cover-up is useful, but the deception After the truth is revealed layer by layer, it will be like a wound that is constantly being torn and enlarged, returning thousands and thousands of times more painful punishment than the original.

It is possible to commemorate people who have never met each other, but only with Mengli, who gets along day and night, and is both a teacher and a friend, commemoration cannot be achieved.

Memorial felt that his heart was like a wild beast about to be released. He wanted to rush out of the door, but he was afraid that there might be more terrifying traps and dangers behind the door.

"Memorial, don't you still believe me now? Well, since you don't want to tell me your past, well, I won't understand, but I, at least, want to know what happened to your martial spirit. It's an accident, okay? Don't try to deceive me, I can feel the changes in your martial soul, and you clearly understand it yourself."

Jiu Mengli's voice was like a sharp blade, constantly cutting herself curled up in the cage.

It was so uncomfortable, there was nowhere to vent what was being held in his heart, he really couldn't reveal it.

Jiannihao wants to tell everything, but he can't, he can't say it, he doesn't want to lose everything he has now.

He wanted to say harshly to Jiu Mengli: "Tell you, can you understand if I tell you? Can you solve it if I tell you? You don't understand at all what kind of existence I am worried about. "

However, Jiu Jiu understands that he cannot do this. Mengli, she really cares about him. Even if there is an element of cooperation and coexistence in it, Mengli's concern from the bottom of her heart is absolutely not mixed with anything else. Something.

What should I do? If I can’t tell her the truth, do I really have to lie to her? How long can the lie last?

Memorial looked up at Jiu Mengli's eyes. Their eyes were still as gorgeous, beautiful and mysterious as when they first met.

But commemoration seems to find something else.

"Is she scared?" Memorial looked at those sad eyes, and his heart seemed to be severely affected by something.

Is Jiu Mengli afraid? From the first time he met it, it showed absolute pride and domineering in itself. It seemed to be able to face any opponent with ease, even if it was the most troubled nature. Tribulation, it seems that it is just unwillingness to replace the position of fear.

Is that really fear?Memorial is sure of this, because he has seen this look, very clear, very clear, in his hometown, in his home, in that half-man-high mirror.

Memorial suddenly remembered what Jiu Mengli had said to him and the story he had told. His only friend who had a chance to survive the catastrophe died in front of him, and he could only watch helplessly as it was completely destroyed. , was destroyed by the catastrophe, but he was unable to do anything, and spent another long 10 years in regret and self-blame.

Perhaps, he was not paying attention to Jiu Mengli in the wrong direction.

Is what Jiu Mengli cares about really the truth? No, she just feels that Memorial does not trust it. It tells all of its past to Memorial without reservation, because it feels that Memorial is the only one it can trust now. The existence of trust is also the only one who supports her soul. It is no exaggeration to say that the current memorial is its owner and the only one who inherits her many hopes.

As for Remembrance, he has maintained a sense of mystery from beginning to end. From the very beginning, when she met Remembrance, that incomparable miraculous protective power made even her helpless. He had already lost control of his own destiny. When I accepted my fate, I gave myself hope, a hope to break through the constraints.

Later, after she fused with Memorial and woke up, she was pleasantly surprised to get the name given to her by Memorial.

Moreover, through the memorial body and consciousness, I learned about the diversity of the human world and everything about it.

But she also found that the strange power in Memorial had disappeared. She did not ask what happened to the mysterious power in Memorial, because she felt that Memorial would definitely tell her later.

But Memorial didn't seem to want to tell her, so with uneasiness, she peeked into Memorial's memory, but was surprised to find that it couldn't see anything except the memory of meeting herself, just like him It was like suddenly appearing in his field of vision.

As a result, she became more and more uneasy. For the familiar memorial, she only felt more and more mysterious. She felt that she was more like an outsider, or a guest who just lived in the sea of ​​memorial spirit.

This estrangement, this sense of alienation that made her feel extremely confused, made her explode in one breath when the spirit of commemoration was abnormal.

She now only feels that commemoration is important to her, but it seems that commemoration is not so.

In memory of friends who are lively and ambiguous, elders who are worthy of respect, and teachers who pay attention to him.

Compared to them, he is just a tool, a tool that can only continuously provide him with strength.

The last time, the memory woke her up. She thought it was something important, but in the end, it was just to please the girl with whom she had an ambiguous relationship and ask her to help.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. It was clear that their original purpose was just to use each other and get what they needed.

But after entering the human world with Memorial's body, she gradually saw a variety of things, not just food, but also emotions, something she couldn't understand but was constantly bothering her.

She was gradually dissatisfied with this, because she now felt that the importance of commemoration was even greater at this time. In the past hundreds of thousands of years, she had only relied on herself, and only herself, but now, everything has changed. The goal of relying on, the feeling of relief, makes it at a loss. This sense of dependence, dependence, and initial trust are constantly washing away my originally cold heart. The diversity of human emotions is also constantly washing away. changing oneself.

Now she just wants to have more importance and status in the memorial heart. She wants the status in the memorial heart to be the same as the status in the memorial heart. This is her, domineering and extremely proud of herself. .

The arrogance in my heart cannot be changed overnight.

And when she began to discover that there was something wrong with Mian Mian's martial spirit, she was extremely surprised at first, and then she couldn't wait to discuss countermeasures with Mian Mian, because she felt that her role was about to be revealed.

Because whether it is joy or difficulty, she wants to bear it and share it with the memory. Only in this way can she realize the value that belongs only to her.

But the memory seemed to be unexpected. He refused to say anything or reveal anything to him, as if he wanted to exclude himself.

She only felt a little frustrated. Her efforts and the pride she had put aside were not enough to make the memory move her, just like a guest, a guest who could only exist in the sea of ​​​​spirit.

"I obviously just want to help you..."

Mengli's voice was like a candlelight in the wind, extremely slight.

But Jiu Mian suddenly heard it. He knew that Jiu Mengli didn't speak, but he seemed to be able to hear Jiu Mengli's heartfelt voice at this time, and the feelings were transmitted into his consciousness very clearly.

The memory was shocking, as if one wave after another of wonderful emotions poured into his consciousness like a tide, loneliness, fear, disappointment, loss, sadness, helplessness...

Every clear emotion was truly integrated into her mind, but it seemed that Jiu Mengli was unaware of everything in front of her and just continued to stare at him with her eyes that were about to darken.

"Learn to face others, understand others, and care for others." The strange voice suddenly came to mind after countless strange emotions poured into my mind. The voice did not come from commemoration, nor from Mengli, just like , appeared out of thin air, mysterious and ethereal, like the wind, drifting past my ears.

At this time, outside the body, Mian Mian's body was still lying quietly on his bed, but the ring on the index finger of his left hand was emitting bursts of dazzling blue light. The dormitory, which was already extremely bright in the early morning, At this time it was completely covered by blue light.

Suddenly, a cold feeling poured into my heart, and the restless feeling of commemoration disappeared without a trace. Some things in my heart became clear.

He knew that he could no longer remain silent.

Memorial's spiritual body slowly walked forward and gently hugged Mengli's head.

Although it is only a spiritual body, Memorial still seems to be able to feel the presence of that furry body, which is soft and fluffy.

"Mengli, thank you." Jiu Jiu looked at its glass-like eyes and said with a sincere expression.

"Huh? Why... thank me?"

Jiu Mengli was suddenly at a loss for words from such an abrupt statement by Jiu Mengli. She didn't understand why Jiu Meng suddenly said that, and she obviously didn't do anything to help.

Because he suddenly remembered a sentence. If it caused trouble to someone close to him, a thank you might be more important than an apology.

"Thank you for everything you have done for me, thank you for caring about me, thank you for pushing yourself for me, thank you for letting me know that I am so important in your heart."

Jiu Ji looked at her very seriously. Those eyes that only existed in a spiritual body but seemed to see through everything made her feel at a loss.

He didn't know what was going on at the beginning of the commemoration. The strange emotions kept pouring into his mind, making him even feel the same. The feeling of alienation from the person he cherished, the loneliness of being alienated and the person who was not valued. The sense of loss that is valued, the sense of purposelessness, the helplessness of the collapse of something that persists.

Gradually, Xiu Mian understood whose emotion it was. It was Mengli's emotion that he had never paid any attention to!

I originally thought that Mengli was just a part of the body and had established a connection, which was enough, but now it seems that it is not the case, or in other words, it is not just that.

Jiu Mengli always thought that Jiu Mengli was working so hard just to become a god and gain eternal life, but it seemed that Jiu Mengli was more affected by the human emotions of being remembered.

In a sense, Mengli is a human being now!Even though she is walking around as a carrier of commemoration, she can empathize with everything she hears and comes into contact with. Her monotonous emotions that originally belonged to a soul beast have been changed by commemoration, and are changing in the direction of humans. .

"Mengli, forgive me for not being able to confess everything to you, but I can only tell you that I believe in you, so I want to leave the final point that I cannot control to you."

Jiu Mian only felt that in the arms of the spiritual body at this time, Jiu Mengli's body had changed and turned into a human body again, as if he felt that she was taking him into her arms.

"But, if you refuse to tell me, aren't you still doubting me?" Mengli's voice seemed to gradually calm down and become more stable.

"No, I have never doubted you. From the moment we became one, I have never doubted you again. You are a part of me and the only one I cannot indispensable to. So, please trust me, okay?"

Mengli was a little surprised, and she said at a loss: "I have always believed in you..."

"If you trust me, why do you doubt my trust in you?"

Mengli wanted to open her mouth to explain, but couldn't.

"Mengli, can I ask you something?"

The sound of commemoration was very soft, as soft as snowflakes falling on the tip of the nose.

"You can tell me, as long as you don't hide this from me."

"Mengli, your position in my heart cannot be replaced, so please be more confident and don't be bothered by me anymore, because everything you have now belongs to me, and everything I have, It also belongs to you, so please accept my reliance, my problems, my troubles, and countless troubles in the future may make you too busy, but you have no choice, because we are irreplaceable for each other. Part of it.”

Mengli was extremely surprised and overjoyed. It seemed that some answers were not so important at this time. She now got something more important and worthwhile than this question.

"You are really cunning."

Memorial smiled lightly and did not refute.

"Then what should I do about your martial arts problem?"

In the end, Mengli was still in trouble and had no way of knowing the problem with Wuhun.

"Help me monitor it. It may actually be alive, but I believe we can control it."

"Ah."

"In commemoration, there is one more thing."

"Hmm? Anything else?"

"You seem to be late."

"..."

"!"

At this time, the ring on the index finger returned to dimness again.