Mr. Huo, please spoil me

There is a sweet smell floating in the air.

Zhang Chongguang didn't care about his unbearable situation, he grabbed her hand and pulled her into his arms, gently massaged her, "Does the hand hurt?"

Hosie's face was resting in the hollow of his neck, and it was as cool as water at night, while his body was comfortably warm.

She leaned quietly.

Zhang Chongguang didn't force her to speak, he rubbed her hands for a while, held the back of her head and hugged her tightly.

After a long time, he said softly, "I'll make you comfortable in a few days."

Hosie shuddered slightly.

Zhang Chongguang hugged her for a long time, then he got up to tidy himself up, he got out of bed and stood by the bed... the belt was half undone and the clothes inside were half unzipped, even looking at it now is still very affectionate.

He simply wiped it off and fastened the belt.

He went to the bathroom and twisted the towels for Horsey to clean up, but she said no.

They didn't have a relationship, and she didn't need it at all, but Zhang Chongguang felt that Huo Xi was unavoidably emotional just now, and it would be better to clean it up, and he finally got his wish after a long while between the two of them.

But at that moment, Zhang Chongguang was suffocated.

Hossie knew what he was thinking, her snow-white face was buried in the pillow, and her long brown hair was also covering the pillow.

The atmosphere was depressed to the extreme.

Yes, she doesn't feel it.

Even though they hugged, kissed and touched just now...but she didn't show any signs of emotion.

From beginning to end, it was his own carnival.

What's ridiculous is that he was still hugging her tenderly just now, and he said: "Hosie, I will make you comfortable in a few days."

Zhang Chongguang himself was a man with strong self-esteem, he couldn't give his wife pleasure, it was enough to frustrate him... He rolled his Adam's apple slightly, and finally sat on the edge of the bed and hugged her gently again.

He whispered in her ear: "We'll go see a doctor when we recover."

……

The next day, Huo Xi went to see Li Siqi.

Li Siqi gave birth to a son for Gu Yunfan, named Gu Yue, who weighed eight catties when he was born, tossed Li Siqi for three days and three nights, and was spanked by Gu Yunfan when he was born.

Hit back, but the pain still hurts.

Gu Yunfan was willing to serve little Gu Yue, the more he watched, the happier he became.

Although he really loved Gu Siqi, but in the final analysis it was different. Firstly, he was touched by blood, and secondly, this brat was born to him by Li Siqi's desperate efforts.

Gu Siqi also likes her younger brother.

She had to come to the hospital every day, so Li Siqi's mother made soup, brought her to the hospital, and brought her back at night.

Horsey listened and felt that their family was doing well.

She didn't stay for long, put down the red envelope gift and left after talking a little. Li Siqi was weak after giving birth, so Gu Yunfan gave it to her.

When Gu Yunfan came back after sending people off, Li Siqi sat up from the bed, looking thoughtful.

Gu Yunfan sat down and pinched her face: "What's the matter? Your face is wrinkled into a bun!"

Li Siqi looked up at him.

Just at this moment, little Gu Yue was hungry and was making noises, so Gu Yunfan went over and carried the child over... Li Siqi gently unbuttoned her clothes and took the child.

Xiao Gu Yue ate like a sucker, it was delicious.

Li Siqi looked down at her son, and chatted with her husband in a low voice: "I just saw Huo Xi's appearance, it seems that she is going to go far away to say goodbye, otherwise why would she come to see me in a hurry when she is just confinement? But she came here a few days ago When I asked about it, An Ran said they were doing well."

Gu Yunfan, an old bird, couldn't see through what she could see through?

He caressed his wife's hair and sighed softly: "Their matter is more complicated than ours at the time."

Li Siqi put her arms around her son, quietly lost in thought.

After a while, she asked her husband: "Gu Yunfan, do you think they will be together in the end?"

Gu Yunfan let her lean on him, he touched her face cherishingly, and said in a low voice: "I don't know! But Siqi, I think they will be the most unforgettable person in each other's life."

Not because of the three children, but because of the love when I was young.

Li Siqi leaned in his arms and didn't say anything...

She thought, everyone has an island in their hearts.

Perhaps, Miss Huoxi felt that she would be happier on an isolated island. She could go up to that isolated island by herself and plant her favorite maple tree on it. When the red maple trees filled the sky in autumn, she should be happy.

……

Horsey walked out of the hospital and into the parking lot.

Zhang Chongguang was sitting in the car with a mobile phone in his hand and was dealing with company affairs. When he saw her coming, he got out of the car and opened the co-pilot's door for her.

The two got into the car, and Zhang Chongguang fastened her seat belt, saying very naturally.

"Have you seen it? How is the child?"

"Very good! She's well-raised, and her name is Gu Yue."

The two spoke peacefully, but suddenly Zhang Chongguang's hand stopped, and his eyes were slightly startled.

Hosie also bowed his head.

Then it became subtle, Zhang Chongguang stared at the small piece of wetness, his voice trembling slightly: "Take a paper pad?"

After finishing speaking, he supported her waist with one hand and pulled out a few pieces of tissue paper with the other, folded them and handed them to Hosie.

"Do you want me to help you?"

Even though the two have been husband and wife for many years, this kind of matter is still private, and Huo Xi turned his back and lowered his voice: "No need."

When she lifted up her clothes and tidied them up, Zhang Chongguang looked at her slender back, trembling slightly with the movements.

He was emotional for a moment and couldn't help hugging her from behind.

Stretching out the big palm in front, the voice rustled: "I'll help you!"

The interior of the car was narrow, and Horsey couldn't escape.

The whole process was slow and sultry. If it was an ordinary couple, they probably wouldn't be able to kiss and comfort each other, but they were different. Even if Zhang Chongguang tried to tempt him emotionally, Hossie didn't feel it.

After a long time, he gently put down the hem of his clothes and hugged her gently.

He didn't speak, neither did Huoxi, in fact, they knew each other well.

How sad.

In the days that followed, Zhang Chongguang still treated her well, and on those nights when he wanted to hug, Huoxi almost never refused him. After a long time, Zhang Chongguang thought that there was still hope for them to get back together.

It's just that she was a little colder on that side.

About 50 days after giving birth, Zhang Chongguang went to the company that day. When he left early in the morning, he told Horsey to come back at six in the evening and asked the driver to pick up Mianmian and Ruirui.

Things went well that day, and Zhang Chongguang returned to the villa early.

In one hand, he held the little flower diapers he bought for Xiao Huo Xing, because only this brand of little ones would not be allergic, and in the other he held a bouquet of champagne roses.

He changed his indoor slippers and walked lightly. He thought that Hosie should be sleeping.

Little Huo Xing got up twice at night.

The bedroom door was ajar, and Zhang Chongguang pushed the door open with a smile on his lips. He could almost see Huo Xi lying on the bed, with his delicate white face buried in the pillow, and next to him was little Huo Xing, perhaps playing with his fingers boredly with his eyes open.

The thick original wooden door opened slowly, but Hosie was not in the bed... Zhang Chongguang's eyes slowly swept across the bedroom, no, Hosie was not in the bedroom.

Zhang Chongguang's pupils were deep and even dilated.

Diapers and flowers fell to the ground,

He walked quickly through the bedroom, holding the bathroom door with his palm, pausing for about a second and then pulling it open...

Horsey wasn't there.

Zhang Chongguang's body softened, and after a few seconds, he realized that his back was covered in cold sweat. He sat down slowly while holding the door frame, took out a cigarette, and remembered that there was a baby in the bedroom.

Cigarettes were broken.

He walked to the sink, turned on the golden faucet, and rubbed his face vigorously.

Later, he found Horsey in the study.

She was wearing a white nightgown, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows and staring outside, the sunlight was soft on her face, but Zhang Chongguang saw sadness in her eyes...

endless sorrow,

It reminded him of when she was in Melbourne, she also had the same expression, and it was also the same evening.

Later, Horsey committed suicide.

The sun goes down.

Zhang Chongguang stood there, and the afterglow of the setting sun stretched their figures very long... Huo Xi felt his presence, she slowly turned her head to look at him, and he saw moisture in her eyes.

"Why are you crying?"

Zhang Chongguang walked over with a hoarse voice, and he gently wiped the corners of her eyes.

Hoshi shook his head slightly.

No matter how hesitant Zhang Chongguang was, he knew that she might be suffering from postpartum depression, or that her illness had never recovered.

Horsey had autism as a child,

Later, she grew into a flying girl, and she grew into a dazzling appearance, which surprised him.

By his side, she sank, like the sun setting in the west.

But obviously in his heart, Huo Xi is a round of morning sun, which once illuminated his whole life.

Zhang Chongguang has never been in such pain.

He hugged her tightly, and kept saying sorry to her in a low voice... He was afraid, never been so afraid, he was afraid of losing her again.

He talked to her a lot, he said to take her to see a doctor... Hosian was quiet.

She didn't seem to hate him anymore, she was very quiet.

He hugged her back to the bedroom, Huoxi lowered his eyes and saw the diapers and flowers at the door, Zhang Chongguang explained softly: "I accidentally dropped it."

Horsey looked up at him, but didn't expose him.

She just said: "I don't want to be overwhelmed, I just want to be alone."

Autumn is here, but she just accidentally discovered that the leaves of the maple tree in the backyard were turning red, and she recognized the maple tree when it turned into ashes, and she and Zhang Chongguang planted it and grew up together.

She wants to take a look.

She just thought that after leaving Zhang Chongguang, they might have to be separated for a long time.

It will be a long time before we meet again!

……

At night, Zhang Chongguang hardly closed his eyes.

In the wee hours of the morning, he noticed that Hosie opened her eyes, she was not up or moving...but he knew she was crying.

After a long time, he lightly touched her pillow, and it was indeed wet.

He took her to see a doctor the next day, and the doctor told him it was postpartum depression.

"Mrs. Zhang has a history of autism, so you should pay special attention to her emotions after giving birth... Yes, I don't usually see it, but she has been fighting internally."

Back then, their marriage was a riot.

The doctor naturally heard it.

After thinking about it, he said: "Maybe she has something that she can't accept, but she can't vent it, so she can only keep fighting. Mr. Zhang, this is not just a matter of whether you want to let it go, some mental illness patients can't control themselves, All we can do is find the trigger ... and then, maybe let it go, maybe make it happen."

let go, let go...

Zhang Chongguang stood in the hospital corridor, shaking his fingers, and lit a cigarette.