Since that day, the little queen's condition has fallen into a stalemate of ups and downs.

She often accompanies the queen with a youthful and noble attitude, and occasionally acts like a fool, acting like a baby, showing the kind of freshness unique to girls, but that freshness seems to be exhausted. She lost the last bit of strength in her life, and within a few days, she began to fail at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Objectively speaking, it was actually the queen who was more seriously injured, but it was the queen who was in worse condition.She wasn't comatose, and she didn't have a fever anymore, but she was gradually withering day after day, as if even her body had completely given up resistance from the inside.

Everyone in the royal palace was tight-lipped about the queen. Even Yu Lan, who was far away in the dense forest galaxy, couldn't bear to let her sister go through the dusty and blood-stained past again. Therefore, Yu Ge knew nothing about her miserable experience in the past ten years. The exhaustion of my life is not due to grief or subjective will. If I have to find a basis, it is just due to exhaustion.

It seems that after a long and arduous trek, I can finally unload all the burdens and burdens near the end.

Pei Jiyun hugged the listless little female insect on his lap, looked at her damp gray complexion, and unreasonably thought of the large frost flowers clinging to the gray wall.

Thin and crisp, stunning and easy.

She lowered her head, avoiding the unhealed wound on her body, and kissed Yu Ge quietly. There was no charm or lingering taste in that delicate kiss, but a little absurd purity.

Many years ago, she had kissed Yu Ge carefully in the back of the small garden in the dense forest galaxy, accompanied by uncontrollable flustered pulse and ear spines that suddenly changed color, not so much enjoying intimacy, but more like... Something weak and fleeting fell lightly into her heart, making her feel genuinely happy and timid.

It was a little nightingale that lived in the forest and stopped by chance.

Pei Jiyun opened his eyes, and happened to meet Shangyu Ge's eyes. The other party's pale golden eyes were filled with a layer of water, and there was only pure admiration and attachment in them, as if the bottom could be seen at a glance.

The moment she was stared at by those eyes, the Queen couldn't even feel her heartbeat. Her chest heaved violently a few times. Before the long-lost joy could be conveyed to her mind, she was immediately shattered by the sober and cruel cognition up.

If she hadn't let her out-of-control desires go, Yu Ge could have looked at her like this all the time.

While suppressing the painful panting in her throat, she thought dazedly, let's just leave it at that.

At least Yu Ge could get a little relief, how bad could it be?

At least during the time when Yu Ge was still alive...they could put aside all their past and fall in love together, which was already a charity bestowed on her by the worm mother.

However, soon, her slightly despicable hope was torn to pieces by the venomous fangs of fate.

One night, the little queen suddenly struggled in her sleep.

The weak female struggled to get out of her embrace, rolled forward by herself, and finally curled up in the corner at the end of the bed, bursting into convulsive cries.

The movement could almost be described as tragic. Pei Jiyun was secretly startled, and without even thinking about it, he forcibly pressed the opponent's upper body flat, shaking Yu Ge awake.

The little queen woke up and knelt by the bed, her snow-white eyelashes drooping slightly, and two faint phantoms fell on that extremely pale face.Even though her cheeks were stained with tears, her expression could still be described as calm, but her eyes were very scattered and out of focus.

...It's like a child who can't find a home no matter what, and is at a loss.

The queen covered the bloody scabs on her ribs that had burst open due to the large movements, and suppressed her voice very softly.

"Baby, what's wrong with you, are you not feeling well...?"

Yu Ge's tears fell on the bed sheet one after another, as if she was not controlled by her emotions at all, and she fainted a large round water halo. With a little confusion, she turned her head slightly.

"...No, I'm not sick." She said, "I just... had a very strange nightmare. I dreamed that I had a baby with you, dreamed that someone cut my stomach open, dreamed...that I was raped by you Locked in a cage with no natural light and no sound."

She looked at the queen's unsightly expression under the thin moonlight, paused for a few minutes, and then shook her head slowly and firmly.

"Oh, so it's true."

There was no harsh accusation in the little queen's tone, nor did she see any deep hatred. She just smiled very confusedly, and she didn't know whether she was laughing at her own stupidity recently, or at the other party's hypocrisy.

She repeated: "It turns out that those... are all true."

Pei Jiyun froze in place in an instant.

Her little nightingale tried her best to retreat into the corner, without speaking or making a sound, and just silently rolled herself into a cocoon.

She couldn't guess what Yu Ge was thinking at this moment.

Guessing what the person next to her pillow is thinking, empathizing with her lover is something she has tried to avoid in the past 20 years. Now she wants to try again, but it is far too late.

The queen tightly closed her eyes.

"Xiao Ge, you don't want to stay here... do you?"

She heard her own voice sound softly, trembling in tone, but gentle in tone.

"I will agree to all your conditions. If returning to the dense forest galaxy can make you happier, I will send you back, okay? I won't catch you, and I won't... I won't visit you, as long as your The medical officer can tell me that you are safe and let me know that you are still alive, baby... okay, huh?"

The room suddenly fell into dead silence.

Time seemed to be frozen inch by inch, and every second stretched infinitely, but the proposal spit out from her own mouth turned into a jagged and rough blunt knife, which flattened her spine abruptly, making her Those few minutes turned into a slow and cruel Lingchi.

Twenty years ago, she met a little nightingale flying in the forest by chance. She coaxed the bird out of the forest and into her cage, where she bound it with thorns and shackles for more than ten years.

But now...she wants to let her little Nightingale go with her own hands.

Pei Jiyun stretched out his hand in the piercing pain, and rubbed the corner of Yu Ge's white clothes with his blood-stained fingers, as if he could retain a little bit of tenderness like a feather in auspicious light.

But the little queen didn't give her this chance.

The white-haired female worm pulled back her clothes and sat up sideways.

"No need, Your Majesty." She said, "It's better to die in the palace than to let my sister and Pei Cheng see me like this..."

The queen's open palm shook twice in vain in mid-air, and finally she had to hang back to her side dejectedly.

Her gaze crossed Yu Ge's narrow and thin shoulders, and fell directly on the gray brick wall in the bedroom. The wall is made of a very light-absorbing and rare material, and even under the moonlight like water, there is no bright light. The colors are just as dull and depressing as ever.

Like the souls of countless generations who are unwilling to die in vain, shrouded in a huge shadow, it is almost difficult to breathe.

Is this the only scene the little queen has seen before going to bed all these years?

Pei Jiyun rested his fingers on the shadow of the quilt, as if he was tracing the bony joints of the opponent through a distance of light and shadow.

Yu Ge has always been very light, so light that holding him in his arms is like holding a small larva.

That lightness is not only due to its petiteness or thinness, but more from the half-hollow bone structure of the Natis Zerg.After evolving into human form, most of the bug characteristics on the Zerg are only for decoration, and there are very few that can really fly like the Natis Zerg.

When she saw Yu Ge for the first time in the small garden of the dense forest galaxy, the still young little queen was wearing this hard and thin body, fluttering her pair of translucent wings, and staggered her into a hug .

That was... so many years ago.

It was so long ago that she recalled it, the scene seemed to be shrouded in a thick mist, mixed with the heart-piercing cries of the little queen, and turned into an ominous cloud for no reason.

Now, even she herself does not want to believe it. At that time, when all the harm and suffering had not yet unfolded, she did indeed hold this little female on the tip of her heart, and she did hope that she could see it for a lifetime Watch the little nightingale fly in the sun.

She lay in the dark room for half a night, and when it was almost dawn, she finally pressed her fingertips on Yu Ge's side neck, and fell asleep to the sound of his weak and steady heartbeat.

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In those few days, the capital star had a few bouts of heavy snowfall. The dense snowflakes clung together into the shape of feathers and floated quickly and densely. The servants were not allowed to clean the front and back of the palace, and a thick layer of snow accumulated.

The little queen is always looking at the snow during the day.

The female Natis dragged her pair of golden veined wings and sat with her knees hugged in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows all day long. Even her ashen skin was reflected by the bright snow outside the window with a translucent and delicate luster, almost Gives the illusion that her condition has improved.

Pei Jiyun's heart was suddenly infiltrated by this scene, sore and hot, and in the warm ironing, there was always an unignorable bitterness stuck in her throat, which made her dare not let go of this breath, and dare not let it go. I got half a moment of relief.

Over the years, whenever she looked at Yu Ge, it was as if she was naked facing a mirror.

The harm, abuse, and bullying she gave were all preserved in her lover's body intact, forming every disease on Yu Ge's body and every look on his face, which was clearly reflected Show her own fears and weaknesses.

Only the most cowardly and incompetent will unscrupulously vent their desires on the one they love.

Yet she could not expect any forgiveness.

It is already the greatest gift for her that the worm mother can let her and Yu Ge have such a seemingly peaceful but tormenting time together.

The queen held the fruit that she washed herself, and suppressed the palpitation-like pain in her chest, and handed the water-stained fruit to the queen's mouth.

"Baby... let's eat a little bit, okay?"

Yu Ge turned his head to look at her, his snow-colored eyelashes seemed to curve a little, but they seemed to be drooping quietly.

She doesn't talk to people very much these days, and even the medical officer couldn't make a diagnosis. Was she immersed in the nightmare of that night, which made her look so calm, or... She didn't remember anything at all, but only... Can contact the outside world with the ignorance of a newborn.

The little female was stunned for a moment, but she didn't say anything after all. She just held the queen's hand, frowning like a docile little animal, and swallowed most of the plate of fruit.

Pei Jiyun wiped off the stains on the corners of the other's lips, endured and endured, still lowered his head, and gave the little queen an inseparable and firm hug.

The hug broke at the touch of a finger, and then she put away the tray, and as soon as she turned around, she heard a very suppressed coughing sound behind her.

Yu Ge clutched his chest, and spat out the little fruit he had just fed.

At that moment, the Queen's expression was almost hideous, embarrassing and painful, as if someone had slapped her in the air, or...someone poured a pot of boiling iron all the way down the Tianling Gai her abdominal cavity.

It might be that the demented little queen was instinctively resisting her touch.

Maybe it's... Yu Ge's body is too weak to eat.

But no matter which one it was, it was enough to make her despair.

The blood all over her body seemed to have froze, she stood in a daze for a long while, and then reluctantly cleaned up the dirt splashed on Yu Ge's body, and then rang the bell to call the medical officer.

The medicine prepared by the medical officer for the little queen has the effect of supplementing nutrition and calming emotions. Pei Jiyun hugged the drowsy Yu Ge in his arms for several hours. Just when she thought that the other party was already asleep, a pair of cold He squeezed her palm lightly.

The little queen raised her head, with a kind of helpless gentleness in her expression.

That was a rare and completely clear moment for her during these days, but it caused the queen to feel a kind of panic almost like fear for no reason, as if a cold wind seeped into her spine, making her limbs tremble slightly .

Yu Ge looked at her in surprise, then simply withdrew his hand.

"……His Majesty."

She said hoarsely: "If I die, please...give my ashes to my sister."

作者有话要说:感谢在2021050522:39:272021050715:25:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Day Sea, Nineteen One;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:我当机立断菜鸡滑铲30瓶;空着不好看10瓶;十九4瓶;空白2瓶;凉凉九月九、少君傾酒、梵风衣1瓶;

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