Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

After the subordinates reported the recent developments to the queen, they left the ward in silence. The little medical officer who came to change the dressing was the last one in line. She turned around carefully and closed the door, and glanced at the second before the door closed. Looking at the scene in the room, I couldn't help being slightly taken aback.

The queen, who was calm and self-possessed just now when she was communicating with her attendants, is now burying her nose and mouth in the handful of dirty long hair, which is long and thick, covering half of her face, making it hard to see exactly what is happening. But there was a dignified and depressing emotion between those solemn eyebrows and eyes, which seemed to be unbearable pain, but also seemed... a little unspeakable nostalgia.

That look was too sentimental for a queen, but it was already the result of Pei Jiyun's deliberate restraint.

The pain caused by flesh and blood wounds is not enough to make her lose her composure in front of others, and the obscure past recalled in the medical cabin is not enough to weaken her willpower, but this hair...

But like the ring three years ago, it was silently stating a cold fact to her.

Yu Ge really left her again.

As if the nerves that had been tense for a long time suddenly relaxed, she experienced some kind of severe pain in the extreme exhaustion. It felt like someone had stuck a soldering iron on her cerebral cortex, causing her mental state to collapse. Hanging at the critical point of collapse.

The reason why it hasn't collapsed completely is just a matter of habit.

She is the queen of the empire, restraint and prudence are almost engraved in her bone marrow, this introverted character can keep her sober and self-controlled in the unimaginable predicament of ordinary people, and it will also make her unable to find any outlet or outlet when she is cornered. Crazy export.

Except Yu Ge.

That is the only person in the world who has seen her true face, and it is also the sustenance that carries all her strong emotions.

Many years ago, Yu Ge used to be her intimate lover with no rest at noon, the little nightingale who would always stay by her side, and a bloody and fleshy part of her soul, as if she would never abandon her, never go away.

... That was really many years ago, so long ago that she couldn't remember clearly.

That memory was indescribable and ungraspable, and as soon as she recalled it, it caused an unbearable burning in her throat, like the pendulum hanging in her chest when she was a child was put into a raging fire and flowed along her heart It burned all the way to her throat, but she didn't feel any pain at all.

Instead, it was like being immersed in a warm liquid, bathed in rain in the sun.

She met Yu Ge at a...not a very suitable time.

At that time, as the only crown prince of the empire, she had just succeeded to the position of queen, and before she had time to make achievements in politics, she was impeached and made things difficult by the royal family.

She was able to give the public a high-sounding explanation for the cause of the old queen's death, but it was difficult to perfuse this group of ambitious royal courtiers.

Therefore, the visit to the dense forest galaxy back then was not so much an investigation of remote galaxies as a short escape as a last resort.

She met her little nightingale in the little garden after the rain.

Fountains, flower beds, the twilight morning light, sisters' hands intertwined, trembling pulse wings and beautiful and bright faces, the picture is full of beauty that she can't imagine, so that even today, the kind of breathless and blank mind The sense of shock can clearly emerge in her heart.

When she was young, the female Natis was so noble, delicate, and even a little too naive but slightly weak. When she hugged Yu Ge who fell into her arms, she even felt that she heard some kind of subtle and crisp sound. The sound is like the cracking and breaking of flower branches when they are picked.

Her fingers brushed over the pair of soft and thin wings, as if she touched her beating heart in an instant through the grid-like lines flowing with blood, an unprecedented feeling made her feel There was a violent tremor in the depths of the pupils.

Rather than admiration, the feeling may be more akin to an unexpressable...envy.

In her gloomy and overly cautious life, she had never seen such a vivid and splendid life.

She approached Yu Ge at first...in fact, it was completely instinctive.

That was the most out-of-control and most relaxed period in her life. She could hardly think about anything related to Yu Ge calmly, as if all the blood and energy were churning in her mind, and even her nerves were shattered due to the long-term excitement. paralysis.

She didn't even have the heart to deal with official duties, she just wanted to look at the immature and white face in the video all day long, and she couldn't bear to take her eyes off her eyes.

When the communication was interrupted unexpectedly one day, she saw her own shadow on the screen that suddenly went dark, and she couldn't believe it for a while.

So full of love, so affectionate, even the smile is pity and sincere, without any falsehood and majesty in the usual.

It turned out that when she looked at Yu Ge...it turned out to be this expression.

It turned out that she would actually show such a gentle look from the bottom of her heart.

At that time, Yu Ge was just a child who was still studying, and she hadn't even established a clear and stable relationship with Yu Ge.

With endless patience and sincerity, she waited day after day for Yu Ge to grow up and to come to her. She often sat on pins and needles because of the anxiety that she couldn't get what she wanted, and even her heart felt tight. But once he heard Yu Ge's voice and saw Yu Ge's face, those dark and manic emotions disappeared in an instant.

When Yu Ge first came to Capital Star...

Pei Jiyun is indeed the same as all young people who fall in love, she loves this little female insect that makes her miss her deeply with her mind that has no time to care about others.

She watched Yu Ge get off the starship and ran into her arms unsuspectingly. She felt that something had finally been embedded in the place in her chest that had been empty for so many years. It was so cowardly and pious that it shook her bones She was in pain, and she didn't even dare to reach out to touch the other's furry tentacles.

She thought, she had to take good care of the child, she wanted her little nightingale to wake up in the sunshine forever, and never see the gloom between the dark clouds; She will never let this piece of brocade be stained with dust; she will create a golden laurel wreath studded with diamonds, to adorn Nightingale's ears as bright as dewy roses...

However, the gray line of the grass snake stretches thousands of miles.

Everything is traceable in the dark, and the fate that made her infinitely fearful when she was a child and made her feel worried when she was an adult finally revealed its sinister face as expected.

It's Yu Ge who is still young, and even Pei Jiyun himself can't bear to think about that night like a turning point.

The queen, who has a partner, ushered in her first courtship period before marriage.

The strong pheromone emitted from her glands not only made Yu Ge lose the capital to struggle, but at the same time... also awakened the instinct of the king worm in her body. She was like a ferocious beast, ignoring Little Nightingale With sobbing pleadings, he ruthlessly pressed the other person's spine that had sunk deeply due to being forced to slump down.

The blood in her whole body seemed to boil into venom, pouring into her limbs and bones like an electric current, and even the exhilarating exhalation scalded her nasal cavity with burning pain, that kind of longing engraved on the soul It was so fierce and sudden, it occupied all of her consciousness when she didn't expect it.

She lifted Yu Ge's forehead hair, looked at her own pupils shrunk into a vertical line in the trembling pale golden pupils of the other party, and in the great pleasure, forcibly opened the little queen's convulsed and curled up body.

Her chest was soaked, it was... Yu Ge's tears, but that night, Pei Jiyun was completely unaware of what he was doing.

She licked the powerless body inch by inch, almost wanting to devour him bone and flesh, let this hand, this face, these eyes, this pair of lips... even the inside of this skeleton. Every drop of bone marrow has become a part of her.

That situation was full of cruelty and cruelty. It was not like admiring the body of a lover at all, but more like a ruler... occupying or even destroying his own possessions.

When she wakes up...

Yu Ge was unconscious.

The young female worm, who had just grown up, huddled beside the bed, with bluish-yellow swollen marks all over its creamy back, and the pair of honey-colored pulse wings fluttered slightly, and retracted immediately as soon as it was touched.

The queen's hand was frozen in mid-air, and a few strands of hair that had been torn from the back of Yu Ge's head were still entangled between her fingers.

"...Sister Jiyun."

She heard Yu Ge's hoarse and vague voice, and there was obvious confusion and grievance in that tone, just like an ignorant child who was roughed up by his parents for no reason.

"Is this punishment...?"

Pei Jiyun's throat seemed to be tightly blocked by some blunt object. She opened her mouth several times in a panic, but she couldn't make a sound.

For so many years, everyone has regarded "the successor of the old queen" as the greatest compliment to her, but she is afraid every second, worrying that she will inherit the cruel and hypocritical temperament of the old queen, and worrying about the clinging to the old queen. The genetic moth is hard to eradicate, and I am worried that she will... hurt Yu Ge.

She lives so carefully, so self-denying, like stepping on a rickety steel wire on a cliff, if she makes a wrong step, she will fall to the point where her body will be smashed to pieces.

However, at the moment when the ominous premonition came true...

It was as if the pendulum that had been swinging for many years was finally falling heavily. She felt that every blood vessel in her was being pulled infinitely, and then snapped in the void. The fear and hidden worry that had been hanging in her chest for decades finally fell. When it came to reality, she could only feel an indescribable coldness.

And under that coldness, there was only a little bit of regret left.

So be it.she thought dejectedly.

If this king worm's blood is destined to make her a villain beyond recognition, then so be it.

Anyway, even if Yu Ge is afraid of her, even if Yu Ge can't understand her...she can tie him to her side.

That regret did not come deeply, and was soon swallowed up by monstrous desires.

She is like drinking pain to stop the pain. At a certain moment that cannot be observed by the naked eye, she has a desperate thought that is almost self-defeating. From a lover who is concerned about herself, she becomes a hypocritical and cruel jailer overnight. .

And the one she wanted to guard and imprison was only one little nightingale from beginning to end.

She used to feel timid and apprehensive even for a flower for Yu Ge, but now she can unscrupulously vent her depression and anger that has accumulated for many years on the other party. The process of courtship is always accompanied by the blessing and influence of pheromones. She felt happy, but the loss hidden in the long night was endless.

She watched Yu Ge gradually grow into a calm and decent queen, with a radiant and introverted demeanor, but in private, she became more indifferent, more silent, and more... like Queen Arishan back then.

In the end, even Pei Jiyun couldn't guess what the little queen was thinking.

Looking at the heavy shadows under Yu Ge's white eyelashes, she could only secretly clean up all the life-threatening sharp weapons in the palace to prevent Yu Ge from following the old path of her biological mother; Forcibly imprisoned by his side.

She could see Yu Ge's pain and noticed Yu Ge's changes, but all of this was caused by her, so she could only stay away from him as much as possible, or keep silent for a long time.

In the long time of more than ten years, the gap between her and the queen has formed an irreparable gap. Many times, she holds Yu Ge in her arms and looks at the other's pale and sick side face, They all feel so far away, so strange, as if they are out of reach.

The feeling was so clear and painful, as if the most precious part of her soul was being lost little by little, year after year, causing her pain every second, and she wanted to redeem everything countless times...

Yet she had absolutely nothing to explain.

She can only give Yu Ge the most perfunctory and official comfort when Yu Ge is sleepy and helpless; she can only silently kiss away the tears on the other side's temple after Yu Ge is asleep.

In the depths of this silence, there may have been guilt, self-blame, and pity, but after dawn, she is still the methodical and scheming queen, and the one beside Yu Ge's pillow who scares the other party. Hateful cruel officials.

She has worn such a mask for so long that even she herself has become completely used to it.

One time, a reporter asked her about her journey of falling in love with the queen. In front of the camera, she showed an amiable yet majestic smile, and told about the romantic encounter full of accidents, but she could not restrain the self-abuse in her heart. cross-examination.

Did I really love Yu Ge?

Maybe I treated that child well at first, just because she was young and simple-minded, able to support the dignity of a queen, but she was incapable of hurting me or threatening me.

I'm just picking a queen.

Maybe I will give the queen a green eye, just because of my cowardly, restless and extremely selfish nature.

If I really love her, how can I ignore her feelings and try to influence the other person's thoughts?

But if I don't love her...

Why is it that in front of Yu Ge, the person who worries about gains and losses and has no confidence...is me instead?

Before a reasonable answer could be sorted out from these questions, the next round of karma came upon her silently.

Yu Ge she... was actually pregnant with a child.

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