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Melanza gasped silently.

A certain heavy and difficult pain spread along Yu Ge's heart, which was close to the skin, and spread to every inch of her nerves like an electric shock.

Naive, bewildered, full of expectations, disappointed and chilling, all the phantoms of various colors that flowed up in the distant time whizzed away in an instant, leaving only the definitive answer that is happening at the moment in reality

Yu Ge no longer has that heartfelt, complex and sincere love for her.

The child may still depend on her, but that dependence is only placed on an elder who brought him up, and has nothing to do with love.

The child would still be loyal to her, but only to a lord, not to a long-time lover.

She sat up, stared at Yu Ge's half-scattered and misty eyes, couldn't help but leaned over, and gently kissed the eye-catching red mole.

Yu Ge is fine now, she said silently in her heart.

Yu Ge, who became a newborn of the blood family, may not have a very easy and happy life, but at least she will no longer struggle and suffer, never seek torture, and no longer have to kneel in front of the indescribable god and confess without bottom line.

Perhaps this former human being could really become an ordinary blood race just like that.

She suddenly realized that Yu Ge's "goodness" was not due to becoming a blood race, but only because she had given up the complicated feelings that she was born with.

Melanza showed a gentle and generous smile, but the smile didn't reach her eyes at all, instead showing a bit of subtle gloom on her gentle and unusually deep face.

Isn't it my greatest wish to make Yu Ge happy?

If the premise of her happiness is that she no longer loves me... Should I fulfill her happiness?

Do I want Yu Ge to live in his own world?

Can I let this child leave the body here honestly, but leave that heart to a place I don't understand and can't reach?

As soon as these questions surfaced, the lord's pupils suddenly constricted.

She subconsciously put Yu Ge's hand in her palm, and looked at it carefully in the dark.

The size of that hand is very delicate even among women, the protruding phalanges look thin and pitiful, and the nails are also very thin, but the ball joints of the four fingers protrude abruptly, with thick calluses on the inside of the joints , making this hand look far from delicate and weak.

When she stretched Yu Ge's hand little by little, the ring finger could only slightly bend into a slightly hideous arc, and a part of the phalanx should have been crushed by some kind of blunt instrument, but it failed to move smoothly. Grow well.

Chuyong can return Yu Ge's clean and flawless skin, but cannot meticulously repair every inch of her bone structure that has been shaped.

Those long days staying by her side did not allow Yu Ge to obtain the most prosperous and peaceful life, but instead left her with a pair of weather-beaten hands that were also injured when holding a knife.

The part of reason that belongs to the blood race has already sent the best decision to the lord's mind.

I should let this kid go.

Whether she loves me or not, I should do my best to make her happy.

Yu Ge's happiness...is what I most want to see.

This unformed decision only flashed in her mind for a moment, and then a hot and boiling emotion suddenly rushed into her atrium, which was so intense that it was enough to make Bing The heat of the broken snow melted easily occupied her whole mind.

That is actually a kind of love that is almost obsessed.

Such feelings are really abnormal for blood races.

The blood race is not without feelings for their partners, but as the timeline stretches infinitely, that feeling will often turn into a kind of gentle, deep, and slightly heavy emotional sustenance. It is not so much love as it is more similar to the relationship between human beings. blood relationship.

Melanza has lived for so long, and has never experienced this kind of... feverish and uncontrollable intense emotion.

It felt like a thorn with buds growing in her chest. The branch pierced her flesh and broke her bones, but it wanted to grow all the way, and reached Yu Singer's heart, quietly blooming a white flower. Flowers of blood come.

Even if Yu Ge doesn't want it, even if Yu Ge doesn't love her.

This feeling is so strange, it makes her painful and vulnerable, but it also makes her experience some kind of unspeakable joy and excitement.

She is the physical master of this blood newborn, but Yu Ge, who holds a flower in his hand, always dominates her soul.

"...sorry, baby."

The older lord covered Yu Ge's clear and bewildered eyes with his backhand, pierced his fangs lightly into the opponent's neck, and then touched the blood on his lips from top to bottom, on the white and clean face. There were dots of fine marks on the brocade.

"I love you." She whispered, "I love you."

There was an absurd sincerity in the series of kisses, almost a taste of begging and flattery.

Compared with the intimate courtship between humans, it is more like a beast that has hurt its cubs, licking each other's hair with their lips and tongue in a panic.

In fact, there is no hidden meaning, just out of an instinctive comfort or show of favor.

But Yu Ge suddenly reacted.

Her legs twitched twice, and there was a slight ups and downs in her chest, and then she caught the hand covering her eyelids unexpectedly, and suddenly pressed the lord's hand under her body.

The blood race who was still in a hypnotic state only had a hazy consciousness, so she didn't have any strength when she started, and the pointed nails even directly scratched the palm of the master.

Melanza didn't care about this little injury.

Yu Ge pressed one of her hands with his body, and his whole body was tightly curled up into a ball, his bony back trembling irregularly, like a small animal shrunk from fright.

As a newborn, Yu Ge doesn't need to breathe, and the visibly trembling back is actually because she has subconsciously followed the human habit of constantly breathing down when her emotions fluctuate.

The blond-haired eldest kissed her for a few seconds before kissing the back of her neck as softly as possible, and half-embracing her in his arms.

"Xiaoge, good boy, what's wrong with you?"

Her cold and moist breath clung to Yu Ge's ears, like the bright red letter of a snake, but her tone was extremely careful, clearly expressing the meaning of coaxing and bewitching.

"Don't you like master kissing you, huh?"

Yu Ge twisted her legs together and pressed her hand to death very stubbornly.

Her age is really too young for the lord, and her indifferent face does not reveal her age, so this kind of childish behavior makes her feel naive and young, which is worthy of her. The white back of the neck on the upper part made Melanza taste somewhat cute with a slight contrast.

It seemed to be a sharp blade wrapped in a scabbard and buried in the wind and snow. After it was really caught, a little lamb rolling in the grass was engraved on the blade.

"Xiaoge, talk to me."

Just as she was about to kiss Yu Ge again, the black-haired newborn turned her head slightly.

"I don't want it, it will hurt."

There was a kind of timidity and grievance in Yu Ge's eyebrows that she had never seen before. The expression was not obvious, but because it was so different from her usual indifferent appearance, it was time for the lord to see it clearly.

"Master...Master will hurt me very much."

Melanza's heart sank.

She immediately realized that her behavior just now was a little too intimate, so that Yu Ge subconsciously mistakenly thought that he was going to touch her.

The newborn's fragility and timidity under the influence of hypnotics is only due to the resistance to its own intimacy.

The chill that swept into the bone marrow quietly brushed over the lord's empty chest again, the smile on her face finally faded, she only patted Yu Ge's back slowly, and treated her young lover with the utmost patience and tenderness .

The blood race is very sensitive to physical conditions. In fact, she has always been aware of Yu Ge's pain.

When this human being was injured and bled, fell ill and fell into a coma, was tortured by the Holy See's instruments of torture, or... when he was forced to sacrifice his young body to himself.

She once took Yu Ge's restrained expression and the pain deep in her throat as pleasure, and even deliberately bit the opponent's flesh while sucking blood, trying to tear the eternally dull and eternally calm surface.

She has never succeeded once, and as time goes by, she has left the matter of "Yu Ge also hurts" behind her. That long-lasting tenacity and patience, whether it is in her eyes or in the eyes of other blood races, seems to have become This is the most characteristic character of human beings.

Melanza hugged Yu Ge on her lap and shook gently, like putting a child to sleep, smoothed the other's frowning brows with her fingertips.

How can it not hurt?

When Yu Ge's finger bones were smashed, when the penance belt attached to the flesh and blood was torn off, when her sharp nails pierced the inside...

Has this child ever thought about showing such an aggrieved and cowardly appearance in order to seek comfort and forgiveness from those close to him?

But she couldn't tell anyone about it.

Her colleagues could not understand humans, her best friend died under the fangs of her colleagues, and her master...

Her master is the giver of all these pains.

Her short human life has always been in a situation of isolation and helplessness, and the occasional warmth is fleeting like a firefly.

The word "pain" may have silently surged in her heart countless times, but the first time she really said it was under the compulsive effect of a few drops of hypnotics.

...What kind of mood did this child love me in the past?

Melanza buried her face in Yu Ge's neck, and the sharp and pungent flower fragrance was close to her, but it could no longer arouse her desire.

A thought that made her helpless gradually entangled her viscera in the darkness. The irreversible past was like a spider's web dripping with mucus, twisting the softest piece of meat into mottled and broken pieces bit by bit. blood slime.

No one will lose their humanity at the moment when the bow is broken. Yu Ge's sincere and fiery heart is hardened by the long torture day after day, in the hopeless torment of isolation and helplessness.

She lowered her head and looked at Yu Ge's swallowtail-like eyelashes, showing a very strange expression.

The expression was somewhere between pity and kindness, and was vaguely mixed with a bit of cruel stubbornness, which seemed to have a kind of shocking warmth.

I can't let her go.

I have to make it up to the kid.

Like Yu Ge when she was a child, she wrapped the black hair hanging on her knees to the base of her fingers.

I have to make this kid... fall in love with me again.

Probation progress: 44

作者有话要说：感谢在2021011623:41:242021011722:13:27期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Milu and He Song Nanming;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：空一40瓶；余耐30瓶；韩梅梅20瓶；长笛一声10瓶；来本五三、草木灰5瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!