Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

Yu Ge pushed open the door and nodded slightly to the courier brother.

"Okay, sorry to bother you."

She was wearing a sweater and sweatpants, with her overly long hair casually tied at the back of her head. She looked casual and youthful.

There was a familiar gentle smile on that pure and innocent face, although it was still thin and obviously pale and sickly, but the intuitive feeling was almost the same as it was many years ago.

Chu Siduan has not seen her so leisurely and relaxed for many years.

When Yu Ge was by her side, she would also act very gentle, often with a smile on her face, but that smiling face always seemed to be shrouded in a hazy and vague mist, which cast a layer of mist on her expression. An unbearably depressed background.

She used to think that it was just out of pure loneliness, but now she realizes that the slightly tense background is not from Yu Ge herself, but from her own endless love for Yu Ge torture.

Chu Siduan's gaze was like a black spider web, sticking to Yu Ge's body perfectly.

It only took a few seconds from opening the door to when Yu Ge retrieved the courier.

But this moment of effort firmly deterred Chu Siduan's soul in an instant, and became a kind of hallucinogenic drug, which made the picture freeze and replay in her mind continuously, magnifying a certain moment infinitely, The huge void filled with the cold wind in the center of her heart made her tremble with an inexplicable joy.

As Yu Ge closed the door, the last bit of light in the corridor finally disappeared from between the cracks in the door.

Falling back into the darkness caused blurry spots to appear on Chu Siduan's retina, but she didn't care about it, she just clung to the cold stair railing, trying to restrain her violent heartbeat.

The body that had been numb and stagnant since Yu Ge left suddenly regained consciousness, as if a shock patient suddenly started breathing, and the surging blood in her chest made her feel an unspeakable pain.

But in the midst of extreme emptiness and hopelessness, even pain can be addictive.

For several days, she tried every means to send something to Yu Ge, and then quietly guarded in the stairwell outside Ji Liangshi's house.

Sometimes it's a bunch of red roses, sometimes it's Yu Ge's favorite cookies, and sometimes it's a photo of her and Yu Ge in the past.The very act of posting something was harassing, and she herself was reduced to a pathetic voyeur.

Ji Liangshi would also open the door to pick up the courier, and she didn't even see Yu Ge every time.

But those few hours of silent waiting in the dark stairwell were enough to satisfy her.

She is like a walking dead without consciousness, only when she falls into this kind of morbid expectation and fantasy, can she inject a bit of fresh pain into her body.

Until one evening, before the courier arrived, Yu Ge opened the door first.

She looked out of spirit, and looked out through the crack of the door very cautiously for a while, her wide-open eyes were full of fear and defense, and after a moment of stalemate, she put the two garbage bags in the corner in front of the door , and retreated to the entrance again.

Chu Siduan couldn't be more clear that this is a small habit of Yu Ge himself.

She would put the garbage at the door first, go home to wash her hands, put on her coat, and go downstairs to throw out the garbage.

This process is actually meaningless, but Yu Ge has stubbornly maintained it for so many years.

Chu Siduan lingered in the stairwell for a few seconds, quickly opened the door, took the two garbage bags, and ran down the stairs.

——She didn't realize what she was doing at all, she was just driven by desire, just like the state of her whole person these days, sometimes numb, sometimes fanatical, but all without reason.

She carried the packed garbage bag to the outdoor trash can in the community, but instead of throwing it in directly, she carefully unfastened the button on the plastic bag and dumped it down along the opening.

Snack wrappers, clumps of tissues, eye drops bottles...

Until the end, what was pressed at the bottom of the garbage bag were the shredded photo and the unopened cake box.

That was what she sent to Yu Ge yesterday.

Chu Si sat back in the car, realizing in a trance the fate of these couriers.

Be it the camera that was removed or the roses she picked herself, without exception, they all went directly into Yu Ge's trash can.

What the hell is she doing?

Mailing old things, hiding in the stairwell to peep, and even looking through Yu Ge's garbage bags.

What she did to satisfy her selfish desires completely meant secondary harm and a great threat to Yu Ge.

She wanted to use the dismantled camera to prove her change to Yu Ge, but she couldn't control herself again, and became a pair of eyes hidden in the darkness around Yu Ge.

Chu Siduan sat in the driver's seat expressionlessly, her throat seemed to be blocked by some sour and hard solid, and even her breathing was hot and astringent.

She took out a wet towel and wiped off the blood stains on her tiger's mouth, and suddenly recalled a certain old scene in the emptiness and dullness.

It was more than four years ago, when she knelt among the piles of red roses and proposed to Yu Ge.

At that time, Yu Ge was holding flowers in his arms, wearing a ring on his hand, and quietly looked down at her. The expression on his face was unusually complicated, and there seemed to be a little shyness and emotion floating on the surface, but more, it was a kind of Ridiculously sad.

It seems that her tears are not from the joy of achieving a positive result with her lover, but from some pain and grievance that is pressed deep in the bottom of her heart and cannot be spoken to outsiders.

Chu Siduan closed her eyes tightly, and the tearing sensation like choking water engulfed her lungs again, giving her a very real illusion, as if she was about to drown in the beautiful and perfect memories she once thought inside.

That's right, when she proposed, Yu Ge was already very aware of the surveillance.

... What did she say then?

The young CEO knelt down in front of his girlfriend in front of all the group's senior management, relatives and friends, and vowed: "Xiao Ge, marry me, and I will love you, cherish you, and protect you all my life, and I will not let you be hurt." any harm."

This love, cherishment and protection sounds very nice to say, but it has become a sharp weapon to hurt Yu Ge since a long time ago.

And she herself, this seemingly very affectionate lover, has long been unknowingly turned into a monster hiding in the dark with a sharp weapon in hand.

Chu Siduan took off her glasses, and a smile slowly emerged from her lips, which made her look very strange, as if she was extremely tired, but also seemed to reveal some kind of self-mockery shrouded in haze.

After some time, she received a call from Yu Ge.

Chu Siduan held the phone tremblingly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Hey, Xiao Ge, what's wrong with you...?"

Yu Ge on the other end of the phone didn't pause for a second, and immediately asked, "Where are you now?"

Five minutes later, Yu Ge walked out of the building.

She didn't even have time to change her clothes, she was only wrapped in a sweater jacket outside her pajamas, with no expression on her face, her expression was dull, and her steps were hurried.

Chu Siduan has been looking at Yu Ge silently, but now she really waited for the other party to sit beside her, but she couldn't even say a word. She was almost at a loss as to where she was, and she smelled Yu Ge's scent at close range. , The eye circles instantly turned red.

Yu Ge looked at her quietly for a few seconds, and his throat rolled slightly.

"Ah Duan," she said straight to the point, "I don't know, and I don't want to know what you're thinking, but I beg you, don't send me any more things, and don't appear around me."

Chu Siduan's heart tightened, she tremblingly said: "Xiao Ge, I don't have..."

"No, you have."

Yu Ge raised his eyes and looked at her fixedly. His eyes were unusually calm and peaceful, but they seemed to be stabbing Chu Siduan's lung tube with a sharp knife.

"I was suspicious when I was receiving the courier a few days ago, until today you suddenly took away the garbage." She said, "Ah Duan, I saw you on the surveillance camera at Doctor Ji's door."

She wrapped the sweater tightly around her body, and said softly: "I just want to live a peaceful life for a few days without living under the eyes of others."

Chu Siduan's complexion could almost be described as blue and gray. She could see Yu Ge's lips opening and closing, and could hear every word Yu Ge uttered clearly, but those sentences could not be coherently formed in her mind, reflecting the exact meaning.

She could only hear the roaring sound from her heart and lungs, the voice was full of sharp sarcasm, emphasizing a fact to her over and over again——

She hurt Yu Ge again.

Yu Ge softened his tone, but his words were very cruel.

"I've talked a lot with Dr. Ji these days, and I'm also reflecting on myself," she said slowly. "The biggest mistake I've made these years is of course running away from marriage, but other than that... when I'm with you, I'm not There is also a problem."

She lowered her eyelashes, and a little steam gradually appeared in her eyes, "Let me go... I want to make up for you so much, even after your career is successful, I always feel that you are still the one who was beaten and would only hide in the attic and cry secretly." Little girl, so that every time you ask me, even if the request is too much, even if I don't want to, in the end I will agree to you out of guilt or sympathy."

She fully understands and cherishes her lover, and is willing to do her best to fill the shortcomings in his heart, but her lover walked into a fork in the road when she didn't realize it, trying to hold her firmly in the palm of his hand.

Yu Ge's voice was light and soft, like a gust of wind, gently scattered in Chu Siduan's ears.

"But I never understood one thing at that time, that is... I don't owe you anything." She said, "You were unlucky in childhood, lonely and inferior in adolescence, and especially insecure in adulthood. It's true, but I didn't do it."

She showed a tolerant and helpless smile, "Even as your lover, I have no obligation, no way, no ability to compensate you."

Chu Siduan was too familiar with the expression on Yu Ge's face.

When she forced Yu Ge to be a full-time wife, when she asked Yu Ge not to attend the class reunion, when she insisted on inviting all shareholders to attend the wedding...

Yu Ge always put on such a gentle, indulgent and slightly tired expression.

But she was insatiable in this indulgence and tolerance, making mistakes again and again.

There was a buzzing in Chu Siduan's mind, and she panted heavily, her voice was so heavy that it almost seemed to be choked up vaguely.

"Don't say that, Xiaoge, I did something wrong, and I already know I was wrong." She sobbed, "I'll make it up to you, okay, give me another chance..."

Yu Ge has never seen his former lover beg anyone with such a humble attitude.

She wiped her tears for the other party, feeling that her soul seemed to have escaped from her body, and she was looking down at Chu Siduan calmly, crying and pouring out her heart to her, neither sad nor happy, neither angry nor able to muster up the heart to feel distressed .

This is actually very funny, because more than a month ago, she was the one who cried bitterly and begged like this.

She heard herself answering in a tone like a sigh: "I said this to tell you that we have been together for too long, and it is impossible to measure who is more at fault."

Between them, there is only one unaccountable and meaningless bad debt left.

"If you stared at me these days out of guilt, then there's no need for it." She said, "If you're just out of desire, then you should go to the doctor instead of me."

Chu Siduan gently held Yu Ge's hand that wiped her tears, like a dying drowner grabbing the last piece of driftwood.

"Xiaoge, I didn't mean it, I just love you, I love you very much..."

Yu Ge withdrew his hand forcefully, took something out of his pocket, and threw it on the dashboard in front of him.

——That is a camera that was taken out of the villa!

"I know," her eyes were reddish and watery, but her thin body was straight, as if it would break if she broke it, "but Chu Siduan, I'm afraid of you."