Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

After several days of sweltering heat, Pingcheng finally had a lot of rain.

The rain, wrapped in low-pitched and continuous thunder, slanted down densely from the sky, but within half a night, puddles of different depths had accumulated in the yard. Looking at it from a height, it looked like countless dark and meandering rivers .

A few years ago, there was not much water in this yard.

A full-time wife like Mother Yu always has extraordinary patience for home improvement or gardening. Every spring, she will always hire someone to repair the yard in advance. When the rainy season comes, the gurgling rain will flow smoothly The well-built bamboo trough flows into the small pond, and then gushes out from the water pump in the pond, passing through the narrow canal around the residence.

When he was still living at home, Yu Ge would pick good weather from time to time and go to the yard to paint.

The contents of the paintings are often very everyday, sometimes it is fresh fruits and vegetables on the table, sometimes it is a few lotus flowers in the pond that have not yet fully bloomed, and sometimes it is a docile wild cat sneaking in from outside.

Compared with piano or Mathematical Olympiad, painting is Yu Ge's longest-standing hobby, but it is just a hobby, far from being a specialty. In Tan Linfei's impression, this young lover who is keen to give up halfway I seldom even finish a complete painting. I usually sit down peacefully for more than ten minutes, and then use watercolors to color things casually.

The evil ghost took half a step back from the window sill, and looked away from the messy and withered courtyard. There was no trace of superfluous expression on that blood-soaked face. repressed nature.

Since Yu Ge won't come back...why does she still linger in this world?

As if even anger or jealousy had been silently wiped away in the numbness, she walked down the stairs with a horrifying death look, and there was actually only an empty laziness left in her heart.

But under that exhaustion, there seemed to be some kind of more depressed and darker feeling hidden, like a perennial gangrene, always lingering in her bone marrow.

She is naturally difficult to empathize with others. Even today, she can't produce any heart-pounding remorse. That feeling... What does it mean?

Under the flickering corridor lights, Tan Linfei looked sideways, but saw a photo frame that had been dusty for a long time hanging on the warm patterned wallpaper.

The dim and flickering light illuminates the old photo, in which there is a pair of Biren, looking at each other and smiling at the camera.

Even in this situation, she can clearly recall Yu Ge's appearance when he graduated from undergraduate through this thin old paper.

When people are young, they always have excited and unfounded expectations for every new stage of life. On the day of taking graduation photos, Yu Ge specially applied bright-colored lip gloss, and insisted on pulling She ran around the school together, forcing her to appear together, which was such an obvious innocence and affection that it couldn't help but make her soft-hearted.

"Sister, don't worry! Even if I'm not as smart as you, I will catch up with you one day, become as powerful as you, and stand side by side with you openly!"

Her over-excited little lover didn't care about her parents' helpless sigh at all, and kept pulling her arm in the car, rambling on and on, thinking about it endlessly. After a pause, he met Yu Ge's eyes unexpectedly.

Different from the eager and playful tone, it was actually a kind of... a little uneasy and a little bit cowardly.

Yu Ge, who is in his early twenties, has not yet experienced the ravages and baptism of the real society, but with a young mind that is not familiar with the world, he is aware of the gap between the two. Admiration, perhaps since then, has laid the foundation for a doomed ending.

The evil spirit narrowed its eyes slightly, and its stiff and cold fingertips were nervously digging at the photo frame, with such force that even the nails were obviously bruised.

... It is really easy for her to dispel this expectation from Yu Ge. It doesn't even require any merciless censure or cold treatment, but only a little ambiguous and subtle attitude.

For example, before the lunch break, mix half a tablet of prescription sleeping pills into Yu Ge's drink, and use the most gentle and generous tone to appease the other party when the other party apologizes publicly at the meeting for being late.

For example, when Yu Ge has a cold and fever, he stays at home, takes the time to cook a pot of clear and nourishing soup, and while the other party is slowly drinking the soup, he handles a few business calls that are not really urgent.

For example, holding Yu Ge's hand and refusing a suitor who comes to confess, even if the suitor is also beautiful and young, also has a good background, and is more than a star and a half better than Yu Ge...

So what?

Hasn't she made it clear?

"I'm sorry, the two of us are together, so there's no delay or delay. No matter what other people think, I can only accommodate in my heart... Xiaoge, my family, is alone."

She has held her young sister in her palm since she was a teenager, and she always satisfies the other's needs and grasps the other's emotions. Yu Ge's reaction to all of this... is naturally within her expectations.

Yu Ge will not doubt these superficial and superficial deliberate actions, nor will he use precise language to express negative emotions appropriately. Those feelings mixed with panic, grievance and self-blame have been brewing for a long time... and can only be expressed through Unreasonable making trouble like a young child to vent.

After all, no one has ever taught this child how to deal with emotions like an adult, and how to identify and manage a relationship.

She will open her arms at night to accept each other's complaints and tears; she will also keep silent during quarrels, and clean up Yu Ge's broken things in a good temper; even when Yu Ge is in an extremely bad mood and does not want to take a shower and go out, Will considerately ask for leave or resign for the other party, and give the lover enough time and space to rest.

One night after being completely out of touch with society, Yu Ge, who had been playing games all day, lost sleep all night, finally couldn't help it, and quietly rubbed into her arms.

She reached out to touch the other person's face, but only encountered a large area of ​​water stains left by the bubbling. Under the dim and warm bedside lamp, Yu Ge's face that was so white that there was no blood was completely soaked in tears. It was full of hoarse choking.

"Sister, I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, sister, I'm sorry, don't hate me..."

It is said that it is a temper tantrum, but it is actually just a few trivial quarrels.

In the evening of that day, she kindly asked Yu Ge to put down the game console and go to eat. The little girl who was so bored and was in the middle of playing, dumped her a few complaints like "Leave me alone."

No matter how close a family member or couple is, friction will inevitably arise in their daily relationship. A few years ago, Yu Ge would never have taken this trivial matter to heart. Not only would he not toss and turn or cry and apologize for this matter, he would even It is also possible that he deliberately lowered his face and waited for her to coax him angrily.

Just the setbacks in both career and studies, just being a full-time wife at home, just not having her by my side all day long...you can train a willful child into a full-time wife in just one or two years. Is this a pitiful person who worries about gains and losses?

She lighted the indoor aromatherapy to soothe the nerves, and warmed the cold hands and feet of the other party with her palm. When she lowered her head, she was facing Shangyu Ge's very weak and empty eyes. The look...almost silently begging.

It seemed that all the sourness in her heart surged up her throat in an instant, and the sense of guilt and guilt flooded her like sea water, making her unable to say a word of comfort, but in the suffocation, there was an indescribable absurd pleasure spontaneously.

... Things are divided into people, but identities are reversed. In this relationship between them, the person who is always in the lower position and can only live in suspicion and worry has finally changed from herself to her young lover.

She has been willing to take care of Yu Ge for 20 years, and she is naturally familiar with every bit of his character. This care and familiarity finally played a role in the ten years of love that is as deep as the sea, creating a perfect for her. spouse.

Soft, helpless, manageable, non-threatening.

The intense and ferocious excitement was entangled with love and affection, like sulfuric acid scalding the viscera alive, making her even have a fiery and painful breath in her nostrils.

She reluctantly put on a generous and gentle posture, played with the other's calf, and kissed Yu Ge's lotus-colored ankle. The cool and delicate skin really fascinated her, but in this seemingly hot love Behind it, there is always an unknown taming and control brewing, unknowingly accumulating this toxin, fermenting sins, making the initial feelings full of longing and pity... long buried under years of years, reduced to It is a handful of sour and foul-smelling yellow mud.

Tan Linfei was staring at the old and yellowed photo. The background of the photo was blurred and bright with large swaths of sunlight, almost as if it was about to go through such a thin layer of glass and dig deep into her eye sockets.

She flipped the frame back onto the wall.

All the complicated and disorderly memories were annihilated in the vast silence along with the color and light in the picture, and the dull consciousness was slowly worn away. She stood in the corridor and passed several days. After a few minutes, I noticed a few blank spaces on the wall.

It is said to be blank, but it is actually just three or five square marks, which are particularly eye-catching because they are printed on the mottled and peeling wallpaper. It seems that there should be something hanging there, but it was taken off together a long time ago.

...What was hanging there originally, and when was it taken away?

It was as if a fresh blood flow was hitting the head, arousing a rapid and violent throbbing pain in the cranial cavity. The evil ghost silently pressed his fingers to the wall, but only touched the damp white ash.

There are only her and Yu Ge's room on the top floor of the old house, and she never interferes with these home decorations, so after Yu's father and Yu mother passed away, Yu Ge was the only one who would come back to take down these photo frames, and she still When she was still alive, her young lover shouldn't have the chance to return to this grown-up villa alone...

And after her accidental death, what kind of mood did her mentally disturbed lover return to her hometown, and what kind of old things did she sort out... Only then did she finally choose to give up her life in that month that no one knows Woolen cloth?

This thought suddenly caught Tan Linfei's heart.

She didn't even have time to react, the severe pain mixed with fear and apprehension crawled up like a poisonous snake, injecting the venom into her convulsed internal organs.

She staggered into Yu Ge's room, rummaged all the way from the top of the closet to find the small hidden compartment in the bedside table, but only found a pile of pills and glass shards. After she took Yu Ge home, she hadn't started all over again. The top floor has been cleaned from end to end, so the room basically retains the tragic state when the owner left, and even the blood stains on the pillow are completely black due to drying for too long.

These days, she tried her best to imitate the life of ordinary people and took care of Yu Ge's daily life on the first floor, but she didn't find any strange objects, and according to Yu Ge's temperament, it is unlikely that she would keep the things that were deliberately kept in the In the basement, all that's left... is her own room.

The last place Yu Ge stayed before her death... turned out to be the room she lived in.

Tan Linfei stopped in front of the solid-colored wooden door, turned the handle slightly, and only heard the metal fan blades squeak a few times as if they were overwhelmed, and then she completely reproduced the whole picture of the room. before.

Said it was her room, but in fact, since she was young, the most piled up in this room were Yu Ge's personal belongings.

On the head of her bed are Yu Ge's puppet, the glasses Yu Ge wears while reading, the stick figures that Yu Ge drew casually, and the half-dead potted plants that Yu Ge raised...

After confirming her relationship with Yu Ge, she rented a house off-campus, and bought a wedding room directly after graduating from university. Therefore, most of the gadgets left in this old house of the Yu family are from young people. It was eliminated from time to time, but because it has been idle all year round, it has always maintained its original appearance.

Tan Linfei stood in the dark and cramped small bedroom, her figure was like a frozen sculpture, she lowered her head in a daze, only to see a greeting card that was originally standing on the chest of drawers was scratched by the door opening, and fell on the ground improperly. at her feet.

It was a pop-up greeting card that was very popular in schools many years ago. When it was unfolded like this, a cluster of paper roses could just be seen protruding from it. Next to the roses, there was a scrawled handwriting written by Yu Ge:

"I wish my sister a happy adulthood! I hope that after she becomes an adult, she can stay with me every day, every day like when she was a child! Always be happy!"

The teenage Yu Ge...hasn't experienced any feelings or sufferings yet, so she can only use the simplest way to wish her happiness and hope that they can be together forever.

For a moment, she almost felt that she heard Yu Ge's voice when he said this, so youthful, so excited, eroding all her senses like a wind, like a sharp knife scraping bones, cutting flesh and blood Both the bone marrow and bone marrow were scraped clean.

She picked up the greeting card and tried her best to walk to the bedside. It was only a few short steps, but it seemed so long and dangerous that her whole spine trembled unknowingly.

In the middle of the single bed, there was an old box that Yu Ge had used. The box was spread out quietly and neatly, and from a bird's-eye view, only the top painting could be seen.

It was an extremely gray watercolor painting, with blue gray and brown spots laid out together, outlining a deformed sea monster with its head protruding from the sea.

At the bottom of the pattern, there is only one line of slightly crowded handwriting written in pencil.

"I finally understand that the monster that always appears in my dreams has... the outline that I am most familiar with."

The signing date was the summer two years ago... exactly the third day after Mother Yu passed away.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021081909:42:462021082921:28:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 6; Fenglai 3; Little K, Nineteen, Day Sea, Night, and Yuanshanchang 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：没有感情的看文机器72瓶；清茶38瓶；5、40173335、入云深处亦沾衣、雨饲、l.xx.mr.、清酒20瓶；风来15瓶；景13瓶；今晚一起吃烤肉、41490414、沉默的森林10瓶；十九6瓶；作业还没写、闲云野鹤5瓶；舒畅2瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!