When people are alive, they are always busy with various ordinary affairs, indulged in complicated emotions and unable to extricate themselves. Therefore, Tan Linfei first began to reflect on his short life in detail, and it was also during the period when he just became a wronged soul.

She died in a car accident, but the moment she really took her last breath was at the gate of Pingcheng Municipal Hospital.

In front of the hospital, countless life and death scenes are staged every day, turning all the brooding love and hatred into a sigh of understatement.

At that time, she often floated on an old locust tree near the side entrance of the inpatient department, silently watching the countless undead ghosts passing by in a cold-eyed attitude.

The young woman who was pushed into the elevator shaft by her ex-husband and died on the spot often hugged her unformed child and jumped down from the old elevator in the emergency building again and again, so as to repeat the process of her own death.

The old lady who was poisoned by her own children had already suffered from Alzheimer's disease for many years when she was alive, and her symptoms have not been relieved after her death. Therefore, she especially likes to catch passing ghosts and gossip about the boringness of her youth story.

The middle-aged wealthy businessman, unwilling to be robbed of his inheritance by his nephew, stared at a face that was blue and purple due to sudden cardiac death. He would not only show up at night to intimidate passing children, but also steal the patient's wallet silently during the day.

After death, people will remain in another form in the world. After all, it is due to some kind of unresolved hatred, unfulfilled wish, and unfinished mission. Going back to college once; the young child who accidentally drowned in the moat always hopes to have another breath of air.

Then why and for whom did she want to stay in the world for a long time?

Is there anything else in this world... that makes her feel regretful and unable to give up?

On a rainy autumn morning, Tan Linfei passed by a jeep parked on the side of the road in a trance, and took a look at the entity he had just condensed through the reflection of the window.

She knew that she was beautiful when she was alive, but the ghost who was still bound to the dead couldn't change her external appearance, so she could only appear in a miserable and terrible death.

A woman's face was reflected in the glass film, with a handsome and gentle outline, deep and straight eyebrows, only a large wet and slippery bloodstain on the forehead that could not be wiped off, gurgling down the broken cheek.

She glanced hastily over the small piece of exposed flesh and bone below the neck, all the way down, and finally stopped at the shadow falling in the puddle.

Under the misty twilight sunlight, the shadow swayed endlessly with the raindrops, and the water wave supported the blurred and blurred reflection, causing the outline to continuously twist and reorganize, and gradually...it perfectly matched the figure of a certain person in her memory .

……

Pingcheng is rainy.

The school has been built for a long time, and the drainage system is not so smooth. In the rainy season, the rainwater gushing out of the drainage outlet will always accumulate a foot-deep pool of water, and the accumulated water will flow continuously with the slope of the road. It's like a temporary stream.

Naturally, Yu Ge couldn't get over it when she was young, so when it rained, she always skipped evening self-study, went to the primary school gate to wait for Yu Ge to finish school, and then recited him all the way out of the school gate.

Xiao Yuge, who was lying on her back, was actually quite heavy, but also dishonest, holding the umbrella in his hand and turning around, often throwing water droplets on her face, which made Tan Linfei couldn't help but whisper Stop drinking, but every time she lowers her head, she can see the shadows of the two overlapping.

There were no shades in that shadow, and Yu Ge's silhouette merged with hers. Hearing the throbbing and regular heartbeat on her back, for a moment, she almost felt that they were the same person, almost I feel that they have the same pulse, almost feel... that they can be integrated with this child.

She was precocious when she was young, and although she often showed others a gentle and generous personality, since she was a teenager, she has developed a slightly indifferent heart, which is far from being vicious, and it is by no means a hidden evil If you have to describe her evil intentions, it's just... out of place.

She loves her open-minded mother deeply, envies Mother Yu's gentle and quiet character, appreciates Father Yu's down-to-earth attitude towards the family, and has classmates and friends who usually go out to watch movies together, but those feelings seem to float on the surface Although it was also hovering in her mind, it didn't have any real destination, not so much from the heart...

It's more like it should be.

She should treat the mother who gave birth to her kindly, respect and love the kind and amiable elders, and have a little contact with her peers in private. Those conventions should be taken for granted, like a sharp knife polishing jade, sharpening her temperament even more. Fa is gentle and gentle, as if she has a very kind temperament, can treat people with consideration and handle things properly, and has never had a violent temper, let alone jealousy and hatred.

She didn't feel dissatisfied with this situation, but she couldn't appreciate the joy and joy of being fully committed. In the first ten years of her life, she always felt that there was a permanent pacing movement in her chest, which was stable and cold. It is also very small, not enough to fill the empty chest, causing her to always feel a weightless feeling of falling in her heart, like stepping on the empty stairs with one foot after another. It can't be realized.

"...Sister, your voice for reciting poems is different from usual. It is very rhythmic and pleasant."

When she was in high school, Yu Ge had just entered puberty.

It stands to reason that children of this age are often a little bit estranged from their elders due to rebellion or pursuit of independence, but children who have been dependent on their families since childhood have a slightly slower physical and psychological development than their peers, so He still retains many of his childhood habits, like yelling at people endlessly in a sticky tone, and also likes pestering his mother or sister to read two pages of books to himself before going to bed.

"Take a light step, she is nearby, she can hear the daisies growing. Her bright golden hair is as gray as a piece of rust, she was so young and beautiful, but she returned to the loess..."

She doesn't want to read long novels, so she often chooses a few short poems as a perfunctory way to put the little girl to sleep. One night, when she closed the book in her hand and was about to turn off the lamp, she met a pair of sparkling eyes .

Yu Ge gently held her wrist with the hand that stretched out the quilt. Because of sleepiness, his eyes were dazed and bright, almost dripping water.

"Sister, even if we weren't born by the same mother...we'll always be together, right? Even if I grow up in the future, you won't leave, right?"

At the dinner table that day, the adults accidentally mentioned a piece of gossip in the circle after dinner, to the effect that the adopted son of a family grew up to fight with the only son of the family because of property, and finally had a quarrel. Both sides ended up hurting, and they really lost their lives.

This is just a very common drama in rich people's homes, but for some reason, it hit a certain secret uneasiness deep in Yu Ge's heart.

After Tan Linfei heard this, he even wanted to explain that we are not legally sisters, but also wanted to comfort each other, saying that we are both only children, each has his own family property, and there will be no conflict of interest that needs to be fought over .

However, the words "always together" are too sweet and confusing. She moved closer and stared at Yu Ge's blankly wide eyes, almost feeling that her heart made of a machine core was going to soften. Wring out the water.

She touched the other party's long wet hair, her voice was full of solemnity and piety that she didn't realize.

"Go to sleep, I promise, even if you grow up, my sister will never leave you...never."

Yu Ge only began to show obvious developmental characteristics when he was sixteen or seventeen years old. This real puberty came very late, but it was menacing. His awkward and arrogant nature seemed to show overnight, making this sticky boy The children who grew up around her are no longer willing to go home, nor are they willing to be close to their families. Instead, they declare their growth by hanging out with friends.

She drove to pick Yu Ge home during the holiday. She thought she would get an affectionate hug or a coquettish complaint, but she saw Yu Ge straddling the back seat of someone else's motorcycle, holding a grown woman's ear and laughing loudly .

It might be a classmate's sister, or it might be a new friend from the rich second generation circle, in short... It was someone she didn't know, and Yu Ge had never heard of.

Seeing her, Yu Ge jumped off the locomotive and waved at her flirtatiously. His movements were casual and his expression was natural. He looked like an ignorant young child who refused to be disturbed socially by worried parents.

It's not that she can't understand, nor can she tolerate it. She even understands very well that she should retreat to the car first, save the child's face for the time being, and then slowly teach the other party in a way that does not cause conflict.

Even if Yu Ge doesn't listen to her at all... It's not a big deal, after all, she is not Yu Ge's biological sister, she doesn't have to bear the responsibility of educating children, and naturally she doesn't have to be responsible for Yu Ge's future.

However, at that moment, some unspeakable emotion penetrated into her heart, like a little snake with its fangs bared, quietly entangled her heart.

She felt anger like never before, it was a completely uncontrollable feeling, it seemed that there was a kind of fanaticism that was hidden too deep, and it seemed that it contained some kind of frightening ferocity, which made her chest unceasingly rise and fall, and even her blood was throbbing. Benzhang.

She pulled Yu Ge to the car with such force that she left clearly visible finger marks on the opponent's wrist, and the touch of the skin... unexpectedly revealed a subtle strangeness from familiarity.

Yu Ge was very thin when he was a child.

It's not the kind of skinny skinny, but the slenderness and cloud pavilion unique to children. The thin bones and every inch of flesh filled in the skeleton have been completely reflected in her eyes, making her feel like a child. She is fortunate to be the person who knows each other best except her parents. 7K 妏敩

But during the days when she was away to go to college, some flesh suddenly appeared on the child's body, as if every inch of bone was growing in a place she couldn't notice, growing a... she didn't understand look.

It was a seed watered and matured by her personally. She spent countless time and experience to feed the other party's arrogant temperament, but in just a few months, this seed had germinated and twirled alone, even quietly. Out came…showy, young buds.

This analogy is not really appropriate.

Tan Linfei rubbed Yu Ge's wrists for Yu Ge who was frightened into a little quail, feeling the soft and cool flesh under her hands overflowing from between her fingers, passing through the nerve endings, and searing into her brain like electricity .

Even if the grass and trees can grow by themselves, they are still rooted in the soil, but Yu Ge... is a living person.

This child was born well and loved, with loving parents, a heavy family property on his shoulders, and endless friends and classmates by his side. How could he be firmly grasped by others?

This idea appeared very wrong, but it grabbed her mind in just a short moment, and made her feel a sense of satisfaction... that had never appeared before.

After living for 20 years, she finally stepped on the ground on that endless stairway, and experienced the innate feelings of ordinary people, and at the end of the steps... only Yu Ge was alone.

Yu Ge is waiting for her there, but she won't wait for her forever. She must become an indispensable constant in the life of the other party, a fixed point that cannot be changed even with the growth of bones and the change of seasons. She must... Let Yu Ge Song lived happily in her palm.

This imagination is really addictive, so it didn't fade away naturally, and it couldn't be corrected in time. Instead, it intensified in the following ten years, sank into her body, and became a sore on her heart, bleeding pus and bleeding all the time. , not only brought her the excruciating pain of tearing apart the skin, but also made her...feel heartfelt happiness.

So, as early as when she was still young, with endless intimacy and intimacy, she secretly hid a... evil dragon trying to monopolize the treasure under the skin of gentleness and courtesy.

The author has something to say: from Wilde's Requiem.

感谢在2021071023:49:222021071219:24:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 2 in the day and sea; 1 in the night;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 273612971;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:迟早猝死在考试前夕33瓶;洛长清10瓶;安酱4瓶;美好的一天从作死开始、舒畅2瓶;最爱吃小甜饼1瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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