I am in the dust when I love you

Gu Qinghan lowered her eyes lonely.

''I mistook the person I swore to protect for the rest of my life, and she also mistook the little brother who rescued her from the darkness in the valley.

Life is like a pendulum, forever swinging between the pain of longing, and satisfaction and boredom.

We all live in the expectations and desires of others, go against our own heart and wishes too much, and live in the shadow of others.

Now, when the exhaustion reached its peak, I realized that in the chaotic and fuzzy life, I had already lost myself, the way I should be alive.

I have also tried to inject new vitality into my life and bring new vitality to the future.

But I found that among those rigid habits, some people and certain things have already been integrated into the bone marrow, so that I can't give up or forget them at all.

She has become my hope of living, that hope is a never-ending pursuit, that hope contains infinite beauty and light.

Like the rainbow hanging in the sky in the clear sky after the rain, let me go on the road with my dreams, so that I will not be buried in the dust and smoke of the past.

Yu Chonglou, maybe in our hearts that value love and righteousness, we will regard the person who once gave us a new life as our own life and the rest of our lives.

But when everything deviates, everything will not return to the right track.

The number that was once rotten in my heart has become empty, the painful memory has been forgotten, and the beautiful dream I once had has also awakened. She, too, is walking farther and farther in my eyes.

So, I lost, and I lost like a catastrophe.

Perhaps, there was always someone hidden in her heart.

Hidden one, she can trust with death.

One day, she will find the person she entrusted to die. You and I are just two passers-by in her life.

Neither you nor I have anything to be proud of. "

So, I lost and you didn't win either.

Gu Qinghan didn't know what he was talking about.

I thought of a lot.

When I thought of it, I said it.

It's just that he didn't expect that his listener would be Yu Chonglou.

Yu Chonglou looked at him playfully, and rubbed his palm.

He smiled lightly.

I'm sorry, but I'm the one who made Jane Zhen trust her with death.

But he didn't intend to tell Gu Qinghan.

"That's really a pity, Mr. Gu, my woman, as long as I belong to Yu Chonglou, she will never be separated from me, unless I die."

Gu Qinghan leaned forward and approached Yu Chonglou, Wubo's cold eyes stared directly at Yu Chonglou's eyes: "So what? I only know that I like her very much now.

Even if all the women in the world stand in front of me, I won't take a second look, but I will only keep her in my heart. "

Not to be outdone, Yu Chonglou stood close to him, with his arms on the table, and stared at Gu Qinghan with crossed hands: "It's not too bad, I only know love that has no results. If you are so persistent, you can only say that you are sick." Yes, very sick."

Yu Chonglou stroked the scar on his palm with his fingers, and smiled playfully.

Jian Zhen and I are destined people in the cycle of fate, and no one can separate them.

The voices of the two were not loud, and they were close together. Some people around them had their ears pricked up, and they couldn't hear clearly what they were saying in the noisy environment.

But looking at the expressions of the two, I can't see why.

It's just that the temperature in this restaurant is much cooler.

"Mr. Gu is so blatantly intervening in other people's feelings, isn't it bad?"

"What's wrong? I like her very much, and I don't want to deny my heart.

Maybe, in this life, I will never have the chance to say this in front of her.

Even if I did, I knew she would never accept me.

Yu Chonglou, to be honest, I envy you very much, and I am also very jealous of you. If I am jealous, I want to kill you.

But, I can't.

I've done a lot of wrong things, I don't want to see her sad again.

She is the best woman in the world, capable, courageous, and has the capital to make people crazy.

So, for her to be happy, I will rot these words in my stomach and never say them to her.

Because, she loves you. "

At this point, Gu Qinghan squeezed the curled fingers in some pain, so that the joints turned white.

"Reluctantly, happiness can't be exchanged, just like me and her in the past.

I don't want to make her unhappy because of my obsession.

Naturally, you can't stop me from liking her.

Heh, even I myself can't stop it.

The reason why I say this is that I only hope that you can always treat her well, and I also hope that you will always be happy.

If one day, you dare to hurt her or disappoint her, then I, who has been staying in the same place, will definitely take her away, so that you will never find her.

By then, I hope you won't come out to stop my determination. "

Yu Chonglou curled his lips into a smile.

"Do you think I will give you this chance?"

Gu Qinghan leaned close to his ear: "Whether there is such a chance, we will wait and see."

With that said, he stood up, nodded slightly to Yu Chonglou, and left the hotpot restaurant.

The faces of the two were calm, but gunpowder smoke filled their eyes.

Not far away, Jian Zhen stood there, her beautiful little face was calm and calm.

What is this person saying to Yu Chonglou?

After going out, Gu Qinghan stood in the cold wind, his head throbbing.

This seems to be the longest sentence he has said in his life.

What was said, it seems that in a blink of an eye, I can't remember clearly.

But it took him a lot of effort to say this breakup.

If she doesn't like him, he should go far away.

However, he knew that he liked Jane Zhen very much, very much.

So much so that when he thought of her, a smile suddenly appeared on his usually cold face.

"Mr. Gu."

Someone is calling him.

Gu Qinghan stopped smiling, turned around, and frowned.

Why is it her again?

If she didn't go to accompany Wan'er and his mother, what would she do with him?

The same goes for his mother, who always let this woman dangle in front of him.

She is very good, but his heart has already died with Jane Zhen, and he can't give any woman any affection and future.

Therefore, he doesn't want them to keep doing this kind of useless work.

Gu Qinghan turned his head and ignored her, but looked impatiently at the exit of the underground parking lot.

He Suyang's speed of doing things has been a little slow recently.

"Mr. Gu, long time no see. Are you... all right?"

The figure of the man is a little lonely, a little lonely.

It inexplicably made her feel distressed.

"Ah."

Whether he is good or not has nothing to do with her.

Throwing a piece of chocolate into his mouth, the silky and rich aroma inexplicably disturbed him, and he gradually calmed down.

The car stopped firmly in front of Gu Qinghan. After He Suyang nodded to Su Yuhe, he opened the door and watched Gu Qinghan get into the car, then closed the door.

The dark glass covered the man's handsome face, and also blocked Su Yuhe's focused line of sight.

As long as he's fine, it's fine.

Watching Gu Qinghan leave, Su Yuhe also stopped a taxi and went home.

As long as he makes himself better, one day, he will see himself.