I am in the dust when I love you

"I'm sorry, Yu Nie, it's me, I'm sorry for you."

This is the only sentence he can say so far, and it is also his most sincere confession to her.

For the rest, he was powerless, so he had nothing to give her.

That simple sentence made Mu Yunie laugh out loud.

Just smiled and laughed, then cried, cried so much, heart-piercing.

After a while, Mu Yunie raised his sleeves and wiped away the tears on his face.

"Qiu Shi, with your words, I will die and rest in peace.

In this life, we have done a lot of wrong things, the mistakes are outrageous and absurd.But I never regretted knowing you and falling in love with you.

The love like moths flying to the flame seems to be brainless and blind, but it is the most tender existence in my ignorant life.

However, the person who bears the consequences of this tragedy is not me, but my parents.

I am really sorry for them.

This is the only thing that annoys me.

Why should innocent people be involved in the relationship between the two?

They shouldn't bear such heavy consequences.

Qiushi, I have been pretending in front of people for many years, wearing a mask to make myself look innocent, harmless, gentle and pleasant.

But I know that my inside is rotten, and even wearing a mask can't stop it from becoming increasingly corrupt.

Those once wishful thinking and overreaching will eventually become a catalyst for self-destruction.

If I can really go back to the beginning, I think, as long as I don't get the sentence I want, I will let go, so that I won't be too wrong.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Everything, there is no room for redemption.

But in any case, I will not regret it, I will not regret that I once loved you, I loved you desperately.

Those two years in Kyoto with you were the happiest time in my life.

Because at that time, I really had you. "

Mu Yunie covered her mouth and coughed dryly twice, her body trembling like a dying leaf in the autumn wind.

Li Qiushi looked at him in pain, and really wanted to go over and reach out to help her.

But the table in front of him was like thousands of mountains and thousands of rivers blocking them, making him feel heavy and suffocated in his heart, and he couldn't cross this distance, so close to the sky.

He just watched with tears in his eyes, watching the woman he had squeezed so hard, shattered into a bag of scum under the torture of pain.

At this moment, the entanglement of grievances and grievances just turned into two lines of tears, washing away the filth of his endless regrets, but also corroded his grief-stricken heart even more, and became more riddled with holes.

Desperately swallowing the fishy sweetness in his mouth, Mu Yunie used his sleeve to wipe the tears coughed up from his face and the corners of his mouth indiscriminately.

"Qiu Shi, I guess this time is the last time we meet in this life."

Next time, it will probably be hell.

"In my whole life, what I desire most is your love, and what's more, to have a child that belongs to us.

But these two things, I thought I had got them, but I still lost them.I just had a beautiful dream of a mirage. After waking up from the dream, I never had anything.

Qiushi, I know, I won't live for a few days.

Even Jane Zhen and some people want to make my life worse than death, but they will be disappointed in the end.

I have no regrets to see you before I die.

Qiu Shi, I'm a bit cold, can you come here and give me a hug? "

At this moment, Mu Yunie's ashen eyes burst into a gleam of hope, and just like that, he looked straight at the opposite Li Qiushi, who was looking sad.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Yu Nie, I'm sorry for you."

Except for these three words, facing this woman who was tortured by him to the point of being inhuman, Li Qiushi felt like a lump in his throat, unable to utter any words of excuse or regret.

That year when the flowers bloomed, if she didn't know herself, maybe she was still the child spoiled by her parents, living a carefree life under their loving wings.

But the trajectory of life is sometimes very fucked.

After you smell the fragrance of flowers, you will also be hit by the wind and rain for no reason, wet your trousers and shoes, and dirty your life.

Mu Yunie just looked at Li Qiushi's entanglement and pain, and looked at this man she loved and hated with burning eyes.

This is her last chance.

Putting away the pain in his heart, Li Qiushi stood up, his feet seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he walked towards Mu Yunie step by step.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all me who hurt you.

Walking to Mu Yunie's side, he put his arms around her thin body.

She has lost a lot of weight.

The bones on his body were slightly shaking, which made him ache, and the pain went into his heart all the time.

As soon as she fell into his arms, Mu Yunie burst into tears.

She is still a little bit unpromising.

Even if you hate him, you can't eliminate the root of him in your heart.

Mu Yunie reached out and grabbed his skirt tightly, her dry lips fell on his neck.

"Qiushi, I love you, I love you like crazy, I can't help myself, I love you, it hurts my heart."

She was crying, and while talking, she moved her lips, whispering on Li Qiushi's neck, biting gently.

Her lips lost all the warmth and moisture, and fell on Li Qiushi's warm neck, a little rough, a little itchy, and a little painful, but he still hugged her tightly and didn't let go, allowing her to act wantonly on him .

Perhaps, this is his last redemption for her.

"Qiu Shi, tell me, I love you so much, how can I be willing to go alone on the dark road to hell.

Qiu Shi, you stay with me, we will never be separated forever, okay? "

A strange feeling crossed Li Qiushi's heart, but he couldn't bear to refuse her last request, so he kept silent and wept.

Mu Yunie suddenly laughed, laughing ghostly and satisfied.

"That's great, if you don't speak, then you agree, so I don't have any psychological burden.

Qiushi, I thought about having an afterlife, so I let us go, but now, I have changed my mind.

I... still can't bear to part with you..."

Li Qiushi, who was in grief, couldn't understand the meaning of her words, but suddenly felt a pain in his neck, and Mu Yunie's teeth bit hard on his Adam's apple.

The severe pain instantly made his sad brain extremely clear, but the suffocation and pain that followed caused his whole body to convulse.

He wanted to shout, but the throat that was bitten by Mu Yunie made him unable to make a sound, his eyes were red and he was panting violently.

Li Qiushi was so painful that he half-knelt on the ground, stretched out his arms and beat Mu Yunie's back desperately, and tried to push her away.

But at this moment, this woman on the verge of death erupted with an astonishing force, biting his fatal point so tightly that he gradually lost the ability to resist, allowing the blood to flow down his chest. .

When the prison guard outside the door realized that there was something wrong and charged in, Li Qiushi's eyes became a little loose, and his body knelt in front of Mu Yunie with a stiff body, his head was still resting on Mu Yunie's shoulder, just like that, staring at Mu Yu. Nie look.