I am in the dust when I love you

Mr. Jian is so scary today.

"I thought that after knowing those letters and the person who delivered the food, you should wake up from your flooded brain. But I was wrong. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't wake up a person who pretended to be asleep.

You go, from now on, I, Jane's, you don't have to come again. "

Jane is really angry.

Shao Qingli wiped the water stains on his face, and his face became very ugly.

"Oh, today, just because of an outsider, are you going to turn against me? Jian Zhen, do you have a conscience?"

"Conscience? I really don't have a conscience, do you have one?

To trample on other people's sincerity, is this what you call having a conscience?

Who is the outsider?In my eyes, Qi Ruomin is my family, she has never been an outsider.

Shao Qingli, you always criticize Gu Qinghan because of me, saying that he has no vision, can't see people's hearts clearly, and can't see the truth clearly.

I remember everything you helped me, and never dare to forget.

But you can see others clearly, why can't you see your own heart clearly? "

Shao Qingli put away his anger and curled his lips.

Finding a dry place, he sat down again, but it was gone, the same idling he had when he first came.

Lighting a cigarette, he took a deep puff to suppress the little restlessness in his heart.

"Never mind, I just want to take a sip."

Yu Chonglou glanced at him, didn't say anything, just put an ashtray in front of him.

"You have no idea how much she suffered in those years. What you see is just the tip of the iceberg.

Every time I see the information from those investigations, I feel like strangling you to death. "

Jane is really heartbroken.

Shao Qingli put his head on the table in front of Jian Zhen.

"Pinch it, I don't want to live anymore."

Looking at his gaudy head, Jane laughed angrily.

"Stay away, don't dirty my land."

"Just let me die in your hands, so that I can feel better.

Jane Zhen, you said, why can't people be happier when they are alive?Why do two people who are clearly interested in each other turn into idiots and resent each other, torturing each other?

Before, I thought Xiaolan was my true love, I love her, she loves me, we will be the happiest couple in this world.

Even though my gaze was not affectionate because of her at first, I accepted the arrangement of fate and wanted to guard her and live a good life without worry or worry.

But she died suddenly, and I felt like the sky was falling.

The one who killed her was her good friend, whom I had a crush on for a long time.

I thought, since she can trample on my feelings wantonly and turn a blind eye.

And wanton destruction of my hard-earned happiness, I can make her feel better.

I abused her and tried every means to take everything from her. She lived without any dignity and no way out.But am I happy?I am not happy.

She hurts, I hurt even more, heart-wrenching pain.I used to drink very well, but now, I get drunk when I drink.

When I'm drunk, I can fall asleep, and when I fall asleep, my mind is cleared, and I don't have to think about anything.

Jane Zhen, but now, even if I get a splitting headache from drinking, I can't fall asleep.

Because the affection I thought was all fake.Those sweet words that we said together were all fake, everyone lied to me, they were all acting with me, a fool, but I was deeply involved in it, I don't know why.

When the truth is discovered, the person who has always loved me has no love for me, only hate.My son, called me a bad person, beat me, bit me.Jane Zhen, I also know that the cause of that woman's death has nothing to do with Qi Ruomin.

But I just want to anesthetize myself and fool myself, she is always wrong, and I did not wrong her.

Only by thinking this way can my sense of guilt be alleviated.

Jane Zhen, it is so painful to live.

After death, once you close your eyes, all your troubles will be gone.

Jane, help me, let me free.

I've thought about hundreds of ways to commit suicide, but if I don't do it, I won't die. "

Jane really wiped the sore corners of her eyes, and pushed his head.

"Get away, I'm upset seeing a scumbag like you."

Shao Qingli turned his head in one direction and looked at Jian Zhen.

His handsome face was full of pain, and there was a sparkle in his beautiful eyes.

"Sister, I made a big mistake, tell me, what should I do?"

Yu Chonglou watched his sharp eyes, lifted his collar, and let him sit back again.

It's just that he hung his head and lost half of his energy.

Jane glared at him.

"You can't do anything about your own affairs? You ask me?

Okay, let me tell you, in the future, stay away from Qi Ruomin, she doesn't want to see you. "

"Jane Zhen, I'm really wrong, help me, no matter what she asks me to do, I'm willing.

I don't hope that she can forgive me, I just hope that she and the child can be given a home.

I know, I'm just a jerk, and I'm sorry for her.

But I don't want to let her and my species wander outside.

Moreover, my parents already knew about the existence of her and the child, and wanted to recognize them, but I blocked them.

I don't want to do anything to hurt her or make her unwilling.

Jane Zhen, I really know I was wrong, you don't want to see your brother live alone, do you? "

Jane really took out a stack of documents.

"I didn't want to tell you about her past, but you should pay for the sins you have committed. Please read these materials and think about it. If you, as Qi Ruomin, have experienced these inhuman pains After torture, will you forgive yourself?"

Shao Qingli's breath stopped, he raised his eyes, and looked at the things on the table.

Is there something in it that I don't know?

He was suddenly a little scared, afraid of seeing those bloody facts.

Shao Qingli retracted his outstretched hand, curled it up and put it on his thigh, his face was a little pale.

"Oh, it's really strange that there are things in this world that Shao Shao is afraid of.

Since you dare not look at it, then I will tell you.

You found out that Qi Ruomin sent you love letters and breakfast, but you don't know what kind of torture she suffered when she was in prison. "

Jian Zhen looked calm, but Yu Chonglou knew that she was angry.

Patting her on the back, Yu Chonglou threw the information in front of Shao Qingli.

"Go back and take a look for yourself, don't affect my wife's emotions."

Jian Zhen hugged him, rested her head on his shoulder, and calmed down her emotions.

"Honey, I'm fine. I just want him to know what happened to Qi Ruomin for him."

Shao Qingli stared at the information bag in front of him, and suddenly smiled.

"Forget it, you better stop talking. If you get angry, Young Master Yu probably will tear me apart."

Shao Qingli hid the sadness in his eyes and opened his mouth.

It's just that laughing is uglier than crying.

Although he believed that Qi Ruomin was not the murderer who killed Xiaolan, he suddenly lost the courage to find out the truth.