I am in the dust when I love you

She covered her heart, it was very painful there, as painful as Ling Chi.

But no matter how painful it was, she had to face it.

She didn't want grandpa to leave her.

She walked downstairs slowly and stood still in front of Gu Qinghan. Out of the corner of her eye, she could clearly see the woman's face on the sofa.

It was her, the woman who used her own blood for a year, in the eyes of the outside world, the mistress of the Gu family.

She controlled not to let her tears fall, and looked at Gu Qinghan pretending to be calm.

"Grandpa is sick, please help him."

Hengtai belongs to the private hospital under the Gu family. He knows many doctors, so he must be able to find a famous doctor to treat his grandfather.

It was a very simple sentence, but it seemed to take away all the strength in Jian Zhen's body, and her legs were a little weak.

That man knew that there was a big living person standing in front of him, but he didn't raise his eyelids, he just focused on the woman who was shivering in his arms.

"Yu Nie's surgery is scheduled for next month. During this month, you'd better not go anywhere."

His big, well-knit hands held Fu Yu Nie into his arms, and patted her on the back, silently comforting her.

Fu Yu Nie pretended to push him, but his eyes looked at Jian Zhen, a little flustered, but those eyes looked straight at Jian Zhen, with strong provocation, like a hidden poisonous snake.

"Don't be afraid, this is my home, you can rest assured that no one will hurt you."

Gu Qinghan gently comforted Mu Yunie in his arms, Jian Zhen looked at her with a knife piercing her heart.He didn't want to save grandpa.

Jane really didn’t know how she left the living room.

When she woke up, she was already standing on the top floor of the villa.

There is a greenhouse on the top floor, inside, there are some vegetables she has grown in the past six years and a large field of purple lavender.

Lavender, the flower waiting for love.

She is like this piece of lavender, in the endless waiting, from brilliant to decaying and desperate.

Under Jane's careful care, this piece of lavender is still blooming brilliantly even in autumn.

This is her exclusive territory, and no one comes up except her.

Jian Zhen stretched out her hand, and her white, tender and slender fingers brushed against the flowering branches, her heart filled with sadness.

She sat on the ground, buried her figure in the flowers, and hugged her knees with her hands.

Grandpa, what should I do to save you?

Tears fell uncontrollably.

Jane Zhen, wake up, it's been a dream for six years, it's time to wake up.

Suddenly, a woman's soft voice came from my ear: "Qinghan, this place is so beautiful, I like it very much. However, I don't like this piece of lavender very much, can you plant red tulips for me? Because... Because it represents love."

Gu Qinghan's voice was not as cold as before, but full of pampering and love: "Well, in two days, I'll have someone install a greenhouse and plant tulips on it."

The two of you fell in love with each other, but they didn't notice the figure in the depths of the sea of ​​flowers at all.

Even if it was discovered, who would care?

After the two left, Jian Zhen stood up, picked up the large scissors in the greenhouse, and cut off all the lavender.

It was raining lightly and it was very cold, which almost froze Jane's heart.

Throwing down the scissors, looking at the mess under her feet, Jian Zhen turned her head and left.

Without waiting, there is no extravagant hope.

Some things, once let go, she will never look back.

Back in the bedroom, Jian Zhen threw the dirty clothes into the trash can, shivering into the bathroom, and turned on the shower.

The warm water poured down her head, driving away a lot of chills for her.

Fortunately, the old days are over, and the pain in the abdomen is gone, but it is still very painful.

After taking a bath, Jane really put on her pajamas.

The woman in the mirror had black hair wrapped in a shower cap, a slender, white neck, and a slender, slender, palm-sized face. Her face was a little pale, and there was a tinge of blue in her eyes, which were red and swollen, like a cute little white rabbit.

Jane really touched her thin cheek.

Is this still her?

Was that Jane Zhen who was flamboyant, confident and proud?

For such a man, she put down all her self-esteem and pride, her eyes were full of brilliance just for him, her life was no longer like herself.

In the past 20 years, she has been very serious once, for a person, forgetting herself, forgetting the past, just to walk with him, not asking for results, not asking for what she once had, not even asking him to love her, just asking In the best years, looking at him and thinking about him, I only wish he could look back and look at her.

Unfortunately, no.

For six years, that man's heart was made of stone, and he couldn't see the porridge she cooked for him, the meals she cooked, and the clothes she ironed.

His eyes were all on the other woman, and he couldn't see everything about her.

After taking a shower and drying her hair, Jane really opened her bag.

When she came back, the housekeeper repeatedly told her not to forget to look at the things in the file bag.

In it, apart from the divorce paper that Jian Zhen asked him to ask Lawyer Liu to draw up, a string of passwords for a certain bank's safe, and a key.

She put the key away, then entered the string of passwords into the memo on the mobile phone and saved it, lit a match, and burned the piece of paper.

Her heart was trembling all the time.

Grandpa, are you arranging funeral arrangements?

Looking at the divorce agreement on the bedside, her tears flowed down uncontrollably.

In a drowsy state, Jian Zhen was woken up by the laughter downstairs.

She took the mobile phone, it was seven o'clock on Saturday morning.

Perhaps out of habit, she went into the bathroom, washed her face and brushed her teeth, drank a glass of warm water, and then consciously went downstairs to the kitchen.

In the past six years, in order to pursue Gu Qinghan, she entered this villa as a part-time worker and served him for six years.

And since she tasted her craft, every weekend and winter and summer vacation, her mother-in-law and sister-in-law in name will come here, order her to do this and that with peace of mind, even though she and Gu Qinghan led her two years ago It has been proved that their attitude towards her has not changed.

But now, those two well-groomed, bitter and mean faces were sitting on the sofa, holding Mu Yunie's hand affectionately and caring for him, beside him was Gu Qinghan.

Jane Zhen's heart was so painful that it was numb, but her eyes still felt astringent.

In the past, she didn't touch the spring water with her ten fingers, but for Gu Qinghan, she gave up everything, willing to make soup for him, and willing to be enslaved by his family.

Her former brilliance was gradually obliterated by his indifferent eyes, leaving only this weak skin.

Jian Zhen is very good at cooking. She has been learning from Aunt Li's side for a long time.

However, everything about her was dedicated to Gu Qinghan.

But he dismissed it.

After making nutritious porridge, Jian Zhen made some refreshing side dishes.

The servant brought the food to the table, and Jian Zhen took her portion and went upstairs to eat.

There will never be a place for her on the table.

Gu Wan'er ate with gusto, and the 15-year-old Aokiji had a cute face, but what she said made Jane really displeased: "Mom, eat two more bites, this Jane really wants to be human, but her cooking skills are not bad. .”