After the divorce, the wife is pregnant again

Shi Nian looked at the photo, gritted his teeth, and once thought he was wrong.

Stare at the photo, look and look.

Not synthetic and no PS traces.

His eyes were icy cold.

She didn't know why Mu Jinbei ran to Su Qinghe's place again, but she felt that something was slowly passing from her body.

Squeezing the phone, clicked on the address book, and landed on the word "Mu Jinbei" with her fingertips.

It stands to reason that at this time, Mu Jinbei should be called and questioned directly.

Can……

She hesitated.

What about after asking?

What would she do if he answered "yes"?

The misfortune of childhood made her develop the habit of worrying about gains and losses.

Before doing anything, think of the worst result first, and then act according to the worst result.

The unfortunate spend their whole lives healing childhood.

Shi Nian is like this.

Squeezing the phone, looking at the three words "Mu Jinbei", he flinched after all.

Mu Jinbei's rejection of this marriage came to mind.

And his cold eyes.

The mobile phone seemed to have thorns, which made my hands hurt.

Shi Nian put the phone back on the bed, lay down on the pillow, and forced himself to fall asleep.

The bedside lamp emitted a gentle light, but it couldn't reach the bottom of her heart.

That night, Shi Nian didn't sleep well.

Always half asleep, half awake, in a haze, as if returning to the night when she gave birth.

The doctor's words kept drilling into her ears.

"August month pregnant, twins, amniotic fluid broke for a long time."

"Why did it arrive so late?"

"What about the family?"

"Where's your husband?"

A sea of ​​questions came one after another, each of which made her unable to answer.

The only sensation is pain.

It hurts so much.

It was as if something was churning in my belly, and pain was the only sense that existed in my mind.

"The cervix has been dilated by four inches, let's give birth naturally..."

"She fell down and gave birth again. I'm afraid she won't have a normal delivery, so she's going to have a caesarean section."

"What about the family members? The family members need to sign for the surgery!"

"No! Right now, her situation can't be delayed any longer, she must be operated on immediately, otherwise she will die..."

Unpleasant memories seemed to have grown wings, forcefully drilling into her mind.

Shi Nian screamed and woke up from the nightmare.

He took a long breath and lay down again.

I took the phone and checked the time, 06:30.

In another 10 minutes, it was time for her to get up and prepare breakfast for Shuoshuo.

Suppressing the panic in my heart, I opened the curtains and turned off the bedside lamp.

The faint wisp of fish-belly white outside the house calmed her heart, and she finally put it back in her stomach.

Click on the call records and WeChat interface, there is no word Mu Jinbei.

He seemed to disappear suddenly.

Shi Nian had a sudden epiphany and burst out laughing.

original……

Some things, really can only rely on themselves.

This dream reminded her of the child with bruises all over her body.

Baby, it's all Mommy's fault. If Mommy didn't call him at that time, and went to the hospital a few minutes earlier, maybe you wouldn't have left.

sorry……

Thinking of this, he took out the gift prepared by the old man and held it in his arms.

Today is the child's birthday and death day.

She only took one look at the child, and the world was separated forever.

Picking up the phone, he sent a leave message to Deng Mingyuan, and then went to prepare breakfast for Shuoshuo.

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On the outskirts of Jiangcheng, the cemetery

Shi Nian appeared in black, holding a lily in front of an unnamed tombstone.

The sun was dim.

The wind was so strong that it shook her long black hair and made her face pale as paper.

Shi Nian squatted in front of the small tombstone, took out the gift prepared by the old man for the child, and the gift he prepared himself, and placed it in front of the tombstone.

Lily lay there quietly, silently staring at the tombstone, as if wondering who its owner was.

She didn't say anything, she was already crying.

Baby, I'm sorry!

It's all Mommy's fault. If Mommy didn't call Dad at that time, but called the emergency number, maybe you could still be with Mommy.

Recalling the scene of that night, Shi Nian blamed himself more and more.

What a ridiculous love!

What kind of sentient beings are full of water, compared with life, what is it!

The wind is getting stronger.

Shi Nian's hair was blown into a mess, she was still squatting there, stroking the unnamed tombstone.

"Baby, I'm sorry, it's been so long to see you."

"How are you doing now? Have you been reincarnated into Mommy's belly?"

Thinking of the one in her stomach, she didn't dare to let her emotions fluctuate too much.

"Good baby, thank you for loving Mommy so much. This time, Mommy will definitely protect you."

Before he could say a few words, tears fell again.

The more I talked, the more I couldn't continue.

Tears are like water with an open gate, and they can't stop flowing.

The staff of the cemetery came over, pried open the stone slab in front of the tombstone, and put the gift from her and the old man into the child.

After the staff left, she was alone again.

Shi Nian stayed in the cemetery for half a day until he was hungry.

Thinking that there is still one in my stomach, I wiped away my tears.

"Baby, Mommy is going back. Mommy will come to see you after she gives birth to a little sister. Then bring Shuoshuo over, and we will love you together."

The only response to her was the cold wind.

"So that's why you asked for leave."

With a gentle voice, Deng Mingyuan appeared beside her and placed a bunch of sunflowers in front of the unnamed tombstone.

"Hello, kid, my name is Deng Mingyuan, and I know you."

Originally, Shi Nian had put away his tears, but now they burst out again.

She thought: No one knew about this child except her and the old man.

"Thank you, Director."

She didn't know why he appeared here, and when she thought of the dead child, her heart ached.

Deng Mingyuan stood there in a black coat.

Seeing Shi Nian who was crying into tears, he stretched out his hand several times, but finally he didn't touch her.

"Nian Nian, think about the baby in your stomach, don't cry anymore."

"Pregnant women are too emotional, which is not good for the fetus."

Deng Mingyuan didn't know that Shi Nian would come here.

When she received the news that she was asking for leave, she thought that she wanted Mu Jinbei to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to remarry.

I'm afraid that she will do that on impulse.

He followed her from afar.

Follow all the way here.

Shi Nian really wanted to hold back the tears, but he just couldn't.

"I……"

As soon as Bu opened his mouth, tears fell down again.

She clearly knows: pregnant women are most taboo emotional ups and downs.

But, I just can't control myself.

That night five years ago, to her, was a nightmare that would never be erased in her life.

She will be trapped in deep self-blame all her life until she dies.

There is no mother who does not love her children!

If given a choice, she would rather die herself.

"Nian Nian, listen to me, don't cry yet, control your emotions."

Deng Mingyuan was very worried about her body when he saw her crying uncontrollably.

"Your current physical condition does not allow you to do this!"

The abdomen was throbbing again, Shi Nian held his stomach and finally stopped crying.

Seeing her like this, Deng Mingyuan was terrified. He immediately picked her up and went straight to his car.

Level the co-pilot so that she lies down.

"How are you? Are you okay?"

"Now relax, take a deep breath, and don't think about anything else!"