Sick Jiao Ye Huo has the ability to read minds

Chapter 126 Don't Punish Yourself With Other People's Mistakes

The heater was on in the car.

Yu Ruanruan and Huo Xu sat side by side, Shi Shi was silent, so quiet that only the rustling of the wheels on the snow echoed in the carriage.

Yu Ruanruan felt that it was quite abrupt for her to come here to look for him on impulse.

But she didn't regret it, it was just a little embarrassing.

Because after getting in the car, Huo Xu didn't say a word, just closed his eyes and rested his mind. The ice and snow on his coat melted and became wet, and the tips of his hair were still dripping with water.

He didn't speak, and Yu Ruanruan didn't know how to speak.

She used to think that she was the person who knew Huo Xu best in the world, but in fact, she didn't know him at all.

The secrets of the Huo family and the pain of Huo Xu's past were all hidden too deeply by him.

For him, this is a painful memory and a scar that cannot be touched.

Yu Ruanruan thought it was funny, and she suddenly began to reflect on herself.

In her previous life, she was crazily obsessed with Huo Xu, followed him, investigated him, and said she loved him, but in the end, she was inseparable from him for several years, but she didn't even understand the most basic.

If you don't know someone well, what qualifications do you have to say love?

At that time, Huo Xu must have thought she was stupid and ridiculous, right?

So even if she hit the south wall and her head was covered with blood, she still couldn't get a response from Huo Xu.

But what did she do wrong?

When a person deliberately wants to hide it from you, even if the whole world knows that secret, you can't know it.

In an instant, Yu Ruanruan felt his feverish mind regain his composure.

You are not the right person for him after all.

"Ahem..." A cough interrupted her thoughts.

Yu Ruanruan found that Huo Xu's face was pale, his lips were bloodless, and his hair was still wet. If this continues, he will definitely catch a cold.

Although she knew that others might not appreciate her dedication, she couldn't just sit idly by.

"You're wet, you should wipe it off."

Yu Ruanruan took out a dry towel from the locker, knelt on the seat with bent legs, and moved closer to Huo Xu, then covered the man's head with the towel, held it in both hands, and helped him wipe the ends of his hair drops of water.

She only wiped half of it. Seeing that the man was indifferent, she stopped and handed him the towel, "You do it yourself."

Huo Xu grabbed her wrist and held it tightly. His hand was as cold as ice. Even though he had been in the heated car for more than ten minutes, he still hadn't warmed up.

He looked at her, his long and narrow phoenix eyes were in a trance and confused, "How do you know I'm there?"

Yu Ruanruan sighed, took out the amulet from his pocket, put it on Huo Xu's neck, and asked without answering, "This thing is very important to you, isn't it? Don't give it away casually in the future."

Huo Xu was startled, looking at the amulet brought back by the girl herself, like a helpless and abandoned child, "You know all about it?"

"Well, Zhang Mian told me everything."

Yu Ruanruan wrung her hands and sat up straight. She wanted to say something, but felt that she had no position to express her opinion.

After all, her self-righteous understanding in her previous life was all an illusion.

Zhang Mian said that only she can persuade Huo Xu.

Is it really?

Yu Ruanruan has no confidence in herself, and what happened in her previous life also made her dare not have any extravagant hopes.

However, the man's deep and pleasant voice asked her softly, "Ruan Ruan, did I do something wrong? Am I right, I shouldn't have been born in the first place?"

Huo Xu opened his lips, staring at the girl with his dark eyes, as if caught in some kind of obsession.

"No, Huo Xu!"

Yu Ruanruan raised her head abruptly and took his hand, "It's not your fault, it's your father's fault. He didn't take responsibility and responsibility. He wasn't a competent father. Everyone was born with The little angels sent by God to the world, you are no exception. It is the elders who are wrong, they are selfish."

Yu Ruanruan felt that the man's palm was still bitingly cold, so she simply interlocked his fingers and held it very tightly.

"Huo Xu, Aunt Huo loves you, but in that environment at that time, she herself was in great pain. She couldn't find a way out and couldn't protect herself, so she blamed you. It's because she failed to control her emotions. You There is nothing wrong, you are innocent from beginning to end."

The girl stared at him with her big almond eyes, which were filled with anxiety.

Huo Xu listened to her soft and eager reassurance, his breathing trembled, the ice layer frozen in his heart for more than ten years cracked open, and light came in.

In the deepest part of the darkness, on the face of the little boy covered in blood and curled up in a ball.

He held his breath, his eyes fixed on the girl's face, as if he was reconfirming whether her words were sincere or to comfort him.

"I'm innocent?" Huo Xu opened his thin lips, and a hoarse question came out of his voice.

"Yes, you are innocent, so don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes, okay?"

Yu Ruanruan held Huo Xu's hand. At this moment, she was so distressed that she couldn't breathe.

She could empathize with him.

Although their encounters are not the same, they are so similar.

Just like in her previous life, after returning to Yu's house, she tried every means to please her but was left out in the cold. She also doubted herself over and over in her heart, did she do something wrong?

Is it because she shouldn't come back and ruin the peaceful and happy life of the Yu family?

Should she die outside and let the truth sink forever?

But after living a new life, she suddenly realized that the person who was wrong was never herself, and she didn't need to wrong herself because of other people's faults.

Yu Ruanruan opened her arms, hugged Huo Xu's shoulders, and patted his back with her palms. She had never reasoned with him so tenderly and patiently.

Not in her previous life, because she didn't understand it at that time.

Never in this life, because she has always had mixed resentment and complicated feelings towards Huo Xu.

"Every year on this day, standing in the wind and snow, what are you thinking about? Why didn't you go with Aunt Huo in the car accident? Still thinking, why wasn't you the one who died?"

Huo Xu froze severely.

A second later, he hugged Yu Ruanruan's waist, and his arms tightened more and more tightly, as if hugging the only warmth in the world.

He didn't speak, and buried his face in the girl's neck.

This action made Yu Ruanruan understand that she was right.

It is because of his unfortunate childhood that Huo Xu is full of vigilance and precautions against everyone. He is a proper paranoid, dark, sick and charming boy.

"Ruan Ruan, will she regret it?"

The man's scorching breath sprayed on her collarbone, and because her face was buried in her neck, her voice became a little dull.

"Yes." Yu Ruanruan said firmly, "At the moment when she had an accident, when she was dying, the person she owed the most must be you."

"is it?"

Huo Xu recalled that more than ten years ago, in the overturned carriage, the woman touched his forehead hair covered in blood, and called his name in a daze: "Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu..."

He closed his eyes hard, and said hoarsely with a pale face, "All the people I love and those who love me are destined to leave..."

This sentence is not a rhetorical question, but a declarative sentence.

Yu Ruanruan said dumbly, "Why do you think so? In this world, at least grandpa really treats you without asking for anything in return."

"But love is mutual, no amount of love can withstand all kinds of neglect and hurt."

Huo Xu was stunned.

Is that the case?

So, if he treated her a thousand times better, would she still fall in love with him?

Huo Xu asked in his heart.

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