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The lights flickered on and off, there were fewer and fewer people, and a sense of loneliness surrounded me. I moved my exhausted body and returned to the corner of the bench.I stared at my knees, clawing at my knees.

When I heard that the tram would not arrive on time, I gave up looking at the time.I knew my lips were adding force.I remained motionless.

The darkness slowly swallowed me up, and I was left sitting there in the passenger compartment.Go back, a voice rang in my ears, bewitching me like a witch in a fairy tale, the north wind was blowing, the fire was burning brightly, but I didn’t feel any warmth while sitting in the waiting room, outside the window The cold wind seems to be swallowing me up, Natsume must be very anxious now.

Time passes slowly.So I decided not to look at the time because I thought time would pass faster if I didn’t look at the time.

Time passes slowly.The tram arrived several times over the course of three hours.Whenever I hear a sound, I straighten up and want to see clearly the darkness in the snowy night behind the glass door.The sound of the glass door rang, and I raised my head to watch the tired-looking people leave the ticket gate, pass through the waiting hall, and then disappear on the way home.Even if there is no one, I will raise my head and stare for a long time.When it became clear that he was not here, I would sit on the bench again and huddle up.I kept repeating this.

It was so dark outside, could he see the road clearly?

With the snow so heavy, would he slip?

It's so cold, will he catch a cold?

If I leave, he won't be able to see me when he comes, and I don't know how anxious he will be.

Thinking of this, Yuexi was filled with courage again, hugging her knees and curling up on the chair.

When the basin on the stove made a squeaking sound, time moved forward slowly as if crawling on the ground.

Natsume didn't come

Natsume didn't come

only me here

Then I will get further and further away from Natsume.

I suddenly felt as if something was pressing down on my chest, which was heavy. The air I sucked in from my mouth became thicker, and I felt very uncomfortable in the lower part of my throat, as if I was about to vomit.

At this time-

I suddenly understood it like an enlightenment.

This is--

his mood.

Natsume's mood when she learned that she was going to Hongnong and made that phone call.

I understand.

As anxious as being stuck in a quagmire.

The uneasiness of being alone.

finally, I understand.

He will also be sad, lonely, and restless.

Why didn't I even notice such a natural thing?

Natsume must have been in a very uncomfortable mood at that time. I obviously know him very well. He has a strong heart under his timid appearance. At that time, he may have fought, and how he felt after the failure. . .At that time, I only knew how to criticize him excessively, but never thought of comforting him. At that time, he must have been more uncomfortable and desperate than me.

"Now, I have to say goodbye today."

After hearing these words, his smiling face that forced himself to cheer up suddenly appeared in front of me. Perhaps he must have been filled with guilt and sadness at that time. How he hoped to get my "forgiveness" and my comfort at that time.

Thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but feel pain.

At the time of that phone call.

I want him to say something to me

What?

Do I want him to say "I will definitely... stay" to me?

Is this considered coquettish and inconsiderate of others?

The cold air flowing in from the glass door was interrupted again. After sighing softly, I felt very uneasy and knocked on the window of the ticket gate.The station attendant said to me: "The trams that have started running will not stop, but there are many vehicles that have stopped running. Maybe the person you are waiting for is trapped when changing trains..." He said, Call the originating station to inquire.

Although she didn't know the specific situation, Natsume probably received the new call somewhere along the line, somewhere empty and covered with snow.

Is that what it looks like?I have no idea.

I am in a state of mind where I absolutely do not want any further interference.

I don't want to hear some boring words.I'm waiting for him.Will you come or not?

No matter what, I will continue to wait, just like the Oio you once told me, waiting for you.

Delayed train.

The tram won't arrive.

Or is it the tram slowly heading towards its end?

I took the letter out of my bag.Place the bag on your lap and place the letter on top of the bag.

I think my brain, which is paralyzed by fatigue, will definitely allow me to write what I really want to write without any pretense.I don't think about the order at all and just write down whatever comes to mind.I just wrote down what I was thinking.If he comes, leave it to him.

Once he's gone, you'll never see him again.Probably not seen for many years.Maybe I won’t see it until I grow up.This made me feel inexplicably shocked and angry.

Natsume, I really like you.

I love these words so much, they can’t express my feelings at all.I thought it would be nice if I could just take out this feeling and show it to him.Then he will also show me his heart.I longed for it.

As I thought about it, I couldn't help but laugh. I smiled, and my tears flowed down unconsciously.

Natsume——You must come.

I always blame him for everything that goes too far.

I always hurt him, I can't understand caring for him

But he still looked at me with such kindness, and at this moment I actually felt ashamed.

Fatigue and the warmth of the stove made me curl up in the chair and fall asleep soon after.

I had a fragmented dream with only many scenes appearing.

Campus, Natsume, Blackboard, Dongting. . .

I don't know if I had my eyes open or closed at that time.Even if I feel something, I don't know if it's a dream.

What I vaguely felt was the edge of the thick black and white pea coat.

I raised my head.On top of the wall-like black and white pea coat is Natsume's face.

His expression froze with surprise.Natsume, who was thinner than I remembered and had a face that looked a bit like a melon seed, was standing in front of me.

The fuzzy brain cannot sort out the situation properly.I don’t know if this is a dream or reality, I feel a little out of control of my body.

But the feelings went directly to the heart.I couldn't think for half a day and was so frozen.

I stared at Natsume's face standing in front of me and grabbed the edge of his coat.This turned out not to be an illusion.Natsume was pulled to my side and took another half step forward.The feeling of Natsume's coat... His fingertips suddenly became heavy, and his expression also became heavy.

The moisture inside my cheeks began to gather, tears began to fall from the corners of my eyes, and my face became wet.I grabbed his coat and lowered my head, seeing water drop by drop falling to the ground.

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