The years when I was an old man

Qin Sihai admitted that my father's death had something to do with him.

At this moment, monstrous anger is burning in my heart.

"I know you want to kill me right now, you are right, I have nothing to say. But what I want to say is that, like you, I am someone else's pawn..."

"Whose chess piece?"

I asked a question.

"You can't guess?"

Qin Sihai's rhetorical question caused many familiar figures to float in my mind.

At the same time, I was wondering whether he was deliberately trying to lure me elsewhere, or he was really reminding me.

"As I said just now, my guilt towards Mr. Melo is one of the reasons why I didn't do anything to you. Another reason is that people who regard you as a chess piece and those who watch chess will not allow me to touch you. At first Six, although I can be regarded as one of your enemies. But I really suggest that you take a long-term view and look far away. In this way, you may have another way of thinking..."

I was silent.Although I don't fully believe Qin Sihai's words, I have to admit that there is some truth in his words.

"Okay, the sixth day of the junior high school. I have said everything that should be said. Naturally, I will not say what should not be said. Of course, one day when your energy makes me irresistible, at that time, I may say everything Tell you. Goodbye!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Qin Sihai hung up the phone.

I stayed up all night, sitting on the roof smoking a cigarette.

In my mind, Qin Sihai's words kept flashing,

piece!

I am a pawn!

In fact, even if Qin Sihai didn't say it, I still have this feeling faintly.

But I am a pawn, who is the one holding the pawn?

Dawn breaks in the east, and the distant sky is white.

Looking at the slowly rising sun, a plan flashed in my mind.

To die and then to live!

Hotel breakfast room.

When I arrived, Lord Hong and the others were eating.

Seeing me coming, Lord Hong pouted in the direction of Lao Hei.

I turned my head and saw Lao Hei looking out the window absent-mindedly.

"What's the matter, old black?"

I asked a question.

Old Hei looked at me with some embarrassment, and slowly shook his head.

The mute on the side took a bite of the crab roe bun and said vaguely:

"He, he thought, missed the old man's woman..."

Sometimes I don't know whether the dumb is really stupid or pretending to be stupid.

In fact, everyone knows about this, but it's hard for everyone to tell the truth.

Only the dumb, one sentence breaks the point.

Old Hei squinted at the mute, but the mute didn't care, and said stammeringly:

"Stare, stare at me, you also miss, miss that girl..."

"Get out, I'm reflecting on myself!"

Old Hei said something impatiently.

"why?"

Xiaoduo blinked her big eyes and asked curiously.

Pushing the cutlery aside, Lao Hei whispered:

"Reflect on yourself not being good enough, not worthy of others' liking!"

"wrong!"

Master Hong put down his chopsticks and said loudly.

"Let me tell you, in terms of feelings, instead of introspecting yourself, it's better to blame others. What you need to think about now is that Huang Ze is blind, blindfolded, lame, and toothless to be with that pug. It's her fault , you think about it..."

As soon as Master Hong finished speaking, Xiaoduo answered from the side:

"Who Huang Ze chooses is her own problem. Isn't it a little heartless for you to curse her like this!"

Unexpectedly, Master Hong nodded immediately.

"Yes, I just have no conscience. If women are gone, you can find them again. If you don't have a conscience, you can find more!"

Master Hong's words about tigers and wolves made me feel embarrassed for a while.

Master Hong patted Lao Hei on the shoulder, and continued:

"Master Hei, you have to remember. You can't hide your love for someone, but you can hide it if you love a few more. What you have to do now is to love a few more..."

"Fuck off!"

Old Hei angrily shook off Master Hong's hand.

On the contrary, it was the mute who looked aside with eyes full of admiration.

"Master, master. This is the most, the highest state of a scumbag, right?"

Master Hong turned his head, looked at the mute and said seriously:

"Want to be a scumbag?"

The mute opened his mouth and nodded silly.

"Then master will tell you that there are two necessary skills to be a scumbag. First, if you are a man..."

"This, this me, I can do it!"

"Second, look in the mirror more!"

"What, what, what do you mean?"

The mute looked at Master Hong with a confused face, Master Hong smiled and ignored him.

And I looked at Brother Zhu at the side, and said directly:

"Brother Zhu, we're going to make money next. Help me find a game, a private game, a dice game!"

"Only playing dice games?"

"Correct!"

As soon as I finished speaking, I called Master Hong out alone.

Tell Hong Ye some of my thoughts.

After Master Hong heard this, he was shocked.

"Is this too dangerous?"

I know Master Hong is worried about my safety.

Patting his arm, I said lightly:

"Didn't you always say that wealth and honor are sought after insurance? This time we will seek wealth and honor!"

Brother Zhu was very efficient, and he quickly found me a Sic Bo game.

This bureau is in a farmyard in the suburbs. There are a lot of people here. There are nouveau riche who have been demolished, and there are also migrant girls nearby.

When Brother Zhu brought Master Hong and me there, we saw a lot of cars parked at the gate.

Brother Zhu told me that there are two tables here, all of which are Sic Bo.But it's all fish, shrimp and crab.