Lu Shao's hidden marriage sinful wife

"Yes, the plane at nine o'clock in the morning next year." Zhou Xiannan nodded.

Looking at Nanxi, and then at the two babies on the crib, he patiently told him: "Go to bed early, you are too tired to take care of the two children recently, you must ensure enough sleep, next year on the plane, we will Fly for ten hours."

"Okay, I must rest early today." Nanxi nodded.

"Well, then I'll go first."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Xiannan walked out the door.

His back is still tall and straight like a pine, slender and tough.

It's just that neither the heart nor the footsteps are as relaxed as in the past, but there is a thick heaviness.

With heavy steps, he closed the door.

As soon as the door is closed, the inside and outside are immediately cut into two worlds.

Zhou Xiannan's work and rest are very regular, if it is normal, he must have gone to take a bath, and then rested.

Today, however, he went straight to the study.

The slender figure has been sitting quietly in the study.

The light in the study room was always on.

He also sat quietly.

For a long time, he hardly moved a single pose.

He sat until his legs were numb and his body was sore, then he looked up and looked outside.

It was night.

Outside, it's as black as ink, and you can hardly see your fingers.

There is only the sound of wind blowing leaves occasionally.

Cursing his lips, he suddenly smiled bitterly, and murmured: "Zhou Xiannan, Zhou Xiannan, when did you become such a person who cares about gains and losses?"

"What about your gentlemanly style?"

After asking, he couldn't help laughing at himself.

But really let him let go, he found himself so reluctant.

After working as a policeman for so many years, he always thought that he was selfless and ready to shed his blood at any time for the sake of the people and the motherland.

He has never been afraid of life and death, nor is he afraid of death.

But this time, he couldn't help being selfish.

He had to admit that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and once it was lost, it would never be there again.

Where to go?

Whether to tell Nanxi the truth is really a difficult choice.

At this time, there was a knock on the door outside the study.

Zhou Jin pushed the door open and entered, holding a cup of steaming coffee in his hand, handing it to Zhou Xiannan.

"Sister, how do you know I'm here?" Zhou Xiannan asked, without reaching for the coffee.

Zhou Jin put the coffee in front of him, and then said slowly: "I just watched Nanxi and Baobao, and saw that the light in your study room was still on, so I wanted to come over and have a look."

"Besides, Lu Jianshen fainted at Nanxi's funeral today and is still in the operating room. I don't think you can sleep."

I have to say that Zhou Jin's words hit the nail on the head.

After Zhou Xiannan heard her words, not only was he not angry, but he felt relieved.

"Sister, I haven't told Nanxi about this, tell me, am I being selfish and narrow-minded?"

Zhou Jin lowered his head and took a sip of the coffee in his hand, and then slowly said: "Love, when you really love someone, who doesn't want to stay with her forever and grow old together! So, I can completely understand you."

"But the question is, will this kind of companionship obtained by concealment and deception really last for a long time, and will you have a clear conscience?"

"Xiannan, I can't tell you in a high-sounding way that true love is fulfillment and letting go, but you can ask your heart, is this kind of love what you want? Are you really at ease? Will you always be happy? Worrying about gains and losses, thinking about the lie being exposed all the time, she will leave you."

"If she is by your side without a soul, is it really love or marriage?"

After finishing speaking, Zhou Jin shook his head vigorously.

"No, it's not like this. Love shouldn't be like this, and neither should marriage."

"Knowing each other, keeping each other happy, trusting each other, never leaving, this is what love should look like."

"Think about it! It's getting late, I'm going back."

After saying what he wanted to say, Zhou Jin quickly left.

Her younger brother has always been very smart since he was a child, so he didn't make his family worry.

The only thing is that the character is too stubborn and stubborn.

Just like when he was a policeman, he decided to go.

Zhou Jin said that he came to see Nanxi and Baobao, but the most important thing was to come and see her younger brother and give some advice.

Otherwise, she was afraid that he would be stuck in his own world and couldn't get out.

Facts have proved that Zhou Jin's words are indeed useful.

When she left, she didn't close the door.

So the wind is blowing.

The cold wind suddenly rushed in, Zhou Xiannan shivered, and he seemed to wake up instantly.

Yes, the companionship obtained by deception and concealment will not last long, and it will definitely not turn into love.

He admitted that he had selfish motives.

He has always kept his promise to Nanxi, keeping her life secret, without revealing anything.

Moreover, as long as Nanxi takes the baby and goes abroad with him, he will have the best advantage and opportunity.

In the face of such a huge temptation, he fell, and his heart was moved.

So, no matter how sad or painful it is to see Lu Jianshen with his own eyes these days.

He never told the truth.

And now?

Once he said it, it was obvious that he would lose Nanxi completely.

Nanxi will definitely return to Lu Jianshen's side without hesitation.

And he will completely lose all opportunities.

Looking up, Zhou Xiannan took a deep breath in pain.

What my sister said was right, even if he got Nanxi's company for a while in this way, he would always be worried about her leaving.

I'm even more worried about whether she will hate him after she knows the truth?

That's right, if it were tonight, Lu Jianshen would not have survived.

he left.

Then in the future, once Nanxi knows about this, she will never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

Therefore, even if he is reluctant, he must tell all the truth.

I looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

Zhou Xiannan immediately called Zhou Jin: "Sister, how is Lu Jianshen's place?"

"I heard that he is still in the emergency room. The operation has been going on for five or six hours, and the situation is very bad."

"Okay, sister, I see."

Hanging up the phone, without any hesitation, Zhou Jin frantically ran to Nanxi's bedroom.

At the same time, he knocked hard on the door.

Hearing the hasty knock on the door, Nan Xi thought something serious had happened.

She didn't even have time to put on her clothes, so she opened the door in her pajamas.

When she saw Zhou Xiannan, she was surprised, she thought it was the aunt knocking on the door.

"What's the matter, Xian Nan? You seem to be in a hurry to knock on the door so late." Nan Xi tightened her pajamas and said.

Zhou Xiannan didn't care about this, he stretched out his hand, grabbed Nanxi's wrist and pulled it downstairs.

"Nanxi, there is a very important and urgent matter, you must follow me immediately."