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"What did you say!"

Lin Yi's body felt as if he had been electrocuted, the hairs all over his body exploded, cold sweat drenched the back of his clothes in an instant, and his body was icy cold.

"I didn't know about this until I got to the hospital." Qiu Yuluo said:

"I heard that it was the day your body bid farewell. She quietly returned to the car, took two bottles of sleeping pills and committed suicide."

"Suicide..."

Lin Yi's eyes were blank, his body was trembling, and the images of Li Chuhan flashed in his mind.

That woman who doesn't like to talk but has a gentle heart...

A man alone, in the dark and snowing...

Lin Yi's heart ached so badly, it was as if he was tightly clutched by a pair of big hands, and even breathing became difficult.

"Alas, what are you doing!"

Seeing Lin Yi walking to the window and jumping off without hesitation, Ning Che was taken aback.

It was found that he had already descended to the first floor with the help of the air-conditioning platform outside.

Ning Che didn't know what happened, but he was afraid of other uncontrollable things, so he followed Lin Yi and jumped down the window.

"Wait for me!"

Ning Che chased after him, and when Lin Yi was about to start the car, he sat in the passenger seat.

Stepping on the accelerator, Lin Yi turned the horsepower to the maximum and drove the car out of the Zhongwei brigade.

"What happened, tell me quickly." Ning Che asked nervously.

"Li Chuhan committed suicide."

"Li Chuhan?"

Ning Che still has a little impression of this woman.

She knew this person a long time ago, and knew that she had some relationship with Lin Yi, and that she was a very good heart surgeon.

In addition, on the night of Lin Yi's accident, after she came over, she passed out immediately when she saw Lin Yi.

To have such big mood swings, the relationship between them must be extraordinary.

And she chose to commit suicide at this time, and her feelings for Lin Yi were beyond compare.

Lin Yi drove the car very fast, and arrived at Xiehe Hospital in more than half an hour.

In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, before getting out of the car, Ning Che asked Lin Yi to put on a mask and sunglasses, and went straight to the 22nd floor of the third inpatient department.

According to Li Chuhan's identity and Miao Guofeng's connections, Li Chuhan is not qualified to live here.

But because she had an unusual relationship with Lin Yi, the hospital arranged her here.

After getting out of the elevator, the two saw Qiu Yuluo standing at the door.

"How's it going!"

"He's inside, he's been in a coma for several days, and his condition is not very good." Qiu Yuluo said compassionately, "Go in and have a look."

Pushing open the emergency room door, Lin Yi rushed in without even changing his clothes.

"Ah, ah, stop, what do you take this for..."

The nurse in the emergency room stopped.

"do not move!"

Ning Che showed his ID, "Military operations, don't worry about this matter, go out."

Seeing the certificate, the little nurse was a little scared, she had never seen such a battle, and hurried out.

"Stay here and watch carefully. I'll take care of the hospital's affairs so that no one will disturb you." Qiu Yuluo whispered.

"it is good."

Because the emergency room on the 22nd floor was originally prepared for special leaders, not many people were qualified to use it, so there was only one patient, Li Chuhan, accompanied by Qiao Xin.

"You are……"

Seeing a stranger entering the emergency room, and not wearing an isolation suit, Qiao Xin stood up and asked cautiously.

After a few days, Qiao Xin also lost weight, with thick dark circles under her eyes and bloodshot eyes.

After so many days, she is also holding on.

Passing Qiao Xin, Lin Yi stood in front of the window and saw Li Chuhan lying on the bed, infusing oxygen.

Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

Before that, Lin Yi felt that the person he was most sorry for was Ji Qingyan.

But at this moment, he realized that the person he was most sorry for was Li Chuhan.

Now that I'm gone, Ji Qingyan and Liang Ruoxu still have their parents and family members.

Someone could support them, but Li Chuhan didn't, she had nothing but herself.

He closed his eyes tightly, tears streaming down his face, he could think of Li Chuhan's despair.

I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun.

In the past, Li Chuhan also lived a life without Lin Yi, which was simple and fulfilling.

After meeting Lin Yi, her life turned upside down, and her silent heart became colorful.

That day was bright, and Lin Yi held up all her desires and fantasies.

But with Lin Yi's death, all the good things she had dreamed about, dreamed about, and hoped for were all shattered at that moment.

She couldn't hold it anymore, and neither could her messy spiritual world.

He chose to end his life in this way.

Whether it is the road to the future or the bridge of Naihe, I will walk with you.

Gently, Lin Yi stretched out his trembling hands and stroked Li Chuhan's face.

Her every frown and smile reappeared in Lin Yi's mind again.

Tears drenched the mask and fell onto the sheets.

At this moment, a middle-aged man in his fifties walked in from the outside, with Qiu Yuluo and Ning Che following him.

"This is Director Ma Xiaoyang of Xiehe. He is in charge of Director Li's affairs." Qiu Yuluo introduced.

"How is the situation now?" Lin Yi asked in a low voice, holding back tears.

"The situation is not very good, we can only do our best, it is very likely that..."

Ma Xiaoyang didn't continue, believing that the other party could understand.

"The measurement of the two bottles of sleeping pills is indeed not small, but they were delivered in a timely manner. Adding the level of Xiehe, it shouldn't be so difficult."

"Normally speaking, the patient's current condition should improve, but Director Li's condition is a bit strange. Not only did it not improve, but it went downhill. Such clinical cases are not common."

"According to your experience, there may be some reasons."

"Hey……"

Ma Xiaoyang sighed, looked at Li Chuhan on the hospital bed, and said sadly:

"Actually, I have seen such a clinical case once before. It was also a female. The situation was similar to that of Director Li. When it was sent, with our Xiehe level, there was a [-]% certainty that it could be rescued, but in the end she died. gone."

Ma Xiaoyang paused and sighed:

"Finally, we analyzed it. The reason for this result may be that the patient gave up on her own, and she was begging to die."

"Begging to die?" Ning Che muttered.

"Actually, as long as a person is not brain-dead, then the brain is conscious, but it cannot be manifested. Although Director Li is in a coma, her subconscious is still working, always reminding her to give up treatment." Ma Xiaoyang lamented:

"In other words, it was she herself who caused this situation. She gave up her desire to survive. We really can't save a person who is determined to die."

"Want to die!"

Ma Xiaoyang's words made Lin Yi's heart skip a beat, making him feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

He looked at Li Chuhan silently, his expression moved.

Ning Che at the side felt indescribably uncomfortable.

She rang out a movie line.

She is not the only one in Lin Yi's life, but Lin Yi is the only one in her life.

To this woman, Lin Yi may be everything, everything, her sun, moon and stars.

To end her life in this way is the best destination for her.

Qiu Yuluo patted Ma Xiaoyang on the shoulder.

That's all for now, and there's no need to say more about the following things.

After talking about the patient's situation, Ma Xiaoyang knew that there was nothing else to do, so he left the ward.

At the same time, Qiu Yuluo and Ning Che also left.

At this time, only Lin Yi, Li Chuhan and Qiao Xin were left in the emergency room.

Looking at the person in front of him who blocked him tightly, Qiao Xin felt very familiar.

His voice was exactly the same as Lin Ge's.

Probing, Qiao Xin turned her head to confirm Lin Yi's identity and see if he was Lin Yi.

Lin Yi didn't do anything else, and took off his mask and sunglasses.

"Brother Lin!"

Qiao Xin screamed and sat on the ground in fright.

"Calm down, I'm not dead." Lin Yi said:

"What happened before was all a misunderstanding."

"But the hospital has judged you..."

"My condition at that time was similar to that of a real death. I recovered the moment before I was sent to be cremated."

Lin Yi's voice was calm and calm, and when he was speaking, he kept his eyes on Li Chuhan.

His thoughts were all on Li Chuhan, and he had no time to take care of other people and things.

After a while, Qiao Xin got up, hugged Lin Yi and cried loudly, the sound of her crying could be heard in the whole ward.

"Brother Lin, Sister Li is like this now, what should I do!"

She no longer wants to know how Lin Yi survived.

She just wanted to know if Li Chuhan could still come back to life.

Lin Yi patted her on the shoulder and said quietly:

"It's okay. I've been staying here for the past few days. Thank you for your hard work. I'll ask someone outside to help you arrange a place for you to rest for a while. It won't work any longer."

"But with Sister Li like this, I'm not in the mood to rest."

"It's fine if I'm here, she can't die, just go back and wait for my news."

"Is it really okay?"

Hearing Lin Yi's words, Qiao Xin's eyes burst into an unprecedented look.

In her eyes, Lin Yi is an omnipotent existence, and if he said such a thing, there must be no problem.

Lin Yi patted her shoulder again.

"Go ahead, you'll be fine."

"Then I'll go back first, and come back later."

"Go back and have a good sleep, eat something and come back."

"Understood Brother Lin."

Qiao Xin left, and only Lin Yi and Li Chuhan were left in the ward.

Lin Yi sat beside her, holding her hand tightly.

"Why are you so stupid." Lin Yi said softly:

"Even if I die, you have to live well. It's not worth doing such a stupid thing for someone like me."

In this way, Lin Yi took the trouble to say this.

Although Li Chuhan didn't respond, he still wanted to tell the woman on the bed what was on his mind.

Hope she can hear it.

Because she didn't know whether Li Chuhan would be able to wake up, she could only pray in her heart, hoping that she would be okay.

"Let me sing you a song, you don't need to talk, just listen to me."

"I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air,

Most afraid of sudden concern from friends,

I am most afraid that memories will suddenly roll over,

wrenching pain,

I am most afraid of hearing from you suddenly,

I miss if there is a voice,

don't want that to be a sad cry

Until now, I finally let myself belong to myself, only tears can't lie to myself,

Suddenly I miss you,

where will you be

happy or wronged,

Suddenly I miss you,

sudden sharp memories,

suddenly blurred eyes,

We are like a most beautiful song,

into two sad movies,

Why you,

Take me through the most unforgettable trip,

And leave the most painful souvenir,

We are so sweet and beautiful,

then believe,

So crazy and so passionate once,

why we,

Still have to run towards their own happiness,

grow old with regret,

Suddenly I miss you,

where will you be

happy or wronged,

Suddenly I miss you,

sudden sharp memories,

Sudden blurred eyes..."

Lin Yi grabbed her hand and stroked it gently.

"I put most of my time and most of my energy on other people and other things. I have never spent much time on you, but why did you end up like this? , how can I feel sorry for you."

Lin Yi tried hard to control his tears, but to no avail.

Tears wet the white sheets, as if telling the story of the two.

"I didn't have time to accompany you before. You always have no regrets. You told me that I don't need to waste time on you, but I regretted it. Now I give you all the time and let me spend more time with you. I beg you to give me more time." I once..."

"call……"

Lin Yi wiped away his tears, "Okay, let's not talk about those sad things, let me sing you a song again, I have never had a chance to sing for you before, I hope you can hear it."

"What do you say, knowing that you are not here, you will still ask,

Air, but cannot speak for you.

Habits are like stubborn scars that never heal

One thought tears the soul apart,

Put the photos so that you can save and develop one more copy,

Sweater, also prepare an extra layer for you,

However, your comforting body temperature when you are alone

How can I save an extra copy for you?

I don't want you to be alone, alone in the crowd

I don't want you to walk alone, in times of wind and rain,

I don't want you to suffer the cruelty of this world alone,

I don't want tears to accompany you to eternity..."

Lin Yi's voice continued, even though Li Chuhan couldn't hear anything, he kept singing, and she didn't know the meaning of this.

I just want to talk to her more, because I owe her so much.

In the past, she didn't want anything, as long as she could see her occasionally and send her a few messages, it was a great satisfaction.

But precisely, this is the biggest debt I owe her.

In the days before, Lin Yi naively thought that Li Chuhan had a sufficiently important position in his heart, but he didn't give her enough time.

But he didn't really find out until now.

What I failed to give her was not enough time and company, but enough love.

Life is always like this. If you are not careful, you will fall into the trap of clichés. You only know how to cherish after you lose it.

But life is like this.

Some regrets can only be experienced by those who miss it.

Some misses can only be regretted by those who have experienced them.