Douluo's self is in the courtyard

Chapter 199 Qin Jingru’s Growth

(ps: Chapter 197 is under review)

Seeing Xu Damao's leaving figure, tears fell from Qin Jingru's eyes again.

"Ugh..." The next moment, Qin Jingru hugged the pillow and cried loudly.

This is the path she chose, and she should go on it.

But...why...

Why does her heart hurt so much!

Time passed quietly, and an hour later, Qin Jingru could no longer cry.

Lying on the bed, she silently looked at the dilapidated and crude roof.

In my heart, I kept recalling every little moment of getting along with Xu Damao.

First time meeting...

A "misunderstanding" in the bathroom in the afternoon...

Whenever she encounters difficulties, the figure appears in front of her to shield her from the wind and rain.

All the bits and pieces are like a slideshow, and these pictures keep rolling in Qin Jingru's mind.

At this moment, she regretted...

If only God could give her a chance to come back.

She will never choose to give up or quit again!

Unfortunately, it's all too late...

"Squeak..."

Just then, the sound of a door opening interrupted her thoughts.

Qin Jingru was shocked. It was her first day in the dormitory. Why would anyone come?

Qin Jingru subconsciously covered her body with the quilt and looked towards the door.

She saw a familiar figure looking at her with a smile.

His smile is very sweet, like the sunshine in winter, making people feel warm.

Qin Jingru, who had already regretted it for a long time, wanted to rush forward and hug this man regardless of her own safety.

Tell him, I regret it...

But when he thought of the past, Xu Damao left decisively without looking back.

Qin Jingru restrained her inner impulse.

Qin Jingru said coldly: "Why are you here?"

Xu Damao smiled slightly and said, "Ezi's food is ready!"

"I figured you haven't eaten yet, so I came here to make you some!"

With that said, Xu Damao walked to the stove and put down what he was holding.

At first glance, Xu Damao brought a lot of things, two full bags.

When Qin Jingru saw this, her heart warmed up. She pursed her lips and said softly: "You left, why are you here now?"

Xu Damao quietly walked to the window, sat down, and said gently to Qin Jingru: "You are my woman."

"Why can't I come?"

Qin Jingru was startled. Although Xu Damao's voice was gentle, his words were full of domineering.

She snorted coldly and said, "Who is your woman?"

"Xu Damao, why didn't I notice it before? Why are you so thick-skinned?"

Xu Damao laughed and said, "That means you didn't know me well enough before!"

Seeing Xu Damao's proud look, Qin Jingru asked coldly: "What about Sister Lou?"

"She is still pregnant with your child!"

Xu Damao chuckled and said, "What else can I do? You are all my women!"

"I will never abandon any of my women!"

Qin Jingru was confused, completely confused!

Won't you abandon any of them?

I never thought that Xu Damao would answer like this!

What does this mean?

Xu Damao and Lou Xiao'e have proven themselves to be a legitimate couple.

You Xu Damao will never give up even if you say a word!

Do you want me, Qin Jingru, to be your concubine?

It must be said that Xu Damao's words were beyond Qin Jingru's knowledge.

For now, the concubine still exists.

Those are all issues left over from long ago.

Due to the influence of the environment, such a family is also extremely low-key.

It will not be publicized to the outside world at all. As time goes by, the word concubine is gradually forgotten and becomes a legend.

As a concubine, it is simply impossible to argue with her man.

In other words, as long as you agree.

This means that she will not be able to consider herself Xu Damao's wife from now on.

And all of this needs to be hidden and kept secret.

She will become the woman behind Xu Damao.

Women are not like men. Women these days regard loyalty as particularly important.

Once she chooses to do this, it will be impossible for her to find anyone else.

At that time, all the negative effects will gradually emerge.

She will bear strange looks from people.

Understand the forced questioning from relatives.

Even, she would be on tenterhooks every day.

I am afraid that one day this relationship will be discovered by the world.

For a moment, Qin Jingru couldn't accept it.

This was not what she wanted at all.

But... think about it carefully, is there a better way now?

If you want to hurt Lou Xiaoe for your own happiness.

Qin Jingru's heart will feel uneasy. At present, she really can't do such an ungrateful thing.

Such guilt and uneasiness will most likely follow her for the rest of her life.

But if like before, she chooses to give up again, chooses to quit again, and chooses fulfillment again.

She really couldn't do it, her heart really hurt...

She has already lost it once!

Only by experiencing the feeling of loss can she know what regret is and what heartache is!

Qin Jingru said hesitantly: "Xu Damao, are you too greedy?"

"What will Sister Lou do if she finds out about us?"

Xu Damao smiled and said: "Don't worry, I will solve everything!"

"Of course, I still have to feel wronged for you now. I can't tell her yet!"

"I'm going to take you to Xiangjiang in a few years!"

"In case you don't know, polygamy is practiced there!"

"When the time comes, I will hold a grand wedding for you!"

Qin Jingru was startled and her eyes widened.

What Xu Damao said has subverted her world view.

Growing up in a rural area, she really didn't know about this.

But if what Xu Damao said is true, that's not bad.

There is no need to hurt Lou Xiao'e. At most, he will suffer for a few years.

But she is still young, and she can definitely afford to wait for a few years.

"Really? You didn't lie to me?" Qin Jingru asked curiously.

Xu Damao smiled slightly, hugged Qin Jingru into his arms, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, why are you lying to me!"

"It's normal that you don't know. After all, Xiangjiang is a bit far away."

"From now on, when you have free time, read more books and learn something. You are still young and can learn quickly!"

"Every month, I will give you 100 yuan, and you can buy whatever you want!"

Xu Damao estimated that Qin Jingru didn't even know a few characters.

There is no way, there are many young people these days who are in this situation.

When Qin Jingru heard this, she automatically filtered what Xu Damao said and burst into laughter.

She said softly: "It doesn't matter whether it's money or not."

"I'm not with you because of your money!"

"As long as you don't let me down!"

Xu Damao smiled, "Awesome, this girl has grown so much."

(End of this chapter)