I don't deserve your love

"Do you want to see? This is the last time."

Fu Yanye suppressed his emotions and asked.

"Thought to see you."

Zhuo Jian had a somewhat hoarse voice.

"Well, what about now?"

"forget it."

She clings to his arms again.

Fu Yanye hugged her tightly. In fact, he was really scared, afraid that she would run back to that man desperately like she used to.

She has no memory of the past, she only remembers how well that person treated her.

After getting out of the car, Fu Yanye went to the co-pilot's side and carried her out of the car.

She let him hug her delicately, hugging his neck tightly, and clinging to his arms.

She had never held him this tight before.

Fu Yanye's heart was burning hot, but he carried her inside with a serious face.

Cheng Bao had just finished his homework and came out to find a bottle of Coke to drink. Seeing Fu Yanye coming back with Zhuo Jian in his arms, he immediately stuffed the Coke into his clothes. He grinned so coldly that he didn't dare to take it out. He just saw Zhuo Jian's expression was not good. Can't help running over: "Father, what's wrong with Mommy?"

"It's okay, your father insists on hugging me."

"..."

Zhuo Jian's explanation made Fu Yanye sigh unconsciously, and then continued to walk up with her in his arms.

"Oh."

Cheng Bao believed it, his father really liked to hug his mommy more.

But when he was about to sneak away, Fu Yanye suddenly stopped at the door of his room, and said in a deep voice, "Fu Chengqian."

"arrive."

"Finish and brush your teeth."

After Fu Yanye reminded him, he hurried back to the room with his wife in his arms.

"Yes."

Cheng Bao was a little surprised. Although his father found out, he didn't ask him to put it back.

"What to drink?"

When Zhuo Jian was put on the sofa, she asked him a question.

"Cola."

His belly was bulging, and as soon as he came in, he found that kid grinning coldly.

"Coke? Ah, how did you find out? I didn't see it at all."

She saw Cheng Bao rushing out.

"His little thoughts are written on his face, you just have to observe carefully."

Fu Yanye randomly made up a reason.

"Oh."

Zhuo Jian agreed, but was still a little confused.

Thinking about it again, I felt that I must have lost my memory and didn't know my son well enough.

Hey, when will she regain her memory?

She was suddenly a little impatient.

Fu Yanye knelt beside her on one knee, held her hand and said softly, "Shall I help you soak in the bath water?"

"Ah."

Zhuo Jian agreed.

But when Fu Yanye went to put some bath water, she fell asleep on the sofa.

When she woke up again, she was already in the bathtub. She opened her eyes suddenly, thinking that she had fallen into the sea, and she clutched the edge of the bathtub with both hands, breathing heavily.

The image that suddenly popped up in my mind was that of a calm sea.

She didn't know why she was so frightened all of a sudden.

Fu Yanye squatted aside, watching her like that, nervously asking, "What's wrong?"

"You and I……"

Zhuo Jian lowered her head, looked at the water in the bathtub, and suddenly closed her eyes in pain, a buzzing alarm sounded in her ears, and she was already clasping her head with her hands.

"Zhuo Jian, come see me in half an hour, otherwise I can't promise to leave your son with a whole body."

"You come alone. If I find out that there are other people, you know, a child of this age can be thrown into the sea to feed the sharks."

"If you don't make it in 10 minutes, your son will die."

Those voices were all unfamiliar, and she had no idea who they were, even if it suddenly appeared that she was directly pierced into her ankle by a throwing knife, she knelt on the ground, and then her other ankle was also stabbed.

The person suddenly became sweaty, and then passed out straight away.

"Wow, mom..."

She heard the baby cry, she saw the image of the baby being thrown into the sea, and then she didn't feel it anymore.

When she woke up again, she was already lying in the advanced ward of the hospital, with something stuck on her body that she didn't know what it was.

The sound of the machine on one side still gave her a splitting headache, and the sound rang in her ears, "Fu Yanye, hurry up, save my son, save my son..."

She opened her eyes and silently looked at the familiar environment.

This is not the first time she has come to this ward.

Gradually, there was infinite fear and darkness in her eyes.

She didn't know what it was, the voice was disturbing her, it was...

Lin Ruxiang?

The woman who almost killed her and her son.

"Jane, you're awake."

The voice of a familiar man beside him.

She barely moved, her voice hoarse: "Fu Yanye."

"I'm here."

He held her hand tightly before her eyes.

Zhuo Jian looked at him, and for some reason, her eyes suddenly felt sore, and then tears poured out like that.

"Did you remember something?"

he asked her nervously.

Zhuo Jian cried out suddenly when she heard this, and then hugged him tightly with sobs.

"I don't know, it seems to be Cheng Bao, it seems to be Lin Ruxiang, and my ankle hurts so much."

Fu Yanye hugged her tightly, feeling her tears streaming down his neck, but he immediately thought of that year from this passage.

Is it because he told her to observe Chengbao more when he was at home, so she blamed herself for not remembering enough, and then thought of those?

Fu Yanye hugged her, clasped the back of her head and held her in his arms. At this moment, he really wanted to comfort her, but many words seemed to have reached his throat, but suddenly he didn't know where to start.

It was him who hurt her so much that she never wanted to see him again.

After that, he really didn't dare to tell her in such detail.

He wished she could remember from when they were good.

rather than the painful past.

-

Zhuo Jian soon returned to normal life after recovering, but Fu Yanye noticed that she was in a daze for a long time.

That day Ouyang Ping was called home by Fu Yanye. Seeing that she was sitting by the window looking out in a daze, she walked over and sat beside her, and asked her softly, "What are you looking at? So lost in thought?"

"Sister Pingping, what happened in the past?"

Zhuo Jian asked her disappointed.

Ouyang Ping was stunned, and subconsciously glanced at the door, then smiled and stroked her hair that reached her collarbone, "What happened?"

"Did I treat Chengbao badly before?"

Zhuo Jian asked suddenly.

Ouyang Ping's heart skipped a beat, "What are you talking about? You always love children, especially Chengbao."

"really?"

That scene appeared in Zhuo Jian's mind again.

Someone threw that little treasure away.

"Of course it's true. Do you remember anything?"

Ouyang Ping touched her forehead, worried that she had a fever.

Zhuo Jian shook his head dully, "I just saw someone throw Chengbao into the sea. I didn't protect him well. Am I, a very incompetent mother?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? You're talking about Chengcheng being kidnapped? Didn't I tell you before that it was planned by Lin Ruxiang, but the child who fell into the sea was transferred by her mother. Chengcheng is doing well."

"Sister Pingping, why can't I remember? I heard it all."

Zhuo Jian leaned on her shoulder sadly, and tears fell for no reason.

At this time, she no longer had the rationality and strength that Liang Yu had when he said those words to her, and the solid city wall in her heart suddenly collapsed.