I don't deserve your love

"Don't be afraid, it's just too tiring to stand all the time."

He put her on the front of the car and sat there.

After getting to know him for a long time, you will find that he is actually not a frivolous person. Zhuo Jian quickly relaxed. He sat beside her, lit a cigarette, and then looked at the sea and smoked a cigarette and called her: "Zhuo Jian."

"Ok?"

"Would you like to tell me about your affairs?"

"What are you talking about?"

Zhuo Jian asked in a low voice.

What else can I say about her and Fu Yanye?

"I told you all about me, at least you can tell me when and why you fell in love with him?"

He slowly asked his doubts.

Zhuo Jian hugged her knees and looked at the sea, and suddenly the images of their childhood appeared in front of her eyes.

The memory is a bit fuzzy, but she still remembers that he is the most handsome among the boys, and...

She just felt that he looked at her differently from others, and he loved her too.

Come to think of it now...

"It's a lust obsession."

Probably because she liked him, so she mistakenly thought that there was a hot heart under his indifferent appearance, a hot heart for her.

"He does seem like the type to captivate a lot of girls."

Zhuang Mingli thought for a while and agreed with Zhuo Jian's statement.

Zhuo Jian was surprised, very few men would admit that other men are good-looking.

"Since when?"

Zhuang Mingli asked again, he didn't drink, but he was a little intoxicated, intoxicated by other people's stories.

"It's very small, I can't remember exactly."

I really can't remember.

In my impression, it seems that I have always liked it, since I knew it, and since I remembered it.

"You are childhood sweethearts, you must have a lot of good memories together, right?"

Zhuang Mingli asked her again.

"That's it."

Zhuo Jian lowered her head, and suddenly felt that a piece was missing in her heart.

I don't know when it was missing, but it's quite a big piece.

Feeling cold in my heart, I want that part to come back quickly, but I can't find it.

"But Zhuo Jian, a childhood sweetheart may not be a true love worth entrusting for a lifetime."

He suddenly said something, awakening Zhuo Jian who was wandering in another world.

She was tightly wrapped, and the blanket was caramel-colored, making her face extraordinarily delicate and fragile, like the most precious and fragile object.

Looking at her, Zhuang Mingli felt as if his heart was about to be drawn out by her.

But in the end, he still suppressed his desire to escape, he didn't want to scare her.

Zhuo Jian hugged herself and looked at the darkest place on the sea surface, then raised her eyes a little, and there was a light in the distance, which was very small, like a star, but it was not a star.

Her childhood sweetheart may not be the love of her life, she knew it very early on, and she even told others about it.

But hearing it from others, she felt a little sour.

"Don't let yourself live a bad life for the person you once loved so much."

Zhuang Mingli said something again, then stubbed out his cigarette, and got in his car.

He jumped out of the car, stomped his feet, threw the blanket on the car, and clapped his hands, "Come on, I'll take you back."

Zhuo Jian sat tall and looked at him with a strange feeling in her heart.

She suddenly forgot to move, and her mind was in a mess.

She couldn't think clearly, but when he stepped forward to hug her again, she finally came back to her senses, "I can do it myself."

Zhuang Mingli didn't make things difficult for her, and stood aside.

He knows what she cares about.

But when she was about to jump off, if he refused to give in, she would definitely get sprained in her high heels.

He still gave her a hand, just his arm.

After Zhuo Jian jumped down, she also felt safe and sound, and looked up at the person who was worried about her, and smiled: "Thank you."

He just smiled.

Immediately Zhuo Jian got into the car, he put the blanket on the back, and drove Zhuo Jian away.

Wang Rui's car followed them all the time, Zhuang Mingli found him not long after, and asked Sheng Zhuojian, "What's his name? Wang Rui?"

"Wang Rui?"

"Well, in the back."

"..."

Zhuo Jian turned her head to look, but she couldn't see clearly, but it was so late and there were no other cars on the road, so she still recognized it.

"How do we go? Shall we get rid of it or stay the same?"

"Don't mind him."

Zhuo Jian thought, if you get rid of it, you can only get rid of it for a while.

Fu Yanye.

She has nothing to say.

Wang Rui actually knew that he had been discovered, so he called Fu Yanye, "Boss, it seems that he was discovered."

"Keep following."

There is nothing extra to say over there, just hang up the phone after finishing speaking.

In this weather, she went to the beach with others to watch the snow?

It is completely disregarding the status of being married.

It was almost dawn when I got home again, except for being a little cold, I was no longer as depressed as before.

The snow outside was getting heavier, she lay down under the blanket, then turned on the electric blanket, and fell asleep after waiting for the bed to warm up.

-

Zhuang Mingli returned to the guest room where he stayed, the inside was bright, and his mother was sitting inside.

"I thought you weren't coming back tonight."

"Where else can I go?"

As Zhuang Mingli said, he walked over and hugged her.

"Abduct someone else's wife and elope."

Yin Ling looked down at her son, she felt distressed and couldn't bear it.

"It would be nice if I could walk away."

Zhuang Mingli acted like a child on her shoulder.

Yin Ling sighed helplessly, "Ah Li, even if you catch her attention at this time, even if you catch her, you will still sneak in, you know? Once she wakes up, you will lose her."

"Mom, I didn't chase."

"No chase? Really?"

Come back so late, but say you didn't chase, so what is this?

"I just don't want to see her sad, Mom, you don't know the day I first met her, I thought she was running away too."

"..."

Yin Ling was at a loss until Zhuang Mingli told about their acquaintance.

Of course she knew her son was in trouble, but the dealer was already urging him to go back and complete the wedding.

"Mom, I hate childhood sweethearts, why do I have to get married when we grow up together?"

"But she's a married woman."

"But she doesn't love him anymore, it was Fu Yanye who personally destroyed her feelings for him."

"But they're not divorced."

"I'll leave."

Zhuang Mingli knew that Zhuo Jian couldn't stand Fu Yanye anymore.

Yin Ling stroked his hair, feeling very affectionate, "Mom doesn't want you to go the wrong way, Ah Li, Mom hopes you can find someone you really like to marry, but that's not the case, she's really not suitable."

"If she is really inappropriate, I will stop."

"Ah."

Yin Ling hugged him, she couldn't bear to hurt the child because of her indebtedness to the child, but she knew in her heart that her son was destined to have no good results during this period.

However, or human feelings, you always need to try, even if you are scarred in the end.

-

The next day, the apartment opposite the TV station.

Zhuo Jian went to open the door, and then saw the man who asked her yesterday if she was jealous that others could humblely open their hearts to him.

Zhuo Jian was stunned.

But he had a cold face, "What? Don't know your man anymore?"

"I'm just curious. Mr. Fu, who always opens the door by himself, why did he suddenly knock on the door today?"

Zhuo Jian let go of the doorknob, gently hugged her elbow and asked him.

Fu Yanye walked in, and as soon as the door closed, he grabbed her by the shoulders and turned her around to press her against the wall...