I don't deserve your love

The coolness quickly spread throughout her body, and the familiar smell of alcohol entangled her.

"Baby, why are you in my bed?"

The man's hoarse voice was tinged with lust in his restraint.

"Fu Yanye? How much did you drink?"

Zhuo Jian opened her eyes, but she hadn't seen clearly that he had conditioned reflex to press against his shoulder to stop him from kissing.

"Happy tonight, have a few more drinks, have you waited long?"

Fu Yanye's eyes were stained with drunkenness and a rare smile.

"Ghosts are waiting for you."

Zhuo Jian muttered in a low voice, reaching out to turn on the desk lamp, she felt that he was not normal now.

"Ghost? Well, female ghost, or a female ghost who misses my body."

His voice was also very low, and he kissed her again as he spoke.

Zhuo Jian turned on the light, covered his mouth with her hand, and went to see him again, making sure that he was drunk, and even more angry. She wanted to ask for help but couldn't. In this big bedroom, she screamed and no one came to help. .

"You calm down."

"Bold, I want to kiss you, do you still dare not let me?"

Fu Yanye suddenly took her hand and pressed it directly on top of her head, and continued to search for her lips and kiss her with wine-smelling lips.

"I hate the smell."

Zhuo Jian turned her head and refused to let him kiss.

Fu Yanye half-closed her phoenix eyes, looked at her sinkingly, sneered, and said, "Do you hate it? I didn't notice it."

He seemed to ignore all her preferences, just kissed, and then never stopped.

-

Later, he lay on top of her to fall asleep.

Zhuo Jian was upset but had no strength, so she could only look out of the window depressedly.

"Cheng Nuo, what a nice name."

He suddenly murmured.

The alarm bells in Zhuo Jian's mind rang loudly.

Cheng Nuo?

"You won't break your promise like that woman, will you?"

He muttered, and suddenly raised his eyes again.

Zhuo Jian also looked at him in shock.

he put her...

As that girl?

Zhuo Jian's mouth was slightly open, unable to react for a while.

And Fu Yanye looked at her for a long time, his face became more and more serious.

Zhuo Jian was so confused that she could hardly breathe.

No, she is not acceptable.

If he takes her...

"Oh, I thought you were her. I must have drunk too much."

He suddenly pressed against her neck again, muttering and dawdling.

But Zhuo Jian couldn't breathe, and the whole collapsed.

"Cheng Nuo, I'll give you everything you want in the future, except marriage."

"..."

He finally fell asleep, he got away from her and just hugged her to sleep from behind her.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhuo Jian subconsciously ran to the bathroom and threw herself in the bathtub.

The words of my friend suddenly kept ringing in my ears, over and over again.

He made the fake real.

Zhuo Jian couldn't breathe anymore and buried herself in the cold water.

-

She came out of the bathroom to find clothes to put on and left. The next day she had a fever and a bad cold.

The children went back to the old house, and Wang Yue asked her aunt to take care of her.

Ouyang Ping went to her apartment, "What's going on?"

"fine."

Zhuo Jian's face was pale, and a lot went through her mind, but she couldn't say a word.

"I heard about that girl named Cheng Nuo. It's not like he didn't get mad at you with girls before. Why did he get mad at himself this time?"

Ouyang Ping felt puzzled.

Zhuo Jian didn't speak, just looked out of the window.

She was pissed off?

No, she wasn't blown away.

She just got a fever from the cold water.

She quietly looked at the sunshine outside, without saying a word.

Ouyang Ping had no choice but to sit opposite her, held her sweaty hand and unconsciously lowered her head to look at it, unexpectedly her palm was sweaty and still cold.

"Jane, nothing else is important, only my own body, I won't ask anything, wait until you want to talk, let's go to the hospital first, shall we?"

The more Ouyang Ping thought about it, the more worried she became, fearing that she would develop other problems.

"I dont go."

He's not a sick child, why go to the hospital every day?

"But your complexion is so bad now, what if you have other illnesses?"

"Isn't that what fever is like? Barrister, I'm really fine. I'll be fine after a few days of rest."

Ouyang Ping had no choice but to call the doctor and ask the doctor to come to her house to see her.

She returned to the stage a week later and started working behind the scenes.

Jian Qian stood on the stage for the first time, and she was in the audience.

Jian Qian looked at her with some anxiety. Jian Qian never thought that she would replace Zhuo Jian. She thought that as long as she was by Zhuo Jian's side, she would be fine. Zhuo Jian was like a talisman for her.

But Zhuo Jian let her stand here.

Liu Yuntian said that she was lucky to meet such a fool as Zhuo Jian, she thought, she was indeed lucky, but Zhuo Jian is not a fool.

After work, she stood at the window of the office and looked outside, but her fingers kept touching the wedding ring that Fu Yanye put on.

After work, she goes to a yoga class. Aerial yoga can relieve her emotions as much as possible. She practiced it over and over again until she was sweating profusely.

Zhong Mai waited for her at the door after training, and couldn't help sighing.

When she finished, she went to wash and left with Zhong Mai, Zhong Mai asked her: "Do you think it's okay?"

"Ah."

"Strictly say that Fu Yanye has never touched that girl outside, not even a finger, and that girl is also polite to Fu Yanye."

Zhong Mai said so.

"Sister Maimai, let's stop talking about him in the future."

"Ok?"

"I want to go drink."

Zhuo Jian picked up her bag and said.

Zhong Mai said: "Go to Fanxing, I can't accompany you, find a friend to accompany you."

"Change place."

Zhuo Jian doesn't want to go to Fanxing again.

Those who don't know whether it is a coincidence or a deliberate encounter.

Forget it.

So Zhong Mai took her to an underground bar.

Zhong Mai played a lot in the past, and introduced several younger brothers to her.

Zhuo Jian saw that those so-called younger brothers seemed to be about the same age as her, but they were a little reserved when they smiled at her, so she felt that it was meaningless, so she just pointed to one.

"Play well with Mrs. Fu and make her happy, but don't cross the line."

Zhong Mai reminded.

Then sat by the side all night watching the boy play games with Zhuo Jian.

Zhuo Jian found it interesting, she really didn't know these things when she was a child.

When you come to a bar, you have to be followed and restrained.

Zhong Mai saw that she had forgotten her troubles while playing, but she couldn't help but think that she might be more troubled when she wakes up tomorrow.

but……

If you have wine today and get drunk today, let's get through tonight first.

Later, Zhuo Jianjian didn't stay with Zhong Mai anymore, and became a frequent visitor to this bar for a while.

That night Zhuo Jian was playing boxing games with the waiter, and someone not far away was watching.

"It is said that it has been a long time, and I get drunk here all day long."

"Hmph, I knew she would have today sooner or later."

It was Liang Yu who said this, and walked towards Zhuo Jian after speaking.

Zhuo Jian drank four or five cups, and when she saw Liang Yu, her eyes became sharper.

Liang Yu looked at her mockingly again, and asked her, "Have you seen that girl? Didn't you think you'd be abandoned so soon?"

"roll."

Zhuo Jian only said one word.

"Ok?"