Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

When Mrs. Liu mentioned her past, Gu Wanqiu couldn't help but think of Li Jinxing's mother.

She was also a miserable woman. She was abused by her alcoholic husband just like Sister-in-law Liu. Sister-in-law Liu was much better off. At least she broke away from that family and took her daughter to live a better and better life. At least she is healthy and her daughter Haven't been abused either.

Unlike that woman, paralyzed in bed, unable to do anything.

She didn't have any feelings for Li Jinxing's mother before, she was just a stranger, no matter how pitiful she was, it had nothing to do with her.

She is just a bystander, watching the tragic experiences of Li Jinxing and his mother, without the slightest sympathy, and even feels that she is watching an interesting bitter scene.

Standing in the perspective of God, she is self-righteous, directing other people's lives casually, and feels that Li Jinxing's mother is an oil bottle. Since she is paralyzed, she might as well die. She also feels that Li Jinxing is also a waste. Because his mother is controlled by a domestic violence man, he can't even protect himself and wants to protect his mother. Isn't this just asking for trouble and being abused?

When she was young, she would not let go of something she liked easily, such as Li Jinxing, since he couldn't leave such a family, she would "help" him.

Wouldn't it be better to be fucking dead?Being paralyzed on the bed all the time has no freedom, it would be better to die than to live in vain, and she can't help Li Jinxing, let alone become his burden, sure enough, once she died, Li Jinxing came out of that "cage".

When Li Jinxing knelt down and begged her to save his mother, she thought why should she save him?Wouldn't it be better to be dead?It's just an insignificant person, although she can help her casually, she just doesn't want to.

……

She had always known that Li Jinxing hated her for not saving his mother.

But she has helped him so much, so many years of kindness, can't it offset a human life?

After listening to Mrs. Liu's words now, how can one life be offset, that is the only person in this world who loved Li Jinxing at that time.

If her mother was Aunt Liu, who was killed by someone's indifferent onlooker, she would also hold grudges and want to take revenge.

At the beginning, she did make a mistake.

If she had saved Li Jinxing's mother, maybe there would not be such a result, Gu Chaodong would not die, she would not have to keep avoiding, and she would not accidentally have a child and lose him.

Gu Wanqiu gently placed her hand on her abdomen.

"Miss Gu..." Aunt Liu looked at Gu Wanqiu's little movements and called her softly.

Gu Wanqiu came back to her senses, and quickly removed her hands from her abdomen. She broke free from her memories and looked at Mrs. Liu for a long time, "It would be great if my mother was like you."

Sister-in-law Liu never took the initiative to ask Gu Wanqiu about the family affairs, but now that Gu Wanqiu mentioned it by herself, she followed her words and asked, "Where did your mother go?"

"I don't know, maybe it's dead, I have no relatives."

Aunt Liu felt pain in her heart, and looked at the fragile Gu Wanqiu in front of her: "Miss Gu, if you don't mind, you can treat me as your relative..." After finishing speaking, she felt that this was wrong. Gu Wanqiu is her boss, young Beautiful and rich, what qualifications does she have to be her relatives, isn't this just taking advantage of others, without any self-knowledge?

Aunt Liu fell into embarrassment, her face flushed, she didn't know how to go to see Gu Wanqiu.

Gu Wanqiu said, "Sister-in-law Liu, can you give me a hug?"

"I...Of course I can..." Mrs. Liu stammered, feeling a little happy that Gu Wanqiu didn't mind what she said, but she was still wearing an apron. Gu Wanqiu didn't know if she would smell the oily smoke when she hugged her. Yes, she hasn't washed her hair today.

Aunt Liu thought a lot by herself, until Gu Wanqiu's soft body leaned over and hugged her tightly.

Aunt Liu's body stiffened for a moment, and after a while she reached out to hug Gu Wanqiu.

Gu Wanqiu seldom hugs a person like this. Mrs. Liu's embrace is just as she thought, soft and warm, which makes her panicked heart feel more secure.

You can't be greedy to keep such a hug, once you get used to it, you can't throw it away.

Mrs. Liu has a daughter, and she is someone else's mother, not hers.

Let's hug for a while... Keep this sense of security a little longer, so maybe she can last longer.

"Your daughter is very lucky to have a good mother like you."

Gu Wanqiu let go of her with a smile, she arched in Aunt Liu's arms, her hair was a little messy, Aunt Liu gently stroked the broken hair on her forehead.

"Everyone is qualified to be happy, but the path is different. Miss Gu, you will be happy in the future too, so don't envy others, just be yourself, and live a better life tomorrow than today."

Obviously these words are nothing, but when Gu Wanqiu heard the back, she felt a sore nose. She tried her best to suppress the soreness and pain in her heart, and said in a muffled voice: "Sister-in-law Liu, can you talk to me?" Say something?"

"What?"

"Just say, everything can survive."

Aunt Liu rubbed Gu Wanqiu's hair: "It's okay, everything can survive."

Aunt Liu spoke from the bottom of her heart, sincerely, without any falsehood, which made Gu Wanqiu feel warm.

With Mrs. Liu's words, she felt that she could really survive anything.

Auntie Liu cooks lightly at night, a few boiled prawns and vegetables, and a small piece of corn.

Before, the two of them ate separately. After returning from the hospital, the two ate at the same table. Gu Wanqiu eats a small amount, and even Mrs. Liu, who ate with her, lost her appetite and lost a lot of weight.

Aunt Liu asked Gu Wanqiu what she would like to eat tomorrow.

Gu Wanqiu has been watching the news for the past few days, and has been paying attention to the Liu family. She knows that the Liu family will disappear in Haicheng in a short time, leaving her less and less time.

In the past few days, she has already figured out how to leave. It is easy to be chased by Li Jinxing by car, and by plane, her passport was confiscated by Li Jinxing before. It will take a lot of time to reissue it, so she plans to take a boat.

The affairs around her have already been taken care of by Gu Wanqiu. The money in the card cannot be withdrawn and will not be used for a lifetime. It is better to donate it than to waste it. She contacted a lawyer online. To be on the safe side, she also wrote made a will.

The insurance for Mrs. Liu has also been taken care of. If she has any accidents or gets sick in the future, she will not be afraid to go to the hospital, worrying that she will not have money for medical treatment.

When Mrs. Liu asked her what she wanted to eat tomorrow, Gu Wanqiu decided to leave tomorrow.

She now knows that Li Jinxing is not dead, once she disappears, Li Jinxing will definitely investigate, and it will be a matter of time before she finds out about Mrs. Liu, so she cannot tell Mrs. Liu her whereabouts.

"Sister-in-law Liu, I want to go out for a few days to get some fresh air and travel."

"Going to travel at this time?"

July and August are the hottest months, and there are high temperature warnings everywhere. Thirty degrees is already considered low temperature. Now most of the cities outside are at [-] degrees. Where can I go for a trip at this time?

Gu Wanqiu is afraid of the sun. When the weather is hot, she won't even go for a walk. Her skin is tender, and she feels that she will get sunburned if she gets a little sun exposure. What if she suffers from heatstroke when she travels?

Aunt Liu was worried: "Miss Gu, where are you going to travel, why don't I accompany you." With her, at least she can prepare drinks for Gu Wanqiu in summer and take care of her when she is sick. She, she can also prepare three meals a day.

Mrs. Liu always felt that cooking outside was not as good as cooking at home. Gu Wanqiu had a picky taste, and it was really difficult to eat well outside. It took her a long time to figure out her taste.

"No, I want to go out alone and see the outside world. I feel uncomfortable when you are with me, and I go out for a long time, and the signal outside may not be good. You don't have to talk to me every day. Did your daughter contact you? In case the contact is broken for a week or a month, would you be willing?"

"Do you still want to disconnect? Then it's too dangerous." Now everyone has a mobile phone and a phone at home, so they can always find a way to contact them.This sudden disconnection is no different from disappearance.Mrs. Liu persuaded Gu Wanqiu, "Miss Gu, why don't you go out? I really don't trust you. Even if you want to travel, go to a place with good signal. Send me a text message or call every day. , I’m disconnected all of a sudden, I can’t get in touch with you, I’m so nervous, I can’t sleep well at night.”

When Mrs. Liu said this, she kept furrowing her eyebrows, and the wrinkles on her face seemed to have deepened.

Knowing that Mrs. Liu was very worried about her, Gu Wanqiu held her hand: "Don't worry, I will join the group when the time comes. With so many people, I will be fine."